Because, this is what he has decided, and even if I say no, it will not change his mind.

It doesn't matter if the prince is not a prince. He was the one who forced me to conceive this child, and I didn't care at all.

He can do whatever he wants, even if he wants to take this child and feed it to the wolves, I think it is right, anyway, it is his child, this child is watered by him, what does it have to do with me!

It's just that at the first glance of the child, I also like this child, because he looks so much like me.

But I couldn't touch him, I was afraid that once I touched this child, I would be reluctant to let go. I would love to see my child grow up, but for the sake of freedom, I would rather become a sinner who abandoned him.

So, I restrained myself not to touch him, not to look at him, not to have any feelings.

The child is about to be full moon in the days. I was suddenly able to calm down and think about a lot of things that I had never thought about before. I have transformed into a rational and calm numb person, and it is only now that I fully understand that soft-heartedness is an unfair kindness, which fulfills others and wrongs myself, but is still regarded as a fool by others!

Spring plums, autumn leaves. These two people were the biggest obstacle to my escape.

The two of them's ability to disguise is as good as Long Qianye's, and it should be said that they are worthy of being Long Qianye's people. The same pit, I fell into it twice, and I said that it was only three times, and this time, I wanted to break the original compassionate self. No longer have expectations of whom. Don't be soft on yourself anymore!

The child is Long Qianye's, and he will definitely treat it well. So, I don't have anything to worry about.

A month later, the whole country was jubilant, and Long Qianye set up a banquet for three days and three nights to entertain the major clans who came to congratulate him.

As Su Luohan's senior brother, he will definitely come when he goes to Moxi! Certain!

And I'm waiting for this day!

I excused myself from being in poor health, so I didn't participate.

At this time, it was already dark outside, and as was customary, Chunmei and Autumn Leaves would come and shackle my hands and feet.

Because the things I can think of, as smart as he is, Long Qianye will definitely be able to think of it. He will come when he goes to Moxi, which is not a good thing for him.

He would not allow a single lapse in the evening tonight.

So even if I refuse not going to participate in the pilgrimage of Shangyuan Palace, Long Qianye will be full of defense against me tonight, and let Chunmei and Autumn Leaves shackle me, even if I can escape, how far can I escape?

Hehe, his understanding of me is always so shallow.

"You have all the shackles on me, can you stop feeding me and drink the imbalance and dispersing, the double shackles are deepened, I can't escape even if I have wings, today is the full moon, you call me the master every day, can you watch me want to sleep with him without the strength?"

I wrote the words on the cardboard pitifully, and my eyes were full of pleading, hoping that they would show me a little compassion.

Ever since Long Chino had silenced me, the only way I could communicate with Chunmei Akiba was to write down what I wanted to say on cardboard with a pen. They seemed to have expected it a long time ago, and they didn't ask me why I became mute overnight, which undoubtedly confirmed one point, really as I expected, they were really not Su Luohan's Chunmei and Autumn Leaves, and they were also pretending to be with Long Qianye.

Looking at the tears in my eyes and the look that was almost pleading, I could see that they had a faint sympathy for me. See, they have always taken advantage of my compassion and weakness, and now I have learned to apply it to them in all my care.

It doesn't matter if I'm shackled, at least I can move. After taking the imbalance and dispersing, I can only watch and miss the opportunity tonight.

"If I have a different heart, curse myself to hell!" I took the pen and stroked it vigorously, and launched a poisonous oath.

Actually, I'm already in hell, so it doesn't matter, as long as I don't give me an imbalance and can't do anything I want, hell or not hell doesn't seem to be worth mentioning.

Chunmei and Qiuye stared cautiously at my face, as if judging and screening something, pondered for a while, and finally one put away the medicine bowl, and the other locked me up.

I smiled flatteringly at them, and wrote on a new piece of cardboard, "I knew you were the best for me." ”

Scold! It turns out that I can pretend to be like them, and I can't be happy or angry.

As cautious as they were, I was sure they would think they wouldn't take me lightly even if I was shackled. One of them must have walked away to explain the matter to Long Qianye.

Sure enough, as I expected, Akiba really avoided me and left quietly. You don't have to think about it to know that she went to report to Long Qianye, they didn't let me take the imbalance today, leaving Chunmei alone in Yimengge to take care of me.

In the dead of night, after bathing, I lay in bed, nervous like never before, constantly thinking about what I had to do for a while. No one knows how my hands are shaking under the covers.

It's leaving.

Open your eyes, God, I am your devout believer.

Chunmei lay in front of my bed, waiting for Autumn Leaves to return.

