Chapter 153: I want to pull out her heart
Scrub her lips over and over again, and the rough fingertips scrub her lips so painfully, "Junxi, I hate you the way you look the most!" ”
"What can't you tell me?"
"You have to be so angry with me?"
"You're just relying on me to spoil you, right?"
After saying this, Jun Xi's eyes turned red, she looked at him almost in disbelief, and tears were holding back in the corners of her eyes, "Junchen, are you embarrassed to say such a thing?" ”
"It's you who have never hidden anything from me!"
"You think I want to be angry with you? Jiangnan is so far away from the capital, the next time I see my grandmother, I don't know what year and month it is, can you let me say goodbye to her old man? You spoil me...... You spoil me......" She laughed when she said this, but she couldn't hold back her tears anymore, and smashed them down drop by drop, "You are good to me, everything you give me, you remember every penny, right?" Do you feel fed up now? ”
She wiped her face and took a deep breath, "You're drunk, go wash yourself, and we'll talk about it tomorrow when you're sober." ”
Junchen seemed to know that he had lost his words, let go of the hand that restrained her, and sat on the side, burying his head in the crook of his arm, looking very painful.
Jun Xi got up by himself, wiped the tears on his face with his sleeve, and straightened his hair again, but his heart was desolate.
"You get out of the way, I'll let the Babao and them boil water again and wash you." She struggled to make her voice sound the same.
"I'm not drunk!" Jun Chen slapped his palm on the table hard, and when he jumped off the table, the table was shattered into pieces of wood in an instant.
Junxi stood against the wall, tears flowed out uncontrollably, and she didn't look at him, just stared at one place with empty eyes.
When he saw her crying, he was so angry that he wanted to kill.
Trying to soften his voice, he said to her, "Don't cry. ”
Jun Xi's hands were clenched into fists, his nails were almost pinched into his palms, and he seemed to be crying out of breath, choking in his chest.
Her tears were like hot oil poured on the tip of his heart, the pain spread layer by layer, the blood in his body seemed to be about to simmer, something rolled up with anger and shouted to burst through his chest, his face was gloomy and terrible, and he opened the door and went out.
Hearing his footsteps coming downstairs, Jun Xi leaned against the wall, slipped to the ground, hugged himself in a ball, and broke down and cried.
The door soon opened again, and it was Babao who came in, seeing Junxi crying like this, Babao was also shocked, in the impression, Junxi was not a person who could cry, Babao was at a loss, "County Lord, what's wrong with you?" ”
Didn't the prince take the initiative against the county?
Thinking of this, Babao only felt a chill in his heart and liver.
She tentatively stretched out her hand to pat Jun Xi's back, and found that Jun Xi's whole body was trembling.
"County Lord......" Babao suddenly felt a sour nose.
Jun Xi threw herself into her arms, crying "wow", heartbreaking, and liver and intestines.
The night was very quiet, so Junxi's cry could be heard almost throughout the inn.
The shadow guards hiding in the shadows looked at each other, looking at the people who were leaning against the doorway like the sculptures, and even their breathing became cautious.
Jun Xi cried so much that he was so choked up that he couldn't cry anymore, but the tears still kept flowing out.
Qixi made several basins of water to wipe Jun Xi's face, but Babao couldn't stand it anymore, so he quietly clicked Jun Xi's acupoint, and Jun Xi fell asleep.
When the two of them scrubbed her again and stuffed it into the quilt, Babao felt that Jun Xi's hands and feet were cold, and he and Qixi glanced at each other, and they both saw the heaviness in each other's eyes.
Qixi looks calm on weekdays, but in fact he is also a cannon temper, seeing Jun Xi's big and small face exposed outside, as pale as a porcelain doll, he was so angry that he threw the handkerchief into the basin, "The prince is too nonsense!" Is he trying to force the county lord to death? ”
Junchen went to Hualou, she only found out later.
Babao's face changed, and he bumped her elbow, "Be quiet, beware of waking up the county lord!" ”
Qixi reined in a little at this time, and his tone was still resentful, "I'm not worth it for the county lord!" ”
"Get out!"
An indifferent voice came from the doorway, and the gloom and ruthlessness made people's scalps tingle.
Qixi was dizzy and rushed up to reason with Junchen, but was dragged down by Babao covering his mouth.
Junchen's hands were covered with blood, as if he had smashed something hard with his fist. He sat on the edge of the couch, looking at the sleeping man with tears in the corners of his eyes, and only felt a surge of blood in his heart.
He took her hand fragile and helpless, "Junxi, you don't like me anymore, do you...... I...... I just can't get angry...... In your heart, those people will always be more important than me......"
Sensing that her hands were cold, he remembered that he hadn't pricked her yet, but after a closer look, he found that there were traces of needles on her hands, he was silent for a while, washed the blood on his hands in a basin of water, wiped them with a cotton cloth indiscriminately, and ignored the wounds of the skin and flesh turned out, kicked off his shoes and lay down next to her, and took the person into his arms.
The crook of the arm tightened, and then tightened, and the lips kissed her forehead as if they were nothing.
"Jun Xi......" His gaze was terrifying.
