He doesn't know where he is!

He doesn't understand......

The hand hanging at her side betrayed the terrible and hopeless struggle in her heart at this moment, and she could only maneuver in such an environment.

She couldn't give up, and she finally understood why some women were hysterical about trying to win back their men after separation.

She couldn't do that kind of hysteria, so she could only use her silence to bond with him deeper.

"Not going back? Are you really planning not to go back? You're really not going to care about Rui Rui anymore? As long as you dare to marry, I will let you never have the chance to see Rui Rui again! ”

"Qin Shijin!" She raised her chin and exclaimed excitedly, "You are shameless! ”

Her fists clenched and fell on his shoulders like raindrops.

Qin Shijin's gaze was looking at her coldly, and there was no change in expression.

His body was hard, and it didn't hurt no matter how he hit it, but her hands hurt a lot.

Qiao Nuanyang's throat was swollen and painful.

When he opened his eyes again, he said in a dumb voice: "Don't think that you can cover the sky with one hand, I will snatch Rui Rui back!" She's my daughter, and you're not qualified to snatch her from me! Qin Shijin, didn't you just rely on your ability to bully me? Okay, let's try to see who can win between us! If we are in a hurry, we will break the net! ”

She looks majestic and high-spirited.

It really seems that I am ready to break the kettle, and I will not look back no matter what.

Qin Shijin thought that they were still entangled that night, but then she and Gu Peilin were together again?

As Li Jiazhen said, they are already divorced, and they can't stop what will happen.

What's more, the chances of winning here with Gu Peilin are not great.

His emotions were a little out of control, his hands pressed her shoulders down, pressed her against the corner, lifted her chin with one hand and looked carefully, his back to the light, his eyes at this time were like the sea at night, so dark, it made people feel a little distressed.

"Qiao Nuanyang, no one is forcing you, if you want Rui Rui, then come back, Rui Rui and I both want you to come back, we are like before. Lifetime. ”

For a lifetime?

There was a flick in her mind.

The light above his head suddenly flashed, and Qiao Nuanyang woke up like a dream in an instant.

Qin Shijin's eyes were dark, and when he touched his face with his hand, she felt so greedy, her back tightened, and she reached out to push him back.

Qin Shijin didn't have any defense, so he was pushed away by her like this, and he also stood against the wall.

Qiao Nuanyang had regained his composure, and there was no superfluous expression on his face.

"For a lifetime? You tell me for a lifetime? A mocking smile appeared on her face, trying her best to restrain and hold back her emotions, and her beautiful eyes flickered to look at him: "Qin Shijin, yes, I am timid, but I am such a woman, I really wanted to be with you at that time!" ”

She tilted her head and shook her head constantly, tears glistening in her eyes, depressed and manic.

"But...... That's in the past, I'm dead now! I'm completely dead, I won't go back, I won't be with you, I can't go back, and I don't want to go back! ”

“……”

All she saw was a fist coming towards her, and finally, a heavy, muffled voice rang in her ears.

Qiao Nuanyang closed his eyes and looked at his hand after reacting.

"Are you crazy? Your hands ......"

Qin Shijin's deep eyes were also flashing with light, and his body was close to her; "If you still care about me, why don't you want to come back?"

She leaned her back against the wall and looked up, she shouldn't have exposed her emotions just now.

"Don't overthink it! Even if it's a stranger, I'll care, not just you. ”

"You also care about strangers? You mean, I'm a stranger to you right now? ”

He's a strong word.

However, she also has to make herself ruthless.

Women's emotions are changeable.

She wanted to take the child out before, but the child had already arrived, and she wanted to let the child out of her belly, which made her uncomfortable.

Buddhists talk about having compassion, just because the child is Gu Peilin's, so he wants to kill his own child?

What is the difference between her and the executioner?

Children are also their own, aren't they? She wanted to keep the baby.

"Yes, to me, you are a stranger, you are just my ex-husband, are you not a stranger, what else can be?"

"That night, what was it? Well? He asked in a whisper, almost sticking it to her face, and asked Qiao Nuanyang directly.

That night......

Thinking of that night, Qiao Nuanyang also choked his voice and said calmly: "That night was an accident, even if there was no you, Gu Peilin would come to save me." It's all an accident, and Gu Peilin won't blame me if he knows it. I didn't mean to do it, I'm all adults, can't you afford to play this? ”

She raised her eyebrows and said, "Qin Shijin, it's me who suffers, and I don't bother with you, what's the point of you mentioning it now?"

"I'm doing well now, I hope that the two of us can get along like strangers, so that it's good for both of us, not like a child who doesn't like his toys and is reluctant to throw them away......"

Qiao Nuanyang feels that he is naïve?

That's how she describes their relationship?

"It's not me, that's Gu Peilin? You and Gu Peilin are so close? ”

His face was gloomy.

