020 The rest of my life is full of absurdity without you.

When Su Yan sent her home, he mentioned a little about today's events.

The lantern at the corner of the eaves flickered, reflecting on her white jade-like face, and she lowered her eyebrows and smiled: "I thought I was doing quite well today." ”

"Yi Jiang." Su Shen sighed, "I know what you care about, but I don't care about any of that." ”

Shen Li looked at him in surprise: "What do you mean I don't care about everything?" Don't you care if I'm disconnected from Ah Jin? ”

"Okay, even if you take 10,000 steps back and say, you don't care, but will your Su family not care? Do you think your aunt and uncle will not care? Shen Li looked at him with a serious expression, "Don't be stupid, you haven't liked me for half a point, why do you want to marry me like this?" ”

"If you think I'm pitiful, you don't have to, everything I went through was of my own free will."

"So what happens next is none of your business."

"You don't want to do those meaningless things." Shen Li paused for a moment and said, "If you insist on this, then we don't have to meet." ”

Su Yan's face became more and more dull, and finally he took a step back, which could be regarded as a compromise: "As you wish, this is the last time." ”

"It's just Nuan Nuan, although I haven't liked you half a point, but you are also my sister in the end, you and I grew up together, I know you, and you know me. I really don't want to watch you jump into the fire pit again and again, and dance so righteously. ”

After a long silence, Shen Li took a few steps back, and his back was almost against the cold wall: "No, I won't go that far." ”

"It's getting late, cousin, let's go back as soon as possible."

Su Yan looked at half of her face hidden in the light and shadow that was extinguished, and her picturesque eyebrows and eyes were a little sparse, and she didn't see the previous half of the delicate and demonic.

But the fragrance she approached during the day still lingers on the tip of his nose, so sweet, so sweet that he is reluctant to forget half of it, but in the end, this shallow and faint sweet fragrance does not belong to him.

He thought that there was a result.

This lovesickness that ended without a problem.

Since then, the mountains and rivers have been long, and she will not be without him for the rest of her life.

And he, too.

"Nuan Nuan." Su Yan looked at her with a warm smile, "Farewell." ”

"Farewell."

Three days later, Su Yantuo brought her the cloud water silk, but he never appeared.

As if she was really going to respond, what she said that night will never see each other again.

"Take it." Shen Li pushed the hard-to-find Yunshui silk in front of Yan Shan, "I don't really want to wear it recently, and you don't need to find someone to tailor it, just put it in the warehouse first." ”

Yan Shan responded, and said: "Shen Liangdi sent a letter back, saying that she wanted to see you, the county lord. ”

"I hope you can take the time to visit the palace recently."

Shen Li waved her hand: "You send someone to tell her what she is worried about, I have a way to deal with it, just let her calm down." ”

"Yes."

"You're really ruthless, you throw it away when you run out, and you don't miss the old feelings at all." As soon as Yan Shan retreated, Mo Suo climbed in through the window.

Shen Li looked back: "Are you sobering up from wine and enlightened?" ”

"Sort of." Mo Suo approached, "My fate with her may have long been gone, but I was too obsessed and thought it was ...... Anyway, I'm here to say goodbye to you. ”

"Farewell?" When Shen Li heard this, he finally had another expression on his face, "You're finally willing to go?" ”

Mo Suoli looked at her, and covered his heart with a painful heart: "Jiang Huan, although I know that I am not very likable during this time, you don't have to show such disgust!" I'm your lifesaver! ”

"Look at you like that, I think I'm really leaving, maybe you'll have to beat the gong and drum to see me off."

Shen Li didn't refute, but nodded along with his words: "It's natural." You're gone, and I don't know how much easier I'm going to be. ”

"Finally, you don't have to worry about it, I'm worried that you will be discovered by Wei Yu, and then he will peel off your skin and cramp."

Mo Suoli smiled and looked at the eye-catching sunlight in the courtyard: "These days, I have indeed caused you a lot of trouble, but in the end, I still want to ask you, Qingqing, I will bother you to take care of her, and you don't need to take care of it more, just leave her alive." ”

"What if she's bent on death?"

Mo Suoli was stunned for a moment, and then immediately relieved: "Then let her go." ”

"I have done everything I can and should do, and even if I leave now, I am worthy of my heart." Mo Suoli hid the bitterness in his smile, he took a few steps back, and made a big salute to Shen Li, "I'm leaving, you should take care of yourself." ”

"I don't have anything to give you when you leave, so be careful all the way."

After Mo Suoli got up and nodded at her, he turned away, and just as he was about to turn out, Shen Li's voice sounded again, cold and indifferent, with no extra emotions: "If you go back, persuade Ah Jin for me." There are so many excellent women in the world who value love and righteousness, I am unkind, born heartless, unworthy, and I really can't afford his affection, you let him choose another good person. ”

"At that time, if he gets married, I will definitely give him a generous gift, and I wish him and that girl, Qin Se and Ming, and grow old together."

Mo Suoli sighed: "You are going to stick a knife in his heart." ”

"That's it, for the sake of you helping me so much, I can pass on this for you, but do you really want to marry Wei Yan?"

