Chapter Eighty-Five: Is It You?
Seeing Chen Weiyong leave, Du Wenyu began to move. Pick up the white bouquet that had fallen to the ground and had been shattered. He solemnly placed it in front of the tombstone, and then lit a stick of incense and inserted it next to the tombstone.
The marble tombstone is half a person tall and has a mournful gray hue, and a black-and-white photograph of Chen Yin is placed in the middle of the tombstone, as if smiling at Du Wenyu.
"Chen Yin, Chen Yin... You hear me? ”
"Hear me! I can hear you! Chen Yin made a sad face and responded immediately.
But Du Wenyu couldn't hear it, and gently stroked Chen Yin's tombstone with his slender and white fingers.
"Do you want to see Chen Yin?" I asked again.
Du Wenyu said hoarsely, "No, I don't have the face to see him!" Thank you! ”
He dragged away with heavy steps, this guy was really unkind. It really made me lose my temper, but his sad and frustrated appearance was really unbearable.
"Why are you still following me?"
"Because I promised Chen Yin to let you come out of this sadness." I said lightly.
"Chen Yin? She's really... Really? Du Wenyu paused.
"Yes, she's always there for you, watching you cry and laughing. Seeing you sad, she is sad, and seeing you happy, she is happy. It's just that you haven't been happy in a long time. ”
Chen Yin looked at me with a smile on her face, full of gratitude, "Please!" ”
"Promise you something, I will do it!" I didn't shy away from Du Wenyu and replied.
Du Wenyu trembled, and affirmed, "Chen Yin is dead, I beg you not to bother me, I beg you to let me go, don't interfere in my life." ”
Just ran away and fled.
"I'm really bothering you this time." Chen Yin blinked helplessly, helpless to Du Wenyu, and said frustratedly, "Go back!" I continued to walk with him. ”
I let out a long sigh and looked at the back of Chen Yin leaving, somehow feeling a sense of frustration. Du Wenyu didn't believe me, but he couldn't believe me, who could wake up a person who was pretending to be asleep?
When I returned to Jincheng University, I was thinking nonsense, and my thoughts stayed on Du Wenyu and Chen Yin. Silently took out his mobile phone, turned on the penguin, and looked at the avatar that hadn't been lit up for three years. My heart suddenly sudden, no matter what, I want to fulfill Chen Yin's wish.
"Brother Yin, I'll go out for a trip, and I may come back very late."
Grab a thin coat and head out. The temperature difference between day and night in Jincheng is large, especially after the autumn equinox, this difference is even more obvious.
Sitting on the rental, I didn't think about how to persuade Du Wenyu at all, let's take one step at a time!
Pushing open the door again, the smell of wine in the room greeted me, Du Wenyu was drinking with a bottle of liquor, Chen Yin saw me come in, first his eyes lit up and then dimmed.
"Is it good?"
"Well... Delicious! Hahaha! You said... Old... Is Chen Yin looking at me, I'm... Isn't it useless? Very... Pretty sloppy? Belch! Du Wenyu looked at me in a daze.
Raising his hand was a slap, which slapped Du Wenyu's cheek, and the crisp sound resounded throughout the small space. Chen Yin exclaimed. Du Wenyu sobered up a little.
Touching his face, tears suddenly flowed out, "You... You hit me? ”
"It's you who fights you indisputable!" I originally wanted to slap again, but in the end, under Chen Yin's prayers, I still didn't fall.
"A person's life is only so long, do you want to die on it? Would Chen Yin like to see it? Are you guilty of her or what? She said that she doesn't need your pity, and she doesn't need you to pity yourself like this, no one pities you! I scolded loudly, "Tell me, do you like Chen Yin or not?" ”
Du Wenyu was stunned, moved his hand away, and looked at the photo on the bedside, "I like it... I like it... I like Chen Yin... yes, I like her... Yes! ”
Chen Yin didn't know whether to be happy or sad, she covered her mouth and sobbed, and today she finally got a positive answer from the person she loved, it seems that everything she does is worth it, even if it is yin and yang... Two compartments.
I slapped him again and knocked him down on the bed, and I was really angry.
