Every month, Yun Sheng will also become sensitive, after all, it is when she is most vulnerable.

"Xiao Mo has been so busy all of a sudden lately." Canglan honestly reported her situation to Yunsheng.

"Anything else? Have you eaten well and slept well? Have you all gone to sleep? ”

“…… She doesn't sleep much. Whenever he gets up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, he can still see the light in the study on.

Canglan knows that this is the season when her most important person leaves.

"Very good, care more about her, if you feel that there is anything abnormal, you must contact me in time, you know?"

"I know!"

After hanging up the phone, Yun Sheng looked at the snowflakes that began to drift outside the window. Some of her wounds are taboo that cannot be touched to this day!

Canglan is a child, and Ji Mo will not be too defensive of him, but because of Yun Sheng's concern, she has to force herself to pretend that the world is peaceful.

And always pay attention to the end of the season, there is not only one Yunsheng, but also one Tang Jingqing.

In the season that makes her sad, he will also be irritable and anxious, feeling sorry for her sadness while not being willing to Ling Mobai in such a heavy position in her heart.

At 11 o'clock in the middle of the night, Tang Jingqing stood at the door of the community with Ding Dong and frequently looked at the time on her watch, she shouldn't have arrived home so late, the mobile phone flipped to her mobile phone number again and again, but she never pressed the dial button.

"Why don't you think she came back so late?"

"Wangwang."

"Where the hell has she gone......" Uneasiness, fear, and panic eroded his reason little by little.

Unable to wait any longer, Tang Jingqing picked up the car keys and aimlessly looked for a familiar figure, he didn't want her to hide alone and lick her wounds when she was in pain.

…… Finally, remembering that Yun Sheng mentioned the beach he loved to go to at the end of the season, Tang Jingqing rushed all the way, and sure enough, there was a stupid woman wearing a thin knitted dress, standing on the shore like a ghost, her long hair was blown by the wind, scattered on her shoulders, her hands were on her chest, and she didn't know what it was from a distance

The whole body trembled because the sea breeze was still sobbing.

"Little Powder." Walked up behind her and whispered her name, living in his own world as if he hadn't heard anything.

"Little end, little end, little end!"

"Mo Bai ......", but the sudden turn was not the person she thought she was, the kind of self-evident loss dug Tang Jingqing's heart fiercely, but she still had to take into account her mood.

"Little End ......"

"It's not him." After saying that, she turned around and continued to look at the sea, her empty eyes were out of focus, and the darkness around her did not know where she was looking.

Tang Jingqing took off his cashmere coat and draped it behind her, accidentally caressing her face, which had been frozen to no temperature.

"If you want him, can I talk to you?" The magnetic bass slowly enters the ears at the end of the season.

“……”

"What kind of person is he? He, is he good for you? Do you miss him now? Every question asked made Tang Jingqing feel suffocated.

“……”

"Sit down, we've got a night's time, talk slowly." Not reluctantly, but with enough patience, he will be her most loyal listener.

……

Maybe it was three years of longing that overwhelmed her, maybe it was at that moment that she really wanted someone to listen to her, even if that person was Tang Jingqing, it didn't matter.

"He, he's a very nice person, very gentle, he looks good when he laughs, and he's very good at drawing." Immersed in his own world, it is clear that so many years have passed, but the figure of Ling Mobai is still so clear.

"Really? He's good to you? ”

"Well, that's good."

"Tell me, what kind of law did he do to you? That impressed you? He also wanted to know how far Ling Mobai had done for her to make Ji Mo so obsessed. "I can't say it, maybe the world was too gloomy for me at that time, and I was still desperate even when I was alive. Later, I learned that there are people in this world who are destined to be looked up to, such as you; And some people are destined to wander in fate, with destiny

's wounds, just like me and Ling Mobai, if you have to ask him where it is good, probably because only he can understand how painful I was at that time. ”

In the same way, neither is a child who is favored by God. In Ling Mobai's thirty years of life, he desperately went against his fate, resisted having relationships with people, and avoided falling in love with anyone.

A man whose heart is full of anger and unwillingness, but warms another person who is covered in bruises, but unfortunately there is too little he can do for him.

"You must have missed him all these years." Tang Jingqing said bitterly, and his words "looking up" and "wandering" completely widened the distance between them.

"Why, not a day I don't want to, but why should everyone persuade me to forget? Brother Yun Sheng said this, and my psychiatrist also suggested this, how could I forget Ling Mobai, who was so good to me? ”

So, she was in pain, she didn't want others to worry about her, but the memories about Ling Mobai had become a part of her body, how could she forget?

"If forgetting is so hard for you, just remember, remembering that he is good to you is hoping that you can continue to have the courage to pursue happiness."

