Chapter 37: Daddy is gone
"Daddy is fine, don't be angry. I've put protection here, and he won't get in. Guan Yan raised his hand and wanted to wipe Cang Li's tears, but his hand wiped on Cang Li's ear.
Cang Li put Guan Yan's hand around his face, and replied, "Okay, Li Er is obedient, Li Er is not angry." ”
"Mo Ran donor......" The little monk suddenly called me, interrupting my attention to Guan Shi and Cangli.
I turned my head and saw that the little monk was holding a tin cane to get up, which was very difficult, so I quickly stood up against the wall and ran over to help the little monk.
The little monk, with my support, quickly got up and pointed to the travel bag in the corner.
I understood what I meant, so I ran over quickly, picked up the travel bag, and returned to the little monk.
"Don't stain the donor, let's go." The little monk waved his hand forward and motioned for me to go first.
I'm really leaving, I'm leaving Guanfu.
This is what I have been looking forward to for a long time, but at the moment when I am about to leave, a trace of inexplicable feelings wells up in my heart.
It was an indescribable feeling, like reluctance, but not like reluctance.
I wanted to turn my head to look at Guan Shi and Cangli again, but I didn't dare to look, so I lowered my head and walked forward.
After only two steps, Cang Li's anxious voice came from there: "Mom, where are you going?" ”
Hearing Cang Li ask me like this, I paused for a moment, and I couldn't move anymore.
"Don't stain the donor!" The little monk called out to me next to me, and then I stepped forward and continued walking.
"Mom, Mom......" Cang Li kept calling, and I felt very uncomfortable.
I didn't want to hear Cang Li call me, so I was ruthless and quickened my pace.
Seeing that I quickened my pace, Cang Li burst into tears, crying and shouting, "Mom, don't go, don't abandon me and Daddy." Mom, don't go, don't go, okay? ”
Hearing Cang Li crying, my footsteps stopped again.
"Don't stain the donor." As soon as I stopped, the little monk called me in time.
I knew what the little monk meant by calling me, and I knew that I shouldn't stop, and I should leave quickly while I was weak, but ......
But I don't know what's wrong with me, at this time, I can still think of Guan Shi saying that Cang Li is not in good health, and he can't have too many mood swings, and he still wants to comfort Cang Li peacefully.
"Cang Li, don't cry." After all, I still couldn't get past that level in my heart and turned around.
When I turned around, I saw little Cangli standing there, looking at me with teary eyes, very pitiful, my heart was touched.
"Mom......" Seeing me turn around, Cang Li knelt down and begged me on his knees: "Mom, don't go, don't go......"
My heart hurt fiercely, tears welled up in my eyes, and I choked up: "Cang Li, don't be like this. I am human and you are ......"
They're ghosts, and I can't say the word ghost.
It feels like if I say it, it's like rubbing salt on Guan Fang and Cangli's wounds.
If I could, I don't think anyone would want to die, to become a ghost.
"We can't be together. Also, I'm not your mother. I'm sorry, I'm gone, you don't have to cry anymore. With that, I covered my mouth and turned to run, tears falling in my eyes.
"Mommy, ah, Daddy! Daddy......" Cang Li screamed, Daddy, and almost stopped me again.
In fact, if it hadn't been for the little monk pulling me by the side, maybe I would have really stopped.
I raised my hand to wipe a handful of tears, looked ahead, and walked out of the house more than ten meters away.
I thought that when I walked out of this house, I wouldn't be able to hear Cangli's voice.
However, Cang Li's cry deeply touched my heart, as if it also held my legs, running and running, my speed involuntarily slowed down and became walking.
Later, I couldn't walk.
I only heard Cang Li crying in the house: "Daddy, what's wrong with you, what's wrong?" Mom, woo...... Mother, don't go, don't go! Mother, don't go. Li Er begs you, don't go, don't leave Li Er. ”
I knew very well in my heart that I was not Cangli's mother, but when I heard him call my mother over and over again, I felt that he was calling me, and my heart was broken.
I can't walk, I really can't walk.
"Don't stain the donor." The little monk called me softly beside me.
I realized that I couldn't be soft-hearted, and if I didn't leave, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to leave, so I gritted my teeth and continued to walk.
I don't know if Cang Li is looking behind me, as soon as I left, he called me loudly, screaming very miserably: "Mother, mother!" ”
I felt that I couldn't hear Cang Li's voice, and as soon as I heard his voice, I couldn't help but soften, I covered my ears and hurriedly walked out.
But Cang Li's voice still got into my ears, and the voice behind him was much quieter.
He said: "Mother, don't go, if you leave, what should Li Er do?" Daddy is gone, my mother doesn't want Li'er anymore, and Li'er doesn't want to live. ”
Originally, I was only two steps away from walking out of this house, and I could leave when I walked out, but when I heard Cang Li say that Daddy was gone, and Li'er didn't want to live, I stopped all of a sudden.
It really stopped all at once, as if it were braking suddenly.