Mentally prepared, I pointed to my throat and mouth, and then to the kettle on the table. Chunmei knew that I was thirsty.

She was completely unprepared to stand up, and in a flash of lightning, my right hand moved out from under the pillow and slammed a pair of sharp scissors into her head!

This pair of scissors was given to me by me when I lied to them that I wanted to make clothes for Long Zhifan. It was at that moment that I began to think that I wanted to trade these scissors for my freedom.

This scene has been played out in my mind a thousand times.

Chunmei's movements froze, and her body temporarily couldn't react to the sudden impact, because I didn't lose balance, my knees could move freely, and I slammed into his face, and the whole person lifted up, holding the sharpened scissors with both hands and poking hard at her head, as if every time it was the last attack.

Chunmei's eyes were full of disbelief, staring at me deadly, naturally resisting, but I grabbed her body tightly, no matter how she shook it, she didn't let go, the warm liquid splashed my face, and I could feel the warm liquid on my neck and arms.

At this time, Chunmei only remembered to shout, but it was too late, how could I give her a chance to shout again.

Finally, she stopped moving, and I knelt numbly on the cold floor, and I could feel that she was not dead, and that life force was dying with the gushing blood plasma, and my eyes fell on the frozen body beside me.

It was I, who they thought were powerless, who premeditated the murder of a person.

At this moment, when he went up to Moxi, he pushed the door and walked in, and when he raised his eyes to see the scene in the house, he was surprised for a moment, and then quickly returned to calm and calm.

"I'm sorry, I'm late for the teacher."

When I saw Shang Moxi, I opened my mouth excitedly, but suddenly realized that I couldn't speak.

"It doesn't matter. Thank you for trusting me. ”

That night, I turned my back to Long Qianye and wrote the backlight on the palm of his hand.

However, he didn't jump out to question Long Qianye as I thought, I waited for a whole year, and he didn't take any action!

At that time, I really couldn't understand that they were obviously brothers in the same sect, and when they learned that their junior brother was killed and replaced, and they took away the Snake Palace and occupied the entire South China Sea of his junior brother, he was indifferent!

There is clearly only one reason, compared to the friendship of his senior brothers, he is even more interested in the position of Xunmei that everyone wants, the first overlord of the other world.

Both he and Long Qianye are proud.

They all stubbornly think that they are the strongest leaders in the other world. Even if they are as powerful as fire and water, for the sake of that position, they can only abandon their previous suspicions and embrace the same enemy. Wait until everyone and the enemy are destroyed, and then slowly settle their long-standing grievances, and fight to the death.

But he can wait, I can't wait. It should be said that I can't wait, I can't wait to go out and breathe the fresh air outside, I can't wait to get out of this desperate suffocating cage, I can't wait to escape from the clutches of Long Qianye!

So, I don't trust anyone else, I only trust myself. Freedom is not something to be earned, I have to fight for it myself. It's like now I'm dealing with Chunmei with my own hands.

"Yes, I also know that let that guy let his guard down first, and his actions are decisive."

Yes good. I'm also very happy with my performance.

It took a whole year and two months to get to where we are today.

I didn't answer him and he didn't care, and he touched my head appreciatively.

Maintaining a kneeling posture against the wall, watching Chunmei's body dragged to the innermost part of the room when I went to Moxi, and there was a thumping sound from inside, my heart was pounding, and then I slowly calmed down.

His appearance is not accidental, I'm afraid that the one sitting in Shangyuan Palace now was dressed up by Mu Zhai when he went to Moxi, right?

Long Qianye didn't know much about Shangmoxi, and Mu Zhai followed Shangmoxi all the year round, and no one knew all the habits of Shangmoxi better than him, so with Shangyuan Palace Mu Zhai here, I was basically safe for at least a short time here.

I was motionless, my expression numb, my eyes empty. Scold! Long Qianye, do you know that you carefully calculate others, but the people you calculate are treating others in the way of others? If you know the truth, you should be able to blow up your hair and beat your chest angrily, right? It's a pity that I can't see your gaffe anymore.

When I went to Moxi, I took out the key from Chunmei's body and unlocked it for me, "Put her clothes on, go out and walk straight for fifty miles, there is a side door, which is specially designed to transport swill, and the guards are very tight, but these days are special." The palace was busy entertaining foreign guests, and there was a lot of swill, so the inventory was not as tight as before. Out of the Snake Palace, there is a water curtain cave after trekking three hundred miles day and night, you can stay there for a long time, and wait for me to take Mu Zhai there to meet you. ”

It's true...... Can you get out of here?