"Don't hate me......"
He couldn't help but turn his head to kiss her, and under the candlelight, his face looked even paler than Jun Xi, "It's good for me alone, okay?" ”
The man in his arms frowned, as if he was waking up, and his index finger touched the side of her neck, and her breathing began to grow.
"I want to take your heart out and engrave my name......" he whispered in her ear, but his tone was as grim as a snake hissing and spitting out a snake letter.
Engraved with his name, she would be heartbroken, but if she had to erase that name one day, it would only hurt more if she had to cut the flesh layer by layer.
In his sleep, Jun Xi shrank as if he heard his words.
The next day, when Qixi and Eight Treasures were serving Junxi, I only felt that she seemed to be silent a lot.
Babao thought that Jun Xi might still be angry with Jun Chen, and sighed in her heart, she was not a rice ball, her mouth was unlucky, and she didn't know how to make Jun Xi happy.
She didn't dare to talk about Junchen in vain, but looking at Junxi's appearance as if she had lost her soul, she felt uncomfortable in the bottom of her heart.
"County Lord, it is said in the book that there is no man in the world who does not steal, just look away." Babao said this in a daze.
Qixi immediately rewarded her with a burst of anger, afraid that Jun Xi would be sad, so he hurriedly said, "County Lord, Babao is just reading too much books!" Shizi is not that kind of person, if you have any misunderstanding with Shiziye, just make it clear......"
After being angry last night, 7-Up quickly calmed down.
Although she didn't know why Junchen went to Hualou to get drunk, she still believed in her selfish heart that her master was not that kind of person.
Jun Xi just sat dumbfounded and let them tinker with their hair, looking at one place with empty eyes, not speaking or blinking.
Qixi and Babao talked for a long time, but she didn't react at all, the two glanced at each other, and they both saw a deep worry in each other's eyes.
It happened that Junchen personally brought the food up, and ordered the two of them in a deep voice, "Let's both go down." ”
Babao's lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, but he finally went out with Qixi.
Junchen sat next to Junxi, scooped up a spoonful of steaming porridge and blew it before sending it to Junxi's mouth, "I didn't eat last night, drink some porridge to cushion my stomach." ”
She didn't speak, she didn't open her mouth, she just turned her head sideways to avoid the porridge he handed her.
Junchen's spoon moved over a little more, and coaxed, "Obedient, eat something." ”
She lowered her eyes to look at him, her gaze as calm as stagnant water, and her pale lips moved, "Don't spoil me, you want me back." ”
At that moment, the green tendons on the back of his hand burst out, some dark red in his pupils spread little by little, and his voice seemed to be forcibly suppressing something, "What stupid things to say." ”
She just looked at him quietly.
This time, Junchen couldn't stand that gaze, put down the bowl and went out.
Jun Xi looked at the bowl he put on the table, closed his eyes, picked up himself and scooped a spoonful of porridge, just after eating it in his mouth, he felt a tumbling stomach and a feeling of vomiting in the depths of his throat.
When Babao came in again, he saw Jun Xi spitting up, and he was also taken aback, and hurriedly went over to support Jun Xi, "County Lord, what's wrong with you?" Feeling unwell? ”
Jun Xi seemed to vomit all the bitter water in his stomach, and he couldn't speak at all.
Babao immediately thought of the bowl of porridge, "Is there a problem with the porridge?" ”
She was in a state of confusion, Jun Xi was protected by Jun Chen all the way and didn't know it, they had already encountered several waves of assassinations, otherwise they wouldn't have been so late to chase after the inn.
Finally finished vomiting, Jun Xi's cold and pale hand tightly grasped Babao's hand, "It's okay, it's just that my stomach is not very comfortable." ”
Babao poured a cup of cold tea and rinsed Junxi's mouth, "I'll go find a doctor." ”
"Don't go!" Jun Xi stopped her, "Maybe I'm too tired, I'll just rest for a while." ”
"But ......" Babao was still a little hesitant, but Jun Xi said, "The weather is too hot to eat, you can help me ask if there is any chilled sour plum soup in the store." ”
Babao remembered the hot days of the past few days, and didn't think much about Junxi's situation, so he nodded and went down.
There is sour plum soup in the inn, but it is cold...... There's really no ice in this place.
The shopkeeper is about to kneel down to a few secret guards who are eyeing him, they have been open to this black shop for more than ten years, and what they have done is to put some medicine in the guests' meals and tea, and rob some money or something.
Last night, that boy interrupted a big tree in the yard with his bare hands, and he still feels palpitations when he thinks about it now.
This group of people is really not something they can provoke.
Seeing that Babao's face was not good, the shopkeeper could only say bitterly, "Woman, there is indeed no ice in the shop, why don't I take it to the well water to chill it?" ”
Babao's brows were about to twist into a pimple, "My hostess is going to drink it now." ”
A voice that couldn't be more indifferent came, "Give it to me." ”
The shopkeeper looked at a person dressed in black, his eyebrows and eyes were noble and indifferent, and he handed over the sour plum soup in his hand with a trembling hand, Jun Chen took it with one hand, and a white mist quickly rose in his palm.