Chapter 25: Feelings for Her
Tang Shun's eyes dodged, he didn't dare to look at Tang Xiangling's eyes.
He had no way to answer that question directly.
"You're talking!"
Seeing that he was silent, Tang Xiangling stood at the door of the office building and shouted, "Didn't you say that you wanted to go to the same school with me?" What's going on now? Aren't you going to give me an explanation? ”
"Just like what you see now." Tang Shun lowered his voice, not wanting her to hear the loneliness in his tone, "I have nothing to explain." ”
"Your grades can obviously go to a better university, why do you want to fill in this ordinary school?"
"No matter how bad people are, it's still a book."
"But your grades are more than this school!"
Tang Xiangling looked at Tang Shun in front of him in disbelief, covered his heart and trembled and said the next sentence: "What about me?" ”
"What am I?"
"Your grades, this school is the best choice." Tang Shun's voice was faint, "Didn't you always want to go to Chengdu?" Now you've finally got your wish. ”
"You know what I'm thinking!" Tang Xiangling clenched the notice in his hand tightly, and lowered his head, not wanting to shed tears in front of Tang Shun, "I said, where you go, I will go." ”
"But there's no school for you in the area."
"Then I can go to the provincial capital to go to university! As long as I can get close to you, I can go anywhere! Tang Xiangling raised his head and held Tang Shun's arm, "But you turned around and sent me to a place more than a thousand kilometers away from you!" ”
Tang Shun didn't look over, he didn't dare to look at her.
He admits that he has selfish motives.
At this time, he is not suitable to face Tang Xiangling, who has such fiery feelings for him. Only by increasing the distance between the two can she have the opportunity to constantly wear away her feelings for herself.
So he ruthlessly sent Tang Xiangling and a girl to Sichuan, more than a thousand kilometers away.
He felt like a demon.
"I know it's useless to say anything now, it's all a foregone conclusion." Tang Shun lowered his eyes, "I hope you are all well in the future." ”
After saying this, Tang Shun turned around and was about to leave. Tang Xiangling didn't understand what he meant, and grabbed Tang Shun's hand: "Are you hiding something from me?" ”
Tang Shun's body trembled slightly, and immediately calmed down: "You think too much." ”
"You're definitely hiding something from me." Tang Xiangling went around to Tang Shun and questioned him.
"I have something to hide from you."
"Then why don't you fill in the same school with me? Why? ”
Tang Xiangling looked very calm at this moment, but he was a little calm and terrifying, "Or is what you said before all lies?" ”
"You just want me to stay away from you?"
Tang Xiangling forced him to make eye contact with himself.
Tang Shun was ruthless, gritted his teeth, looked at Tang Shun coldly and said, "Yes, what I said before was a lie to you." ”
"I think you're annoying, I'll argue first. It's annoying all day long. Anyway, you yourself said that you want to go to Chengdu, isn't it right for you to fill in this school now? What else do you have to be dissatisfied with? ”
"So......" Tang Xiangling forcibly stifled his whimpering voice. The eye sockets were already completely red, "You really don't like me, do you?" ”
"Of course."
Tang Shun lowered his head and said in a deep voice, "Haven't I rejected you many times?" How do you want me to understand it clearly? ”
"I see."
Tang Xiangling let go of Tang Shun's arms, and nodded to himself as he stepped back.
She understood many things in that instant.
From beginning to end, she was a wishful clown who sang a one-man show.
"I wish you all the best for the future."
After Tang Xiangling said this, he left Tang Shun without looking back.
Since then, the two have not been in touch for two years.
He felt strange to himself. Not to mention that Tang Xiangling didn't know his mind clearly, even Tang Shun himself didn't understand it.
At the beginning, I met this girl purely because of the close relationship at the same table. Unexpectedly, she actually liked herself for more than ten years.
She was noisy and noisy, and I thought she was a quiet girl, but I didn't expect that she was crazy by herself.
He has always disliked such girls.
In his impression, his future object should be a gentle and generous, kind-hearted, gentle to others, and when he laughs, he will only slightly hook the corners of his mouth, and never laugh out loud, giving people a soft feeling like a spring breeze.
But when he met Tang Xiangling, this plan seemed to be completely disrupted.
When I first met her, she had short hair and was a little frizzy. The smile is not reserved at all, and the mouth grows long, as if it is going to swallow the whole earth, and it laughs like a goose. I like to sit on stilts.,Playing games always can't help but burst foul language.,There's no girl's look like a girl at all.。
In three days, I will say "I like you" to myself, and I have no intention of hiding it.
She is so enthusiastic and openly expresses her liking, which makes Tang Shun, who has always been a little introverted, a little overwhelmed.
