The monk didn't want to talk to us much, and even when I talked to him, he didn't respond.

I persuaded Lin to hang up, but Lin didn't give up, and still held his mobile phone and shouted Hesan

She shouted a few more times, but never got a response from the monk, so she gave up, and said, "Maybe the signal on the master's side is not good, I'll call another one." ”

But when Lin hung up the phone and made another call, the monk's mobile phone couldn't get through.

"Sorry, the phone you are calling is turned off......"

Without waiting for the end of the day, Lin hung up the phone, returned the phone to me, and said to me guiltily: "Mo Ran, he also blocked your mobile phone number." ”

"It's okay, if you block it, you will block it, and you don't usually contact it anyway." I don't care at all about the monk blocking me, and I'm glad that he blocked me.

"But......" Lin pursed his mouth hard, and tears fell down.

"Lin ......" I took Lin's hand and was about to comfort him.

Lin got off the bed, knelt down in front of me, and cried: "Mo Ran, I still have to beg you, please help me." You are related to him, and you must have a way of knowing where he is. ”

"You tell me where he is, and I'll go and talk to him in person."

"Lin?" Last night, Lin knelt for the monk twice, and I felt like she was kneeling on my heart, and I was very distressed.

Now she knelt for me again, and I was so distressed that I quickly pulled her up.

Lin didn't want to get up, sat on the ground with a fart, shook his head and said, "Mo Ran, I can't get out." It's impossible for me to go out, Mu'er is all I have, I really want to see her, you help me. ”

"You get up first." I bent down to pick her up and carry her to the bed and sit down.

She couldn't sit still, she lay on the bed and cried, not much.

I listened to her crying voice very restrained, and knew that she still had some scruples, and was afraid of her parents, so I asked her: "Mu'er is all you have, what about your parents?" ”

"Woo woo woo ......" Lin cried even more sadly when he heard my question.

"Lin, cheer up." I grabbed Lin's shoulders and shook them slightly.

Lin shook his head: "I can't cheer up, I really can't cheer up." ”

"For the sake of your parents, you have to cheer up." I helped Lin up.

Lin tilted his head on my shoulder, leaned against me and said, "I know I should cheer up, my parents are old, and I can't let them follow me to be sad, but...... It's hard. ”

"Mo Ran, you're my best friend, just help me. Tell me, where is your cousin. ”

Seeing Lin like this, I feel really sad and regretful.

I regret letting her meet Mu Mu.

Originally, because of the house before, Lin's attention was diverted, and he was not so sad about Mu Mu.

But now that she and Mu Mu have met, it seems that there has been a resurgence of the ashes, and the matter of the house has been resolved, so all her attention is on Mu Mu.

I didn't think of this before, and now I regret it, I regret it.

But what's the use of regretting?

I could only persuade Lin to let go: "Lin, let me ask you, when you see Mu'er, you can't keep her, why do you have to see her?" ”

"I don't know, I don't know, I just know that I really want to see Mu'er, and it hurts here." Lin pointed to her heart and showed me.

Seeing Lin pointing to my heart, my heart hurt so much, I held her hand and said, "Lin, it's not that I don't help you, it's that I can't help you." If I help you, I'll hurt Mu'er. After death, one cannot be too nostalgic for the past, otherwise he will not be able to enter reincarnation. ”

"Mu'er missed you when she left, and she was already reluctant to give up on you. If you meet again, she may be reluctant to leave you, and she will not be able to enter reincarnation. Do you want her to be unable to enter reincarnation? ”

Originally, in Mumu's situation, I didn't want to talk to Lin, I wanted to try to enlighten her on my own.

However, I found it too difficult, so I still used the case of Mumu.

But what I didn't expect was that Lin didn't believe it when he heard what I said.

She walked away from my shoulder, tilted her head to look at me and smiled: "Mo Ran, you lied to me, right?" You don't want to help me, that's why you make up a reason to lie to me. ”

"Mu'er is my goddaughter, do you think I will lie to you with this kind of thing?" I asked rhetorically.

The smile on Lin's lips froze for a moment, but only for a moment, then he smiled again, pushed my shoulder, and said with a smile: "You must have lied to me!" ”

"You must have lied to me!" Lin nudged me, then pushed me again.

