Chapter 66: I Won't Let You Get Hurt Again
He subconsciously hugged the woman in his arms again, and even touched her with multiple serious bruises on her body. In the middle of the night, Chojica heard another voice in his ears, it was Baili Ye who said:
"Kaka, I'm sorry for you! It's because of me that you've been hurt so much! I'm probably your nemesis, you've been hurt since we first met when we were kids, and you've been hurt all the way we've grown this big, and you're still getting hurt because of me! But Kaka, how do you want me to protect you? I beg you to believe me! No matter what has happened, I beg you not to feel like there is no way to face me! I can only keep you by my side, so that you can be safe! Do you know that for more than half a year, I ...... I'm afraid to die! ”
A string of tears flowed out of the woman's eyes at once, just for his last sentence: I'm afraid of death!
I'm afraid of a hundred miles of night! For the first time, Chojica realized that there were times when he was scared in the night.
But she didn't understand, what did it mean that she was hurt when she first met when she was a child? Has she met him before?
Consciousness suddenly jumped, and the picture in my mind flashed to the night of their wedding. At that time, it seemed that Baili Ye had said something similar, and she seemed to have asked him if he had recognized the wrong person!
The old words were brought up again, and she was still in his arms, but she was already in a state of death.
The waking consciousness did not last long, and soon, Chodika fell into the next round of coma. Before she fell asleep completely, she seemed to hear someone firmly whispering in her ear:
"Kaka, I won't let you get hurt again."
This is just one sentence, but it makes her sleep very sweet!
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I slept so well that I couldn't tell how long I had been asleep. Jodika only felt that she didn't sleep very soundly this night, as if she had gone from one place to another, and from another place to another!
It just kept going around, and many times she wanted to find out, but maybe many times she was defeated by that lethargic feeling.
Later, this state improved slightly, and she was able to wake up occasionally in the process of falling asleep.
The first time I woke up, I felt that the house above me seemed to be made of glass, or that the material should be more precious crystal. In short, she could see directly into the sky through the transparent dome.
She didn't know what it was, but she felt that the sky was blue, as if it had been washed in water, and it was not stained with a trace of dust. It's not like Shanghai or Hangzhou, where it's a bit of a misty dust.
Every time she woke up, Baili Night was by her side. If it weren't for the fact that he wore different clothes every time, Jodzka would almost have thought he hadn't slept for long.
He would talk to her, and he would bring her something to eat and drink. But she was never allowed to eat too much, often the cake was just a mouthful, and the water was only enough for her to swallow two. Chojica was sometimes thirsty, but because her throat was burning all the time, she couldn't speak, so she could only look at him with her eyes pleading.
But Baili Ye always shook his head, and then said softly:
"No! Do not drink it again. If you endure it, it will soon pass! ”
Every time she said this, she would fall asleep again. In her slumber, it was as if someone was telling her many, many stories about her childhood! The story is long, but it always revolves around a topic. That person reminded her that when she was a child, she used to like a strange big brother very much, and she would take the initiative to kiss her family and give away a dolphin doll.
Of course, she didn't forget this memory, but because it was too old, she wouldn't remember it often. Now, the memory had become a beautiful story replaying in her head, and it suddenly made her yearn to go back to that rainy day when she first met the boy.
Because on that day, there were not only childhood strangers, but also parents who were still well in the world. Everything she had lost could be regained at that time.
She really didn't want the story to end, especially that the storyteller could keep telling it! Talk about it until she goes to college! Don't mention what happened after college!
But the other party only seems to love the story of that rainy day, and the dolphin doll. The story ends with that sweet kiss and what she once said: Don't forget me!
That's the end of it, and there's no more.
Jojdika was in a hurry, but she couldn't open her mouth to urge it. As a result, she began to wonder if she had become a vegetative person. I just slept and slept until all the functions of my body grew old, and then I died without a breath.
She will also think that what kind of sin did their Qiao family create, and actually let her and Qiao Ji'an end their lives in this way.
She didn't know if her brother would have the same subjective consciousness as herself when he was unconscious. But in fact, it's okay, it's not conscious, it's just a peaceful sleep, but once you have consciousness, all the pain will be several times worse than when you're awake, and the feeling is like hearing better for a blind person.
The meaning of "helpless" has been perfectly interpreted in Jodika's body!
Later, she was finally able to stay awake for a longer period of time, and Baili Ye was allowed to eat a few more bites every time she fed her. Including her throat, which has been dumb and painful, has also improved a little, although it is still very painful, but it is not so bad that she can't speak.