"But how can I be happy without him...... It's so cunning! ”

There was no way to let go of herself at the end of the season, if she just missed Ling Mobai simply, Yun Sheng wouldn't want her to forget. But on the contrary, she carried all the guilt and trapped her happiness possibly.

At the end of the season, he felt like a thief, stealing all the warmth from Ling Mobai, but there was nothing to repay him.

So you can only punish yourself!

"Xiao Mo, don't let Ling Mobai down." Don't let down the warmth he gave you.

"I know, I know it, but he's gone, he's gone......" She still couldn't live the way he wanted.

In the third year that Ling Mobai was gone, Tang Jingqing finally forced out the tears she had endured for so many years.

That night, she shed tears all night; That night, he accompanied her to blow the cold wind all night.

In the end, it wasn't until she cried and fell asleep that Tang Jingqing gently hugged her to the car, turned on the heat, and warmed her body, what about her heart?

……

When she woke up the next day at the end of the season, she found that she had returned to her small home, and the room was quiet except for a message from the bedside.

[I took a day off for you to get a good night's sleep.] 】

Even if there is no signature, but the strong and powerful words in one hand can be recognized as Tang Jingqing at the end of the season.

Yesterday's memories came to mind intermittently, but she didn't expect that when she mentioned Ling Mobai again one day, the audience was Tang Jingqing. It's funny!

But thank him for opening a mouth in her heart and saying the words hidden in her heart, which is much more comfortable.

At the end of the season, he slept at home for a day, but Tang Jingqing was not so lucky, the sea breeze blew all night and he didn't sleep all night, even his body couldn't bear it, but because he was the president of such a big company, he could only hold on to the fever.

"Mr. Tang, why don't you go back and rest today." Chen Hao couldn't help but remind him when he saw such a desperate work.

"It's okay, what about the Village case? Have the project leader come and see me right away. He didn't even have time to look up, and continued to focus on the document in his hand.

“…… Okay, I got it. "I knew I couldn't persuade him, so I had to give up.

……

Tang Jingqing relied on his usual good health, and went to participate in a party after being busy with business, Chen Hao sent him home at 9 o'clock in the evening, seeing that his spirit was really bad, he couldn't help knocking on the door next door.

"Assistant Chen." At the end of the season, he didn't expect him to appear at the door at this time.

"Miss Ji, long time no see." Come to think of it, they really haven't seen each other for three or four years.

"Long time no see, is there something wrong?"

“…… Mr. Tang had a fever and was not feeling well. ”

"Then you should see his personal doctor."

"If he is willing to go to the doctor obediently, I don't need to trouble you."

"Sorry, you're looking for the wrong person, good night."

They didn't have much to say, and closed the door politely and resolutely at the end of the season. Tang Jingqing is not who she is, so it has nothing to do with her whether he is sick or not!

But does it really matter? I have the impression that he rarely gets sick because of the sea breeze that blew all night with her last night? If so, shouldn't she feel a little guilty?

"Little Powder? Is it coming? ”

"No, have you brushed your teeth? I'm going to take a bath, Canglan. ”

"Let's go!"

"That's right......" suddenly stopped Canglan again, she hated herself and her sympathy overflowed.

"Huh?"

"The uncle next door is sick, can Canglan help me send some medicine over?" She had a fever last time and the hospital dispensed a lot of medicine, and she didn't need to buy another one.

"Uncle Jingqing? All right! ”

Canglan obediently took the medicine and went to the next door, and at the end of the season, he just sat on the sofa and pressed the remote control in his hand to press one channel after another, obviously absent-minded.

……

Knock knock

Tang Jingqing opened the door thinking that Chen Hao had forgotten to take something away, but what he saw was Canglan holding a pile of medicine.

"Uncle Jingqing, are you sick?"

"Why are you here?"

"Xiao Mo asked me to bring you some medicine."

“…… She, she asked you to come? ”

"Hmm!" Canglan smiled and nodded, but it made Tang Jingqing's heart warm.

Let Canglan enter his home, he couldn't help but play with Ding Dong, and Tang Jingqing took the bag of medicine to the kitchen and poured himself a glass of water but was reluctant to eat a grain - moved by the fact that he had not felt her care for many years.

"Uncle Jingqing, do you like Xiao Mo?"

"Hmm." I don't just like it.

"Then why did you get divorced?" The child's children's questions happened to pierce the past that he was least willing to remember.

"Why......"

Because his love is too impure and has too many premises, family and kindness, he has lived up to her expectations again and again and worn out her love!

"When you meet a girl you like in the future, don't break her heart." How can such heavy feelings be clear to an 8-year-old child. It's a pity that Canglan remembered this sentence, but in the end he still broke the heart of the girl he liked.