I drove a long way, still did not see Wang Ling's car, dialed her phone, prompted not in the service area, I was a little flustered, and drove for a while, and did not find the ramp intersection, and drove two kilometers ahead, there is a toll station, I don't know if I can find Wang Ling there.

WeChat rang a prompt tone, I frowned, took my phone to check, it turned out to be sent by Xinyan, it was written: I have returned to China in the past few days.

With a bang in my head, Wang Ling's delicate and bewitching cheeks resurfaced, I don't understand why it wasn't Xinyan who appeared, could it be that my thoughts and worries were indifferent with Wang Ling's appearance?

After the toll booth, I parked the car on the side of the road, and carefully read the WeChat notice sent by Xinyan, at this time I should be happy, but the sourness and depression in my heart are like a shadow, the lingering haze surfaces again, I am a little afraid, if I dare to tell the news to Wang Ling, she will be sour, sarcastic to me, if you ignore it, it will bring a series of chain reactions, the consequences are unimaginable.

I thought for a moment and replied: When will you come back, are you sure?

I want to give myself more room to maneuver, and since the paper can't contain the fire, I'm just delaying it for a while.

After waiting for a moment, she replied: "Not sure yet."

I palpitated in my heart, she didn't tell me the exact date, it could be today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I hurriedly called Wang Ling again, still not in the service area, I was a little annoyed, blamed in my heart, I shouldn't be playing tricks at this time, I had to reply to Xinyan: Okay, welcome back to China.

My heart became more and more uneasy, it was a kind of calm before the storm, I was a little troubled and remorseful, I should not have lost my personality because of that moment of greed, the most important thing around me, it was likely that as soon as the truth was revealed, I would turn around and go away, accompanied by the closure of the storefront, I could not make ends meet, I was in debt, and I was desperate.

It's not what I want, but it's come to this point, it's useless to say more, it's better to throw away those lingering feelings as soon as possible, face the reality as soon as possible, and maybe get back a game.

Outside the car, the wind is blowing, the sand and dust are all over the sky, on the side of the highway, there are a lot of spherical sand plants, they rotate with the wind, fluttering, like a cycle of life, across this highway, it is a reincarnation, the gray sky, there seem to be countless flies and insects flying and jumping, they are overwhelmingly whistling, tearing the body of life, fluttering on the moving vehicle.

Wang Ling disappeared, she was deliberately avoiding me, sent her dozens of WeChat messages, and there was no reply, I cursed in a low voice: "Fuck, at this time." ”

I don't know if I'm insulting Wang Ling's willfulness, or blaming Xinyan's sudden return to China, but I just don't want to pierce this layer of window paper, that touch of selfishness and depravity still occupies a dominant position.

After driving for a long time, I didn't feel hungry, the sky gradually darkened, the wind stopped raging, I returned to the basement, and saw the scenery and furnishings in the yard, there was a feeling of being in a different world, although I left not long ago, but there were a lot of incomprehensible, distressing, and mixed feelings happened here.

Lying on that small bed, I wanted to sort out my messy thoughts, but the tired sleepiness suddenly struck, like a warm stove, hot and baked, and all my bitterness was scorched, and finally turned into a black ash on my heart, which was filthy and ugly.

In my sleep, Wang Ling and Xue Xinyan quarreled, they were no longer girls, but became femme fatales, I stood aside, like a war criminal waiting for trial, without any qualifications to judge others, that embarrassed, obscene and contrived look, let me doubt for a while that Wang Tao has lived like this.

Two daggers suddenly appeared in their hands, and under the moonlight, the sharp tips of the knives emitted a kind of chilling light, their eyes were sharp, their faces were cold, and they couldn't help but pounce on me, like two resentful wild ghosts, making me sweat coldly and disheartened.

Two sharp knives pierced my heart at the same time, I didn't feel the pain, it was an indescribable touch, Wang Ling and Xue Xinyan were smiling sadly, and their pale cheeks were as white as paper, and there was also a touch of mockery and relief.

