349. Peace in disguise

In the huge living room, the two wounded men finally tore through their pretense of peace.

Where are so many years of tranquility? It's just a self-consolation of carefully burying those wounds with a different face, and then lowering its head like an ostrich, desperately saying to yourself "I forgot". "Tang Jingqing, I am a human being, a person with flesh and blood and memory! Do you think I don't feel pain like Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten? As long as you survive, you can be resurrected with full blood? The fire can't kill me, the battlefield can't kill me, I can survive being kidnapped, and I'm depressed until now

Aren't you living a good life? I heard that the memory of a fish is only 7 seconds, and sometimes I envy being a fish, so maybe I won't have to be so painful with you now! ”

“……” "But I can't! Did you hear me clearly? Love you, I can't do it! I can't do it until I die in this life! I won't love you anymore, I won't love a man who hurt me anymore, I won't love a man who betrayed me again and again, I still can't do things that you force me to death, such as

I'm sorry if this marriage has made you feel miserable and wronged, even though I just wanted to protect myself! But if it hurts you, if you can't stand it, you can consider divorce, and I will respect your choice! ”

At the end of the season, she was rarely so excited, but she was really fed up with Tang Jingqing's affection.

What is this? Who begged him to be good to himself? Who begged him to celebrate his birthday?

When she got married, she didn't make Tang Jingqing feel sorry for her! Why do you have to pretend to be wronged now!

Experience tells her that no one can give anyone grievances, only she can give herself grievances! These words were almost a fatal blow to Tang Jingqing, "no love" and "divorce", the words he was most afraid of were heard from the mouth of the end of the season again. Almost frantically carried her to the master bedroom and threw her on the bed without tenderness, and before the end of the season struggled immediately on her body, the man's innate superiority

Ben didn't allow the end of the season to escape, and her dress was taken off in three or two days.

"Let go of me, Tang Jingqing! Let me go! ”

The man who was provoked to the point of losing his mind by the end of the season couldn't hear anything and kissed her rudely on the lips. Enough, don't say it, he doesn't want to hear her say this at all.

Ji Mo, who was struggling desperately, took the opportunity to turn around and try to avoid his lips, but completely exposed the scar on his back that had been blown up in front of Tang Jingqing.

"Don't look, don't look!" She desperately pulled out the sheet to cover the ugly scars on her back, those shocking scars, she couldn't stand it every time she took a bath, and she couldn't expose it in front of Tang Jingqing.

Every time he had loved before, he would always ask to turn off the lights at the end of the season, and he would always wear the most conservative pajamas when he went to bed, even if he had touched those scars and actually saw the impact to the same extent.

"It's not ugly, Xiaomo...... Not ugly! Tang Jingqing's deep and shallow kiss fell on her back.

The scar she had always wanted to hide, thinking that he wouldn't be able to see it every time she turned off the light, but in fact he had seen it a long time ago, but he had been taking into account her emotions and pretending not to know.

"Don't, don't, turn off the lights! Turn off the lights! ”

Seeing that he was out of control, Tang Jingqing couldn't bear it, and immediately cared about the lamp at the head of the bed, and in an instant the room was dark again.

There was a sudden silence between them, and the small sobs at the end of the season could be faintly heard.

"I'm sorry, Mrs. Tang, I didn't mean to scare you." This time he restrained his strength, returned to his usual gentleness, held up her little face, and kissed away her tears affectionately.

“……”

"Madam, don't cry, it's my bad that made you cry again."

"You go away." wanted to push him away, but the man was motionless like a stubborn stone, letting her push or beat, but he resolutely refused to let go.

"I'll admit to being angry tonight. Because my wife said she was going to get a divorce, my wife...... She really didn't know how scared I was when she said she was going to get a divorce. The word divorce has a deep shadow on Tang Jingqing.

The most wrong thing he has ever done in his life is to force out the end of the season and force her love to death.

“……” "I know there are still many things that I don't do well enough, but my wife has to give me room to work hard, whether it's divorce in the future, whether it's not love, don't say this kind of thing, okay? I'm afraid that you will cry, that you will hurt, that you will be unhappy, and that you will not want me! "He's the one who was discarded for four years at the end of the season

What is the taste of being discarded, Tang Jingqing resolutely does not want to have a second time after experiencing it once.

"You are the high-ranking Tang Jingqing, you don't have to be so humble to me at all. Didn't you hear what I said earlier? I said - I won't love you anymore! "Well, I heard that. So how? It's okay for Xiao Mo to be by my side, not to mention...... A lifetime is so long, who knows the outcome until the end? I said that I was determined to spend a lifetime with you, but what about you? Are you so sure you'll never love me again in this life? "Humble? Probably

Well, he didn't care.

"I won't love you." At the end of the season, he still insisted on saying that he didn't love it, and he didn't know whether to say it to Tang Jingqing or to himself.

