Every nerve in my body tensed, and I was filled with the fear of the unknown about his so-called game, and I thought of the white pills that made me conscious and the pink pills that made me unable to control my body, and my body naturally shivered.

My body involuntarily moved to the side, but Zou Moyan pulled me into his arms, gently touched the tip of my nose with his fingers, and asked softly, "What are you hiding?" ”

What am I hiding?

I instinctively ducked to the side and asked him in a low voice, "Mo Yan, what are you going to do?" ”

"What do you want me to do? Or...."Zou Moyan's tone was elongated, and he looked at me intently, "What do you don't want me to do?" ”

I looked at his dark eyes, and a trace of fear naturally rose in my heart, my hand grabbed his wrist, and frowned, "I said before, I don't want to guess what you think." ”

Zou Moyan looked around and sighed softly: "Dinner here, it must be very pleasant, Jiajia, I just want to bring you to a picnic." ”

Zou Moyan let go of me after speaking, he opened the trunk and spread the placemat on the ground, the early winter season was very cold, Zou Moyan brought hot pot.

He didn't like to eat this the most before, he didn't like the taste of hot pot.

So every time I ate hot pot with Sun Yao, he and He Changan always looked at me with a very disdainful gaze, and then calmly ate whole wheat bread and steak.

At this time, Sun Yao and I will sigh at the difference between our authentic Chinese and these Chinese Americans.

We are at peace with what happens, and they are rigid and stubborn.

Hot pot is not easy for international students like me to eat once in the United States, especially this particularly authentic Sichuan soup base, which is very rare, Zou Moyan knows that I love to eat, and he will ask the chef to prepare it for us several times a month, of course, he still can't beat the bread steak.

At that time, I smiled silly, enjoying everything Zou Moyan brought me, and I was very happy.

Zou Moyan carefully took out the crisper box containing mutton slices, beef slices and prawns from the car refrigerator, and in the other square box, there were a few vegetables I loved to eat.

"You're still driving? Stop drinking. ”

"We stayed here at night." Zou Moyan put the red wine in the decanter, and then slowly arranged the cups and utensils, "Didn't you always say that I didn't take you to a picnic before. ”

"How do you live here?" I looked at the bare mountains all around, the temperature must be below zero at night this season, the two of us are here, we will freeze to death, "Mo Yan, it will be very cold here at night." ”

"I know, so we live in a farmhouse not far away." Zou Moyan lit the gas hot pot, put pure water and soup base, and melted the soup base in the water, and when the whole soup base turned red, he looked at me very seriously: "Jiajia, don't be afraid of me." ”

Zou Moyan must know what I'm thinking, he has always been clear about my thoughts, so many times my little tricks and tricks are exposed in front of him, I know that he now knows that I am afraid of him, although he tries to be as natural as possible, but the fear I exude from my bones still makes me feel very unnatural.

The hot pot opened quickly, Zou Moyan ate sandwiches, and his appetite was also good today, especially when he watched me eat, the corners of his mouth were full of smiles.

I put the meat in the pot alone, waited for it to boil, and then ate it, and the whole atmosphere was quiet and terrible.

"Whoa." Zou Moyan raised his glass and touched me lightly, "Cheers." ”

I took the glass and drank it all, and the taste of this wine was mellow and leisurely, and the aftertaste was long.

Under the temporary lighting equipment, the hot pot in front of me was clattering, Zou Moyan was eating sandwiches by himself, sometimes he raised his eyes to look at me, smiled at me and didn't speak, I was shabu by myself, absent-minded.

With the temperature of the hot pot, I didn't feel very cold, Zou Moyan finished eating the sandwich, and took a sip of red wine alone, his eyes looked at me, I just lowered my head to eat, and didn't dare to look up at him.

We ate silently like this, and before we knew it, a bottle of red wine had been drunk by the two of us, Zou Moyan opened another bottle, and joked with a smile, "Your current amount of wine, Zhou Luo will be ashamed of himself." ”

I thought of Zhou Luo drinking a bottle of red wine and knocking down Zhou Ling, and laughed out loud, Zou Moyan asked, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"Thinking of Zhou Luo and Zhou Ling, I remember that Zhou Luo and I fought for wine at that time, a bottle of red wine went down, I was unconscious, Zhou Luo went home and pounced directly on Zhou Ling, and the next day Zhou Ling came to me crying, saying that Zhou Luo bullied her, it was really fun to think about."

