36. Who is the gentleman obsessed with in his heart? (There is a shift at 10 p.m.)
"Hugh has to lie to me, and I'm not blind. Why do you have the appearance of Nie Su! I waved the folding fan and fanned it into the shape of a sword, the tip of the sword against his neck, and the blood in my chest surged.
Hearing this, he lowered his head, didn't look at me or the sword, and silently brushed the tea buds, and his voice was still in the usual gentle tone, "Xianyou asked me why, it's better to ask myself." The Buddha said that the three worlds and six paths are only present in the heart. According to the evil opinion, the infatuation increases. Speaking of this, he suddenly raised his eyes, "This face is just a mirror of the heart, and whoever the gentleman is obsessed with in his heart is whose face is what it looks like." β
I gathered my mind to stare at him, trying to make sure that I didn't want Nie Su, but the more I did this, the more I felt that the eyebrows seemed to be taken from Nie Su's face.
"If you still don't believe? So I called Wen'er outside the door to come in and take a look. The way she sees it should be different from what you see. He said.
It's really different...... She said that what she saw was Meng Ze, and what I saw was Nie Su.
I temporarily believed in the analogy of the "mirror of the heart", looked at his face and withdrew the sword. As soon as the thought of letting go passed in my heart, the face that came into my eyes was suddenly a little blurry, and the pair of half-closed eyes that flashed in a flash, the eyebrows were sparse and elegant. The clouds and smoke flickered over, instantly covering his eyes, and the appearance of that face returning to Nie Su was restored.
Even if it was a flash, it was enough for me to understand that this was not my Lord Nie Su.
I am afraid that the expression of this god is too depressed and disappointed, and when he saw it, he listened to him comfort me: "When I was young, I practiced Buddhism, and I often listened to the chanting of my ancestors. But then I felt that the illusory things that emerged in my heart were the mirror image of the water and the moon, and could not be shaped, but life and death were in my heart. If you think that this person you have in your heart is still there, then he can still accompany you for three lifetimes. β
I shook my head and sat down in a chair, "What he is in my heart, whether he is perishable or not, is vain after all. From beginning to end, all I wanted was to be a living person. I don't really care if he has me in his heart or not. I just want him to live. β
"It's been a long time since Nie Su Shenzunyun went, and in these 140,000 years, the immortal friends have probably lived a very miserable life."
"No," I said, stroking the fan and bowing my head, "I only recently learned that he had disappeared." β
He groaned, "If you are interested, you may as well listen to your own story." Maybe hearing about a past that is worse than yours will make my heart feel more comfortable. β
I poured tea to suppress the smell of blood that came up in my throat again, "I don't really want to hear it, after all, it's about revealing your scars, but it's hard to be warm, you just talk about it, it's breathable." β
He laughed out loud, turned the teacup, and said in a relaxed tone as if telling the story of others: "As you can see, my face is not the same as the fairy next to me." When I was a child, my life was weak, my body was weak and sickly, and I was easy to provoke bad things. My father and mother kept me at home and never went out much. My face is not unusual for a man to look at. Look at Emperor Yin Zheng, he sees my face just ordinary, and he definitely won't see me as an outsider. And I have no sisters in my family, only brothers. It's because of this problem on my face, I didn't know much about it at first. β
"What about your mother, did she see you as someone else?"
He shook his head, added tea for me, and said with a smile: "Naturally not, I was born and raised by my mother, and she naturally knows my appearance." But only my mother and I could see ourselves as we were. At home, my brothers always say that my appearance is plain, and even the male neighbors who occasionally come to visit the house often say that my appearance is really too ordinary in front of a few younger brothers with beautiful faces. β
"But I'm just ......"
"What's that?" He asked.
I shook my head, and only then did I see your eyes, which were by no means unremarkable.
"When I was 40,000 years old, my aunt told me my first family affair. The girl was gentle and obedient, and it could be seen that I was scared to cry at the first time, and she asked me why I looked exactly like a warrior in the Southern Wilderness, just like you are today. I was also stunned, and later my aunt told me that the general of the Southern Wilderness had been a childhood sweetheart with this girl, but her father and mother didn't like martial arts, and they broke off their marriage. β
I held the teacup and coughed lightly, intending to alleviate the embarrassment, but I accidentally told the truth: "So, is the first family affair so yellow?" β
He chuckled, "It's not just the first family business. Two hundred years later, my aunt told me about my protΓ©gΓ© again. This time the girl is dignified and generous, but she is a little older than me. But when she saw me, she burst into tears and grabbed me and said, 'Ayan, I am pregnant with your child in my womb, and you have never abandoned my mother and son.'" β
ββ¦β¦ How can this be reasonable, she has the intention to deceive you, and this family matter must not be wanted. I was indignant, "But who is Ayan?" β
He looked up at the beams, "Ayan is the elder brother of my uncle's family. Later, in order to compensate me, my aunt also told me a family. This time the girl was very young, 20,000 years younger than me. is innocent, has never liked a man, and naturally has no sweetheart. But when she saw that I looked plain, she fell in love with my flower-like third brother in an instant. Now I am my third brother and sister, and the doll has given birth to four. β
I didn't know how to comfort me for a moment, but I also understood another thing: the little girl who had never been in love, if she hadn't taken a fancy to him, the face I saw would be plain.
But his story is not over yet, "From 40,000 to 70,000 years old, I have been told countless family affairs, and I have seen countless girls. I gradually became aware of the strangeness of my face, and I never bothered them, but I would ask the girl who wanted to marry me to draw a portrait of me. But I've never met a girl who can draw my true face. At the age of 70,000, I went on a blind date thousands of times but to no avail, and I felt that the marriage was winding and difficult to climb. jumped out of the red dust, was included in Bodhi by the ancestor, became his young disciple, and devoted himself to the Buddha for tens of thousands of years. β
"After repeated blind dates, he became a monk?" I shuddered.
"My ancestor said that I am strong and very optimistic about me. It was intended that I would take over his mantle after he was feathered. But then I contemplated enlightenment on the lotus seat for forty-nine days, and my wisdom was great, and I became a Buddha only at that moment, and it was at this last moment that I retreated. I can't let go of this rolling fairy dust. This god realm doesn't really like my girl, so what about this mortal realm and the demon realm? β
"So you came down to earth to borrow Yin Bai's body, did you want to find a girl who really likes you in the mortal world?"