129. Memory

I don't know why, looking down at her crazy appearance, you may not believe it, even I myself am in a trance-because, the lord above the cloud actually has some compassion.

Blood flowed out of her eyes, she became more and more excited, her face became more and more terrifying, and her voice became more and more harsh: "You men are really not credible when they speak!" Anything you want to marry me is a lie! You can't wait for me to appear, you like someone else in a blink of an eye, hahahahaha! You know the fish you like, her face is mine! She even has a soul that is mine! She's me! It's me! ”

I don't know what she's talking about, but when the words "face" and "soul" fall into my ears, I feel a tingle somewhere in my heart without warning. Last night, when the same book hugged each other, those love threads jumped out of the sea of desirelessness and walked to me, and now, the words "face" and "soul" are like half of a silver needle, wearing these love threads as threads, in a certain part of my soul, the place that has not been connected with the soul next to me, stitch and thread, intending to stitch it completely.

I know the feeling, and I seem to be able to see the needle and thread clearly. It's just that the speed of this stitching is extremely slow, as if it is deliberate, just to torture me for a longer time, in order to make up for the sins of my previous life.

And on that day, the auspicious clouds traveled in the peak of the daylight, and with the stitching of this soul, I saw a complex and real scene on the altar.

I clearly found that it was on the thirteenth day, because the scene in all directions was no different from this Divine Mansion. It's just that it wasn't so decadent and desolate at that time, I saw the immortal mist above the magnificent hall, and I saw the water vapor around the Huxin Pavilion. The pear blossom event is grand, but the falling flowers are lonely, and when I look back, I find that I have already laid one layer after another on this house.

I saw a girl sitting on the top of the temple with a harp in her arms.

She wore a big red dress, and the skirt was covered with pear blossoms, layer upon layer, and the fairy wind blew it, lifting up a layer, and another layer grew on top of the dress. Let Benjun give birth to some of her is a pear blossom, and the scattered pear blossom petals are the illusion of her decadent life.

But I couldn't see her face clearly, and I couldn't see the face of the fairy who was standing below and looking up at her.

"I'm going to carry you down, okay?" The immortals below were a little nervous, but they didn't dare to act rashly.

The girl at the top of the hall shook her head, plucked two strings at random, as if she was trying to test the piano sound, and then straightened up, and her voice was a little laughing: "This song is only for you." Don't come up to me, scare me into falling from such a high place. ”

"I'm not going up, Ah Rong, I'll listen carefully." The gods below comforted.

The sound of the piano is occasionally like the murmuring of water, and occasionally it is like the sound of snow, everything is fine, but the girl in front of me is not very well.

Sure enough, the sound of the piano stopped suddenly, and the girl said, "Nie Su, I knew that I was going to die three years ago. If you hadn't forcibly taken blood to feed me, I would have been wiped out. ”

"Ah Rong...... I'll carry you down first......"

It turned out to be Nie Su and her.

It's also strange to say that Benjun, who couldn't see their faces clearly, suddenly found that the fairy mist on their faces dispersed the moment he knew who these two people were, and that face made me see it really clearly.

It turns out that Nie Su looks like this, and he is really different from me. But...... Why is Lirong's appearance exactly the same as Sushu'......

The stinging feeling in my heart was even worse, and on the spiritual platform, a picture suddenly flashed - I was holding a silver knife, and under the knife was a bloody face, and the owner of the face was in pain, obviously it was already in pain, and his lips were bitten and bloody, but he never said a word. In the bright red eyes, some water flowed out and fell onto the face, turning into a stream of blood.

I was so distressed, I wanted to explain to her, I wanted to tell her that the only way to "carve faces" was to keep her alive, and I couldn't stand her hating me like this. But I could not speak so openly, for I had not been so frank in this matter, when I had been deceived into sculpting her in the form of a dead girl.

So much so that I couldn't explain it clearly, so much so that I could never make it back. I hate myself, it's not good to carve into someone's appearance, why can't I control myself and carve into that girl's appearance. In the next 10,000 years, I was also drunk, and I regretted not doing it at the beginning.

The scene returned to the Shenzun Mansion, Nie Su and Lirong talked, Lirong was on the top of the hall, and there was a piano in his arms.

"Coincidentally, you're the same little whitebait you picked up three years ago. You say it has no soul, look pitiful. ”

She suddenly mentioned the fish, so Nie Su didn't react, so her face froze, and she was puzzled: "Why do you mention that silverfish?" ”

A cold tone came from her hand, and she smiled, "I don't seem to have anything to do with it, but it seems to have something to do with it." For the past three years, you've been waking up first thing in the morning to see the whitebait, and occasionally you've been feeding it fish when I'm talking to you. Maybe you don't even realize that you care more about this fish than anything you've ever raised. ”

That was before I realized it, I had already broken into Nie Su's memories and already experienced Nie Su's thoughts. From the moment I held the silver knife and carved my face, I subconsciously felt that this was what Benjun was doing, and Benjun was understanding.

