And he was the light, the light she couldn't touch in the dark.

The brighter the light, the more humble and small she became, and she could only hide in the darkness and look up at his presence.

She returned to her room and slammed the door shut, locking it from the inside.

Looking at the closed door, Qiao Nuanyang did not have the urge to open the door, but her eyes fell on it, and looked, in the quiet room, the loneliness was getting bigger and bigger, and the hole in her heart was getting bigger and bigger.

It was as if the wind was blowing in.

She walked in, and there was no light on in the room.

With the light in the garden, Qiao Nuanyang slowly sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, hugged his knees, rested his chin on his knees, and shrank his little figure on the ground, and the cold feeling slowly climbed up along the ground.

Allowing that cold feeling to envelop him, a sense of fear instantly swept over his body.

Qin Shijin...... Will it be like the person before him, not himself?

Say goodbye to yourself?

Will he be disgusted with himself......

The relationship between her and Xing Weidong is not the kind of relationship he thinks, no, she thinks that Qin Shijin is different, is Qin Shijin actually the same, men still mind women's past...... Not that any man doesn't mind.

Countless thoughts spread like vines in her mind, making her panic and fear, tears flowed more unconsciously and more violently, shrugging her shoulders and trying her best to suppress her sadness, pressing all those discomforts in her throat. Holding his arms and shivering.

It turned out that I still wanted to be alone......

***

Sister-in-law Cheng heard the two of them arguing upstairs, and when she came out, she saw Qin Shijin standing in the living room smoking, with his head down.

She looked up and asked, "Quarrel?" ”

"......" The cigarette on Qin Shijin's fingertips had burned to the end, and when he felt that his fingertips were slightly hot, Qin Shijin pressed the cigarette butt out on the ashtray in front of him.

There were four or five cigarette butts thrown in the ashtray, all of which had just been smoked.

He was so annoyed at this moment that he wanted to go over and knock on the door countless times, but the door closed tightly, as if separating the distance between the two of them, and even though it was so close, it was still separated by a door.

In the face of feelings, in fact, he also has some people who don't know how to be good.

Sister-in-law Cheng squinted and saw a bag placed on the sofa, walked over, and looked inside, "What is this?" ”

Qin Shijin glanced at Sister-in-law Cheng's voice, the bag seemed to have been carried by Qiao Nuanyang and put there just now, and he was not interested in looking at it, but Sister-in-law Cheng happily took the things to him and put them in front of him.

"Look, this should have been bought for you by Miss Qiao, right?"

“……”

"It's a suit, men's clothes, Miss Qiao must have bought it for you." Sister-in-law Cheng smiled meaninglessly and pushed his shoulder, "Look at how much Miss Qiao cares, and she knows how to buy clothes for you." She's young, you should let her more, she's so good-tempered, you can quarrel with her. You like to have a cold face on weekdays, and Miss Qiao can stand you, now many girls don't go into the kitchen to cook, Miss Qiao will stew soup for you every day after coming back from work, study the recipe, and think that you can eat better. ”

"Moreover, usually your clothes are also washed and ironed by Miss Qiao, and hung in the closet for you according to your habits."

No wonder.

He felt that his wardrobe had changed a bit.

Dark purple suit.

His suits are also bought with the help of a special life secretary, most of them are black suits, and most of the clothes are similar, which looks very monotonous.

The suit inside the bag is dark purple, and it doesn't look particularly eye-catching, and there is a small ticket inside, looking at the price on it, Qin Shijin's depressed mood just now was swept away.

It seems to be gone.

This dress is not expensive for him, and it may even be very cheap, but for Qiao Nuanyang, it is already a sky-high price, that woman is reluctant to buy clothes for herself on weekdays, but she buys herself such expensive clothes?

At least, she had put a lot of thought into it, and what he had just said was actually out of jealousy, deep jealousy.

Sister-in-law Cheng put the spare key in front of Qin Shijin and asked him to hurry up.

After smoking, Qin Shijin hesitated a few times and went upstairs.

Qiao Nuanyang sat on the cold ground, holding his knees and crying heartbroken, he had no strength in his body, he was very tired, and he felt even more tired after crying.

There was a pain in her throat, her eyes were swollen, she couldn't open them at all, she could barely open a gap, she had been sitting on the ground for too long, she wanted to stand up but she couldn't use her hands and feet at all.

I finally stood up with my arms on the wall, but because the blood did not circulate, my lower body had no strength at all for a while.

She tried to take a step forward, but her feet moved forward with difficulty, and her upper body could move.

However, the lower body can't move at all.

She was completely unconscious and was about to roll to the ground, her ankle was twisted, and the whole person rolled on the ground without any image, for a long time, and her lower body was still unconscious, but she brought down the lamp next to her by the way.

Qin Shijin was still hesitating at the door, and when he heard the sound coming from inside, he couldn't open the door and pushed the door in.

The dazzling light filled the entire room at once, Qiao Nuanyang had just adapted to the darkness, and the dazzling light made her subconsciously raise her hand to block her eyes.