Now that I have reacted, I have fallen before I know it.
But what did you do?
Drove her away from him again and again. Got married because of a misunderstanding and treated her like a stranger.
Even he didn't understand what he was afraid of.
Tang Xiangling's words to him today seemed to be still echoing in his ears.
"We'll never see each other again."
Tang Shun was irritable for a while, took out his mobile phone to tune to the interface of the contact, and dialed He Yusen's phone.
"Lao He, come to my house for a drink."
"Now?"
He Yusen was making instant noodles for the guests of the Internet café, and suddenly heard Tang Shun's tone on the other end of the phone not quite right, "Are you drinking?" How many years have you not touched alcohol? ”
"You're saying you're not coming?"
"Come, come right away."
He Yusen told the staff to bring the guest's instant noodles over, took off the apron, and hurried to Tang Shun's house.
As soon as Tang Shun opened the door for himself, He Yusen smelled a smell of wine on Tang Shun's body: "How much have you drunk?" ”
Walking into the house and seeing the wine bottles scattered on the ground, He Yusen muttered and leaned down to clean up the mess for him.
"After Tang Xiangling is gone, why don't you clean up your house?"
"I'm not in the mood for that." Tang Shun pulled the mouth of the can, tilted his head and poured more than half of the wine, "Don't clean it up, drink with me." ”
"Okay, okay, drink with you." Although He Yusen responded like this, he still refused to be idle in his hands. Finally put away the bottles scattered all over the floor so that he wouldn't slip on them, and opened a bottle of beer from the coffee table, "Come on, it's dry." ”
"It's done!"
Tang Shun raised the wine bottle to toast to He Yusen. Before the bottle touched, Tang Shun raised his head and drank it all.
"Lao He, how have you been with your family recently?"
"That's it." He Yusen replied lightly, and was also a little drunk, "She dislikes me for staring at an Internet café every day, and there is no interest." Recently, you are going to quarrel with me when you find a reason. ”
"What's wrong with the Internet café, wasn't everyone's dream when we were children to open an Internet café?" Tang Shun put his hand on He Yusen's shoulder, "You can get on whichever machine you want, how cool." ”
"How can my childhood dreams come true." He Yusen clinked glasses with Tang Shun.
"And what about your dreams when you grow up?" Tang Shun looked straight at He Yusen in front of him, "Do you want to become a professional e-sports player?" ”
He Yusen heard him suddenly mention his long-dusted thoughts, as if his brain had suddenly been hit hard.
He hadn't dared to mention it for years.
If Tang Shun hadn't been drunk today, he would never have uncovered his scars in front of him like this.
"I forgot for a long time, it's not like you don't know about me."
He Yusen stretched out his right hand, stared at a long scar on it and muttered to himself: "What a professional player, the gap between us ordinary people is too big." ”
"You're hopeful." Tang Shun grabbed He Yusen's hand and stared at him tightly, "But you gave up yourself." ”
"Aren't you the same?" He Yusen is unwilling to retreat, "You want to become an architectural designer, you want to design a house for you and the people you love, don't you give up yourself?" You have a better chance than I do. ”
"You know what's going on in my house."
Being reminded by He Yusen, Tang Shun collapsed on the ground, his eyes full of loneliness and unwillingness, "Now this is my best choice." ”
"The seven of us, apart from Tang Xiangling, who has really realized his dream? Li Xi, Mu Mu, Yin Sheng, aren't they all living their lives in a mess? ”
He Yusen's tone could not hide his envy for Tang Xiangling, "Speaking of which, I really admire Tang Xiangling." Whatever comes to mind, do it immediately. Never flinching. So at present, it seems that the only one among us who can be regarded as realizing our dreams should be her. ”
"yes." Tang Shun's mind came to mind Tang Xiangling's serious appearance that he had never seen before, and he couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth, "She is indeed a person who will never give up when she sees her goal." ”
"But she's going to give up on me."
Seeing him so decadent on the side, He Yusen patted his good brother on the shoulder: "Do you really have no feelings for her at all?" ”
Tang Shun was silent and did not answer.
"If you don't like her at all, then get as far away from her life as possible, don't have any lingering feelings, and don't give her any hope that you still have a possibility, and completely disappear into her life."
"If you have the slightest crush on her......
"I don't have a crush on her."
"That's easy to say." He Yusen picked up Tang Shun's mobile phone from the coffee table, and called up Tang Xiangling's WeChat, QQ all contact information: "Blocking is the best way to deal with it." ”
Seeing that He Yusen was about to make Tang Xiangling disappear from his list, Tang Shun reached out and grabbed his hand:
"I don't have a crush on her."
"I like her, I love her."