Mo Suoli stood in front of the window sash and waited for a long time, but he didn't wait for her response. He looked at her figure, sighed, and then jumped out of the window.

The sky is sparkling.

Those deliberately sealed memories poured into her mind along with the fragrance of flowers in the courtyard.

There are strange lights, and there are also two gentle and gentle intertwined with each other.

The days were so salty and not light, and more than half a month passed.

There is news from Yunzhou.

Shen Yan, something happened.

Shen Li looked at the few words on the paper, and his heart was half cold.

Shen Yan only has the beginning of his memory, and he has been following Shen An's identity, staying in Yunzhou, Yunzhou is more familiar with him than Jinling and Yizhou, how could it be that he only went for a few days, and then something happened.

Shen Li viciously grabbed the note they had sent from Yunzhou, and when she was about to break into Shen An's study, she saw Wei Yan standing at the entrance of the courtyard, he was wearing the prince's court clothes, his face was tired, but when he looked at her, there was guilt and pity that she had never seen before.

At that moment, she understood.

Shen Yan is just a pawn in their heavenly game, and he didn't want his life, he was already extraordinarily gracious.

And they are courtiers, so they can only swallow this bitter fruit with a smile.

How unfair.

Across the threshold, she was inside the door, and he was outside.

It's like there's a clear Milky Way between them, she can't cross it, and he can't get in.

Shen Li took a deep breath, swallowed all the resentment and anger in her heart, and the note she was holding in her hand was almost powdered by her, and after she was silent for a moment, she strode forward, as if she didn't see Wei Yan.

She knew that this matter had nothing to do with him, it was all planned by his father and brother, but she couldn't help but resent him.

Just as she was about to walk past him, the corners of Wei Yan's mouth were tightly pursed, and he suddenly held her wrist through his sleeve accurately and speechlessly: "Where are you going?" Sent to death? ”

Shen Li silently brushed his hand away, and when she was about to stride away, Wei Yan stepped forward again, completely blocking all her paths.

"Get out of the way." Shen Li said in a hoarse voice.

Wei Yan shook his head stubbornly, making it clear that it was impossible to get out of the way.

"Wei Yan, what do you want to do now?" Shen Li looked up at him, and his eyes were cold and detached that he had never seen before, and he was also guarded.

He suddenly felt uncomfortable in his heart.

How could this man not trust him, he thought?

"Don't go."

Seeing that Shen Li's eyes had already begun to redden, he had to fold off the pride in his bones inch by inch at this time, "If you go to your father for this matter, it will only make him even more angry, and more people will suffer." ”

Shen Li didn't answer, the corners of his mouth were almost pursed into an arc, and Wei Yan hurriedly spoke: "Don't believe me, Shen Yan's matter, although the old man of the Tang family secretly found someone to do it, but if he didn't have the instructions of his father and brother, how could he dare to act so arrogantly and without scruples." ”

"Ah Yan is in Yunzhou, the veterans who followed his father from birth to death have almost been transferred, and no one else can protect Ah Yan, and now Yunzhou is already his world." Shen Li laughed instead of anger, and his voice became more and more light and ethereal.

Seeing that the scarlet in Shen Li's eyes had subsided, and now it had become more and more light and light, Wei Yan felt even more uncomfortable in his heart, he would rather this person make trouble with him, quarrel with him, and vent all his emotions, rather than hiding it all in his heart like now, desperately suppressing it, and even feeling difficult to take a breath.

Wei Yan wanted to comfort the girl in front of him, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know what to say.

After all, it was his father who harmed her relatives, and he didn't know what position and face he had standing here.

His fingers hanging at his side moved slightly, then clenched tightly, and his knuckles were blue.

"Father and mother must not want to see you now, so you should go back first." After a few moments, Shen Li had regained his composure. She raised her head and said to Wei Yan, "I don't enter the palace, I just want to go to my father and discuss bringing Ah Yan back." ”

"After all, there are no of us in Yunzhou, and I'm worried that something will happen to Ah Yan."

Hearing this, Wei Yan also nodded, rubbed his hands and said, "This is good, it's good, then you can go quickly." ”

Shen Li didn't reply to him, and walked towards Shen An's study with very fast steps.

Wei Yan didn't dare to follow, so he could only stand quietly behind him, watching her figure until he disappeared around the corner.

He sighed inwardly, put away all his boredom and anxiety, and looked up in the direction where the light and shadow came.

The sunlight fell like arrows in his eyes, piercing him so that he could not open his eyes.

It turns out that the sunlight in spring is the same as that in summer, so bright that people dare not force their eyes.

But why did he feel like he was on the top of a snowy mountain at the moment, covered in cold.

This is Jinling in April.

It should have been a jubilant scene of the grass growing and the warbler flying, and the green willows and red flowers were thriving, but now he looked at it in his eyes, but he felt that it was full of barrenness.

Even the white walls and black tiles in front of him have become dilapidated, leaving only desolation.

He stretched out his trembling hand and put it over his warm heart.

Luckily, it's hot.

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