The number of times Li Chengcheng took the initiative to kiss Su Jinsheng was only a handful for so many years.

And this time, more than any time, he was ecstatic.

Does her willingness to be close to him mean that she has forgiven him?

His brain didn't have time to think, and subconsciously made a move, that is, he let go of the hand he was holding Li Qingcheng's wrist, raised it to clasp the back of her head, and deepened the kiss.

Li Qingcheng was stunned for a moment, and finally chose to obey.

His kisses were overbearing and fanatical, and she couldn't resist them.

It's a battle of lung capacity.

In the end, she couldn't breathe, so she softly pushed him a few times.

Then he reluctantly let go of him, but his hand did not let go.

Li Chengcheng's face was very red and his breathing was very chaotic, she lifted her eyelids and looked at him a few times, because of the kiss, his originally dull and dull deep eyes became radiant and flashed with excitement.

After staring at each other for a few seconds, she immediately shifted her gaze, struggled a few times, and said softly, "You rest, I'll go back to my ward." ”

After saying that, he turned around and wanted to leave.

But as soon as she took a step, before she could take a step, her wrist was gently grasped, and his hot palm was at the wrist, which became extremely hoarse because of the dry throat, and she chuckled lowly, and said half-jokingly: "Listen to my mother, I have slept for a day and a night, and if I rest, I will be wasted." ”

The implication is that he hopes that Li Tingcheng can accompany him, and he doesn't want her to go.

Li Chengcheng didn't move for a long time, he tugged on her arm again, pulled her back a little, she was caught off guard, fell on the edge of the bed, and then he hugged her waist and forcibly pulled her onto the bed, and the quilt was on her body, "Don't go, accompany me." ”

Like a command, like a request.

Li Qingcheng's mind is very chaotic, she can't calm down at all, there are so many things that have happened in the past few days, so much that she can't digest them at all.

She actually didn't want to stay with Su Jinsheng for long, she didn't know how to deal with it.

In fact, she is very cowardly, so cowardly that she only knows how to escape, which is no different from a turtle with a shrunken head.

But she didn't have the courage to refuse such a Su Jinsheng, she didn't want to see the loss and frustration between his eyebrows.

They are all fragile people at this time, so why should they be hurt and hurt.

So she leaned closer to Su Jinsheng, hugged his waist, and pressed her face against his chest.

They hugged each other tightly, and no one spoke, obviously having a stomach to say, but they didn't know where to speak.

I don't know how long this silence lasted, but the silence was finally broken.

And to break the silence, the first to speak was Li Chengcheng.

"You're not allowed to smoke anymore, you know?" She said in a commanding tone.

Su Jinsheng couldn't help but hook her lips and chuckled, lazily "um", and then readily agreed, "Okay." ”

He didn't expect that the scene he made would be a blessing in disguise and get her care and closeness.

Women's hearts are very soft and fragile and sensitive, the brain capacity is amazing, and all kinds of complex emotions will rush up in an instant, which is why emotions are changeable and fickle.

One second she was still caring about Su Jinsheng, but the next second she couldn't help but complain.

sighed heavily, as long as he stayed with him, it was difficult to be distracted, thinking of the child who had no fate, thinking of Tang Ying's kowtow and begging, thinking of the little bit in his heart that he didn't want to lose his selfishness.

"What's wrong?" He is not a sensitive person, and cautiously probed his mouth, for fear that he would touch the switch of her anger.

"I'm thinking, if I wasn't Li Qingcheng and you weren't Su Jinsheng, how good would it be."

It would be nice if they were just ordinary ordinary people.

Born in an ordinary family, living an ordinary life, having an ordinary social circle, and then under the arrangement of fate, two ordinary people meet like the bloody bridge of an idol drama, know each other and then fall in love, everything falls into place, and then enter the palace of marriage, be an ordinary little couple, give birth to a son and a daughter, he is an ordinary office worker, she watches the children at home, sends the children to school in the morning, then buys vegetables and goes home, picks up the children from school at night, makes a table of fragrant meals and waits for him to come back from work, and the day is over.