I saw her crying and laughing, thinking of Ji Miao, where did she dare to argue with her, but she didn't want to lie, so she lowered her head and didn't have anything.

"Mo Ran, don't you want to help me?" Lin asked, leaning down and looking up at me.

I looked at her, wondering how to answer.

Before I could organize the language, I heard her say, "Mo Ran, if you don't help me with this, it's okay." You can do me another favor, help me take care of my parents. ”

"I know you lied to me if you didn't take care of me before, and after I'm gone, you'll definitely follow the drum, right?"

Hearing Lin's words, my heart pounded, and I thought: She hasn't given up the idea of leaving.

"Mo Ran?" Seeing that I didn't say anything, Lin patted my hand on my leg.

I saw that the light in her eyes was very bright, and I didn't dare to look at her inexplicably, so I looked away, put my hand on her shoulder, helped her up, and said in a cold voice: "Lin, people go to tea and cool." You are alive, you are my best friend, and your parents are my parents. You're dead, you're nothing, and your parents have nothing to do with me. ”

Lin didn't believe it, turned my face around, looked at her, and shook his head at me: "Mo Ran, I don't believe it, you must be scaring me." ”

"Scare or not, you'll find out if you try," I looked at her coldly, "and I can warn you." Mu'er is your daughter, you are sad about Mu'er's departure and want to go with her. But don't forget, you're your mother's daughter too. ”

"If you leave, your mother can't think of going with you, I don't care, I don't ......"

"Mo Ran, you just scare me!" Lin let go of the hand that was holding my face, clenched it into a fist, and slapped me on the shoulder, meaning to say goodbye.

I still say, "Scare or not, just try it." ”

"It doesn't matter if you don't take care of it, my parents and my eldest brother and second brother don't necessarily have to help take care of it." Lin sniffed and said in an angry tone.

"Can your eldest brother and second brother replace you? Your mother loves you the most, and if you are leaving, your mother will definitely go with you. I said in a heavy tone, making Lin cry.

"Woo......" Lin covered his mouth, tried his best to suppress his crying, and asked me crying: "Then what should you and I do?" Your cousin doesn't pay any attention to me, and you won't tell me where he is. ”

"I treat him as the most difficult customer, but I can't talk to him, how can I convince him?"

"If you don't tell me where he is, or help me take care of my parents, I can't die. I feel like I'm a trapped beast right now, and I don't know where to go. Woowoo woo ......"

Hearing Lin's words, I was sad and regretful, held her shoulders, looked at her sadly and said, "Lin, do you know what mood I am in now? ”

"I regret it very much now, I regret letting you meet Mu'er. If you don't meet Mu'er, maybe ......"

"Mo Ran, don't regret it. You let me see Mu'er for my own good, I know. You don't let me see Mu'er now, it's also for my good, I also know, it's just that I ......" Lin waved his hand, turned his head, and sobbed twice, "I want to be quiet, I want to be alone, you let me be quiet." ”

Before he could finish speaking, Lin stood up, pulled me up and pushed me out.

I grabbed her hand and looked at her worriedly: "Lin? ”

"Don't worry, I won't die, I just want to be alone." Lin looked down and didn't look at me, just pushed me hard.

In fact, I can use means to skillfully avoid her force, so that she can't push me, but: one, I think I can't always use means; Second, I saw that Lin Tui was very anxious, and it seemed that he wanted to be quiet alone, so I didn't use the means.

Lin pushed me all the way to the door.

Our movement attracted Lin's parents.

Seeing us like this, Lin's mother was frightened and asked, "What's the matter, this is?" ”

"Smack!" Hearing her mother's voice, Lin pushed me harder, pushed me out of the door, and then threw me out of the door with a "snap".

The moment she threw herself at the door, I heard her cries that were no longer suppressed.

Lin's parents heard it, and their faces were very worried.

Lin's mother asked me, "Mo Ran, what's wrong with her?" How did you push you out? ”

She ...... "I know what's wrong with Lin, but I don't come out, sighing in my heart and saying, "She wants to be alone and quiet." ”

Lin's mother was nothing, she looked at the door worriedly, and so did Lin's father.

