I am Shen Ye, the only lone seedling of the Shen family. [This chapter was first published-love-have-sound-,Please remember the URL ()] Since childhood, I began to learn martial arts with my master, and then practiced my skills.

Later, when the Apocalypse and several surrounding countries fought for many years, I resolutely threw myself into the military camp despite my father's opposition, but by the time I received the news, my elderly father had died of illness.

I was even more ferocious on the battlefield because I knew that there was no one behind me waiting for me to be loyal and filial, and I could contribute all my strength to this country.

I thought it was easy, but I didn't want to, some things are easier said than done.

I was ambushed during a battle, all my subordinates covered up my escape, and finally I was rescued by a fisherman's girl, and the two of us got along day and night, and fell in love for a long time, so when I returned to Beijing, I took her with me, and when the debriefing was over, I married her back according to the custom of three media and six hiring.

With a family, with concerns, and as I get older, I'm getting more and more stable, I won't say nothing like the hairy boy back then, no matter how much I fight on the battlefield, I began to fight back in an orderly manner.

Day after day, year after year, my efforts have finally earned me a very interesting nickname.

The entire Apocalypse calls me, the undefeated God of War.

Although I scoffed at this name, King Qingyang comforted me, this is everyone's trust in me, this is a kind of responsibility, a kind of spirit, and said that if I fall, the morale of the entire Apocalypse soldiers will be much lower.

I was inspired by this, and I tried to do my best, and then I rose through the ranks and met the then Prince Anqing.

Prince Anqing is very good, and he belongs to the kind that is good at everything.

We even had a bit of a feeling of seeing each other late, we could talk, we could chat and play chess, we could mix together all day, and even my wife said that if the two of us were a man and a woman, we should work together.

We just laughed when we listened.

I believe very much and am very sure that if Prince Anqing ascends to the throne, maybe the entire Apocalypse will become better, the people will live and work in peace and contentment, and the entire Apocalypse will sing and dance.

But who knows, the good times didn't last long, the emperor at that time suddenly had an emergency, I had some suspicions and went to Prince Anqing, he only reassured me that nothing would happen.

Not long after, Yuanwu attacked the Apocalypse, and I was appointed as the general of the Western Expedition to lead the soldiers on the expedition.

Before leaving, I thought this thing was very strange, and if something went wrong, it was a demon.

It's just that Prince Anqing doesn't want to believe me, he is always so beautiful and beautiful, always so upright and frank, it is difficult for people to put all the filthy, dark and even dirty things on him.

So, in spite of my suspicions, I went away, but before I left, I told my wife that if anything happened to the family, she would write to inform me, and she sent me away with a smile, but I was very worried.

Things on the battlefield are changing rapidly, and I am busy with these all day long, and when I finally think of Prince Anqing, there are letters in the capital.

As I expected, Prince Anqing was not only ordered by the emperor to remove the title of prince because of his collusion with Yuanwu, but was even confined to his own mansion.

During this period, the elderly and sick King Qingyang died of illness, which directly caused the whole year to be infected with a lot of haze.

I could only speed up the progress on the battlefield, I wanted to go back to Beijing, I was worried that something would happen in the capital again, but later, the son of King Qingyang came to my tent, knelt down at me and told me that he also wanted to learn kung fu and go to war.

I looked at the child's determined gaze, as if I had seen me standing in front of my father.

The Shen family and Yuanwu have a common enmity, I am the last single seedling of the Shen family, my father wants me to live peacefully, away from the war, away from all unstable factors, but he forgot that I am the son of the Shen family, and what flows in my body is the blood of the Shen family.

Presumably, this kid thinks the same way as me, right?

It's just that he really amazed me, he is worthy of being the son of King Qingyang, not only can he be very attentive to what I teach, and he can learn it quickly, but also, he is very smart and knows how to draw inferences.

The arrival of Zhao Yiyan made me feel a little relieved, and with him by my side, my emotions were not so nervous. But it also has something to do with what he told me about the current situation in the capital.

I was in a hurry to win this battle, but I didn't expect that as soon as this war lasted, it would take a year.

One year is enough time to change a lot of things.

For example, the status of Prince Anqing, the prestige of Prince Anqing, and everything about Prince Anqing.

I took someone back to Beijing to report on my work, and before I arrived in the capital, I received news that the prince of Anqing forced the palace to rebel and was killed by the emperor, not to mention, all the family members and children were not spared.

I hurried back, but the prince's mansion, which was originally good, was already full of mourning at this time.

I wanted to make amends, even if it was just a little bit, but I was too late.

