Lu Chenhuan tightened his arms and held Chu Shengge in his arms. It was as if she would disappear as soon as she let go: "In your heart, I must be a hopelessly bad person......"

Chu Shengge sighed, how bad is he? He'd pretty much ruined everything she had, but was he really hopelessly bad? Even if it was, she wouldn't say it, because what she said wouldn't change anything.

Even if he is a genuine demon, he doesn't like others to say that he is bad, Chu Shengge said quietly: "You provide me with food, clothing, shelter and transportation, and help me pay back the money, it's just very good." ”

"Since I'm so good, why don't you want to be with me?" Lu Chenhuan touched this insincere little mouth with his fingertips.

"Anyway, we all have to be together, what does it matter if I want to be or not?" Chu Shengge felt that he was really broken enough: "You have always pursued results, when did you start to get entangled in the details?" ”

"You know me so well, but I can't understand you. We can get to know each other and you'll see that I'm not as bad as you think. Lu Chenhuan held Chu Shengge's smooth little face, as if holding the most precious treasure in the world: "Shengge, give me your heart, I won't let you down......"

"My heart ...... It's dead. Even if you're not dead, it's something you can't afford. Chu Shengge looked at Lu Chenhuan's secretive eyes for a moment: "Actually, you are really not hopelessly bad, you are just unreasonable." In fact, you are not very fair to say this, and you have your reasons. It's just that we are people from different worlds, and each other's principles do not apply to each other. To put it simply, the values are different, and the things we value most may be worthless in the eyes of the other party. Therefore, there is no absolute fault or right in this world, we all feel that we are right when we stand on our own standpoint, and the other party is simply making trouble.

You've just said so much, and I still haven't changed my mind, and it seems to you that it's been in vain. Actually, no, at least I know you have your helplessness. The reality is so cruel, if you want something, you have to give up something. People who are unwilling to give up anything are doomed to nothing.

You always think that I don't let you know me, but you are actually deluding yourself. Maybe you don't know me completely, but you're the one in the world who knows what I want most. It's a pity that you don't want to give me this thing, so you want to replace it with something else. No matter how good something else is, it's not what I want. ”

Lu Chenhuan's eyebrows frowned together: "Shengge, except for leaving me, I will do my best to satisfy you for other things......"

Chu Shengge shook his head, and the corners of his mouth actually pulled out a shallow smile, like a small flower blooming in the thorn bush, weak but stubborn: "I don't mean to blame you, I did think you were too much before, but now I have figured it out - I exchanged my freedom for something more urgent." It's my own choice, so I have to take responsibility for my decisions.

Although in our relationship, you are the stronger side, I am the weaker side. People's preconceived notion that the strong have the obligation to help the weak, which is actually a moral kidnapping. The weaker party may deserve sympathy, but weakness is not an excuse to shirk responsibility. The fact that you have taken your fair share of payment from me does not erase the fact that you have helped me deal with my big troubles.

What we want is fundamentally opposite, it's a dead knot, and no matter how deep we know each other, we can't change anything. So don't dwell on this issue, it's useless. ”

Lu Chenhuan almost didn't dare to look at Chu Shengge's clear eyes, she was like a god standing in the clouds at this time, forgiving his ugliness and sins with her most tolerant and compassionate heart. He used to think that Chu Shengge was smart, but today she sees things thoroughly and is extremely wise. In this world, there are many smart people and many kind people. But it is not necessary to be clever and play tricks; There are so few people who are kind but don't demand the same standards of kindness from others. Chu Shengge is really precious in this world that is extremely inflated and distorted by matter.

"Now that you've figured it out, stay by my side." Her beauty and purity are the only candle and hope that illuminates his dark and obscure world, and he will not let go......

Chu Shengge lowered her head, she could figure it out, but thinking and doing were two different things. When the pressure from the outside world desperately tried to break the fragile heart she was trying to maintain, she still couldn't breathe in pain: "I can only say, I will do my best to ......"

Whether you are happy or miserable, time always passes by exactly the second - it does not slow down because you want to keep your happiness longer, nor does it become faster because you want to get rid of pain, and it is as cold as the Grim Reaper who harvests life with a sickle.

After living here for a long time, Chu Shengge slowly got to know some about this manor. This is actually part of Lu Chenhuan's mother's rich dowry, that is, his mother used to live here. The nameplate outside the manor reads Pearl Manor, presumably this is a father's love for his daughter.

Chu Shengge held a book and leaned lazily on the sofa to read. Chu Shengge felt that he must have been an animal that liked to hibernate in his previous life, so he also brought this habit to this life. Even if you take a nap on a winter afternoon, you are always sleepy. She dropped the book and collapsed onto the sofa in the living room. She turned her head and noticed a small door on the side of the living room. The main house of this house is actually very large, but after living in it for so long, there is basically no place she hasn't been.