Qin Shijin saw the lamp rolling beside her, walked over and hugged her, Qiao Nuanyang didn't bother to ask him how he came in at this time, and hurriedly said, "The lamp ......"

"What kind of lights do you care about at this time?" He put the person on the bed and looked down at her feet, "Did you touch anything?" How do you walk? ”

She lowered her head and didn't speak, her eyelids drooped, Qin Shijin looked up at her with those eyes, only to see her lower her head and push him, "You go out, I'm going to sleep." ”

Grabbing the quilt, she waited for the slight numbness on her feet to ease over, and waited until her feet were more comfortable, but Qin Shijin squatted in front of her and didn't move.

She didn't bother to bother with him.

Taking away his hand and about to go to the bathroom, Qin Shijin saw that she didn't talk to him and licked her lips, stood up and grabbed Qiao Nuanyang's hand.

The first time I felt panicked.

Qiao Nuanyang's fingertips trembled slightly, and Qin Shijin did the same, "I'm sorry, Qiao Nuanyang, what I said just now didn't mean that......" He thought for a long time, but he still couldn't say those words, but in the next moment, he hugged Qiao Nuanyang's waist hard from behind.

Pressed her thin body hard into his arms, the woman in her arms was small and soft, and the missing piece of her heart seemed to be suddenly filled when she held it.

He held the man hard.

Qiao Nuanyang didn't move, feeling his heavy body pressing on him, and he couldn't move.

Qin Shijin felt her well-behaved, rubbed the tip of his nose against the side of her face, and breathed warmly on her skin.

Qiao Nuanyang's eyes were slightly hot and he thought of what he had just said, pushed him away and went to the bathroom, while Qin Shijin held the door before she pressed the bathroom door shut, and saw her swollen eyes more clearly.

Strong arms hugged her waist and put her on the sink, and wiped her face with a towel.

She closed her eyes and her nose was slightly red, Qin Shijin's movements became softer and gentler, touched her eyelids with his hand, and spit out a sentence with difficulty, "...... Don't cry, I feel uncomfortable when you cry, I don't know how to coax people. ”

He really doesn't know how to coax people.

Qiao Nuanyang lowered his head, hearing his hoarse and ugly voice, very close to her, Qin Shijin held her head, forehead against her forehead, "I saw the clothes you bought." ”

obviously said that he would ignore him, but when he heard him talking to himself, he couldn't help but disarm and surrender.

"Who said it was bought for you?" After crying for a long time, her voice was also broken and hoarse.

Qin Shijin still laughed when he heard her talking to himself, and rubbed his forehead lightly against her, "It wasn't bought for me, who is it for?" ”

“…… Not you anyway. She said with her eyes closed, pouting as she tried to him off.

Qin Shijin felt that his heart was about to melt.

There is no better person like her.

"It can only be me, in this life, it can only be me." He held Qiao Nuanyang's face and said, "I won't be angry with you in the future, and you won't be allowed to lose your temper with me like this in the future, you haven't sent me a message after I left for a few days, but you are with Xing Weidong, you don't make me angry?" ”

“…… Didn't you send it to me too? "Do you have to take the initiative in this matter?

After saying that, I felt that something was wrong, why did I look like I was coquettish?

Qiao Nuanyang's ears were slightly hot, and his heart was slightly hot, like the scorching summer sun shining on his heart.

Qin Shijin was suddenly stopped by her words.

"I know, I'll take the initiative in the future."

He chuckled in his throat as he pinched her fingers and choked up.

I wanted to lean in and kiss her.

Think so and do that.

Qiao Nuanyang didn't know what to say to him now, afraid that something would happen.

I didn't want anything to happen in such a situation, pushed him out, and went to take a shower myself, and now that she was so embarrassed, she didn't plan to forgive him so easily.

***

Qin Shijin listened to the sound of gurgling water coming from inside at the door, and went back to the room to take a bath, and when he came back, Qiao Nuanyang came out of the bathroom.

She stood at the door when she saw him in her conservative pajamas.

"Why are you still here?"

Qin Shijin felt that he should tell her something tonight, afraid that he would have a long night and many dreams.

He reached out and pulled Qiao Nuanyang over, her face was pink after just taking a shower, and he took a hair dryer to dry her hair, Qiao Nuanyang sat on the sofa and saw the reflection on the glass.

I don't know how many times I've looked forward to this scene.

Now it's true.

Stopping the movements in his hand, Qin Shijin hugged her, looking at her with swarthy eyes, Qiao Nuanyang felt that such eyes were too hot, and he was disheveled, so he pushed him, but Qin Shijin didn't let go of the 502 glue.

"You go back."

A word by word popped out of his throat, "Don't go back." ”

But he got up and put Qiao Nuanyang on the bed, and he also lifted the quilt and fell asleep next to her, this time in a conscious state, she was hugged by him hard.

With her arms around her waist, she seemed to feel her clothes move up.

His burning skin was against his own skin, and Qiao Nuanyang suddenly became afraid, "You get up...... Qin Shijin, don't mess around......"

Still thinking of what she had just said, she felt that she did not dare to take that step again.