"Let's wait and see, let's go take a shower and rest."

Truce, when he was taking a bath at the end of the season, Tang Jingqing went to the balcony and smoked a cigarette to calm himself down.

He wants a child, a child and a child at the end of the season.

The doctor only said that the probability is low, and it is not really infertile! With a child here, he has more weight to tie her up.

……

The next morning, at the end of the season, I found an extra anklet on the ankle of my right foot, and a thin red rope with agate, which was delicate and elegant.

"What is this?"

"You don't like to wear rings and necklaces that are too ostentatious, anklets are just right." But there is still a little calculation in my heart, what does the anklet mean? Tie her, of course!

"Don't take it down, you know? Mrs. Tang! You've been perfunctory enough for me. The sarcastic whining made the end of the season a little unnatural.

Obviously, she was the one who released the pigeons last night, and she was the one who lost her temper, but now she is still the one who is coaxed.

Tang Jingqing took an anklet to block all the reasons for shirking the jewelry at the end of the season, maybe he himself can't say why he is so persistent, he must leave something on Mrs. Tang's body, so that he can feel at ease.

“…… I know. Maybe it was a little guilt in my heart, or maybe it was for yesterday's missed appointment, and at the end of the season, I obediently wore the anklets given by Tang Jingqing.

"Also, this is a gift from Canglan to you."

At the end of the season, I carefully unwrapped the wrapping paper with anticipation, and I was in a very good mood when I saw a portrait of myself.

"I didn't know that Mrs. Tang was so beautiful in the eyes of children." Tang Jingqing made fun of three points and praised for seven points.

Canglan is a very talented child, he is easy to learn anything, and the smile at the end of the season in the painting is gentle, which is what he has always been in his heart.

"I'm going to give him a big hug!" Moved Ji Mo jumped out of bed and ran to the vicissitudes of the room without even putting on slippers.

Tang Jingqing didn't know what to say when he saw this picture, why were they all gifts, and the treatment was so bad? Not to mention hugging, I didn't even see a decent smile.

But forget it, it's the best reward for her willingness to wear it.

[I can't do it!] Did you hear me clearly? Love you, I can't do it! I can't do it until I die in this life! I will never love you again, I will never love a man who hurts me again, I will not love a man who betrays me again and again. 】

It's just that every time he thinks of what she said so resolutely, it still makes him feel painful. How strong he is now to ask for the end of the season, how can Tang Jingqing not know?

But he had no other way but to force it.

……

Of course, the birthday at the end of the season cannot only be paid as much attention to by Tang Jingqing and Canglan.

On Saturday, Yu Xia took the twins to the Peninsula Villa to see her.

"It's so inconvenient, why do you work so hard to bake cookies?" Holding the biscuit in his hand, I can't tell how touched I am.

She and Yu Xia are not sisters, but they have a better relationship than their own sisters.

"I didn't do anything, the kids did it for me, I just commanded it from the sidelines." Now she can hold the weight of a cup at most in her right hand, and it takes a lot of thought to bake these cookies.

"Last time I heard you were looking for a job? Any thoughts? At the end of the season, I met Sister-in-law Gui during Yu Xia's operation, and I heard her say that Yu Xia was working dry wiping glass in Anseong, and there was no discrimination, so I only felt distressed.

"In the past, a senior sister said that the museum lacked docents and asked me if I was interested." This job Yu Xia is very exciting, the working hours are stable, much better than the previous wind and sun cleaning glass, and the key salary and benefits are better than being a temporary worker in the past.

"It's good, and you can play your expertise, and it's not very tiring if you can't listen to it."

"But...... I don't know if I can do it well. "The four years of training for her have not changed at all, and some edges and corners have been smoothed. Only after experiencing the blow of reality did she know how happy she was in the past.

"Yes, because you're Yu Xia!"

"Hmm...... Then I'll try it, and when I get paid, I'll treat you to a big meal! ”

"Okay, I'll wait for you!"

The two sisters looked at each other and smiled, but fortunately, time has changed, and after many years, their relationship is still the same.

When I met her, she was a proud princess; And now, she is still the queen of the end of the season.

"By the way, when are you going to marry Officer Qin?"

"Next week, we're going to get the certificate after he's done with his business." Speaking of this, Yu Xia is sweet with some uncertainty.

“…… That's fine, let's celebrate on the day you get your certificate! At the end of the season, I didn't ask her why she didn't want to have a wedding, but I could guess a thing or two.

A true friend is one who knows your wounds, so he will never step on them with a clear pretense of innocence.

"Well, I won't forget."

"Xia Xia, don't forget, I'm your mother's family!"

This was what Yu Xia often said to Tang Jingqing back then, and now Ji Mo wants to give her the same support.

"Thank you, Xiaomo." This thank you means a lot to thank her for helping her in the most difficult times. It's easy to put the icing on the cake, but it's always more memorable.