Chapter 35: The Nature of Man and the Ape

Tang Haizhou pedaled the three wheels of manpower and goods to stop at the mouth of the alley, and went to the store next to him to pick and choose, and finally fell in love with a sky-high card in his heart, and smiled excitedly and did not hesitate to pay for it. When I went home and saw Ju Xiang's kitchen making lunch, I walked up from behind and hugged her waist: "Guess, what did I buy you?" "Haizhou, in broad daylight, what are you doing?" "Look, issue a card, don't move, let me put it on for you."

Juxiang was touched and touched, and he kissed her on the face and ran away.

While eating, Ju Xiang couldn't help coughing violently, and walked to squat under the eaves and coughed breathlessly. Suddenly found a thick black and red blood in the phlegm, and was shocked, and immediately wiped it off with his foot.

Haizhou's mother felt a cloud of sorrow in her heart, and said: "Haizhou, Juxiang's cough is getting worse and worse during this time, don't go to collect the waste in the afternoon, take her into the city to see a doctor." "Okay."

The doctor looked at the fluoroscopy sheet and said, "Now the diagnosis can be confirmed as tuberculosis." Ju Xiang asked, "Doctor, can it be cured?" "Of course. It's just that penicillin and streptomycin to treat this disease are very nervous right now. Our hospital has been out of stock for a long time, so you can go to another hospital and have a look. ”

I ran for an afternoon, and the result of inquiring was a lack of medicine. Ju Xiang was already sensitive to Tang Haizhou's subtle changes in herself, she dragged her heavy steps home, thinking as she walked: "It seems that there is no cure for this disease." Oh my God, what am I doing wrong? ”

Haizhou's mother learned of Juxiang's illness and was speechless. secretly said to Haizhou: "Fortunately, you haven't applied for a marriage certificate yet, so send her away as soon as possible." "Mom, I really like her." "Fool, do you want to cry for her?" "But we ......" "The old lady gave birth to you on the Chengdu dam, and you are still worried that you can't find a daughter-in-law?" Besides, it's hard to find on the dam, and you have asked someone to look for it on the east mountain, and from tonight, you can't enter her room. ”

Ju Xiang sat on the edge of the bed and sobbed, Tang Haizhou walked to the door and said, "Aren't you making a fuss about going back to your parents' house?" Hurry up and pack your things now and leave tomorrow. "Haizhou, how can you do this to me? It's clear that when you see me sick, you will drive me away...... God, how can this person be so ruthless and selfish? ”

Ju Xiang got up and stumbled a few steps and fell, and Tang Haizhou turned around and left as if he didn't see it.

At dinner, Tang Haizhou's family ate lively, and no one cared whether Juxiang ate or not. She mustered up the courage to scoop up the food and serve it to the table, and everyone except Tang Haizhou avoided the plague. Ju Xiang forced herself to swallow the rice in her stomach, she couldn't help coughing violently, and Tang Haizhou was so frightened that she picked up her rice bowl and fled in a hurry.

Juxiang laughed and smashed her rice bowl to the ground. Ran into the room and closed the door, lying on the bed and crying.

She cried dry tears, closed her tired eyes, and recalled: "For several months, I have been thinking about Haizhou's goodness, giving him both body and mind, and forcing myself to gradually forget Dahong. Unexpectedly, when they found out that I was sick, they wanted to drive me away like a wild dog immediately. It turns out that this human nature and human affection are the most unreliable things in the world. ”

Late at night, Ju Xiang's heartbreak was exhausted, and her expression was in a trance. The world in my head becomes an intense glow

Tang Haizhou pedaled the three wheels of manpower and goods to stop at the mouth of the alley, and went to the store next to him to pick and choose, and finally fell in love with a sky-high card in his heart, and smiled excitedly and did not hesitate to pay for it. When I went home and saw Ju Xiang's kitchen making lunch, I walked up from behind and hugged her waist: "Guess, what did I buy you?" "Haizhou, in broad daylight, what are you doing?" "Look, issue a card, don't move, let me put it on for you."

Juxiang was touched and touched, and he kissed her on the face and ran away.

While eating, Ju Xiang couldn't help coughing violently, and walked to squat under the eaves and coughed breathlessly. Suddenly found a thick black and red blood in the phlegm, and was shocked, and immediately wiped it off with his foot.

Haizhou's mother felt a cloud of sorrow in her heart, and said: "Haizhou, Juxiang's cough is getting worse and worse during this time, don't go to collect the waste in the afternoon, take her into the city to see a doctor." "Okay."

