Chapter 240: Hatred Wants to Die (4)
What would you do if the man you loved brought you a bowl of abortion pills while you were pregnant?
What would you do if you had been desperately trying to make yourself strong so that one day you could stand shoulder to shoulder with him, but he pushed you into the abyss halfway through.
If you pay too much for him and think that you are afraid that he will feel distressed, and you are afraid that he will not let him know, but the fact is that he doesn't care about your life or death, your dedication and hard work, what will you do.
Bu Tianyin didn't know what to do.
When two people are together, if one party is too domineering and the other party is too statusless, sooner or later they will separate; If one side is too shrewd and the other side is too stupid and too white, then there will always be one person who will quit first. She is not a little white heroine, nor is she a fool to be ravaged by, although she is not as good as Yun Changge, she is also a smart mushroom, so she always thinks that they will be together for a long time.
"Madam, this is just a bowl of medicine for the fetus, don't worry too much, Madame." Yun Chu's voice didn't look like a lie, but everyone could act, didn't they.
Even Yun Changge can act, not to mention Yun Chu, who is loyal to him.
It seems that Yun Changge is clear about the small actions she made in medicine before, otherwise Yun Chu would not have explained it like this.
This room is full of Yun Changge's people inside and out, if she doesn't drink this medicine today, I'm afraid they will have to pour it on her.
Bu Tianyin was really desperate for Yun Changge.
What can't he say to her, but he wants to be the one who doesn't want this child?
Bu Tianyin has never been able to guess his thoughts, but she has never given up guessing and figuring out him.
But at this moment, she didn't want to guess.
Unconsciously, her clenched fist slowly loosened and stroked her lower abdomen, and a faint light appeared on her beautiful face, full of despair.
Yun Changge forced her to come here, what else could she do to save this unborn little life?
A moment later, she suddenly picked up the medicine bowl in Yun Chu's astonishment, raised her head and poured it down.
Then, with her wrist raised, she threw the celadon bowl to the ground.
Debris splashes.
Yun Chu could almost guess that there might be something wrong with the medicine she drank, but she didn't expect that she would be so sensitive, and her reaction would be so violent.
"Get out." After Bu Tianyin finished speaking, he curled himself up on the couch and spit out three words coldly.
Yun Chu naturally understood that she wanted to be alone at this time, so she withdrew everyone.
Bu Tianyin's heart was completely cold.
She curled up on the couch like a baby. If it weren't for the extreme insecurity, she wouldn't have done it.
She didn't dare touch her bulging belly, she waited quietly.
Wait for death.
Wait for the child to flow from her body as a stream of blood.
Yun Changge, you are ruthless enough.
Bu Tianyin felt extremely comfortable in a daze, and the tense nerves actually relaxed, was Yun Changge afraid that she would be in pain, so even the abortion pill was so painless? She closed her eyes, a sneer on her lips, and fell asleep.
In a blur, she dreamed of a child holding her leg and begging her to take him away.
He looked so small, so fragile, as if it would shatter at the touch, and she carefully tried to wrap him up, but she didn't know how to hug him so that she wouldn't hurt his tender skin.
She wanted to hug the child, but she couldn't touch it, she could only watch him get farther and farther away from her, she only then turned around and saw Yun Changge standing beside her with an expressionless face and pulling her, just not letting her hold the child.
She remembered that Hua Qingyue said a sentence when she was reading and appreciating ancient poems: Zi said, love wants to live, and evil wants to die. In the vernacular, if you love someone, you want him to live, and if you hate it, you want him to die immediately.
She didn't know why Yun Changge did this. He knew her character so well that he should have understood how much she would hate him if this child was gone, or killed by his own hands.
What Hua Qingyue said back then, Bu Tianyin only knew the first half of the sentence, but he didn't know that there was actually a sentence behind it, "I want both life and death, which is confusing." "To want him to live, but also to die, this is confusion.
Yun Changge is not hateful, but just confused, when there is only one choice between mother and son, with his character, he will inevitably choose her decisively. Stay here, and one day she will understand his hard work.
Hazy tears broke the demon, and Bu Tianyin suddenly woke up and met a pair of bright eyes looking down on her.
Yun Changge pressed on her body, propped her hands on her side, as if she wanted to kiss her, but she suddenly woke up at this time, and a trace of embarrassment flashed on Yun Changge's handsome face.
Bu Tianyin bit his lip, raised his hand and gave Yun Changge a slap, and then pushed him off the soft couch without saying anything.
Her face was indifferent to Yun Changge that she had never had before, and the sharp edges of her eyes almost pierced Yun Changge's heart.
She said coldly: "The children are gone, what are you still doing?" Yun Changge, I forgot to let Yun Chu tell you that I hate you. Well, I'll tell you right now that I hate you. ”
hates him and always thinks that this love should be decided by him, hates his self-righteous dominance, hates him for hiding everything from her.
Hate him...... She didn't know what she hated, but she hated.
Yun Changge was silent, his gaze touched Bu Tianyin's pale face, and he walked outside without saying a word.
Bu Tianyin was going to go down to pack up and leave after venting her anger, in fact, she had nothing to clean up, she just didn't want to go in vain, and she didn't feel happy if she didn't take her away before leaving, but when she got out of bed, she was surprised to find that her stomach was very heavy, she looked down, and found that her lower abdomen was still bulging-
What's going on?
Isn't there anything wrong with her child?
Only then did she realize that her body was really not abnormal, and the child was still fine, so the bowl of medicine that Yun Changge explained to her was really just a fetal pill?