"Ahh

I screamed, woke up from the nightmare, my forehead was already sweaty, as if washed with water, I sat up, wiped my face with a towel, and thought to myself that if this matter had not ended sooner, I would have to suffer in regret for the rest of my life.

I took the phone, glanced at WeChat, and saw that Wang Ling still didn't squeak, I sighed lightly, found her phone number, and dialed it directly.

"Hello, the phone you are calling is turned off."

I pursed my lips, hung up the phone, looked at the time, and walked out of the basement at half past six in the morning, and the sky was already clear.

I yawned and started to prepare breakfast, life is like this, day after day, year after year, everyone craves excitement and embraces the top, but we still have to go back to the ordinary life.

A salted duck egg, half a pot of rice porridge, a bean paste bun, mixed with a plate of radish pickles, these are all rations stored a year ago, and some seafood and frozen meat, if you eat it alone, it can last for ten days and half a month.

After breakfast, I contacted the renovation workers, they are still on annual leave, and are expected to come back tomorrow and the day after tomorrow to build, I am indifferent, the cold winter has survived, the earth is springing, everything is recovering, and their business will not be so miserable that no one cares.

When I came to the store, there were a lot of firecracker residues piled up in front of the door, and the cold wind blew, and the red debris fluttered and slapped on my blue roller shutter door.

The whole street seems to have been washed away by a flood, without the noisy voices of people and the traffic passing by, and the bustling city of the past seems to have become a ruined city, depressed and silent.

I climbed to the second floor of the house and sat for a moment, the smell of paint still wafting through the air.

"Do I really want to live here in the future?"

I muttered softly, like a sleepwalking patient.

"Xinyan will forgive me, as long as I change my past mistakes and cut off the entanglement with Wang Ling, I..."

I paused, rubbed my temples again, and said, "What should I do?" Wang Ling will definitely seek death and life, and coerce me to change my mind, when the time comes, what should I do? ”

I stood up, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, looked at the messy road, since falling into this emotional whirlpool, I was anxious and could not be indifferent, which was mixed with inexplicable factors, if I don't like Wang Ling, then I can turn around and leave, one farewell and two widths, but she paid so much for me, but I can't repay it, stay to the end, except for the painful parting and weeping, there is no sea of dry and rotten promises, there is no hard work to retain.

"Ah, the big boss came back earlier than me."

A yin and yang strange voice sounded behind me, I hurriedly turned around, and saw Qin Li looking at me with a wicked smile on his face, he seemed to have gained a lot of weight, and his figure was slightly burly, it seems that he must have eaten a lot of nutrients during the time he was recuperating at home.

"You're also early, so you're having a good time during the Spring Festival."

I lit a cigarette and walked over to the couch and sat down slowly.

Qin Yan said with a bitter face: "It's not pleasant at all, I wouldn't have gone back if I knew it." ”

"What's wrong?"

I looked up with a curious look on my face.

Qin Yan walked up to me, sat down and said, "They don't agree to buy me a house, and let Xue Yao marry into my city, of course she is unwilling to go." ”

I flicked the cigarette ash, looked at him and said, "Then if Xue Yao marries, will the second elder buy you a house?" ”

He nodded and said, "I promised to buy a house in my city, but Xue Yao's parents didn't agree, and now this matter is stuck here." ”

He rubbed his dull cheeks, and sighed again: "It's strange that I don't have the ability, if I have money, why let Xue Yao worry about it with me." ”

"She can understand your intentions, take your time, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain."

I patted him on the shoulder and said something I thought would be comforting.

Qin Yan glanced at me and muttered: "Even you say the same, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, it is the words of the fantasist, we all live in reality, we can't do anything without money, this is an iron fact." ”

He was a little angry, like a jealous philosopher, and his deep eyes radiated a faint cold light.

I stood up, walked to the top of the stairs, turned around and said, "Would you like to have a drink?" ”

As soon as he heard that there was wine to drink, Qin Li hurriedly raised his head and said, "Okay, I didn't drink with my father during the Chinese New Year, and I was always counted out." ”

I smiled and said, "Haha, if you go back to your own city, listen to him, don't run away, and be a filial son who is obedient, he will definitely not count you down." ”

"Don't stand and talk without backache, how did I get to this city, don't you understand?"