In the end, I couldn't help but cover my face and cry in the prince's mansion, but when I left, someone quietly followed me.

It was a somewhat familiar eunuch, who seemed to be the one who served the prince before.

He mysteriously took me to a mansion in the capital, pulled out a woman inside, and told me that this woman had the prince's child in her belly, and that there were many doubts about the prince's affairs.

I know that curiosity kills cats, and I know that I have my own family background, and I have my own wife and children, but I can't afford to be indifferent to this matter in the face of my former friends.

So, I resolutely took the woman back to the house, and also met the pot-bellied lady.

After we talked all night, my wife was very understanding and tolerant of me, and let the woman stay in the house, even caring and caring.

But in the end, here's the problem.

I don't know who leaked the news, but a few days after the birth of the little guy in our family, some officers and soldiers came to search, saying that they found that a woman who was the prince of Anqing was pregnant and wanted to be investigated.

I knew that if I didn't do anything else, I might implicate my children and wife, as well as the woman and children of Prince Anqing, who had managed to save them, so I made an even more ridiculous decision.

With a cold face, I escorted the pregnant woman who was still bleeding from her lower body out with a swaddling cloth, told the officers and soldiers that I had captured them and interrogated them, and took them into the palace to receive the reward.

I don't remember how I came back after that, and I don't remember what the emperor said to me that day, but I just remember that it was very cold and windy, and that kind of cold and biting wind, blowing and blowing, seemed to blow down the cracks in my bones into my heart.

Cold, icy cold.

Because, the child I sent out was mine, in order to ensure that the blood of Prince Anqing was left, I stole the beams and changed the pillars, and asked the doctor in the family to fry the oxytocic medicine and feed her.

When I get home, what awaits me is my wife, whose eyes are red and swollen from crying.

I repented, I apologized, I felt guilty, I blamed myself, and my heart gnawed at my heart like countless ants, but she remained indifferent.

She didn't cry at me, except for the first few days after crying uncontrollably, and then I sat there every day in a daze, and I had no choice but to think of another way.

Have another child.

It's just that I didn't expect that this incident would stimulate her so much, she didn't regenerate at all, but after listening to her answer, I was speechless.

She felt that no one could replace the dead child, no one.

She also said that she missed her life in the fisherman's family at the beginning, and if she married a fisherman, although the life was hard, she could at least live.

I was silent, and I opened my mouth to meet those eyes, not knowing how to answer.

I sweat like rain in the martial arts training ground every day, as long as I close my eyes, it is the child, and it is the picture of her crying and red.

However, at least there are people by my side when I'm sad.

Zhao Yiyan, the current king of Qingyang.

The first emperor died of illness, the new emperor ascended the throne, once a son of heaven and a courtier, my rights were set aside.

But it doesn't matter, I'm not here.

But staying at home all day, looking at my wife's thinner face and growing belly, I wanted to kill myself in agony.

The opportunity finally came, and Yuan Wu attacked again.

I begged the emperor to let me go, and the emperor happily allowed me to lead the troops on the expedition this time.

I just didn't expect that this is a point of no return.

But I didn't know it at the time, what I did know was that I went home and stood in front of my wife and told her. If she doesn't like me being in front of her, I'm already leaving.

Then I saw that the corners of my wife's mouth were raised high, but tears were falling in a puff of eyes.

I didn't know how she was feeling at the time, so I just smiled helplessly and turned away.

But when I went to the battlefield and was attacked by the enemy several times with precision, I finally reluctantly discovered a fact, I seemed to have been plotted.

I am surrounded by hundreds of thousands, if not millions, of brothers, and I have a wife and children at home, and I try my best to break the game. But helplessly, after having a betrayer inside and outside, it is impossible to win.

Later, I thought about the current emperor, and some things that I had been puzzled about finally came to a clear end, so I gave up struggling.

If you go to the battlefield, you will die, and when you go back, you will also die, so it is better to die here and be a martyr.

It's just that my poor child is still in his mother's womb, and I won't be able to see it anymore.

But before I died, I did one thing, I divided my soldiers into several groups and sent them to an ambush.

They didn't suspect him, and they all left, and in the end only a few tens of thousands of people were left to die on the battlefield with me.

As I was about to close my eyes, I suddenly remembered the child I had sent into the palace that day, and he was the same, with his dark eyes open, staring straight at the shining stars in the sky.

So, we'll see you after I'm dead, right?

I just don't know, is he willing to call me Daddy? [This chapter was first published. Love. Yes. sound., remember the URL ()]