The doctor looked at the fluoroscopy sheet and said, "Now the diagnosis can be confirmed as tuberculosis." Ju Xiang asked, "Doctor, can it be cured?" "Of course. It's just that penicillin and streptomycin to treat this disease are very nervous right now. Our hospital has been out of stock for a long time, so you can go to another hospital and have a look. ”

I ran for an afternoon, and the result of inquiring was a lack of medicine. Ju Xiang was already sensitive to Tang Haizhou's subtle changes in herself, she dragged her heavy steps home, thinking as she walked: "It seems that there is no cure for this disease." Oh my God, what am I doing wrong? ”

Haizhou's mother learned of Juxiang's illness and was speechless. secretly said to Haizhou: "Fortunately, you haven't applied for a marriage certificate yet, so send her away as soon as possible." "Mom, I really like her." "Fool, do you want to cry for her?" "But we ......" "The old lady gave birth to you on the Chengdu dam, and you are still worried that you can't find a daughter-in-law?" Besides, it's hard to find on the dam, and you have asked someone to look for it on the east mountain, and from tonight, you can't enter her room. ”

Ju Xiang sat on the edge of the bed and sobbed, Tang Haizhou walked to the door and said, "Aren't you making a fuss about going back to your parents' house?" Hurry up and pack your things now and leave tomorrow. "Haizhou, how can you do this to me? It's clear that when you see me sick, you will drive me away...... God, how can this person be so ruthless and selfish? ”

Ju Xiang got up and stumbled a few steps and fell, and Tang Haizhou turned around and left as if he didn't see it.

At dinner, Tang Haizhou's family ate lively, and no one cared whether Juxiang ate or not. She mustered up the courage to scoop up the food and serve it to the table, and everyone except Tang Haizhou avoided the plague. Ju Xiang forced herself to swallow the rice in her stomach, she couldn't help coughing violently, and Tang Haizhou was so frightened that she picked up her rice bowl and fled in a hurry.

Juxiang laughed and smashed her rice bowl to the ground. Ran into the room and closed the door, lying on the bed and crying.

She cried dry tears, closed her tired eyes, and recalled: "For several months, I have been thinking about Haizhou's goodness, giving him both body and mind, and forcing myself to gradually forget Dahong. Unexpectedly, when they found out that I was sick, they wanted to drive me away like a wild dog immediately. It turns out that this human nature and human affection are the most unreliable things in the world. ”

Late at night, Ju Xiang's heartbreak was exhausted, and her expression was in a trance. The world in my mind turned into a white sheet of paper that glowed intensely, stabbing my head dizzy; In the blink of an eye, the shuttle cars, the side-by-side flow of people, and the rows of high-rise buildings have all become dim.

With a loud bang, she found herself sleeping in her mother's boudoir, the roof chirping and tearing a crack and getting bigger and bigger; The body was itchy and unbearable, and a pair of wings grew out of it, fluttering and fluttering, piercing through the gap and out of the roof, straight into the mirror-like sky. She felt involuntarily falling down a cone-shaped peak, standing only one foot, her body shaking violently, and she could fall off the cliff at any moment.

"Help, help!"

The vast space is silent, like the beginning of chaos. She was suddenly pleasantly surprised, and saw a great hung appear in the sky,

and submerged by a sea of clouds. She was desperate and said to herself: "Alas, Dahong, why should I blame you? Who is not selfish in the vast sea of people? I went to Chengdu on a blind date, saying that it was for your good, but in fact, it was for myself. Isn't it also for myself that Haizhou's family is doing this to me right now? Selfishness is human nature, who else can blame? ”

Suddenly, Dahong's croaking doll flashed in front of her, and she realized that she was the same as him, as if a few months ago, they were on the bamboo mat in the back mountain...... At this moment, a mysterious force separated them, and Da Hung fell behind him slowly, like a cloud that the air could not support, and slowly sank into the deep and bottomless valley. In a flash, pairs of roaring bonfires lit in the valley, and her tears turned into a day of downpour......

She woke up from a dream and sighed: "Alas, when it's good, it's like a glue, and when it's bad, it's like a passerby, this time and that, maybe this is love?" ”

Outside the window, the dawn light penetrates the window lattice. She resolutely got up and wrote: "Haizhou: Don't worry about me relying on you not to leave, because I now understand that people are all this virtue. My roots are rooted in the yellow earth on the East Mountain, and no matter what I do, it will not dislike me, and I will not dislike it. If there is an afterlife, I still want to be reborn in that land...... I woke up from a dream, and it was time for me to hit the road. She lifted her rucksack and walked out of the yard, took it to the door, and walked away with a long sigh, the thick morning mist soon swallowed her.