Chapter 165: Leave Me Alone, Please
After Li Chengcheng finished speaking, he lay down.
His face was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, without any waves.
But Lin's mother couldn't do it as if nothing happened.
Looking at Li Qingcheng, her eyes were hot, she answered, and then walked outside the ward in a panic and secretly wiped her tears.
As soon as he wiped his tears and adjusted his mood and was about to enter the ward, he saw Su Jinsheng striding over with a few packed meal boxes in his hands.
"Mother Lin, what are you doing standing outside here?" Su Jinsheng asked casually.
Mother Lin smiled far-fetchedly, "I'm waking up outside to take a nap." β
Mother Lin's eyes were a little red because of crying, but Su Jinsheng didn't think much about it, thinking that she was tired because she stayed up late.
Su Jinsheng was a little embarrassed to tighten the corners of her mouth, her thin lips pursed into a line slightly, and her words were a little apologetic, "I'm sorry for you, you go to the next ward to rest, I'll just guard her." β
Mother Lin originally wanted to say that it was okay, but after thinking about it, Li Chengcheng didn't have much time left, so it was better to let the two of them get along alone more, and the two of them would be in the world.
So Mother Lin nodded and went to the next ward.
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Su Jinsheng opened the door of the ward and walked in.
The ward was very quiet, even if his steps were as light as possible, but it still seemed so abrupt in this extremely quiet atmosphere.
Li Qingcheng on the hospital bed, his eyes were closed, his face was slightly pale, and he looked like he was asleep.
Su Jinsheng walked over, although she couldn't bear to disturb her sleep, but she thought that she hadn't eaten for a long time.
So he raised his hand slightly, carefully stroked her cheek, and rubbed her cheek with his fingertips, she looked like a soft little rabbit, very cute, his heart was soft, and he couldn't help leaning down slightly to kiss her lip, and then to the small nose, then to the eyes, and finally to her ear, licking her earlobe.
"Allure." The deep voice was deliberately lowered, "Wake up, I'm back." β
While talking, he still didn't let go of her earlobe, kissing and licking.
Li Tingcheng's reaction was several beats slower, and the belated tingling sensation suddenly spread throughout her body, and her ears resounded with a magnetic voice that belonged to him.
His voice has a demagogic magic, as if it gathers all the tenderness of this world, which makes people's hearts surge.
She shrunk her neck, then opened her eyes, colliding unexpectedly with his, deep eyes.
Her black and white eyes were exceptionally clear, without the slightest sense of sleep, nor any worry after waking up, just looking at him so stupidly.
Su Jinsheng evoked a shallow smile, and then pinched her face, "Get up and eat." β
Su Jinsheng raised the bed, then opened the small table, put the lunch box on it, and opened them for her one by one.
As soon as Li Qingcheng was about to sit up on the bed, Su Jinsheng took a step ahead of her, carefully avoided her needle-piercing hand, and held her waist to help her sit up.
It's all some liquid food.
Soybean and kelp pork rib soup, glutinous rice and red date porridge, and almond soy milk.
"I'm afraid you won't be able to eat it, so I didn't buy more." Su Jinsheng handed her the spoon and said strongly: "The others can be left, but the soup can't, especially soybeans, what is good for the heart, I will eat all the leftovers!" β
For more than two years, he has set the recipe in strict accordance with the requirements of heart disease diet, it stands to reason that she has been less salt and less oil for so long, and she has also taken medicine on time, why did her condition worse?!
Li Chengcheng pinched the spoon, buried his head, and took a sip of soup.
It's hot.
It ran down her throat and down her stomach, burning her heart to the point of shrinking.
His face was wrinkled together, and he covered his chest.
Su Jinsheng's brows furrowed into the word "Sichuan".
Hurriedly rubbed her chest, didn't have a good face, and directly blamed: "I don't be so anxious to see you eat on weekdays, why are you in a hurry at this time?" β
She kept her head down and didn't speak.
After rubbing her chest for a while, and seeing that she was much better, he snatched the spoon from her hand, let out a long sigh, and muttered unintentionally: "You really don't let me worry anywhere." β
knew that he was saying something casually, but Li Tingcheng listened to it in his heart.
She was finally reluctant to raise her head to look at him, pursed her lips tightly, and a dull emotion blocked her heart, not very tasteful.
He took a spoonful of the soup, blew it lightly on the side of his mouth, and then handed it to her mouth, but she didn't drink it.
He lifted his eyelids and glanced at her, and saw that she was watching him distracted, so he reminded in a low voice, "Open your mouth." β
Li Qingcheng was stunned for a moment, came back to his senses, and hurriedly lowered his eyes with a little weakness, not daring to look at him, for fear that he would see something.
Slowly opened her mouth, and the fragrant soup was fed to her mouth.
It was obviously very fragrant, but she felt very bitter, so bitter that her heart, liver, spleen and lungs were uncomfortable.
Su Jinsheng said, you really don't let me worry anywhere.
Perhaps, she's always been dragging him back.
She has always been a burden to him.
Thinking of this, she felt that her eyes were beginning to blur again.
She was really useless, and she knew to cause him trouble.
Now he's being criticized again.
In order to save her, he took all the blame on himself, and he didn't have to think about it to know that he had been affected a lot.
What public figures are most afraid of is public opinion.
He is such a successful person, a person who is admired by everyone.
Before that, his reputation had been very good.
But now, because of herββββ
For a moment, she thought, it's good that she's dead.
At least it won't drag him down.
