Chapter 178: She's Going to Marry Someone Else
After Su Jinsheng left, Li Tingcheng sat in the pod for a long time.
The heavy footsteps of his departure, accompanied by the sound of the wind, echoed in her ears.
Lingering.
The eyes that used to be bright have lost all their light at this time, leaving only gloom and pain, as if they have fallen into a dark hell and endured heart-rending torment.
She just sat motionless.
Here, it was the dream he sent her.
His heart is all here.
And she, here, said the most cruel thing to him.
She thought she would never forget the heartbroken look in his last look at her.
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.
She kept repeating it in her mind.
I'm sorry I didn't fall in love with you sooner.
I'm sorry, I don't have you in my youth anymore.
I'm sorry to disappoint your sincerity.
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It was completely dark.
Black enveloped the land, and the cold wind became more and more rampant.
The hideous wind came and went.
Even if you wear a thick down jacket, you still can't withstand the sudden drop in temperature.
The body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
The cold penetrated her clothes, then penetrated her skin, and she shivered for a moment, then suddenly came back to her senses.
The gaze was finally focused.
It was pitch black.
She was the only one in the huge playground.
The endless darkness consumed her composure, and she couldn't help but get scared.
Some panicked stood up, wanting to leave immediately.
But his legs were a little stiff from the cold, and he sat for a long time without moving, so he was a little numb and unconscious.
The moment she stood up, she immediately fell to the ground in the next second.
She slumped into the pod with her teeth bared, her hands clenched into fists and tapped her numb legs.
In the dark, my heart became more and more flustered.
She hurriedly touched her bag, took out her phone, and turned on the flashlight lighting.
Tapping her leg hard to feel better, she tried to stand up.
At this moment, the entire playground suddenly lit up.
Colorful light shines through.
The Ferris wheel also lit up with a purple glow.
It's beautiful, it's dreamy, but she doesn't have time to appreciate it at this time.
The moment it lit up, she suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.
He stood up with his hands on the hatch, and staggered away.
Walked to the side of the road and flagged down a taxi.
In the dark shadows, there is a Porsche that blends in with the black.
In the dark, those deep eyes seemed to be more and more bottomless, staring closely at the taxi she was taking.
It wasn't until the taxi disappeared from his field of vision that his torch-like gaze quickly turned cold and darkened.
If you're afraid of the dark, why sit there until dark?
If you don't love him, why leave him with a bunch of good memories?
These days are happy and dull to get along, he thought...... They're really different......
The darkness hid his melancholy and sad look without a trace.
After being stunned for a long time, he slowly started the car and drove away.
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Li Chengcheng did not return to the villa.
I don't know where to go, so I can only go to the hotel to make do with it for a few days.
Check in at the front desk and open your bag to find your ID.
I rummaged through the bag and couldn't find it.
But in the small corner of the bag, I inadvertently turned over a crumpled post-it note.
This is a post-it note that Su Jinsheng had posted in the water bar before.
On the day she was kidnapped, she took it off, but before she could see it, she was caught by a pervert.
At the time, I was stunned, and I didn't know where to put the post-it notes.
It turned out to be in her bag all along.
I didn't even notice it all day today.
She carefully spread out the post-it note, and when she saw the sentence "Li Chengcheng, I like you, I like it very much." The eyes quickly moistened, and then the tears burst into the river.
Crystal tears fell on the post-it notes, soaking open.
Su Jinsheng's strong and powerful handwriting was blurred by tears.
When Su Jinsheng told her that his liking would end here, she didn't cry.
When Su Jinsheng set her free and left silently, she didn't cry.
And now, such a simple but heavy sentence can make her cry.
All the sadness turned into bitter tears, flooded and out of control.
Her fingertips trembled, and she squeezed the sticky notes hard.
Hot tears hit her fingers, and the scorching temperature seemed to spread all the way to her heart, so painful.
She crouched down and wept bitterly.
My mind was full of Su Jinsheng's appearance.
When he smiles, when he is angry, when he is gentle, when he is jealous, when he is domineering.
"Miss, are you alright?"
Li Qingcheng's sudden crying overwhelmed everyone, and the front desk lady couldn't help but ask with concern.
"I.... Identity, ID card.... Lost ......." she couldn't stop crying, her voice trembling so hard that she couldn't catch her breath.
The more I talked, the more I cried.
So, at this time, people who enter and leave the hotel will see an extremely good-looking girl, squatting on the ground, crying like a helpless child, crying for a long, long time.
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Time goes back to the day when Li Chengcheng went to Shen Yu'an's ward to find him.
"Teacher Shen, I want to trouble you to do me a favor." Li Chengcheng asked very embarrassedly.
When Shen Yu'an heard this, he raised his eyebrows in some surprise, as if he obviously didn't expect Li Qingcheng to come to him for help.
"How can you help?"
"Can you play with me?" Although Li Chengcheng has been doing psychological construction for a long time, it is still a little difficult to speak.
