But I don't know why, I just can't sleep tonight, I just can't sleep when I'm alone in bed and tossing and turning,

After ten years of struggle, I stood alone at the window, and at night, a paradise for lonely ghosts, I watched them wander the streets.

I have also fantasized countless times that my yin and yang eyes can disappear, and I can live a normal life like ordinary people.

However, I am different from them after all, I can see ghosts, not without guessing, what is the origin of myself and ghosts.

If I am a ghost queen myself, it is not an exaggeration to be able to see ghosts.

I thought about it for a moment and shook my head vigorously, what was I thinking.

Seeing that it was almost dawn, I collapsed on the bed and slept.

When I woke up, it was already afternoon, I had a simple bite to eat, I didn't control myself, and finally walked to the train station.

I don't know what kind of mentality I have, but I actually bought a ticket back.

It's probably because I haven't seen Ming Yichen and really got married, so I'll be unwilling.

I couldn't help but stare at the sky, and my emotions were a little complicated.

I texted my parents and said I was gone.

I was standing alone on the train, and since I had no seat when I bought the ticket, I went back standing directly.

When I returned to the place where I rented my house, I found that my door was full of recent newspapers.

Probably the former owner of the house ordered a newspaper for a long, long time, so the people who deliver the newspaper still come every day.

picked up one and looked at it, the headline was about Ming Yichen, looking at him and Nan Mingyan standing together, it didn't look like an ordinary match.

Think about their family background, appearance, ability, and then think about themselves, it seems that they are indeed unworthy of Shen Yichen.

He's always so high-minded, I really don't deserve him. I don't know why tears fell out of my eyes when I thought about it.

I wiped away my tears, took a deep breath, and opened the door.

As expected, no one had come, and even the furniture had already raised a layer of dust.

At this point, I forgot to read in that book that someone said that tidying up a room makes people feel better, and indeed, after cleaning all the house, I feel much better.

"Mom, I thought about it, I still go back to work in the city before, this city is bigger, and the salary is better."

After tidying up the room, I felt much more comfortable, standing alone at the window.

Perhaps, if Ming Yichen is with Nan Mingyan this time, it will be much easier for me to find a job.

The next day, I dressed myself up and looked radiant, at least, in my opinion.

This time, instead of going to a big company, I was recalling some of the small companies I noticed when I took me to a banquet.

I don't know, if fate really exists, when I came out of the interview, I happened to meet Ming Yichen and Nan Mingyan walking hand in hand on the street.

At that moment, I felt very spicy.

I took a deep breath, and my eyes never left Shen Yichen's body.

He seemed to notice me, but he only looked at me twice and looked in other directions.

I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and I couldn't help but lower my head when I saw Ming Yichen and Nan Mingyan leave.

"Miss, let me go." A lady pushing a fruit stand yelled loudly.

Directly scared me awake, I glanced at the backs of the two people. In the end, he made way for the eldest mother.

I guess it was because I couldn't find a job that I felt very uncomfortable, so I went to a store and bought a lot of alcohol in one go.

I didn't care about the waiter's gaze, this time, I directly used the money of Ming Yichen.

Anyway, he has to be with Nan Mingyan, so I won't join in the fun, I have the ability, he rushed to me again and asked me to pay back the money!

However, I remembered that before that jewelry conference, Ming Yichen told me that money is just a string of numbers.

How could he come to me again because of this money?

I smiled self-deprecatingly and sighed helplessly.

When I got home, I opened the bottle and drank it.

I don't know why, I think this picture is very familiar, as if I have experienced it for a long, long time.

I shook my head and thought about it, such a thing, I, even if I was with my ex-boyfriend, didn't do this, because, I never drink.

After I finished drinking, it didn't take long for me to lie straight on the bed.

I don't know if it's a hallucination, but this time, I felt that I was lying in a very gentle embrace, so gentle that I was reluctant to move.

The next day, I opened my eyes and found that the male ghost appeared next to me, watching his movements, I had fallen asleep in his arms last night.

I don't know how the male ghost managed to carry me from the living room to the bed.

"Woke up? I was going to get you a decanter soup. However, I still won't do it, and I don't know when you will wake up, so I won't leave with you. ”

"Thank you." I was a little moved for a while, at this time, the male ghost was still with me.

I thought that I was already empty.

"It's okay, I've finally found you, and I'm not going to let go."

