049 The Nurse Leaves; You still have me.
At the moment when the nurse's voice came out, Song Yige felt that her body was weak, and her legs couldn't support her weight, so she was about to fall to the ground, but she was pulled by the nurse and helped her to sit on the Luohan bed to rest.
If it is not too late today, Song Yige feels that outside the window, there is a dark and misty patch everywhere, and there is no light at all.
Seeing that little face is now bloody, the nurse doesn't know whether it is wrong or right for her to reveal her identity.
But now that the matter has come to this, what should be resolved between them still has to be resolved.
The nurse stood in front of Song Yige and took her hand: "Actually, Sister Lin doesn't have to be like this, I know it's hard for you to accept such a thing, to be honest, it's hard for me to accept the old woman at first, but there are thousands of things in this world, there are no surprises, and Sister Lin doesn't have to feel strange, since that day my sister has made up her mind to die, the old woman and I have been ready, but I didn't expect Sister Lin to come back with my sister's body, maybe this is also fate." ”
"Sister deserves your life, and now it can be regarded as returning you, and I won't say anything more about my wife, but since Sister Lin occupies my sister's body, those past events should be forgotten, and the responsibilities that should be borne must also be shouldered."
Song Yige's body was originally a little tight, but under the comfort of the nurse, it was miraculously relieved, she leaned on the small table, her eyes were flushed, and the nurse smiled and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Sister Lin, in fact, I know something about you and my sister, although the old woman can't understand those words, but her ears are not deaf, that day I happened to hear my sister talking to a man in black, and I wanted to comfort her afterwards, but who knew that it was a step too late." ”
"Now that the old woman is about to leave, the things in this house are not good to ask again, but although the relationship between the sister and the second girl and the fourth girl is not good, but in the end it is in the same vein, I know that the things that the second sister has done are indeed a bit excessive, but now she is going to get married, and this Song Mansion will be your world in the future, so Sister Lin is willing to let her go, just look at it for the sake of the sister."
Song Yige looked up at the nurse with tears in her eyes: "Nurse ......"
"The old woman knows that she has indeed wronged you by doing this, and you are also a good child, but she didn't admit that she had fallen to such a point now." The nurse touched her face and smiled more and more lovingly, "Just this time, will you promise the nurse?" ”
"If the second girl is still obsessed, then it will be disposed of by the girl."
Song Yige suddenly lowered his head, and his voice gradually lowered: "Nurse, you let me think about it." ”
"If this is the first time, I can naturally release Song Jinxiu, but you know, this is not the first time Song Jinxiu wants to kill me, if I don't know how to fight back, she will definitely have a next time, the first few times she was so vicious, what if she really succeeds next time?"
The nurse also knew this truth, she was not in a hurry to touch her hair slowly, and her voice softened: "The old woman naturally understands what Sister Lin means, but this time the second girl wants to deal with it is not you, you are just a substitute for the fourth girl, Sister Lin, there is a good saying, it is only three things, and now the sister is gone, the girls in this house, there are only the second girls and the fourth girls left, if even the second girl goes together, how desolate this house is, the old woman also knows that this matter is a little difficult for strong people, but Sister Lin." , all the origins are just because of Fu Gongzi, now that the second girl has promised someone, she must not be entangled with you and the fourth girl again, Sister Lin will spare the second girl once. ”
Song Yige listened, she didn't feel anything else, she just felt that her heart was half cold, she closed her eyes a little depressed, and said: "Nurse." ”
The nurse answered, touching her head with a smile: "What's wrong?" ”
Song Yige only said: "Nurse, if you open your mouth, I became Song Hengbo's substitute ghost, so do you know what I'm talking about?" Or are you referring to something else? ”
The nurse was immediately stopped by Song Yige's rhetorical question, and her expression was a little unpredictable.
Song Yige waved the nurse's hand away, and the whole person stood up at once, and looked at the nurse face to face: "Nurse, you are talking about the incident in the Shaking Light Temple, do you know the inside story?" ”
The nurse pursed the corners of her mouth tightly, and after a while, she said: "I saw Lord Zhuang coming today, and I thought he had found it, so I came to tell you, who knows it's not." ”
"Actually, it's okay to say this, anyway, the old woman is about to leave, and I can't control so many of your wrongs." The nurse sat down on the ground in the corner of Luohan's bed with her back on her back, and then said, "In this house, you three girls, in addition to you, the second girl and the fourth girl all like Fu Gongzi, and they are also Fu Gongzi's talents, and they are promoted by Hou Ye, and the future is open, both of them want to earn a good future for themselves, which is also human nature, but the four girls are flamboyant and do not know how to restrain, and the second girl is introverted, but they harbor evil intentions. ”
"The time in Shaking Light Temple, it had nothing to do with you, it was the second girl who listened to the rejection of the fourth girl's self-recommended pillow seat, and then she was looking for death and life there, so she had a bad heart, I never expected that Sister Lin was there that night."