I believe that after a long time, he may forget about her, and then be with a healthy woman who can at least give him children and make him a father.
Unlike her, she couldn't leave him a child until she died.
Her thoughts were filled with his mouthful of food, chewing mechanically.
After eating a little, she felt full, but she still ate all the soybeans very obediently, and there was no soup left.
Su Jinsheng cleaned up the leftovers, took them out and threw them away, and then washed her hands.
Walked to the side of the hospital bed and looked at the drip she was about to finish, then raised her wrist to look at the time, it was almost five o'clock in the morning.
"Sleep a little longer, and when it's seven o'clock, I'll buy you breakfast."
He tuck the quilt for her, and then gently drop a kiss on her forehead.
"You can sleep for a while, you're tired all night." His eyes were even bloodshot, and there was some blueness and black under his eyes, which was obviously caused by overwork.
He must have not closed his eyes since yesterday.
Even if it's an iron man, he can't stand such a toss.
"I'm not tired." The worry in her eyes suddenly swept away all his exhaustion, and he curled the corners of his lips and said softly, "I still have to look at the drips." β
It's for her again.
Li Qingcheng couldn't help but feel a little angry, and the guilt in his heart was even stronger.
She really hoped that Su Jinsheng wouldn't be so nice to her, could he be a little selfish?
Obviously very tired, but I have to hold on to it in order to show her a little bit.
He is the stupidest person in the world.
"I'm not sleepy, I'll just watch by myself, you go to sleep!" Li Chengcheng is colorful.
"I'm so ββββ"
"I'll call the nurse when the drip will be changed, and you go to sleep!" Before Su Jinsheng's words were finished, Li Qingcheng interrupted with a frown, looking non-negotiable, and threatened, "If you don't rest, I'll be angry and ignore you!" And don't eat either! β
Su Jinsheng was really threatened by her, and she really had nothing to do with her, so she could only smile helplessly, "Okay, listen to you." β
I thought he would go to sleep on the couch, but he took off his coat, got into the hospital bed, and took her into his arms.
"You go sleep on the couch." Li Qingcheng pushed him, "I can't sleep well when I huddle together." β
The hospital bed is actually not very small, it can accommodate two people, but she is afraid that he will not sleep well.
"It's okay, don't squeeze." Su Jinsheng closed her eyes, breathing a little heavily, avoiding her left hand with a needle, hugging her tightly, her chin rubbing her sideburns for a while, and her voice was lazy, "I can only sleep when I hold you." β
If it was before, hearing this, Li Qingcheng would only feel sweet.
But now, when I hear this, I only feel bitter and astringent.
Since she knew that her time was running out, she was reluctant to give up except for panic.
In fact, what she is afraid of is not death, what she is afraid of is that Su Jinsheng will be lonely.
He said he could only sleep by holding her.
After that, what will he do after she dies?
I hope that after she dies, there will be new people who will come into his heart, accompany him and protect him, and then he will have someone who can hug him and sleep.
Li Chengcheng was still afraid that he would squeeze him, so he moved to the side, wanting to make more space for him.
But as soon as she moved, Su Jinsheng's ring tightened around her waist, his eyes were still closed, and his voice was hoarse, "Don't move, I really don't squeeze." β
Then, Li Chengcheng really didn't move.
really didn't move, for fear of disturbing him.
It seemed that he was really tired, and after a while, his breathing became slow and orderly, and he fell into a deep sleep.
On the contrary, Li Qingcheng did not feel the slightest sleep, and she looked at him quietly.
He has long, thick eyelashes, a handsome nose, deep eyes, and thick eyebrows.
I want to imprint the outline of his entire facial features into my mind.
Only now did she have to admit that she really liked Su Jinsheng.
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Su Jinsheng slept very deeply this night.
I slept until three o'clock in the morning.
He didn't wake up, and Li Qingcheng couldn't bear to wake him up.
When I changed the drip halfway, I repeatedly told the nurse to move gently and not disturb him.
Mother Lin went back to the villa to cook for her.
So Li Qingcheng nestled in the hospital bed all morning and hugged him.
I was a little numb all over, and I was afraid of waking him up, so I kept a position for a long time.
It wasn't until the end that she couldn't stand it anymore, so she moved lightly.
Who knows, such an imperceptible action suddenly made Su Jinsheng open his eyes.
His eyes were like vast stars, glowing with the wistfulness and mist that he had just woken up from.
"Got you?" Li Qingcheng asked weakly.
Su Jinsheng glanced at the sky outside the window, then suddenly realized something, raised his wrist and looked at the time, it was almost eleven o'clock at noon.
Suddenly frowned, sat up, got out of bed, and straightened his shirt briefly, "Why didn't you wake me up?" β
"I see that you sleep soundly, I can't bear it." Li Qingcheng pouted.
"You didn't even eat breakfast!" Su Jinsheng blamed herself for a while, why did she fall asleep all of a sudden?
"Surely you're hungry, right? Wait for me in a minute, I'll go buy you food!" Su Jinsheng put on her coat, hurriedly went to the bathroom to wash her face with cold water, and was about to go out in a hurry, but Li Chengcheng hurriedly stopped: "Eh, Mother Lin went home and made it for me!" You don't have to buy it! β
"Knock knock." Before Su Jinsheng could respond, there was a knock on the door.
A nurse gently pushed open the door and said to Su Jinsheng: "Mr. Su, Miss Li specially instructed Mr. Shen yesterday to notify her as soon as he woke up, and Mr. Shen just woke up." β