Therefore, listening to her at the top of the hall say this, I subconsciously wondered if this fish was more attentive than anything I had ever raised, as she said......

I thought about it for a long time, and I found out that yes. I like to hold a porcelain bowl with fish food and lean against the pavilion in the middle of the lake to watch the fish.

Even the Lake Pavilion of this Divine Mansion was built to better tease this fish.

But I subconsciously wanted to refute, how could I be so ridiculous, how could I like a fish? Rao is a silvery-white and good-looking fish. So I listened to Nie Su say: "It's just a fish, and to me, it's just a ...... that can keep me from being bored when I'm idle A thing. ”

Even he didn't believe it when he said this, let alone Lirong-

"Nie Su, you said it didn't matter. I used to think it didn't matter. In the past three years, my health has become more and more weak. I thought the fish was just a fish, and you said that its soul was dissolved by the desireless sea, and you said that she was pitiful. I don't know why you feel pitiful if you really have to treat her like a fish; If you only treat it as a fish, and only take it as a thing to tease with idle and boring, why would you go out of your way to put a soul in it? ”

Why do you go out of your way to put a soul in it...... Because, the soul of the little guy was dissolved by the Desireless Sea, although it is so obedient, but I don't want it to nest in the lake of the Divine Mansion for the rest of its life, as a stupid fish.

It should dare to love and hate, it should be lively and cheerful, it should be handsome and elegant, and it should be straightforward and unrestrained.

But this could not be said to the girl at the top of the temple, if so, does it not happen to confirm that she said that raising this fish is more important than anything she has ever raised? If so, wouldn't the girl at the top of the temple be even more uncomfortable and unwilling to come down?

A girl in love can't reason with her. She would be jealous, even the vinegar of a stupid fish who didn't even have a soul.

So he could only entangle: "Ah Rong, what's wrong with you today......

Li Rong at the top of the hall shook his head, and his tone was the usual light: "It's nothing, it's just that I accidentally saw something last night......"

Nie Su was taken aback: "What did you see?" ”

"It's the book you've been reading a lot for the past three years. You slept on the table, and when I went to look for you, I saw the page you turned. The whole book is new, only that one page, as if it has been studied repeatedly, and some of the handwriting has been blurred. But I still see a line on that page. After a pause here, Lirong smiled sadly, and said word by word-

"Plant the soul into a tree, and the tree falls into a pear blossom. The pear blossoms are scattered. Take it and eat it, and you will get the soul. ”

Nie Su was shocked.

She lowered her head and straightened her clothes again, and when she saw Nie Su's shocked description, she became more and more calm: "You have thought about it repeatedly, feed my petals to that fish." You've been reading this book for three years, and you're actually waiting. You're waiting for me to wither, the petals to fall, you're waiting for me to leave, so that I can nourish its soul. Will you, you said you want to marry me, also because ......"

Yes. I have been looking at this page for three years. I know how to do it, but I haven't used it.

The reason is very simple, I like this girl at the top of the palace.

I even knew that she and I had a fate for many lifetimes, and I had a fate with her that I couldn't escape - that is, the two love each other, and eventually there will be a wound.

I don't want to feed her petals to the silverfish, because if the spirit takes root in the fish, then I will have a fateful entanglement with the silverfish. I don't want to go through this kind of catastrophe a second time. Lirong is right, I have a heart for this fish. I don't even want her to like me, I don't even want to like her. Because, disliking and not being emotional, is the best protection. Even though I knew how to give it a soul, I couldn't do that.

At the end of that scene, Ri Rong was dead.

Nie Su flew to the top of the hall, she grabbed Nie Su's sleeve and said, "It's okay, in fact, I think it's very good." Wait for me...... If it's really withering, you can feed it my petals. Perhaps, it will turn into a girl like me, and maybe, I can still be by your side in this way. You...... What do you think? Nie Su didn't speak, and Li Rong said again, "You say...... This silverfish eats the petals of my soul, will it look like me...... If it wasn't, would you have forgotten me...... If not, you probably won't remember me......"

Maybe guilt can also become an obsession, so the deceased deceased said, "Will it look the same as me", 30,000 years later, he will be asked to pinch the silver knife and personally carve the silverfish into the appearance of the old man.