"I don't believe it! An Lun, you lied to me, you all lied to me, didn't you! ”

The smile brought by the joy of waking up just now froze on his face, and Bo Qianchuan looked at An Lun in disbelief, "Don't be kidding, how is it possible, that woman - she's so smart, how could she let herself have trouble......"

An Lun didn't speak, but just looked at Bo Qianchuan with straight eyes.

I wanted to hide it for a few more days, but who knew that as soon as the president woke up, he asked about his wife, and he had no choice but to tell the truth.

Ran Yixian's methods were so clever that even An Lun, who saw that scene with his own eyes, thought that Yu Xi was dead.

"Impossible, impossible!"

Bo Qianchuan couldn't help shouting, but he already believed it - this is the truth.

Bo Qianchuan, who had never lost his temper in the face of any difficulties, had unprecedentedly red circles in his eyes, and tears fell as if he didn't want money.

This was probably the third day after Yu Xi's "death".

When Asakawa's mood calmed down a little, An Lun began to describe what had happened.

"At that time, I heard that my wife was giving birth, so I came to the hospital to visit, and at that time, Ran Yixian seemed to hear Mrs. screaming, and rushed into the operating room like crazy, and I asked the guard team to help him - but when the door of the operating room was smashed open, two nurses carried Mrs. out on a stretcher, covered with a white cloth."

"Almost the entire white cloth was stained blood-red, and when it was carried away, there were still blood stains on the floor in the corridor."

Listening to his words, Bo Qianchuan tightened his fingers little by little.

"Then, the doctor came out and told us that the child had died of asphyxiation for a long time, and that the lady had died of a hemorrhage in childbirth."

It was he who asked An Lun to say it to him as it was, but every sentence seemed to be pierced in his heart.

"Why is it difficult to give birth?"

Bo Qianchuan suddenly asked, and there was a bit of danger in his voice.

"This ......"

"Does it have anything to do with me?"

An Lun didn't expect Bo Qianchuan to ask this, he was not prepared in advance, and was stared at by Bo Qianchuan with a stern gaze, and he confessed the truth after a while.

"It does seem to have something to do with ......"

"I don't know, but the doctor said it was because of excessive exhaustion, and I didn't have the strength to give birth......"

"Exhausted?"

"Madame took care of you day and night for a week before giving birth. It is said that because the nurse you hired at the beginning manipulated your medication, you could have woken up in a month, but because of the medicine, it took two more months. ”

"So, Madame doesn't have to worry about letting others take care of you, not even me, only she and Ran Yixian rotate."

For the rest, An Lun didn't say it, Bo Qianchuan could also understand that with a twenty-four-hour rotation, even if Ran Yixian could hold out for fourteen hours, Yu Xi would have to take care of him for ten hours a day.

Including paying attention to the electrocardiogram at all times, scrubbing his body, feeding him medicine, etc., although it is not a complicated job, but for a pregnant woman who is about to give birth, it is not easy.

Since she can't even rest assured of An Lun, how can she be completely at ease with Ran Yixian? I'm afraid it's just when I take a nap that I let Ran Yixian replace her for a while.

easily guessed the truth, but Bo Qianchuan was even more painful.

It turned out that it was because of him that Yu Xi died in childbirth......

He silently removed his needle, put on his shoes, and ordered, "Go and help me go through the discharge procedures." ”

Then he left the hospital without thinking.

He didn't care about the Bo family, who was already in a mess, and didn't call the anxious Bo Hongda, but just went home silently.

An Lun said that Yu Xi was cremated and buried on the same day.

He didn't even get a chance to see her one last time.

Staying alone in the bedroom, he gently hugged the quilt, wanting to smell if there was any smell left by Yu Xi on it, but remembered that An Lun said that after his accident, Yu Xi never returned home and stayed in the hospital to take care of him.

"Nozomi—"

The heart hurts, as if it was stabbed mercilessly with a sharp knife, and it hurts deeper and deeper.

He took a bottle of vodka from the living room - he didn't like to drink so much, and he occasionally drank to warm up in the winter when it was a little cold in the winter.

Other than that, there is only dinner and wine party where you can drink one by one.

Spirits burn the heart, but it can also temporarily numb people's nerves. I was looking for a cup, but after breaking a few bowls in front of the cupboard, I gave up completely.

Fuck the cup!

Bo Qianchuan sneered, uncorked the wooden bottle, raised his head, and poured the high number of spirits into his mouth like white water.

The spicy smell of wine was in his stomach, and Bo Qianchuan was choked a few sips coldly, and then lowered his head and spit out, and the wine that had just entered a little in the trachea was spit out again, and it burned everywhere.

But this pain is much worse than the pain in my heart!

The feeling of dizziness rushed to his brain, and he almost threw the wine bottle out of his hand, but under the influence of alcohol, the imaginary heart-wrenching scene seemed to fade a lot.