Maybe there will be a little noise occasionally, but he will eventually lose the battle to coax her, and the life will continue to be so ordinary and indifferent, and it will be a lifetime.

However, such a simple life is terrifyingly unattainable for her.

Between them, it is destined not to be simple.

Su Jinsheng was silent for a while, as if she was hesitating about something, and finally when she sighed that she didn't know how many breaths, she finally spoke in a deep voice, her tone was very light, she couldn't hear any emotion, but she was extremely religious, as if she was talking about something incomparably believing, "No, if you are Li Chengcheng, I will also be Su Jinsheng, because Su Jinsheng can't do without Li Chengcheng." ”

He could feel that when she heard this "confession" in his arms, her small body stiffened.

"The child's thing, it's my fault, I shouldn't have carried you behind your back to do these small actions, but if I do it again, I will still make the same choice, but looking at the picture of you touching your stomach and talking to the child every day, I can't bear it, from one month, to two months, until I saw the message Lin Momo sent you, I didn't know, it turned out that you had been planning to leave, you never thought of staying by my side, at that moment, possessiveness trumped reason, I was thinking, the child is gone, you have no burden, That's why I took you to the hospital. ”

He said slowly: "I know that I am very paranoid and pathological about your liking and possessiveness, you don't want it, choose to discard, I have nothing to say, in your heart, I may be a selfish ghost is a devil, restricting your freedom, destroying your first love, depriving you of your preferences, you want to go This is not an exaggeration, but I can't let go, I have a natural obsession with you, maybe Li Chengcheng can do without Su Jinsheng, but Su Jinsheng can't do without Li Qingcheng." ”

"I don't know what extreme things I'll do when you're gone, but it's certain that I'll meanly hurt everyone involved with you until you come back."

"So Allure, don't try to run away from me, stay with me, don't go."

He was sonorous and powerful, obviously a request, but he said it so coldly and domineeringly, and the threat in his words was full of threats, which couldn't help but make Li Qingcheng shudder.

It turned out that he saw Lin Momo's news.

No wonder he behaved so unusually, so indifferently at the time.

"Don't blame Momo, it's none of her business, I asked her for help."

She knew Su Jinsheng's wrist, if he didn't have a problem with her, he would take revenge on others for all his unhappiness, how could a person like him who had to repay himself let Lin Momo go, so the first thing she said was to plead.

Su Jinsheng was silent, it turned out that he would indeed not let go of Lin Momo, it should be said that he would not let go of anyone who blew the wind in Li Qingcheng's ears.

Half a sound didn't respond, Li Qingcheng was a little breathless, she raised her head and glanced at him, and then he said lightly, "It's all up to you."

Whether outsiders are happy or not, it all depends on her, to see whether she goes or not.

As long as she stays by his side honestly, he can't turn a blind eye.

Li Qingcheng frowned imperceptibly, she didn't expect Su Jinsheng to be so paranoid, and Tang Ying's words couldn't help but ring in her ears: Sooner or later, he will ruin himself because he loves you.

Maybe... That is true.

"Su Jinsheng, in fact, no one is inseparable from whom, a person or thing who is always around is gone, it is true that he is not used to it in the early stage, but that is just not used to it, the days still pass, the sun rises every day as usual, over time, this habit will be diluted, time, is a band-aid that dilutes everything." She tried to make him realize the reality, "Maybe your liking for me is just a habit." ”

She pressed against his chest, and in her ears was the sound of his heartbeat, from the beginning of the steady, to the final slamming forcefully.

Poof, poof, one sound stronger than the other, in her ears, deafening.

His hand couldn't help but increase its strength, and she seemed to understand something in her heart, she seemed to really don't want to stay by his side.

"What if, instead of healing, the wound under the Band-Aid is constantly rotting?" He couldn't help but grit his teeth a little.

It's not that they haven't been separated.

If it was really as she said, he was just a habit to her, then the five years of separation, 1825 days, 43800 hours, 2628000 minutes, 157680000 seconds, had long been diluted by the so-called time she said, and he had enough time to empathize and say goodbye.