This improvement makes Jojica particularly happy, and she always wants to be able to buy more time to be close to Baili Night when she wakes up. She would take the initiative to lean herself against him, and then suck the peculiar smell of his body into her nose with force. Breathe in contentment, as if it were the most beautiful thing in the world.
Other times, she would be a little more daring, and would gently reach out and hug him while she took off her coat and slept with her, and then let her lips press against his skin. It's as if it's kissing him, and there's an indescribable wonderfulness.
Every now and then, Baili Ye hugged her tightly, and then covered her lips with his own lips! A skillful and emotional kiss is just like that! Often kissing Jodika, she can't tell the difference between fantasy and reality at once, which will make her feel that all this is just a flashy dream. She must not open her eyes, or it will be all over!
Of course, the body is still developing in a good direction! Gradually, she stopped being as sleepy as before, and in addition to sleeping normally at night, she was able to stay awake at least half of the time during the day.
In this regard, Chojica is not as optimistic as Baili Night. Sometimes she asks:
"Do you think I'm back to the light? It is not often said that before death, people suddenly feel very well, as if they have recovered their health. But in fact, life has come to an end! God just gave her a little more strength so that she could have a little more time to say goodbye to her family! ”
Her words always caused Baili Ye's unhappiness, but she couldn't bear to scold her too harshly, so she had to scratch her beautiful little nose hard, and then said:
"Don't worry! Even if you die, I can get your life back from Lord Hades!" ”
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On this day, Ye Shuang is here! It was after another long slumber in Chojika, and when she opened her eyes again, the cold-as-a-frost woman sat on the edge of her bed in place of Bailiye.
Jojica was a little uncomfortable, and subconsciously turned his head to find someone! Ye Shuang opened her mouth before she twisted her head a second time, and said:
"Don't look for it, the young master is not here!" After a pause, he added: "He said to buy you the cake you want to eat, and it won't be long before he comes back." ”
Jojica didn't think about anything else, after Ye Shuang's words came out, she began to calculate in her heart how long the sentence "It won't take long" would last.
This is California, USA, and my city is Los Angeles. There are few people and few cars in this broken place, and each location is very far from the other. In addition, Bailiye's house in California was a bit off, even if he drove at full speed, if he wanted to buy a piece of cake that she liked to eat, I was afraid it would take two hours to go back and forth.
When I think about it this way, my mood is a little low. When his eyebrows and eyes drooped down in distraction, he was accurately caught by Ye Shuang, which attracted the other party's slightly complaining puzzlement.
She said:
"I really don't understand you! Now I can't see the young master for a while, you are like this. How did you endure not coming to see him for more than half a year? Do you know that in order to find you, the young master almost turned Shanghai upside down! At this point, he paused again, as if he was hesitating whether to say the next words. But after thinking about it for a long time, he still spoke: "You are still smart, you know to choose a place where the young master will never suspect to hide." Without...... Forget it, I shouldn't have said these words, it's my gaffe. ”
She kept her mouth shut, but Jodzka didn't want to end the conversation. It's just that what she said has nothing to do with what she said before, what she said is:
"Ye Shuang, I beg you, help me!"
This "rescue" made Ye Shuang stunned. Then he turned his head to look at her carefully, only to feel that in the eyes of this scary thin woman, there was a strong desire to survive. She wants to live, and even wants to live healthily, which is really ...... to the Jojica that Ye Shuang knew before It's so different!
"Didn't you really want to die before?" Subconsciously asked. Thinking about what Jojica had said before, Ye Shuang felt that this question was too necessary to ask!
In exchange for her question, Jojica hurriedly reached out to shake it, and she used her dry hand, which was already skinny, to squeeze Ye Shuang's wrist hard, and then gasped twice, and then said:
"I was wrong, I thought I could ignore death, I thought there was nothing in this world worth cherishing. But now it's different, I'm ...... I can't leave him. When people are really on the verge of death, they know that I really want to live! Ye Shuang, you help me, even if I can be with him for a short time, I hope that I can be healthy, at least in this way, I can follow him to see more scenery, and leave more good memories for myself. ”
Although the words were sad, listening to Ye Shuang's ears, it was still better than what Jodika, who was a little colder than himself, said when he was in Pati Manor before.
At that time, she said that she wanted to keep this injury to remind herself not to forget the pain she had suffered! At that time, Ye Shuang felt that this woman was hopeless! She was simply willing to soak in the bitter water, and even if there was a rope that could save her ashore, she didn't bother to take a second look.
But now she says it is clear that she wants to live! Want to be healthy! That's a good thing for a doctor!