Like a child who had tasted the sweetness, he smirked, not caring about the bitterness of the wine, and poured it into his mouth one after another, bottle after bottle.

All the liquor that he used to put on the shelves as a decoration was removed, whether it was German beer, French red wine, or the strongest liquor in the United States, and he didn't want to drink it like plain water.

Perhaps, for him, this is more like a temporary painkiller that treats the symptoms rather than the root cause.

The so-called pain relief is nothing more than substituting one pain for another.

Falling to the floor in a daze, kicking empty or half-empty glass wine bottles at his feet, he fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up, it was already the afternoon of the next day, and my headache seemed to be about to explode, and every cell in my body was screaming in pain, and my throat and stomach were burning like pain.

I don't know if I fell asleep and kicked a wine bottle, and a blood mark was scratched on my calf.

The delicate body, which was accustomed to sleeping on a soft mattress, slept on the floor all night, and was sore.

It's good to be drunk, but when you wake up, you still have to face a worse reality.

He staggered to his feet, looked at the bed he had shared with Yu Xi, and didn't even want to let his drunken self defile it.

Walking to the guest room, he lay on the bed, and Yu Xi's face appeared in his mind again.

"Asakawa, do you guess it's going to be a boy or a girl?"

Shortly after the end of the Cold War, she leaned into his arms and asked as he put his hand on her lower abdomen and blushed cheeks.

"Girl." He smiled and said, "I already have a boy, wouldn't it be nice to have another girl and let my brother protect my sister?" ”

"What if it's a boy?"

She frowned, as if she had encountered a big problem.

He held her tighter in his arms, "I like the boy too." ”

"If it's a girl, it's called Can'er, and if it's a boy, it's called Xingyu."

"It's up to you."

He nodded, the name she chose was naturally good.

……

There's no going back.

If he could choose between her and the child, he would definitely let her survive.

When it does happen, there is nothing to hesitate about.

He always thought that he was a cold-hearted and cold-hearted person - until he fell in love with Yu Xi.

He always thought that excellent children were more important than anything else - until now, he was willing to pay the price of never having children again, in exchange for Yu Xi.

When did a woman start not being a simple fertility machine in his eyes?

And when did that woman take up the full space of her heart?

Wrong, all wrong.

He regretted it, if God was destined to let Yu Xi have this catastrophe, why didn't he treat her a little better before that, a little better?

made her wait for seven years, and finally lived two happy days, but passed away in a hurry.

"Xiaoxi, come back, come back and see me...... Bo Qianchuan's eyes were red, and he said that the man didn't flick when he had tears, but in fact, he didn't get to the sad place.

"I beg you, let me look at you again, just one look and I'll be satisfied!"

"Can you take me away! Xiaoxi, take me away......"

I don't know how long I was talking about it stupidly, and I didn't think that a miracle happened, but he suddenly remembered a key person-Ran Yixian.

Ran Yixian was present that day and insisted on rushing in, which seemed to be problematic in itself, and then it was Ran Yixian who single-handedly sent Yu Xi to the funeral, and asked him, he would definitely get some news about Yu Xi.

"Hello?"

A hoarse voice came from the other end of the phone, Ran Yixian was startled, and subconsciously asked, "Are you Bo Qianchuan?" Are you awake? ”

"Yes......"

Ran Yixian looked at Yu Xi, who was still lying unconscious like a sleeping beauty on the bed, and turned around and left the room.

"Do you know about Yu Xi?"

This is simply nonsense, otherwise how could Bo Asa Chuan call him for no reason?

"Is it true?"

After a while, Bo Qianchuan asked.

This is another nonsense.

"What do you say? Bo Qianchuan, let me tell you, Yu Xi died because he gave birth to a child for you, and I am also in a very bad mood! Ask this kind of pointless question again, and I'll hang up. ”

Actually, he was also a little scared, if Bo Qianchuan found out that Yu Xi was still alive, he would definitely take her away.

Yu Xi's body is too weak now, nine deaths, and if he returns to that place full of calculations all day long, he will definitely not survive!

She ...... Did you leave me any words? ”

Bo Qianchuan still asked with some reluctance.

"When I went in, she was dead! Isn't that clear enough! Asakawa, I ...... You just rely on me that I'm in J City, and I can't beat you, otherwise I'll smash your face! ”

The phrase "she's dead" is more lethal than anything else for Bo Asakawa.

"I see...... What do you do in J City? ”

J City is so far away from here, and the weather is a little cold, so Bo Qianchuan can't figure it out, seeing that it's about to enter winter, how can he run over there.

"Can't I go for a walk? Bo Qianchuan, I know, you're here to find fault, right? ”

Ran Yixian's patience was worn out, and this time he hung up the phone without thinking about it.

Then, he patted his chest with palpitations.