Unfortunately, it didn't.

It's not that he doesn't have suitors, it should be said that he, Su Jinsheng, has never lacked suitors.

But he was only willing to be her believer.

He is not as chic as her, after leaving him, he can live a good life, choose a man to fall in love with, and throw him out of the clouds.

Otherwise, how can it be said that the loved one has nothing to fear.

What bullshit habit theory, he will never be perfunctory by these funny words, and he never believes this set of rhetoric.

Li Qingcheng was silent, it can be said that she escaped, she found that she couldn't make sense with him at all in this regard, so she didn't have anything to say.

But the more silent she was, the more he couldn't restrain his panic, and if she didn't speak, he didn't know what she was thinking, or what she was planning.

"What kind of person I am, what kind of means I have, and how ruthless I can be, I think you know it." In desperation, he could only use his usual iron-blooded wrist to threaten to speak, but at the same time he was both soft and hard, "I know you are holding your breath in your heart, don't vomit or be unhappy, I promised you, me and Li Qianxin will have a end sooner or later, when you finish the operation, I divorce her, I will marry you, when the time comes, you can have as many children as you want, we can take the child on vacation together, attend his parent-teacher meeting together, participate in the parent-child project of the school sports meeting together, he did something wrong, make you angry and you discipline him, I will definitely stand on your side and train him with you, and then he will become an adult, get married, have children, we will grow old together, you are younger than me, it must be me who is in a wheelchair first, you push me for a walk, nag at me, I don't know how I will react to your nagging at that time, but I am sure that I will never be impatient, this kind of life is really beautiful, and I just want to live like this with you. ”

For the first time, he told her all his longings so unabashedly, and his voice seemed to have a kind of magic, bewitching her heart, deeply touched, and couldn't help but imagine the picture he recounted.

The future he wants is really beautiful and seductive.

She opened her mouth and was about to speak, but at this moment, the door of the ward was suddenly opened, and a beautiful female voice ruined this beautiful and strange atmosphere.

"Husband!"

Li Tianxin walked in, and when he saw the picture of them hugging each other, a trace of cruel jealousy flashed in his eyes, and his eyes looked directly at Su Jinsheng, and finally Chu Chu frowned pitifully, and said with concern: "Husband, why do you not care for your body so much?" Do you know that when I heard the news that you were hospitalized, I was so scared that I hurriedly flew back from the crew. ”

Li Tingcheng hurriedly got up, got out of bed, and stood awkwardly awkwardly, Li Tingxin ignored her completely, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the scratches on Su Jinshengjun's face, and was even more worried, full of distress: "What's wrong with your face?" ”

As he spoke, he reached out to touch his face, Su Jinsheng's face sank, and he turned his head to avoid her hand.

As if she didn't see his rejection and disgust, Li Tianxin said to herself, and there was a crying tone in her tone: "Can't you take care of your body?" I'm not by your side, are you just ruining yourself like this? What should I do if something happens to you? You're really going to scare me to death! How does it feel? Still uncomfortable? Your mouth is so dry, I'll pour you water right away. ”

Li Tingcheng felt that every pore from head to toe was redundant.

What Li Qianxin meant was that because she was not around, Su Jinsheng "let herself go" and played self-harm to get her attention? ?

She thought she might as well go, don't spoil the couple's reunion that separated the two places.

Just as she was about to leave silently, Li Tingxin suddenly stood up and was about to pour water for Su Jinsheng, and then she saw Li Tingcheng and pretended to be surprised, "Ah, Allure? You're there too, why are you wearing a hospital gown? Are you sick too? ”

Li Tingcheng didn't speak, and subconsciously didn't dare to let Li Tingxin know about her miscarriage.

As soon as these words came out, Su Jinsheng, who had been silent, finally spoke, and his tone completely lost the softness he had when he spoke to Li Tingcheng just now, cold and ruthless, without leaving any face and dignity for Li Tingxin, "Get out!" No one here is watching you act. ”