The loneliness in my heart turned into a fog, which remained in my heart for a long time and could not be dispersed.

Shrouded in loneliness, she was a cowardly child at this time. A little wind and rain was enough to prick her sensitive nerves.

How ironic is it to love the wrong person, to fall in love with someone who has put his heart but can't get a response? I only felt that my whole body was being torn by dense ants, and this pain that was not all into the bones made her worse than dead!

Qianrui hugged her tightly, looking at her smooth face full of haggardness.

Let her die, and if she dies, she will not be conscious. The heart won't hurt anymore!

Qianrui: "Relax in the light rain, don't look into the dark." Try to see the light, the warm light. ”

Li Xiaoyu's white hands were clenched into fists, and the whole person was trembling. She also knew that she was probably missing him, but he didn't respond to her for a long time.

Qianrui put her hand between Li Xiaoyu's teeth and said, "If Xiaoyu feels uncomfortable, then bite me." ”

Li Xiaoyu shook off his hand, she was indeed in pain now, but she still wouldn't bite casually.

This kind of bone-eating pain made her breathless, and her heart has been shrouded in haze, which can't be dispersed, where is the sunshine?

Perhaps, she Li Xiaoyu should have been lonely for a lifetime. What's wrong with touching? Do you have to touch that dangerous feeling?

She knew that she was waiting for him, and she also knew that it would be difficult for the two of them to achieve a positive result after all.

This pain is also mixed with a hint of resentment, hating why he can't give himself a lifetime...... Hate why he can't be by his side every day. So what hinders her, she thinks it's a demon.

She felt that her head was about to crack, and she had to endure it with tears!

And all this, he will not know. Perhaps, he didn't care at all. Li Xiaoyu sneered, and finally turned into a wry smile.

The tears were dry, and only the pain in my heart remained. Why, why, just a word of "love" in the world, she has to suffer for the rest of her life!

Qianrui: "Xiaoyu, sleep for a while." Don't think about it, I'll always be by your side, never leave! ”

"Yu'er is not afraid, I will always be your godbrother, I will always be by your side when I am happy and uncomfortable, I will be happy if you are happy, if you are not happy, I will hold you so that you will not be so uncomfortable."

Xu is Qianrui's words were very heartwarming, and Li Xiaoyu's mood slowly calmed down. How much pain would I have had without him?

Qianrui: "Xiaoyu, when we finish our work in the Great Yuan Kingdom, we will take you to the Vermilion Bird Country to relax, okay?" There are a lot of beautiful scenery and delicious food, which Xiaoyu has never seen before. ”

"You can't just be immersed in sadness, there are still many things worth seeing in this world."

Li Xiaoyu's breathing was finally not so painful, she took advantage of the situation and slowly opened her eyes, and what caught her eye was Qianrui's warm and jade-like face, she couldn't help but stretch out her fingers to touch it, but stopped again.

Does she still deserve it? Her heart is already dead, how can she break other people's hearts again?

Qianrui buried her head in Li Xiaoyu's hair and said in a low voice: "Xiaoyu, don't forget when you're sad, I'll always be with you." ”

Li Xiaoyu sighed in her heart, the person she was thinking about was not as intimate as Qianrui!

She may have met Brother Qianrui at the beginning, maybe she won't be so painful, she won't be so uncomfortable.

"Dry fern...... Why, why are you being so nice to me? Li Xiaoyu said lightly.

She really didn't understand why Qianrui could be so good to herself, but he couldn't. is also in a high position, why can Qianrui accompany him wholeheartedly?

There was a moment of loneliness in her heart, but seeing that Qianrui cared about herself so much, she couldn't bear to let him worry about herself anymore.

The pain he brought to himself was so intense, and he must not bring this pain to Qianrui, this is selfishness!

Actually, I want you to accompany me more, so stay by my side. But I can't, I can only swallow those grievances and loneliness alone, I woke up from a dream, and slept again, but I still can't wait for you to accompany me.

How can my heart not be cold?

If you can, stay with me. Otherwise, don't you come to touch my heart in the first place, okay? My heart hurts, I grieve, I can't help but think of you.

Understand...... I'm so scared that this understanding will eventually come true!

You have perfected me, and I have perfected you. In this way, we do not owe each other, and we will be like strangers in the future, but I am afraid that the sky will make me cry.

What kind of imperial power and emperor dream, people only have one life, what if you treat me well? It's a pity...... I'm not you, and you wouldn't think like I did.

The grief-stricken Li Xiaoyu leaned on Qianrui's arms, and the emotions that had just calmed down were provoked again, and her whole body was about to be haggard.

Qianrui still hugged her, if he could, how much he wanted to take out the pain in her heart and let himself bear it!

