Chapter 165: Self-inflicted, change of mentality
All this greatly surprised Bo Lingwei, in her heart, the Bo family is the mountain that is difficult to climb, only they can watch it, at most, one day, they can stand on the top of the mountain and look down on the mountains.
That's already a happy thing.
However, she had now watched the mountain collapse in front of her eyes.
"It's over this time, it's all over......"
Like a defeated chicken, Bo Lingwei's eyes were blank, staring blankly at the desk that had been used by Bo Qianchuan in the past.
But she obviously wants to run the Bo family well!
Why is everything the way it is?
Now, the Bo family has long been powerless, and she doesn't know how she can face the people of the Bo family, Bo Hongda and Bo Qianchuan.
While she was still in a daze, suddenly, a person walked into the office.
In her blurred vision, the man's full face gradually appeared.
"Pang Haoyu?"
She spoke low, and there was a little imperceptible exhaustion and loneliness in her voice.
"Vivi, this may be the last time we'll talk like this." Pang Haoyu spoke, his tone was a little less gentle than before, and more calm.
"Sign this."
Hand the divorce agreement to Bo Lingwei, "Don't worry, I won't take anything from you." β
"No, I don't agree!" The moment she saw the big words "divorce agreement", Bo Lingwei stood up from her chair violently, "What, when you see that I am down, do you want to leave without looking back?" β
Pang Haoyu was silent, looking at the familiar but unfamiliar woman in front of him.
"Weiwei, if you love me, even if you are in debt, I am willing to go with you." Pang Haoyu said without hesitation, "But ...... I know, you don't love me, and we go on and just torture each other. β
There seemed to be an inexplicable feeling in his chest that had been planted early, and because of his words, it sprouted, pumped, and grown.
Torture each other, good one torture each other......
Bo Lingwei raised her eyes and looked at Pang Haoyu, "You keep saying that I don't love you, so now, do you still love me?" β
Now that they are about to get divorced, they must have lost love for a long time. What kind of wind did she smoke, she had to bring shame on herself again.
She had never felt like thisβdesperate for an answer, an answer to her heart's content.
"Love."
Pang Haoyu didn't hesitate to answer, and looked directly at Bo Lingwei, "My love for you has never changed since the day we got married. β
Even if she beats and scolds him, humiliates him, and maliciously possesses everything from him, he still loves her.
She understood......
This answer deeply pierced Bo Lingwei's heart, and she said word by word: "Then don't want to divorce me, I won't allow it!" β
As he spoke, he picked up the divorce agreement and tore it to shreds.
Bo Lingwei's excited emotions were beyond Pang Haoyu's expectations, and he was puzzled.
Since you don't love anymore, why do you struggle so hard and refuse to let go of each other?
He wants to give her back his freedom......
Perhaps sensing Pang Haoyu's surprise, Bo Lingwei was a little weak-hearted, and only after a while did she speak: "Now that such a big thing has happened in the group, do you want to leave me alone to face it!" β
Pang Haoyu was dumbfounded, looking at Bo Lingwei, his heart was filled with indescribable sourness.
Is that all there is to it? He even had a trace of extravagant hope just now - maybe it was because Bo Lingwei was also a little reluctant to him? Maybe she also has a little nostalgia for their old life?
"Okay."
He nodded.
The eyes have lost color.
"Is there anything I can do?" He understood that in the face of such a big matter, even Bo Lingwei would feel scared, and he might as well stay and face it with her.
ββ¦β¦β
Not to mention telling Pang Haoyu what he can do, she doesn't even know what else she can do now.
Seeing her embarrassment, Pang Haoyu sighed.
"I'm right here with you? Wait, I'll make you a cup of coffee. β
Pang Haoyu has been doing it for so many years, and the most proficient thing may be to bring her a cup of iced American in two minutes.
Like, that's the only use he has.
"I ...... I'm really unwilling! Why should I just throw in the towel? But I can't let Bo's century-old legacy be ruined in my hands. β
Bo Lingwei whispered, as if she was talking to Pang Haoyu and to herself.
"President, something seems to have happened that we didn't expect."
An Lun hesitated a little and said: "Pang Haoyu suddenly proposed to divorce Bo Lingwei, which is a bit unexpected to us, he shouldn't be a person who sees the wind and rudder......"
"Who can say for sure what is going on between feelings? Left? β
Bo Qianchuan is still more concerned about the latter issue.
"No, it was rejected by Bo Lingwei, and I want to get through this difficulty of the Bo family and discuss it again."
"Where did they get the skills to get through this?" Bo Qianchuan raised his eyes, "Put pressure on Bo Lingwei, stop when you are about to collapse, and try not to let the Bo family go bankrupt completely." β
The tone of his voice was not emotionful at all, cold and self-contained, which surprised An Lun.