"Have you forgotten what you did that day when you were unconscious?" Zou Moyan got up and kissed my forehead, and the inside of his dark eyes was dark and unclear.

"At most, it's just to grab the quilt with you, what else can I do out of the ordinary?"

"Oh, really?" Zou Moyan smiled, "You are not out of line, it just makes you have an indescribable sense of accomplishment as your man." ”

I asked for a long time but he didn't answer, and then he didn't ask again.

Many years later, I learned that that night, Zou Moyan found that some intimate things can still be led by women, and the most important thing is that he is very comfortable and enjoys it.

Between lovers, intimate things can make them feel happy physically and mentally, I understood it at that time, and Zou Moyan also knew it.

Is there a saying that if you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk, I think the amount of alcohol is okay, but every time I meet Zou Moyan or something related to Zou Moyan, I will be easily captured by alcohol, I was slightly drunk when I put down my chopsticks, Zou Moyan looked at me and naturally pulled me into his arms.

"Wine is so good." My hand was tightly clasped with his, "When I am slightly drunk like this, there is always an indescribable feeling of happiness." All those unhappy things are left behind by fear, and the whole world is left with a warm lamp. ”

"Really? Jiajia, you will feel this way every day in the future. ”

"Do you want me to drink this every day?" I looked up at Zou Moyan, he pinched my chin, and said dotingly, "Naughty." ”

We leaned together and looked at the stars in the sky, Zou Moyan hugged me, our hands were tightly clasped together, the wind at night was getting colder and colder, I couldn't help but sneeze, Zou Moyan collected my things and took me to the car, he turned on the warm air, and then opened a bottle of wine.

We sat in the car and enjoyed a slow wine tasting, and the CD on the car was serenaded, and it was very romantic on a night like this.

My guesses and empty ones slowly disappeared with Zou Moyan's every move, especially under the influence of alcohol, no matter how I looked at Zou Moyan, I liked it, I smiled at him, and Zou Moyan took it all.

But as long as Zou Moyan makes any further movements, I will still be very nervous, I can't say why, my fingers and toes will be unconsciously straightened.

Zou Moyan still noticed my abnormality, and said after a long time: "Jiajia, I know you have a lot of questions you want to ask me, so let's play Truth or Dare." ”

"Truth or Dare?"

Did I hear it wrong, Zou Moyan has always been dismissive of this kind of entertainment game, and sometimes even plays poker with an expression that I don't play with you boring people, but at this time, he put forward his thoughts with great interest, "Each of us asks each other three questions, and we can choose to be honest or adventurous." ”

"So I can choose to take a big adventure when I don't want to answer?"

Zou Moyan chuckled: "My comprehension ability has improved compared to when I was in school. ”

I had a lot of questions I wanted to ask, and finally three were found in my mind, Zou Moyan looked at me, which meant that I asked first, I thought about it for a while, and asked him, "How have you spent the past two years?" ”

"In the two years since you left, I had a very bad life, I can't remember how bad it was, after all, it was not a pleasant memory, and some, I can't even remember it."

I really wanted to ask how bad it was, but that would have wasted my opportunity to ask questions.

"It's your turn."

Zou Moyan took a sip of red wine and asked me, "Do you regret it?" What happened before, everything. ”

"Regret." I looked at Zou Moyan firmly and said word by word, "If we can do it all over again, I think we won't take such a long detour." ”

I clearly saw something beating in Zou Moyan's eyes, like a burning flame, he stared at me, and gently held my hair with his hand: "OK, replace you." ”

"Uh...... Mo Yan, between you and Li Nan, is there something hidden from me? ”

"There are some Li Nan's private affairs, but between me and her, there is nothing, I am not good at explaining, I have answered this question to you before, so, baby, you wasted an opportunity."

I pouted in protest, "That's not a question. ”

"How can it not be counted?"

"If I say no, I don't count!" I slapped him on the shoulder and coquettishly said, "I'll change it." ”

"Okay."

Zou Moyan is most afraid of me being coquettish, as long as I am coquettish, he will definitely compromise, anytime, anywhere, super effective.

"Do you hate me?"

After speaking, I secretly looked at Zou Moyan's expression, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, revealing a cool smile, and then grabbed me and dragged me from the co-pilot to his body, the space in the car was small, and I was lying on Zou Moyan's body.

Zou Moyan's hand was gently drawing the shape of my lips, and when I wanted to speak, his index finger was placed on my lips, "I choose to take a big risk for this question." ”