In fact, from beginning to end, he alone destroyed the strength that I had built up with great difficulty.

Thinking of this, I choked up sadly, and the tears could not stop falling again.

Long Qianye was stunned by my sudden roar, and froze in place at a loss, wanting to hug me but afraid that I would resist, "Don't cry." Every time you shed tears, it seems to reflect my uselessness. ”

I don't want to cry either.

But I can't control tears even if I want to, I really don't want to cry, and I don't know why I keep crying.

But my heart was so clogged that my throat was choked and twitched, and for a while, I didn't know what to say, "I'm sorry." ”

Hearing this, Long Qianye was completely stunned, looking at me with blank eyes, and for a while, he couldn't help muttering to himself, "Fool." Why do you want to say sorry to me? I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. ”

"That'...... Then will you leave me, will you feel bad about me one day and don't want me anymore? ”

I actually wanted to ask him bluntly, what did he do when he went out with that woman named Xu Yuya, and he didn't come back all afternoon! But after thinking about it, I felt that something was not right, if I asked so bluntly, wouldn't this be a disguised confession to Long Qianye that I was hiding in the door and listening to the wall......

Just as I was thinking about it, Long Qianye suddenly reached out and gently stroked my hair, like stroking a docile kitten: "Silly." I will always be by your side, do my best to care for you with my own strength, and always take care of you, always be good to you. The heavens speak for itself. The earth is a lesson, if he violates this oath, I, Long Qianye, will not be able to die well, and I will be alone and widowed for a lifetime! ”

"Oh, what are you doing! Why did you swear such a poisonous oath? What if it works? I tell you that as long as people live in this world for a day, they will be full of infinite possibilities, and if it is a lie, it is also the most beautiful lie, I believe it. Anyway, you are not allowed to swear such a poisonous oath, so you quickly take back the oath. ”

"Retracted?"

Hearing this, Long Qianye chuckled lightly, and then looked at me for a long time, "Do you believe in me or are you not confident in yourself?" ”

Truth be told, it's ...... both!!

But many things are unpredictable, no one can go to the front of time to help people see what the future will look like, and I personally believe in God, there are gods on the head, and if you say it, you have to work hard to do it, to practice, if you can't do it, then it's better not to say.

I don't know if I don't believe that Long Qianye can do it, or if I'm just not confident enough in myself, in short, I have a very bad intuition in my brain.

No matter how much I persuaded him, he always adhered to this sentence, and he would never retract his tough attitude, and in the end, I couldn't resist him, so I had to let him go.

In the past few days since Long Qianye came back, I haven't been to Windward Academy for several days, no matter what, I can't slack off when it comes to practicing spells, Long Qianye was very surprised to learn that I was sent to Windward Academy by my mother.

He asked me how I studied at Windward Academy, and whether I got along well with the people inside, in short, the more he asked, the more sad I became.

Then he also said that Xiaoya also went to Windward Academy to be a magician recently, so that I could go to her for anything, she was very good.

Scold! It doesn't matter if the woman named Xu Yuya is as perfect as Long Qianye praised, but what is the matter if he praises other women in front of me?

My tone was sour, "Really? She's so good, why don't you marry her, so you can see each other every day. ”

"What do you think you're talking about? I'm also for your good. If one day I can't get out of the way, Xiaoya can help me deal with it for a while, so that you won't be greatly wronged and bullied. ”

He's still energizing!! He didn't know that he himself had committed the taboo that women like to be suspicious!

She's a good person, maybe just for him, and what about other people is probably only known by God and herself.

He didn't have to think about how I could possibly go to her.

Knowing that she was coming to grab the position of my sweetheart with me, I still greeted her with a smile, how big is my experience to do such a mindless thing...... Taking the initiative to expose my shortcomings to the enemy, my IQ is not low to that extent. Besides, she doesn't know I exist, does she? If you knew, you might see me as a thorn in the flesh!

Judging from her words and deeds today, she seems to be very nervous about Long Qianye, but as the daughter of the Yuan Qi Venerable, her posture is very low, which shows that her determination to win Long Qianye is not ordinarily strong.

I am like a tiger to a lion with her, I can't let her, and she can't let me.

So how could I possibly go to her......

"Long Qianye."

"Huh?"

"Are you stupid?"

"Why do you say that?"

He even wondered why I said that, either he really didn't expect that much, or he was really stupid......

But he wasn't like this before, why since I was with him, many places in him have not been as good as I imagined and expected in my head?

He didn't seem to have any idea of me being upset because other women coveted him. Is it that in his eyes, I have always been a person with a big heart and will not be jealous?