Xiaoyu, when you are sad, it is also the most heartbreaking time for me. But I'm glad I can be by your side. For the rest of my life, I will always be with you. It will not make you feel lonely and give you the best happiness.

Tiandao, there is no chance for Xiaoyu to be happy, these happiness, only Qianrui can give her, right?

No one is seen, and the rain falls on the cheeks and is so melancholy. Where can her heart withstand the torment of that longing? I'm afraid that the bitter thoughts will eventually turn into resentment.

She wanted to say and stopped, she had so many things to say to him, but ...... When you really face him, can you say it?

The carriage was still driving slowly, and the coachman seemed to notice that Li Xiaoyu was wrong, and he asked carefully, "The girl wants to come out to blow the wind?" Maybe it would be better. ”

Li Xiaoyu nodded, and Qianrui had to hug her aside.

The cold wind was a little cold, and Li Xiaoyu immediately felt the cold coming to her, and she instinctively drilled into Qianrui's arms.

Qianrui: "If Xiaoyu holds on for a while, we will be there soon." ”

Li Xiaoyu squinted slightly, there are few people here, only a winding road leads to the front road, the sunlight glows with a pale yellow light, this scene makes Li Xiaoyu feel desolate.

It is surrounded by barren mountains with no vegetation, and only hard rocks can be seen bare. In the distance, there was a gray sky, against the snow-covered earth.

Coming? Li Xiaoyu felt a little incredible. Qianrui must be comforting her, it will take a few days to go to Dayuan Kingdom, she has only survived for three days, how can it be that she is about to arrive?

With the cold wind, she slowly fell asleep again.

At this time, someone is also dreaming. In the dream, a strangely dressed woman appeared in front of him, but kept a few steps away from him. With a bare hand, behind her was a large field of golden wheat.

"Shen Sanyang, look, this is the thousand acres of fertile land I told you!" The woman's voice was soft, and it seemed to be foaming out of place.

Then the woman took him by the hand, and the two sang together in the wheat field, and the other danced by the straw, and her sweet singing immediately made him happy.

Shen Sanyang was startled in his dream, and he woke up. Only Bodhi Lao'er sat opposite, but she was nowhere to be seen.

It's just a dream, but it feels so real.

Containing the strange thoughts in his eyes, he continued to pretend to be a nobody.

At this time, the old Bodhi man on the opposite side opened his eyes, he stroked his gray beard, and said, "But who did you dream of?" Why do you keep calling someone's name? ”

Shen Sanyang was stunned in his heart, and asked again: "The dream is a little blurry, it's just some old people and old things." ”

Old Bodhi wrinkled his nose and said, "Don't lie to me, who doesn't know that you like that girl?" You're so helpless, I'm afraid you like people? ”

Shen Sanyang: "Sir, where are you now?" ”

Bodhi Lao'er: "It'll change the subject, stinky boy!" It's time to Jincheng. ”

Shen Sanyang: "After this Jincheng, it will be the Vermilion Bird Country in a short time." I don't know when the prince will be able to come. ”

Bodhi Lao'er: "Are you waiting for him?" I think it's okay for you to find someone on your own. After all, the girl didn't seem to like him. ”

Shen Sanyang smiled helplessly, like it or not, can't he see it? There must have been a lot of misunderstandings between the two before they met for a long time. Now, this is separated, maybe I want to turn the whole world upside down.

"It's so blue!" Shen Sanyang opened the curtain of the carriage, only to see that the grass and trees were verdant, the mountains were verdant, and there was a vibrant patch everywhere.

"The Vermilion Bird Country is a good place for individuals to excel, and unlike the beauty of the Great Yuan Kingdom, its beauty is spiritual. The water and soil here are good, and they can support people. Lao Er advises you to hurry up and find a beautiful girl here. Bodhi Lao Er quipped, this hanging child looks cynical.

"The Vermilion Bird Country is really good, but I was born in Dayuan, and I really can't really feel its beauty." Shen Sanyang said again.

Old Bodhi gave him a blank look, and continued to look outside the carriage. In this era, horse-drawn carriages were the main means of transportation, and boat travel was not very popular. Because the ship is floating on the sea, it is sometimes easy to get lost, which is too risky.

Therefore, many people choose to take a horse-drawn carriage. Shen Sanyang and they can only rely on horse-drawn carts and donkey carts to travel, which is still the fastest means of transportation in this era.

Shen Sanyang leaned on the side of the carriage, and the sentence she just said came to her mind again, thousands of acres of fertile land? This is possible in Suzaku Country. Because the Suzaku country is very prosperous, the terrain is flat, and the unique geographical location makes the development of agriculture unparalleled.

He wondered, would she be in the Suzaku Country? The conjecture in his heart can only be said to be conjecture, this world is so large, and there are many small countries that he has never been to, and there are even those he doesn't know.

Where would she be? I can't find the answer in my own heart!