Qiao Nuanyang didn't know why, so he wanted to stab him and said, "Yes, it's very intimate!" Are you satisfied? Are you willing to let me go now? ”

"Let go of you? Qiao Nuanyang, I'll give you another chance, do you want to come back? His face was gloomy.

Is this the last chance?

I guess this is really the last chance.

They rubbed against each other, tempted each other, and finally the time came to break.

"No, I'm not going back." Her hand touched her abdomen, looked down at the flat abdomen, and her gaze turned to Qin Shijin: "What is the real reason why you want me to go back?" Qin Shijin, you don't love me, you don't have me in your heart, if it weren't for those things in your Qin family, a proud person like you would come to me?"

His affection for himself, it will definitely not be love.

"No......" His heart lit up, and he just wanted to speak.

Qiao Nuanyang's next words shook him and his head was dizzy.

"I'm pregnant......"

"What did you say?"

He stared at her still flat belly.

Qiao Nuanyang didn't wear high heels, flat shoes, or a loose skirt.

He didn't believe it, but Gu Peilin's affair with her made him have to believe that he had experienced so many winds and rains and had never been panicked.

grabbed her shoulders and squeezed hard: "Qiao Nuanyang, what did you just tell me?" What's wrong with you say? "

She was scratched by his hand and it hurt so much that she didn't scream when she endured the pain, so she let herself be in pain.

"Didn't you hear that? I said that I was pregnant, and I thought before that it would be your child, but you can't give birth to your own child, and that child can only be Gu Peilin's ......"

Qin Shijin may have had hope before, but ......

Child?!!

There was a child between them!

At that time, she had been taking medicine and didn't want to have children, but when she had children, she was gone when he didn't know it.

How long after the divorce did she have Gu Peilin's child? Qin Shijin's hands became more and more forceful, and he gritted his teeth and asked: "At that time, you were in a hurry to divorce me, just because of Gu Peilin, right!" Otherwise, how the hell did this child come about! ”

This matter is her fault.

It's also that she's sorry for him!

So, she can't forgive herself, and she doesn't have the face to go back.

Time can't deceive people, Qin Shijin is probably disappointed in himself now, and Rui Rui...... She felt even more uncomfortable when she thought about it.

"You have no right to blame me! Qin Shijin, I'm with Gu Peilin...... I can't tell, but how good can you be? I used to like you, but it wasn't the same thing for you to trample my heart under your feet, and in your heart, do you really regard me as the only one in this life? You didn't, since you couldn't do it first, why did you force me to do it? ”

"Are you ...... Revenge on me? He shook her shoulder.

It seems hard to believe.

"Weird? Or do you think I'm just a mummy, not angry, not painful, not feeling? She cracked a pale smile and asked, shaking her head: "When I need help, only he is by my side, and he is also him when I am sad, Qin Shijin, what do you want me to do?" I'm so cold, I also need someone to hold me warm and give me a hug......"

After separation.

Instead, she was able to say it all smoothly.

"I've been so tired all these years," she shook her head...... "You thought you would be my haven, but when I arrived, I found that this haven was full of ships and there was no place for me." I can only walk, to the next safe haven. ”

Her body gradually softened.

Qin Shijin's hand grabbed her shoulder, but he was still so hard.

He looked at Qiao Nuanyang in great pain, raised his head, and wanted to speak several times, but he was forced back.

Qiao Nuanyang would not notice that his tight lip line was trembling.

The fear and regret in the depths of his eyes.

"Who said that? Who told you that? Qiao Nuanyang, I'll change ......"

There was some urgency in his tone, even some urgency, Qin Shijin was obviously high-minded, and he shouldn't use such a tone to talk to himself.

At that moment, she felt that she was really cruel.

But, looking up, her body seemed to be boneless, and she shook her head: "Change, what do you change?" ”

It's not them who are wrong, it's fate that's wrong, they shouldn't have started to intersect five years ago, or maybe Qin Shijin shouldn't have used that method to seduce himself at the beginning.

"Qin Shijin, your heart is not with me, and I have betrayed you a long time ago, I was completely dead to you when I left, otherwise, why don't I hug a big tree like you tightly? Ha. She laughed: "If Gu Peilin doesn't come back, maybe I will still hold on to it, anyway, Rui Rui is also my daughter, what am I afraid of?" However, Gu Peilin is back, why should I wronged myself? Guarding an empty home? Who is it for? ”

"Life is so short, who knows when it's going to die? Of course I have to live for myself. ”

"I don't want to be so unhappy, I haven't been really happy to live for myself since I was eighteen, and now, I don't want to care about anything."

She said coolly.

Lost the cartilage it used to be.

But he said it with certainty and certainty.

Qin Shijin already hates himself like this, so let him hate himself even more, in this way, he will hate himself for a lifetime and remember himself for a lifetime, right?