"Do you know how much courage a girl needs to muster to confess to you? How much courage does it take to wait? She's been waiting for you for so long, what have you done? ”
I rushed up and wrenched his collar, "Say! Why don't you tell her if you like her? Obviously the two are happy? Say! ”
Du Wenyu smiled bitterly, "What is my identity?" What is she? I'm just a poor, unproductive street performer! And she, she is a little princess who is loved by thousands of people. Is it possible for us? Is it possible? ”
My body shook slightly, and I slowly lowered my hand that was grasping his collar. Oh, yes! He's right, even at the moment, he pays attention to the right person. Did he climb up to Chen Yin? Even if you climb it, what if you climb it? What do others think of him?
From all indications, Du Wenyu is an extremely self-respecting and extremely stubborn person.
"I rejected her again and again, but she appeared in front of me again and again. Crying, shouting that she didn't care, even if it was eloping with me. ”
"What's so good about me? For the sake of that illusory dream, for the sake of my ridiculous ambition, I gave up almost everything, but..."
Du Wenyu sat up in a daze, tears like a string of pearls, dripping down one after another.
"Because I like you! I like your persistence, I like your cheerfulness and optimism, I like to listen to you sing, I am present every time you sing, even if you don't notice me at all! Simply because... Like! Chen Yin muttered.
Like someone for a reason, like someone can also be for no reason. Lovers in the world may not end up married, and there will always be some regrets.
"Is it worth it? Is it worth it for such a waste as me? ”
I am silent, I am silent. Is it worth it to want to say such things to a girl in the same way?
"Do you believe what I say? Are you so stupid? Du Wenyu cried and laughed, "I said that I would marry you when I hold a concert with thousands of empty alleys, why do you believe it?" ”
All he wants is an identity that matches Chen Yin, and when thousands of people are empty, it will be the day he becomes famous. is the time to marry Chen Yin.
But what's so hard about it? To this day, Du Wenyu is still an unknown and unpopular street performer.
Didn't he want to dispel the idea of that stupid girl and let her find a good man to marry? After all, what he pursued was too ethereal, it was simply the moon in the well, and it was unattainable.
"I do! I'm willing to do everything for you! ”
This question and answer is not linked to the reply, but it is the most heartstring-tugging. It is by no means the wish of both parties to come to this point, but it has happened, and there is no room for recovery.
"How did she die?"
"She went to work in restaurants, sold flowers, and did everything she could think of to make money. She secretly carried me behind her back, saved money behind my back, and wanted to do it for me... To raise money for my concert... She said, what I lack is not talent, but opportunity..."
I took a deep look at the seemingly weak girl in front of me, and it was love that supported her faith.
"She ended up overworking and dying of exhaustion on the way home..."
Du Wenyu cried and lost his strength, and the wine woke up and escaped into infinite repentance.
His guilt was not unreasonable, he owed the girl so much that he couldn't pay it off. It is no wonder that Chen Yin's family has such an attitude towards Du Wenyu, and all the blame is attributed to him, and it is all on his back.
"In this way, you have to cheer up more and try to hold a concert with thousands of empty alleys, instead of feeling sorry for yourself and drinking to kill your sorrows." I'm cracking my mouth, it's not too late!
"It's useless, no one wants to support me, no one is optimistic about me..." Without a background, no one appreciates it, and how can you get ahead.
"Or, will you sing the Light Chaser to me again, and sing it again to Chen Yin?"
This light chaser, in Du Wenyu's opinion, is the most suitable for Chen Yin, and it also represents Chen Yin. He is the light, the invisible light that loves to hide and seek, and Chen Yin is the light chaser who is looking for it.
Du Wenyu did not hesitate and did not ask the reason. just quietly picked up the broken acoustic guitar next to the bed, and sang the light chaser again with his unique hoarse and sad voice.
"Look how small I am"
"Because you have dreams to do"
"Maybe you won't stay for me"
"Then let me stand behind you"
“…………”
Chen Yin and Du Wenyu sat together, their feet swinging back and forth, gently leaning on his body, and their white bodies had a more blazing brilliance.
The song came to an abrupt end, and one of the guitar strings snapped. Du Wenyu touched his side with his hand, and tears flowed again.
"Chen Yin, is that you?"