Oh my God, she actually blamed Yun Changge.
However, Rihime clearly said that he didn't want the child.
Her intuition told her that what Li Ji said was right, because Yun Changge didn't have the joy that being a father should have.
……
Bu Tianyin came out of Qinglian Ju for a while, and asked the maid on the side of the road, "Where is His Royal Highness the Prince?" ”
"Mrs. Hui, Your Highness is in ......"
"Where?" The voice suddenly cooled.
"At Zizhuxuan."
"Where is Zizhuxuan?" Bu Tianyin asked.
"In ......" The maid was so frightened that she was trembling all over, I don't know if she was a man-eating monster, or that Zizhuxuan was a man-eating monster, she pointed in a direction, and Bu Tianyin immediately ran away.
Surrounded by layers of purple bamboo, the outside is a natural forest, quiet and elegant. Before Bu Tianyin could get closer, he saw a few maids running out of the bamboo forest as if they were fleeing.
She grabbed one and asked, "What's going on inside?" ”
The maid knelt down in panic and said, "Madam, Your Highness is losing your temper......"
Yes, His Royal Highness the Prince, who has always been as gentle as jade, suddenly became angry, how could they not panic? Yun Changge has always been a very warm image in front of them, and when he is angry at this moment, it is completely conceivable how scary it is.
- The degree of madness is definitely no less than the paralyzed face, and Wei Huan smiles at people every day.
Bu Tianyin strode in.
Looking at the small purple bamboo forest, she walked for ten minutes.
At the end of the bamboo forest was an archway, which she felt looked a little familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen it, and pushed the door in, and the scene in front of her made her a little overwhelmed.
She had always known that there was a place in the Prince's Mansion that was under construction, but she didn't know what was being built. This kind of royal mansion building is very common, and she doesn't care about it at all.
It's just that she didn't know that the place where the construction started was the Purple Bamboo Forest.
I didn't know that Yun Changge had built a sky-watching tower in the purple bamboo forest.
The two-story exquisite small building, even the flower beds under the courtyard wall at the entrance are exactly the same.
The building is still under construction, and the carved beams and columns have been made, and only the final finishing touches are needed.
suddenly remembered a story about the legendary woman of Princess Xiangxiang in the TV series "Book of Swords and Enmity". That bright girl is the princess of Huibu, the most beautiful woman in the world, Qianlong valued her beauty, and took her into the palace to take it for himself. Qianlong was worried that she missed her hometown, so he built her a house in the palace that was exactly the same as that of the Hui tribe. But she already has a heart, no matter what Qianlong does, she will not be moved.
However, why is Yun Changge moved by whatever she does?
Yun Changge was leaning on the place she usually loved to rely on at the moment,
- Upstairs on the long bar.
She liked it there because she could see the Tanxu Tower, and she could see a large part of the scenery and people in Bufu.
Yun Changge knew that she was coming, but he didn't look at him, his long eyes looked into the distance, and his eyes were slightly gloomy.
Bu Tianyin couldn't help but blame herself a little, if she was Yun Changge, and the woman she liked hit him so inexplicably, she would be even more angry.
She looked up at him, and suddenly her face froze.
Yun Changge's hand was dripping blood, Bu Tianyin hurriedly ran in, and as soon as he entered, he was shocked and shocked by the stumps and broken arms of the tables and chairs all over the ground, and immediately understood why Yun Changge's hand was bleeding.
That person actually smashed these tables and chairs with his hands, and he didn't let people bandage them even if he was injured.
Yun Changge heard Bu Tianyin running up, and for a moment wanted to fly over and hug her, telling her that if she had a body, she wouldn't walk like before, and she didn't pay attention to anything.
But he stopped.
Before he told Yun Chu to watch her drink the medicine in person, it was just an experiment he did.
He wanted to see what would happen to him if she really didn't have a baby.
But she really jumped into the trap he had laid out, thinking that her child was gone, and that her calm and her indifference made him uncomfortable.
He thought there was nothing he couldn't accept.
But what about the facts?
He's just like a normal man, he cares about what his women think of him.
When Bu Tianyin ran upstairs with her skirt and drove lightly, Yun Changge suddenly swept up and jumped far away when she was about to rush in front of her.
Sun. White. Ink hair. Flashing light.
Yun Changge got up a few times and disappeared outside the purple bamboo forest.
Bu Tianyin is not such an easy person to admit defeat, she chased after her again, if it weren't for the fact that her body was heavy at the moment and she couldn't use light power, she really wanted to rush over and press him to the ground...... Well, and then ravage it well.
Yun Changge didn't go back to Qinglian Residence, the place in his prince's mansion was very large, Bu Tianyin asked many people all the way and didn't know where he went, and finally Yun Chu flashed out from behind a door and said to her: "Madam, Your Highness doesn't have to look for him." Also said...... You are free now, and he can't control where you go. If you want to go home, ask your subordinates to escort you back. ”
Bu Tianyin took a few steps forward, looked at Yun Chu and said, "You can't care where I go, where is he?" ”
"Yun Chu doesn't know."
I don't know, so I'll find it myself.
Bu Tianyin turned her head and left, Yun Chu bit her lip behind her, and suddenly shouted: "Your Highness is in Suzhen Building!" ”
Su Zhen Lou, she knows where Su Zhen Lou is.
Suzhen Building is next to a turquoise lake, built near the water, Bu Tianyin has never known what is being done inside, after going this time, I found that there is no one guarding here.
She walked through the reeds by the lake, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a fiery figure outside Su Zhenlou, she took a closer look, who was this Pei Mei?