Looking at the worry on their faces, I felt very uncomfortable and guilty, "Auntie, I'm sorry. I'm to blame for this, I'm self-defeating. It's good if she doesn't meet Mu'er, I'm ......"

"Mo Ran, don't do this." Lin's mother took my hand and comforted me, "You are not to blame for this, and no one is to blame. In our words, it's a hurdle for beans, and it's good to get over it. Don't think about it, don't think about it. ”

"Alas!" I didn't know how to express my mood at the moment, so I sighed

Lin's mother patted my hand, "Don't think about it, no matter how big the hurdle is, it will pass." It's a good thing for beans to cry like this. It's a good thing to be able to cry. ”

"I'm really angry because of the house. Douzi persuaded me not to ask for it, but I didn't listen, she was aggrieved, I know. Let her cry a good time, just cry out. ”

"Hmm." I nodded, feeling that Lin's mother had a point, and the discomfort and guilt in my heart dissipated a little.

Lin cried for about ten minutes before his crying gradually decreased.

"You know I don't just like you......" My phone rang just as her crying had subsided.

I don't know who called me, but I don't think my phone rang at the right time.

Lin heard my phone ring, and the crying became even louder.

When my phone stopped ringing, so did Lin's crying.

After a while, the door opened in front of us, and Lin stood in that width and handed out my mobile phone: "It's a second, you can get back one in a while." ”

"Okay." I took my phone over.

Lin sniffed and said to her parents, "Dad, Mom, I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to stay in Shuangcheng." Don't let me go back, okay? ”

"Good, good." Lin's mother hurriedly said hello twice, raised her hand to wipe the tears on Lin's face, and said distressedly: "Douzi, don't be sad." Wherever you are, your mother will accompany you. ”

"Mom, I still want to be alone."

"Okay, mom depends on you."

"Thank you, Mom!" Lin Wan thanked his mother, and turned to me: "Mo Ran, you have worked hard for all this, you can go back." ”

"...... "I looked at Lin, I don't know how, no.

Lin saw that I was not talking, so he closed the door.

Lin's mother was afraid that I would think too much, so she came to comfort me: "Mo Ran, Douzi is in a bad mood now, if it is not good, don't take it to heart." ”

"Auntie, don't do this." I was just finished when my phone rang again.

I looked down and saw that it was Ji Miaomiao calling, so I said to Lin's mother, "Auntie, I'll go answer the phone first." ”

Lin's mom nodded at me.

I took my phone and went to the balcony in the living room.

Ji Miaomiao called me, nothing else, just to ask me how Lin is now.

I talked to her a few words and told her not to worry.

After chatting, I came back, and Lin's mother also asked me to go back first.

I'm worried about Lin and don't want to go back.

Lin's mother persuaded me: "Mo Ran, you go back." You're tired a few times, go back and get some rest. Douzi here, with me and her dad, it's going to be fine. What's the matter, I'll call you. ”

I didn't want to go back, but thinking about this, I have always been by Lin's side, and Lin's parents didn't talk to Lin much, and they should give them a space to talk, so I agreed.

Lin's mother sent me out, and when she passed by the restaurant, she thought of the breakfast she had made, grabbed me and said, "By the way, breakfast is ready, eat a meal and then leave." ”

"Auntie, I won't eat the meal" I don't have any appetite at all, "If there is anything, you call me in time, don't be polite, just treat me as your own child." ”

"Well, Auntie knows."

Lin's mother sent me to the door, and I wanted to send it, but I stopped me: "Auntie, you go in, don't send it." ”

"Okay, Luxin."

"Hmm."

Hearing my hum, Lin's mother closed the door.

Watching the door close in front of my eyes, the pent-up emotions in my heart instantly churned up, and tears crawled all over my eyes.

I covered my mouth to keep myself from crying, and at the same time called Guan Shi and asked him to pick me up.

I'm in this state now, and it's hard to drive.

Before the call was made, I heard a steady and rapid footsteps in front of me, and when I looked up, I saw Guan Shi's familiar and handsome face.

I put down my phone, ran over, and pulled his clothes down with my hand, crying, "Guan Shi, I did something wrong." I shouldn't have let Lin and Mu'er meet, she's ...... now than before."