Chu Shengge got up from the sofa, walked to the front of the small door, held the doorknob with his hand, and turned it slightly, and the door actually opened. Inside the door was a long hallway, which turned a corner and presented itself with a spiral staircase. Chu Shengge stepped on the wooden staircase, his feet creaking, the soft dust suspended in the air, and the afterglow of the setting sun gilded them with a warm gold. Chu Shengge looked out of the window, she should have gone up to the tower connected to the main house.

Ascending to the top of the tower, stands a carved gate that was once supposed to be beautiful, faintly visible of the gilded paintings of the past, but now it has lost its luster though it is still beautifully ornamented.

Chu Shengge pushed the door, which was locked. Chu Shengge looked at the combination lock, and subconsciously entered the password he used when he lived in Lu Chenhuan's apartment. After confirmation, the door clicked open.

Chu Shengge felt as if she was playing an adventure game, and she was both nervous and surprised, she pushed open the door and walked in. The room looked like it had been uninhabited for a long time, but it was spotless. Gorgeous European antique furniture makes it look like you've stepped back in time to the medieval English court. A large carved four-poster bed is draped with golden veils, a delicate dressing table is decorated with mirrors and precious stones, and a few boxes of fat powder are scattered on the top.

Across the dresser hangs a large oil painting of a woman with a beautiful face, a rose-colored brocade gown, long thick hair scattered behind her like seaweed, her left hand slightly open, and a translucent silk butterfly landing on her fingertips. The painting is entirely realistic, looking like an enlarged photograph, with the characters depicted just right.

The most attractive thing in the room was the amazingly large bookshelf, which was also equipped with a small ladder next to the bookshelf to facilitate access to the books on the top floor of the bookshelf. There are many original books in English and German on display on the shelves, which are some of the most precious books. On the opposite side of the bookshelf was a white grand piano, and Chu Shengge pressed a key, and a crisp piano sound sounded in the quiet room.

The door of the room was pushed open again, Chu Shengge turned his head when he heard the sound, and saw the housekeeper's face pale: "Miss, this is Madame's room, and the young master is not allowed to come in." ”

"Oh......" Chu Shengge also felt a little reckless at this time, and it was really not polite to walk around in other people's houses casually.

Chu Shengge followed the housekeeper back to the main house, the housekeeper really didn't know what to say, even the cleaning of the lady's room was done by the young master himself, and the young master did not allow others to step further at all. I hope the young master won't find out, now I just hope that Miss Chu hasn't touched anything inside, the young master's eyes are pointed, and the slightest difference can't escape his eyes. But...... Madame's room is with the most advanced combination lock, why did Miss Chu go in? Could it be that the young master forgot to lock the door?

Lu Chenhuan has been busy lately, but he tries to eat dinner at home as much as possible. If there is a social meeting that can't be pushed away, I will come back to eat and then go out. Chu Shengge sometimes felt that he came back to eat with her, but he didn't think that Lu Chenhuan was a person who would do such a thing.

There should be no entertainment today, Lu Chenhuan did not go out after eating, but entered the study. Chu Shengge thought about it for a long time, but decided to tell Lu Chenhuan about her going to the tower. First of all, if this kind of thing is known by Lu Chenhuan and then comes to blame her, it will obviously be worse; Secondly, Chu Shengge felt that this matter was indeed her fault, and she should apologize to Lu Chenhuan for both feelings and reason, even if she was reprimanded by Lu Chenhuan, she would feel more at ease.

Chu Shengge took a cup of tea and knocked on the door of the study.

"Come in." Lu Chenhuan responded.

Chu Shengge walked in slowly, and Lu Chenhuan was a little surprised when he saw that it was Chu Shengge—Chu Shengge basically wouldn't take the initiative to approach him.

Chu Shengge put the teacup on the table and looked at him a little crampedly.

Lu Chenhuan raised his eyebrows: "What's wrong?" ”

"I made a mistake in the afternoon...... Chu Shengge lowered his head, not daring to look at Lu Chenhuan's eyes.

"Tell me what bad things you've done, huh?" What did this girl do, and deserves her to admit her mistakes to him so solemnly?

"I ...... Go to ...... in the afternoon The top floor of the tower is ......" Chu Shengge's voice became smaller and smaller.

When Lu Chenhuan heard the words on the top floor of the tower, his eyes narrowed, and a flash of light with dangerous information flashed: "What else?" ”

And also? What else? Chu Shengge raised his head and looked at Lu Chenhuan: "No ......"

"Come here......" Lu Chenhuan's face didn't have any expression, and he couldn't tell if he was angry.

Chu Shengge walked over with ant steps, did he want to hit her? Forget it, even if she wants to beat her, she will admit it. This matter is indeed her own fault, she was really too reckless in the afternoon.

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