Chapter 100: Fear
The two pieces of paper in front of him, each with two names, each of which added up to only six words, Gu Yanzhang looked at it carefully, I don't know how many times, I only felt that this body was not like my own, it was unusually clumsy, so he had to carefully put them back in the envelope and put them far aside, lest they accidentally crumple them, so he put them away, and couldn't help but move closer, for fear that it would be accidentally reversed by the carriage.
Moving around like this is unsatisfactory.
It was just two thin and thin pieces of paper wrapped in the envelope, but he seemed to be carrying the mountain, and finally put it directly into his arms and put it intimately.
After he put it away, his heart was settled, the whole person seemed to be drunk, his hands and feet were numb, numb to and fro, numb to his heart, except for laughing on his face, he still laughed, and he couldn't make any other expression.
Gu Yanzhang put the two pieces of paper intimately, and instantly as if God had given him an extra pair of brains, he gently helped Ji Qingling's shoulders over, and asked in a low voice like a sigh: "Qingling, what did you write ......?"
Ji Qingling pursed her lips and "hummed", and after a long time, she replied reluctantly: "I wrote ...... a few days ago."
She blushed, turned her head to the side again, and whispered: "I wanted to talk to you, but I'm sorry, seeing that you are always asleep, and the injury is not healed, I will find an opportunity to discuss the future with you after a while, and then I will ......"
Gu Yanzhang felt that he had simply won the fortune of the whole world, so he had today. He knew how thin the one in front of him was in this matter, and he knew how much courage and determination she had to muster to write this name in private.
Gu Yanzhang's heart won't beat.
He was smiling from the bottom of his heart to his face, he really couldn't wait for a moment, he only squeezed her hand, and said warmly: "Qingling, you sit down." ”
The two were already close to each other, and if they went over, they would be close.
Ji Qingling was a little shy, and felt that Yu Li was very incompatible, and then thought that the draft post had been written, according to Gu Yanzhang's previous statement, the two of them had even worshiped the hall that had never existed, how could there be anything to say, his face was red, and he really sat down a little bit.
It's just that before she could sit down, Gu Yanzhang had already gently wrapped her in his arms, hugged her close to his heart, and said softly: "Tell me to hug me for a while, I think you have to think tightly." ”
Ji Qingling was ashamed and cowardly, thinking that the injury on the other party's waist was not yet complete, but he didn't dare to move. She originally stiffened her body, but later saw that Gu Yanzhang was just holding her and didn't make other movements, and gradually relaxed.
Gu Yanzhang really felt that he was in a dream at this time.
He held Ji Qingling in his arms, held her back with one hand, grabbed her hand with the other, and locked his hands tightly, but he didn't dare to lower his head, lest this little guy see his expression and eyes, and scare her.
Gu Yanzhang's eyes were unusually hot at this time, and his emotions were extremely strong, and the expression on his face was not only smiling, but also a trace of indescribable complexity, which was surprise mixed with fear.
I don't have to wait......
I can't imagine that the little guy is soft-hearted, so sweet-hearted, and so ...... I don't know how to guard against people......
Fortunately, I moved quickly......
Gu Yanzhang's eyes dimmed slightly, and he suddenly felt 120,000 points of happiness in his heart.
This illness, this injury, this impulsiveness, came at the right time!
He had regretted that he had acted hastily and frightened the little one, but now he was very grateful for his haste in doing so.
Qingling is so soft-hearted, if he is accidentally deceived by the man next to him in the future, who should he go to!
Especially in Yanzhou, there is such a chaos, there is also Zhang Dingya on the side, and Zhang Dingya is persuaded away at this moment, who knows that there was no Li Dingya and Wang Dingya in the past.
Father Ji has a good official reputation in Yanzhou, and he gets along well with the upper and lower levels, in case he returns to his hometown and registers his name, there are one or two nosy people who think that there is an old man's daughter who has no home, and when the time comes, he will really regret it!
There is also the Li family in the capital, although there should not be any chaos, but they are not afraid of 10,000 in everything, just in case.
What's more, there are really few men in the world who are good things.
Gu Yanzhang has seen too much, he used to study in Liangshan, and the peers in his classmates were younger, and some of them actually had so-called "people in the room", and even more, they went to Goulan Willow Lane in pairs to find a good match, and they were called "confidantes".
Is there such a confidant in the world who sleeps in bed all day?!
The lips are polite and honest, but the heart is full of male thieves and female prostitutes.
The last time Mr. went to the capital to do business, he handed him over to Mr. Qian Houzhai to supervise the school, and he was in the same place with Yang Yifu for a while, and he knew that the so-called children of the family, Confucian saints, were nothing more than that.
Gu Yanzhang was young when he was in Yanzhou, and there were not many opportunities to follow his father to banquet state officials, but the people in the officialdom were lustful and doggy, and he had two skins in front of him and behind him, which already made him see a lot.
The border city of Yanzhou, if this is still the case, then it will be pushed to the rest of the big states and counties, as for the capital, what a drunken gold fan.
Those who are officials are like this, and those who are scholars are not much better.
Qian Lao is already a famous Confucian in Jizhou, the same as a lady in the house, there are concubines, I heard that when I was young, I had a romantic anecdote with the first leader in the small sweet water lane in the capital, and then the other party left him and went to a clan, which made the scholars who were good friends in the capital boiling, bluntly said that the leader was a ruthless person in the romantic field, and privately criticized the clan, and attacked it in groups, saying that it was insulting.
The scholar was young, I don't know what to do, the reputation of the sect was tarnished, although he didn't speak on his face, but later he used the money in private, and used the relationship, and forced the money to be pressed in Wenyuan Pavilion for more than ten years of compilation, and he was disheartened when he repaired the book, and saw that there was no more future, so he was forced to return to Jixian County
- This is the Great Confucian.
And that Yang Yifu, who is young, has good character and good looks, and his family background is outstanding, and he can't find anything wrong when it comes to the woman's character, and he keeps saying that he wants the other party to have a soft and obedient temperament, and a big belly can accommodate sisters, can do some good housework, clean up the mansion, and don't let him catch fire in the backyard.
- This is the genius of the noble clan.
In fact, Yang Yifu's thoughts can only be said to be the atmosphere of the world and cannot be blamed, but Gu Yanzhang can't control so much.
There are thousands of women in the world, others live other people's lives, but there is only this one in their own family, there is no reason to put it in their hearts every day as a baby, and they want to go to other people's homes to be trampled on.
He was distressed when he saw her frowning, he went to someone else's, and he couldn't see what he couldn't see every day, who knew what life would be!