Immediately, he remembered that when he had just learned the news of Yu Xi's death, Bo Qianchuan was worse than dead, and felt that all this was nothing.
It's just self-inflicted.
Until the evening, Bo Lingwei was still helpless, watching one ultimatum after another be delivered to the desk, and her heart was frozen little by little.
"Don't sit here any longer, go home and get some rest, maybe there's a good way tomorrow morning?"
Pang Haoyu picked up Bo Lingwei's coat and draped it on her, "It's cold outside, wear more." β
"There was air conditioning in the car."
As soon as Bo Lingwei said this, a feeling of self-blame and guilt spread in her heart in the next second.
When she spoke like this, didn't she clearly reject Pang Haoyu's kindness?
"Ah......h
Pang Haoyu is not as fragile as she thought, probably hearing the same words too much, and she won't feel anything worth feeling uncomfortable about.
In the end, she put on her coat anyway.
The first thing he did when he got home was that Pang Haoyu had to move out of the master bedroom.
"Why move? Does it make you feel bad to stay with me? β
Maybe it's because Pang Haoyu just mentioned that the divorce was not long ago, no matter what he did, Bo Lingwei had a very dazzling feeling.
"Of course not."
No matter what she said, Pang Haoyu's attitude was too good to speak, but he was determined to move next door.
Bo Lingwei couldn't help it, so she had to let him take a pillow.
She looked at the master bedroom, empty, not the slightest bit angry, and the warm room was cold because of her heart.
Suddenly, a brown notebook appeared in the corner, and she hesitated to take it out, it was a very thick notebook.
More than half of the front has become fluffy, presumably the owner of the notebook has used more than half of it.
Curiosity drove her to break down that insignificant psychological barrier.
The notebook in this room, since it is not hers, it must be Pang Haoyu's.
Pang Haoyu didn't know when she had her own opinions, which made her feel a little scared.
When he no longer needs to cling to her, will he also leave her?
Like now.
silently added a sentence in her heart, she turned the first page, and on the simple notebook page, only "Pang Haoyu" was written in the name column.
She flipped through it, and it looked like a study note. And the main scope of learning is that Bo Lingwei repeatedly feels that he is dull and unenlightened about business methods.
It turned out that Pang Haoyu had been secretly learning these things when she didn't know, no wonder he had changed so much during this time.
Not only that, but under the daily study record, there are even some things he occasionally wrote down about her.
For example, "Vivi didn't eat breakfast today, drank two cups of coffee, and was worried about her body. β
"There are too many things to do in the Bo family, and Weiwei has been busy for several days without saying a word to me."
ββ¦β¦β
Etcetera.
are the most trivial things in life, some of which even Bo Lingwei herself doesn't know, but they were quietly recorded by Pang Haoyu.
The front part, the bottom footer is rolled, and I must have turned it too many times.
The originally empty heart seemed to be being filled little by little, and she remembered the "love" that Pang Haoyu said, but it didn't coax her.
But after all, he filed for divorce first, she didn't believe it, such feelings would be forgotten if she forgot it.
Unconsciously, after flipping through most of the notes, she stuffed the notebook back into its original position, closed her eyes, and Pang Haoyu's face appeared in front of her.
His appearance lingered, etched heavily in her mind, in her heart.
I can't fall asleep after tossing and turning, usually at this time, Pang Haoyu would tentatively hold her in his arms, comforting her softly, and coaxing her to sleep.
If she showed even the slightest reluctance, he wouldn't be reluctant.
Knowing that she is a light sleeper, she never makes a sound easily.
She suddenly made a decision, put on slippers and went to the next room to find Pang Haoyu.
The two had never slept in separate rooms, and Bo Lingwei was not used to knocking on the door, so she simply pushed the door directly and entered, and saw Pang Haoyu with the lamp on, holding a book and reading it carefully.
Seeing her come in, he was startled at first, then closed the book in his hand, put it aside, and said softly, "What's wrong?" What happened? β
Bo Lingwei didn't answer his words, she just walked towards him step by step, she felt for the first time that the road could be so long in just a few meters, as far away as the gap between him and her.
Walking up to him, she said sullenly, "I can't sleep." β
"Don't worry too much about the company's affairs, it's a big deal to return this mess to Bo Qianchuan, I don't believe there is no hand in this matter."
Pang Haoyu thought that the company's affairs disturbed her and she couldn't sleep, so she persuaded.
"Hmm."
Bo Lingwei nodded, but she didn't have the slightest intention of leaving, and went to bed under Pang Haoyu's surprised gaze.
"Viviβ"
He had just called her name when she interrupted without hesitation.
"Hug me, okay?"