The male ghost hugged me tightly as if he was very afraid of losing me.

He blinked, and finally muttered, "You're holding too tightly, can you loosen it a little?" ”

My words were nasal, even coquettish.

The male ghost let go of me, and I got out of bed.

I drank a little bit of wine yesterday, and today I just feel like my head is going to explode, but fortunately nothing like alcohol allergy has happened.

When I got out of bed, I couldn't stand on my feet, and my eyes looked dazed.

"Are you really not leaving?"

I sat on the edge of the bed and didn't want to look for a job for a while.

The astronomical amount left to me by Ming Yichen is enough for me to spend in my life.

After using it yesterday, I didn't bother to be soft.

"No, I finally found you, where have you been these days? Why did you come back like this? The male ghost held me and rubbed me and kissed my forehead without paying attention.

For the male ghost to suddenly eat my tofu, it makes me feel a little shy.

I think the most ridiculous thing is that I couldn't tell the difference between Ming Yichen and the male ghost at the beginning, and I always compared the two of them with each other, and I didn't know which one was better.

Now that I look at it, I think clearly, Shen Yichen is Shen Yichen, that person who pays great attention to interests, a male ghost is a male ghost, and he is always by my side.

"I'll go wash up, and if it's convenient, order some more food for me."

I said this very well.

The male ghost nodded and waited for me in the living room.

During the time when I lived with the male ghost before, it was also the food that the male ghost ordered for me.

To be honest, I really don't remember the phone number of a few takeaways, and the male ghost also knows my preferences very well, and I like every food I deliver.

After washing myself off the smell of alcohol, I threw my clothes in the washing machine, simply put my hair down, and sat in the courtyard with a book in my arms and basking in the sun.

The male ghost wanted to come out with him, but I stopped him.

Even if the male ghost doesn't talk about it, I know that the sun is still very targeted to ghosts.

The takeaway guy delivered things in a very timely manner, and when I felt particularly hungry, he brought me food.

"I don't know if you can eat with me, but sit across from me and accompany me, lately, I've been eating alone."

I don't know if it's a sin or not, I'm actually used to eating with me.

However, I'm afraid I'm going to be with other beauties now, where will I think of me?

The male ghost didn't speak, just sat across from me.

"You know what? He used to eat much, but every time he would watch me eat, I would be embarrassed at first, but now, it has become a habit. ”

I couldn't help but smile bitterly, and I just took out the wine I bought yesterday and poured myself a glass.

The male ghost wanted to stop me, but I insisted on it and couldn't stop me.

I drank all the glass of wine in one go, and the hot feeling was like a flame, burning my lungs directly, although I was very uncomfortable, but I still didn't feel uncomfortable.

"He said, he said, he said he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life, and now he is with other women, hehehe, it's really ridiculous, what the boy said, is it really not credible?"

After I finished speaking, I took another drink, probably because I drank it so quickly that I choked directly and choked on tears.

The male ghost saw this scene and hurriedly helped me.

"It's okay, it's good to sleep more, maybe, he has a hard time, it's just that he can't tell you."

The male ghost hugged me tenderly and whispered in my ear.

I looked at the male ghost a little blankly, only to feel that he looked like a ghost for a while, and for a while, he overlapped with Ming Yichen.

I thought, I'm drunk, how could Shen Yichen be in the house I rented?

For several days in a row, I drank when I woke up, got drunk when I was done, and continued to sleep when I was drunk.

It's like an endless loop.

The male ghost couldn't stand it anymore and dialed me directly on 120.

The doctor came to pick me up and took me to the hospital, but since they didn't see the male ghost, they only saw me, and the male ghost strongly asked me to be hospitalized, and the other doctors didn't hear it.

I got out of the hospital very safely.

"Wang Qi, I think, you don't need to be so good to me, I probably really like Ming Yichen, I feel that I can't fit you anymore in my heart, you let it go."

After I got out of the hospital, I talked to the male ghost very seriously.

I knew he was a ghost, but there was not much difference between a human and a ghost, they could talk, talk, and do things together, and they could walk in the same world.

Ghosts probably have feelings, too.

I think that while thinking about Ming Yichen like this, I still enjoy the gentleness of the male ghost, which makes me very guilty.

"You forgot, I said, I finally found you, I won't let go."

The male ghost insisted on his words very much.