"Acting?" Shen Yu'an was puzzled.
"I'm going to leave Su Jinsheng, so I'm ......"
She didn't finish her words, but Shen Yu'an immediately understood what she meant.
Li Tingcheng was planning to use him as an excuse.
Shen Yu'an's expression suddenly became complicated, and he looked at her silently, flashing a trace of injury.
Li Tingcheng was numb by his scalp, "Teacher Shen, I know it's shameless to come to you to help me at this time, but I, I really don't know what to do." ”
Obviously, Shen Yu'an had just confessed to her, and she also clearly refused.
But not long after refusing, she came again to ask him to act in some loving scenes with her for Su Jinsheng to see.
Not to mention Shen Yu'an, she herself felt that she was shameless.
But the only one who can stimulate Su Jinsheng is Shen Yu'an.
Except for Shen Yu'an, there was no one to choose.
It is impossible to find someone I don't know to pull in front of Su Jinsheng For him, I like someone else, I want to leave you.
If Su Jinsheng believes it, then it will really be a hell.
"Does it have to be acting?" Shen Yu'an, who was silent for a while, finally spoke, "Can't it be true?" ”
Shen Yu'an was really hit in his heart.
Li Qingcheng came to him, just acting.
Never wanted to be with him?
But what made him happy was that Li Qingcheng planned to leave Su Jinsheng.
This time, it seems that the decision has been made.
Li Qingcheng didn't expect him to say such a sentence suddenly, and she was a little stunned.
Relieved, looking at Shen Yu'an's expectant eyes, she was a little cramped and didn't know how to answer.
She thought of a lot of words and refusals, but she didn't know why the words came to her lips, but she couldn't say anything, as if something was stuck in her throat and she couldn't make a sound.
"Allure." Shen Yu'an saw Li Qingcheng's entanglement, struggle and reluctance, he sighed lightly, his tone was still so soft, but it revealed a toughness that people couldn't resist, "I took a knife for you." ”
Li Chengcheng's head was lowered a little, his voice was very weak, and his sincerity was difficult to hide, "Yes, thank you." ”
"So, shouldn't you reciprocate?"
Li Qingcheng's heart suddenly chuckled, and he suddenly had a bad premonition.
"Yes......."
"Marry me." Like a plea, like a command.
Shen Yu'an knew that his practice of taking advantage of others was shameful, obviously he was willing to be stabbed for her, but he was cheeky enough to ask her for something in return, which was even more shameful.
But he couldn't help it, selfish desires had completely occupied his mind.
Every cell in his body was telling him that he wanted to get Li Chengcheng.
Maybe it's the possessiveness that is about to move, or maybe it's the unwillingness to cry out with the regret of the unfulfilled relationship, so this desire is getting stronger and stronger, and it's becoming more and more overwhelming.
He can't care so much, he just wants to get Li Chengcheng.
He didn't want to let his two or three years of waiting for her be in vain.
Li Qingcheng frowned and shook his head, "Teacher Shen, I really can't promise you, it's not fair to you!" ”
"I don't think it's unfair."
Li Chengcheng was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, and in desperation, he could only say his physical condition, "Actually, I'm dying, I only have half a year to live." ”
"What did you say?" Shen Yu'an was stunned for a moment.
"I have advanced heart failure, and the doctor said that if I don't have surgery, I will only live for half a year, maybe ..... I won't even live for half a year. Li Qingcheng buried his head, hiding the fear and depression in his eyes, but his tone was very flat.
The bad news fell unexpectedly, and it made him dizzy and his mind went blank.
Dazed, overwhelmed, frightened, shocked, emotionally complex beyond words.
He even forgot to speak, and stared at Li Qingcheng for a long time in such a stunned manner.
"Teacher Shen, I can't drag you down, I'm a dying person, it's a sin to be with anyone."
Li Qingcheng spoke, breaking the strange and solemn silence.
Shen Yu'an's soul seemed to have returned to his body, he closed his eyes restlessly, and asked in a deep voice, "This is the reason why you left him?" ”
Li Tingcheng nodded.
Shen Yu'an suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly.
It turned out that Li Chengcheng had already loved Su Jinsheng to such an extent, and he loved it so much that he gave up.
He also thought that the reason why she left Su Jinsheng was because she didn't want to be restrained anymore.
"What if I say I'm not afraid of being dragged down?" Even if Li Qingcheng said the real reason, he still didn't plan to give up.
Half a year, maybe that's enough.
Even if it's just one day with her, he's happy.
"This ......" Li Qingcheng was a little speechless.
Her attitude was so obvious, but Shen Yu'an was still indifferent, which made her a little helpless.
"I'm not an actor, I can't act."
The implication is that if she doesn't agree, he won't help her.
Li Chengcheng was completely helpless, and never thought that Shen Yu'an still had the side of 'messing around'.
"Okay, I'll just say yes." She was deflated and finally compromised.