But I'm really jealous. But he didn't feel anything about it.

For example, he lied to me.

For example, when he knew that I was in the room today, why didn't he just move me out when the woman named Xu Yuya courted him?

For example, he knew why I didn't refuse in front of me, but went out with that daughter for the whole afternoon.

Why can't he think about whether I'm going to be hurt and upset by his behavior? Or do you think I love him enough to accept anyone between me and him?

Did he really think about any of this? Not really. I thought that he would explain to me as soon as he walked in the door what he and the woman were going out for this afternoon, whether he refused the woman's courtship, no, neither! I didn't ask, he didn't even say a word from the moment he entered the door.

If it weren't for the fact that he had a ghost in his heart, what would he have to hide?

This also made me feel the small happiness I felt with him at the beginning, and gradually felt that he didn't care, and he seemed to begin to confirm the idea that I knew I liked her but didn't dare to say it to him.

He never seemed to know what I wanted.

And it seemed to me that what I wanted, he didn't seem to satisfy me.

I wanted to get married, and he said he would wait until he sat in the position of the dragon king.

I wanted to have a baby, and he said he was going to take the baby to save his mother, who was poisoned in his body.

I wanted to practice spells, and he said he just liked the way I didn't do anything all day and just stuck to him, and he didn't like that I was too strong as his woman, so uncute. But in the blink of an eye, he just said that I could go to Xu Yuya no matter what happened, saying that she could help him deal with it for a while.

Doesn't he like capable women?

So I really can't figure out what he's thinking, and I can't figure it out. What am I to him?

I only know how to say some fancy words to calm my mind.

Because I don't want to quarrel with him, I don't plan to talk about my inner doubts and dissatisfaction with him, because in that case, both of them will be very tired.

Why don't I pretend and act like a fool that I don't think about anything and don't know anything, right?

In this way, we will not quarrel, we will not scream, we will not have a cold war, and we will always remain as we are now, calm on the surface, but in fact the inside is already turbulent, even if it is just an illusion, at least on the surface it seems to be harmonious.

In this way, the woman can be prevented from taking advantage of the situation.

Long Qianye's queen mother knew that I was okay with Long Qianye, and just as I was about to go to the Windward Academy to practice spells, she just stopped me and said that she wanted me and Long Qianye to go to her for a small gathering. By the way, I will set up a table for Long Qianye to catch the wind and wash the dust.

Long Qianye didn't ask me what I thought, he immediately agreed, and pulled me to go to Qianshangxuan.

In the end, I didn't say anything, put down the "Demon Curse", and pretended to have a happy meal with them.

Since the two of them knew that I was Long Qianye's future wife, they didn't restrain themselves at all when they joked, especially the queen mother, who didn't have the shyness of her daughter's family at all, and was very unrestrained, even if the emperor was present, he was how Huang came.

For example, she would raise her elbow and poke me and ask, "Do you remember the book I gave you?" Have you digested all the things that the Queen Mother explained to you that day? ”

I was embarrassed the whole time......

When his mother saw that I was embarrassed, she said, everyone is their own people, they know the roots, they can say whatever they want, why bother with those worldliness, let me not be so restrained and jerky.

Long Qianye didn't react. He took the initiative to talk to me, and I also ignored him, who let him always block me!

Then, he neither agreed with his mother's statement, nor criticized anything, but just ate absent-mindedly. At this moment, I knew better than anyone else that I and Long Qianye seemed to have problems again. And the problem seems to be very small, but in fact, it is like a hole in the skirt, not only the current hole, if it is not repaired in time, once someone continues to pull the silk thread of the pants, the pants will only become more and more broken, and the hole will only get bigger and bigger.

On the table, Long Qianye's mother and emperor talked and laughed non-stop throughout the whole process, which was bigger than the battle between me and Long Qianye, and the relationship between the two of them had the support of Long Qianye's son, and it was carried out openly and fairly, and the love was sweet and happy.

That's good.

Hearing his mother's last question, Long Qianye suddenly coughed violently, glanced at his mother like a resentful woman, gritted his teeth and said, "Don't take my little fan'er badly." ”

Once his queen mother comes, where is she willing to buy his account, slapped the table, and asked domineeringly: "Boy, I told Fan Fan so much not so that the two of you can go on happily and harmoniously?" Are you not enjoying ......?"

Probably a thief, I couldn't help but blush and my heart beat hard.

At this moment, the emperor also intervened, "Look, your clothes are all red." Say, what good things have you both done! ”

His mother and the emperor both laughed ambiguously, Long Qianye's head was full of black lines, and only my face was stiff and the smile was like a bitter melon.