Due to inertia, I leaned forward hard, and I grabbed the door frame with both hands so that I didn't let myself fall forward.
After stabilizing my body, I turned around and wanted to go back, but when I turned around, I saw the little monk behind me, and my heart was full of guilt.
The little monk came thousands of miles to save me, and he was injured for it, and he was about to succeed in taking me away, but I ......
"Master......" I looked at the little monk guiltily, feeling that I was really sorry for the little monk.
The little monk didn't blame me or persuade me, but only asked, "Don't you really want to go back?" ”
"Hmm!" I nodded guiltily.
"If the donor wants to go back, then go back."
"Master, I'm sorry, I'm ......" I bowed to the little monk and ran to the corpse room.
At that time, I just wanted to hurry up and save Cangli, and I didn't think about it at all, how would I live with Cangli.
I hurriedly ran to the corpse room, and saw Cang Li lying motionless on Guan Yan's body, my heart instantly frightened my throat, and I shouted in panic: "Cang Li, Cang Li......"
"Mother." Cang Li slowly turned his head and looked at me, his mouth flattened, and two lines of tears flowed, "Daddy is gone." ”
It's strange, when I was obviously outside, I heard Cang Li say that Daddy was gone, and I didn't feel anything at that time, but now I heard Cang Li say that Daddy was gone, and I was very panicked.
I think maybe it's because I didn't see Guan Shi sitting in a ballroom with his head hanging down, looking lifeless.
"I'm sorry......" I know that I said I'm sorry, I can't save anything, and I can't make up for Guan Yan's injury to Cangli, but I still have to say.
I took a step forward as I spoke, but somehow suddenly my leg went limp, and I almost fell.
The little monk supported me from behind and said, "The donor is still saved." ”
"Really?" I asked in surprise, and after getting the little monk's affirmative nod, I turned around and wanted to tell Cang Li the good news, but I saw him looking at me with a sad face.
"Mom, you're back, will you leave?"
I haven't thought about this question yet. But after Cang Li asked, I began to think.
If Guan Shi is okay, will I still leave?
Without waiting for me to come up with an answer, Cang Li said, "Since my mother still wants to leave, let's leave." I'll just think I'll think I've never known ......."
As he spoke, Cang Li cried.
Seeing Cang Li crying, my heart suddenly hurt so much, and I wanted to cry, but I couldn't help it.
I held back my tears and said, "Cang Li, let's not talk about this first, can we save your father first?" ”
"No need." Cang Li wiped a handful of tears, turned his head, waved his little hand and said, "You go." ”
Since I met Cang Li, he has always regarded me as his mother, and every time he wakes up, he looks for me, and he is very close to me, and he has never treated me like this.
Seeing him do this to me, I knew that he was angry, and his heart was very uncomfortable, so I couldn't hold back my tears, and my face flowed in an uproar.
"Cang Li, I'm sorry, I ......"
"Don't stain the donor, let the poor monk persuade him." After the little monk finished speaking, he walked forward, and as he walked, he said to Cang Li: "Little donor, your father's soul body is detached, and if you don't save it, it will be too late." ”
Cang Li ignored the little monk.
The little monk walked forward slowly, and the closer he got to Cangli, the slower his speed became.
Seeing that the little monk was walking so slowly, I didn't understand why he was walking so slowly, and when he suddenly touched something and was bounced to the ground by that thing, I understood why he was walking so slowly.
Only then did he remember that before, Guan Shi said that he had set up protection around him and Cang Li.
With that layer of protection, the little monk can't get in.
"Master, are you alright?" I hurried over and helped the little monk up.
The little monk shook his head, looked at the direction of Cang Li and said: "The donor's protection is very powerful, don't say that the poor monk is injured now and can't open it, even if he is not injured, he may not be able to open it." ”
"What then?" I looked worriedly at Cangli and Guan Shi in the protection.
"Don't worry, don't worry, although the poor monk can't get in, the little donor can come out. Just persuade the little donor. ”
"Hmm." I nodded and said to Cang Li: "Cang Li, don't you do this. Your father is still saved, don't delay the opportunity to save your father. ”
"My father gave birth, and I will accompany him to give birth. When he dies, I will die with him. ”
I didn't expect Cang Li to say this, I was frightened and anxious, so anxious, I almost didn't turn around.
"Little donor, don't be rash, it's important to save people." The little monk also helped to persuade.
But Cang Lili ignored it, still lying on Guan Shi's body, not moving, as if he really wanted to accompany Guan Shi to live and die.
How to persuade Cang Li, Cang Li didn't listen, and when I didn't know what to do, I suddenly thought of something, stood up and walked forward: "Cang Li, I promise you, I won't leave." Can you ......."
"Mom, can you talk?" Before I could finish the rest of the sentence, Cang Li turned his head and looked at me with a pair of bright eyes and asked.
I nodded: "Count." ”
Cang Li got up from Guan Shi and dragged Guan Shi out.
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