"Although the second girl is also jealous of you, she has not yet reached the point where she wants to do something to you."
Song Yige couldn't tell what she was feeling in her heart at this moment, she was silent for a while before she said slowly: "Nurse, when did you know." ”
The nurse sighed, and her face was a little tired: "Not long ago, when the second girl went out to buy paper money, I heard that her cousin had died, and then I secretly found someone to check the news. ”
Song Yige regained all his emotions and asked thoughtfully, "So, that person was also killed by her." ”
Hearing Song Yige's question so straightforward, the nurse also hesitated for a while: "I don't know this old woman, Sister Lin, I know that you have the best heart, and the second girl is also confused this time, then don't be like her, just beg you as an old woman." ”
Song Yige doesn't know what face to face the nurse now, although this person is not her nurse, but Xiao Yige, even if Xiao Yige does what she does? Could it be that she will still compete with her sister?
Seeing that Song Yige didn't answer for a long time, the nurse suddenly got up and knelt down directly in front of her.
Song Yige was stunned.
The hand she rested on her lap was tightly held, and just when the nurse was about to bend down and kowtow, Song Yige suddenly got up, gritted her teeth and helped the person up.
The nurse looked up tremblingly, and what she saw was her cold eyes.
It's not quite the same as usual.
"Sister Lin." The nurse cried out in sorrow and grabbed her sleeve with her backhand.
Song Yige looked at her, and suddenly remembered the situation in the early years, she was still in the boudoir, and Xiao Yige was inseparable all day long, the nurse would always be by their side, gently telling them, obviously many years have passed, but now that I think about it, I still remember it vividly.
Her hands slackened little by little, until at last she hung weakly at her side, unable to lift a little strength.
"Nurse, you are still far away, and I don't know if I can see you in my lifetime, I asked Luzhu to prepare some coils for you, which is not much, but you have enough pensions, and the maids in my yard, if you have something pleasing to the eye, you will also take it, and I will give it to you when I sell my body." Song Yige smiled slightly, "This is the last thing I did for Ge'er." ”
The nurse still tugged at her sleeves tightly and didn't let go: "The two girls ......"
"I promised." Song Yige said lightly, "But it's not more than three." ”
"If there is a next time, even if you climb back and beg me, I will not be soft on Song Jinxiu again, you know, I am a person who died once, and some things have been taken lightly."
The nurse's hand pulling at the sleeve of her dress was already a little shaky.
Half a ring, the nurse finally let go and took a step back, this time she leaned down and made a big salute, Song Yige's body didn't move, she didn't look at it and didn't help it.
"After the old slave leaves, my sister should take good care of herself, the past is gone, it is useless to think more, my sister should plan more for the future, but the old slave can no longer serve the girl."
After speaking, the nurse got up from the ground slowly.
The faint light came in through the lattice, and it covered her face lightly, and it softened her whole outline, but the nurse felt that her eyes were cooler than ever.
Just like that day, when the Lin Mansion was banned from raiding her house, she accompanied her sister to stand at the end of the alley and see her.
She knelt in the snow, behind her was the declining mansion gate, his father and brother were shackled, and the Lin Mansion that used to be like a city seemed more and more independent in the ice and snow, but in her opinion, it was like an abyss, and there was no possibility of climbing out if she fell into it.
On that day, Sister Lin'er's eyes were also very similar to that day.
Silence, sadness, and extraordinarily infiltrating.
The nurse finally left, holding the coil that Luzhu had prepared for her, and a few maids that Mrs. Song had given her, and at dusk, she was picked up by a somewhat dilapidated carriage.
When she left, Song Yige didn't go to see her off.
According to Luzhu, when the nurse left, she cried silently, and knelt down towards the gate, and no one could stop her kowtow three times, and her mouth kept chattering, but no one heard it clearly.
Song Yige absentmindedly picked up the lantern in front of her, looked at the green beads with red eyes, and pulled her hand over with a smile: "Nurse, she has her own choice, what we have to do is to respect her choice, you see that the nurse can reunite with her family, isn't it good?" ”
Luzhu sobbed, and tears flowed down again: "But we are also brought up by the nurse, in the heart of the slave, she has long been no different from the slave's mother, girl, I am really reluctant to let the nurse go." ”
"As soon as she left, she felt as if the yard was much empty, and the slaves and maids were not used to it."
Song Yige hugged Luzhu tightly in her arms, and after a while, she felt that her shoulders were suddenly wet, she touched Luzhu's head, and smiled softly: "Luzhu, you still have me." ”