Qin Yan stood up, glanced at me, and then added, "Go home and drink it?" ”

"Let's go home, there are a lot of restaurants that haven't opened yet."

After speaking, I came to the shop on the first floor, and when I saw Wang Ling patrolling outside the door, I panicked instantly, hurriedly turned around and ran to the second floor, and collided with Qin Li. ”

The muscles in my face twitched, and I said with a smirk, "Can you wait for me upstairs for a while?" ”

"What's wrong? Want to surprise me? Ho, the flesh is numb. ”

Qin Yan looked at me with disdain on his face, crossed his arms, and did not mean to go upstairs.

There was a sound of rustling footsteps on the first floor, and I didn't have time to think about it, so I pushed Qin Yan and ran to the second floor.

"Hey, you're crazy, haven't you done something shady, afraid that I'll catch you?"

I pushed him and teased, "I'll explain to you in the future, I'm sorry brother." ”

Qin Yan nestled on the sofa and looked at me angrily.

I laughed dryly, ran downstairs again, grabbed Wang Ling's wrist and ran to the corner of the street, Wang Ling staggered behind me, confused by the sudden drag.

"Hey, you're hurting me, let me go."

She was panting and struggling, and I stopped, turned back and said, "Why is the phone turned off?" ”

"There's no power."

She rolled her eyes and pursed her red lips.

"Out of power? Didn't charge your phone all night last night? ”

My words were cold, and there was a palpable look of anger on my bleak cheeks.

Wang Ling glanced at me and said casually: "If you don't charge, you don't charge, what can you do?" ”

I was a little short of breath, and an irrepressible irritation made me whisper, "Don't you be endlessly willful, okay?" Just because of that worthless, you still haven't been relentless in your temper, and you drove away without even saying a word, do you think it's appropriate? ”

"It's appropriate, what's inappropriate, you're just a big carrot, and when you see the girl, you pounce up, disgusting me."

She gave me another blank look, and her white cheeks were filled with indifference and contempt.

I took a few breaths, glared at her and said, "Xinyan is coming back, it's better for the two of us not to contact each other during this time." ”

"Yo, you're leaking air here during the Chinese New Year, what's wrong with me? I'm not married, I'm not married, what's wrong with me? Can't take it or can't see anyone? What is the good of don't contact, I don't know how many roundworms you have in your stomach, it's nothing more than wanting to step on two boats, without alarming either side, left and right, and both hug the beauty, right? Oh, what a shameless bastard, when he slept with me, he was coveted and greedy, drunk and dreaming of death, but now he shrugged his shoulders and spread his hands, trying to clear up the relationship, hehe, it's really ridiculous, your wishful thinking is good, after all, you are also a scumbag who is indiscriminate. ”

She was sharp-toothed, changed the norm, and drenched the dog I scolded with blood, the matter has come to this, what is the use of saying so much, I stepped forward and shouted loudly: "Fuck, if you don't love it, you don't love it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, what are you still yelling at here, you go, don't come back, I don't want to see you in the future." ”

Wang Ling snorted coldly, brushed her hair, and said unhurriedly: "Yo, look at your appearance, how can you be like a mad dog, for the Chinese New Year, your girlfriend is in a foreign country, but you are lonely and empty, bored, and then find a girl, if you want to sleep with others, you can do whatever you want, and when you are tired of it, you kick it away, and say that if you don't love it, you don't love it, you ask yourself, what is wrong with me Wang Ling, is it money or appearance?" Yes? You say..."

The more she talked, the more excited she became, and at last she burst into tears, dripping like beads of broken thread, sliding down on the dry ground.

I don't know what to do, the erratic, scarred heart, is also trembling slightly, but the cut is constant, the reason is still messy, this irritable thoughts poured into my mind again, I frowned, resolutely said: "I am a sinner, I will repent, don't come again in the future, I have a heart, I will not live up to Xinyan, I hope you can understand, you and I are more suitable to be friends, not partners, sorry, let's part ways, sorry, sorry..."