Chapter Eighty-Eight: Title
As she spoke, she shed tears, feeling that she deserved it, and at the same time she felt that she had been greatly wronged, and at one time she felt that she couldn't stand the person opposite, and at one time she felt that he was the worst person in the world, and then she felt that she was so greedy that he knew it, and he didn't know how to look at herself in the future. At this moment, my mind was complicated, and I didn't understand what I was thinking.
Ji Qingling said that she didn't know her thoughts, but when she said this, Gu Yanzhang knew her thoughts.
He originally deviated from the beginning, his mind was full of chaotic thoughts, only to feel that the top of his head seemed to be shaking, and when he heard the sentence "I don't dislike", half of his life came back, and he heard the sentence "I want to live with you all the time, and no one else has interjected it", and the whole heart bloomed into a flower, swaying, and immediately really understood what it means to "bloom in the heart".
His heart is full of flowers, and he just can't wait to jump out of the Yellow Spring, shake it to the heavens and the earth, so that all the ghosts, snakes and gods in the world can hear the words of his little girl, and then let others know that this one already has a master, and he can no longer covet it.
When he turned his head and saw Ji Qingling crying, for the first time, what swelled up in his heart was not distress, but ecstasy.
Gu Yanzhang didn't hesitate any longer, grabbed the hands of the person opposite again, held them tightly, and asked, "Are you coaxing me with this sentence, or are you serious?" ”
Although he asked this sentence, he didn't mean to ask at all, and only put all his strength on the three words "serious" at the back.
Ji Qingling was still in tears, he grabbed his hand and wanted to pull it away, but he only felt that he was caught tightly this time, let alone take it back, he couldn't move.
She was grabbed by Gu Yanzhang's hand, and he looked at her with such expectant and affectionate eyes, her brain couldn't turn anymore, she was only buzzing, her mouth was closed for a long time, and she still couldn't say a word, and finally turned her head sideways and gently shook her head, and let out a "hmm" from her throat.
Gu Yanzhang got that "um", he only felt that this was the best sound in the world, even if the phoenix cried, the Nine Heavens Xuannu went down to earth, it couldn't be compared, he couldn't help but laugh lowly, his face was full of joy, and he refused to let go of his hand, and only said softly: "I don't want to be separated from you, I just want to be in the same ......place all the time."
Now that he got the answer he wanted, his mind immediately returned to his body, and his mind became active, and when he saw Ji Qingling's unyielding appearance, he said softly: "Qingling, you are still young, you don't understand your mind, and you don't know what it means to like." I only ask you, if you meet someone else in the future, will you treat him as you did to me? ”
Treat Gu Yanzhang the same as others?
Ji Qingling shook his head almost immediately.
How can it be.
She and Fifth Brother Gu have supported each other all the way, and have seen each other's most depressed times, and no matter how difficult the days are, they believe in each other, rely on each other, be considerate of each other, and cherish each other.
This kind of emotion is more profound than ordinary family members, and it should be stronger than those ordinary couples in the world who are united by the orders of their parents and the words of matchmakers.
Although Ji Qingling has never been married, nor has she experienced the relationship between men and women, even if she has no experience, she knows that no matter who her husband's family is in the future, her trust in others will not be as good as the peace of mind she has for Gu Yanzhang.
This is the love of suffering, based on the perseverance of both parties, and the friendship of love and affection.
If he had come to this place at that time, he would not have met Gu Yanzhang, but another person, a different temperament, a different character, and a different person, he would never have the relationship between the two today.
Gu Yanzhang shook his head when he saw her, only to feel that his heart in his chest was bulging, and the pride and happiness were almost full, but he still didn't let go, and said, "In this case, do you take me to heart?" Am I the one who comes first? ”
was asked by him like this, and this kind of thing again, Ji Qingling felt that her ears couldn't listen to it anymore, her tears were still flowing, but her cheeks began to blush a little, and her heart beat so fast, in the end, she almost forced herself to nod.
Asked to this extent, although Gu Yanzhang was still not satisfied, he knew that he couldn't force it anymore, he lowered his throat, and deliberately said in a very gentle voice: "You put me first in your heart, and you don't think the rest of the people are more important than me, this is liking, you are like this, I am even more like this, there is no other person in the world like you in my heart." ”
As he spoke, he put Ji Qingling's hand on his chest and said softly: "See, it's all you here, except for you, there's nothing around." ”
Gu Yanzhang knew that he had a good voice, and many people had said it before, his voice was like a jade striking each other, and it was very comfortable for people to listen to.
At this time, he deliberately lowered the sound of this jade hitting each other, and it was no longer like before, but it was five or six points of hoarseness, he said it in Ji Qingling's ear in a very soft tone, and put the pair of small hands on his chest, while speaking, he looked at her with a gentle and expectant look.
For a moment, except for his voice, his heartbeat, his breathing, and his expression, it seemed that they were whispering to Ji Qingling over and over again-
Do you see it, do you see it, it's all you, it's all you, it's all you.
Ji Qingling couldn't stand it anymore, she endured her sadness and said: "Fifth Brother Gu, in case you meet a better person in the future, she has a good background, a good temperament, a good character, and the family can still help, she is more ...... than me."
Speaking of this, Ji Qingling's tears that were easy to suppress began to flow out again, she wanted to tell herself to speak calmly, but she didn't know why, as she spoke, her tone was full of crying.
However, Gu Yanzhang didn't ask her to say any more, but said, "So what? ”
His voice was so soft that it was about to drip water, and he said, "No matter how good that person is, she is not your ......."
The word "you" in Gu Yanzhang's mouth was said so gently and sweetly that people would itch in their ears when they heard it.
He finished the end of the note and said, "Besides...... In my heart, there is no one else like you...... You've always been the best, always have been, but you don't know it. ”
After he finished speaking, he only looked at Ji Qingling with his eyes, and saw that Ji Qingling's whole body was full of heat, and his ears seemed to be hot, and he couldn't say a word.
Gu Yanzhang only looked at her and smiled, he let go of his left hand, but his right hand was still holding Ji Qingling's hand, sticking it to his heart, and opened the box on the table with one left hand, and took out a few pages from it.
He said: "Qingling, do you know now, it doesn't matter, let's write the marriage book first, there will be a lot of time for you to think about in the future, you can't, I will teach you...... You taught me before, and now it's time for me to teach you......"
He coaxed in a low voice: "After all, we must be able to live in one place first, and don't think too much about it." ”
After all, you must first set the name, and for the rest, don't be in a hurry, take your time.
There should be, as long as he holds on tightly, there will always be.