60. I'm not a monster

It was in my sophomore year, Zou Moyan bought an apartment and we moved in, once I was here to review my homework, Zou Moyan came back from class to help me guide, just to guide and guide, his hands began to be unruly, and finally I didn't remember what I saw that day, but he let me lie on the table and asked for it several times from behind.

At that time, Zou Moyan was very sullen, especially when our body fluids were everywhere on the table, and even told me that the actual value of this table was greater than the purchase value...

Then I tried to retort, and he carried me to the table and came again

Many times afterward, this table brought us more fun than the bed.

"Jiajia, I remember when you took your final exam, you liked this table very much."

Zou Moyan hugged me on the table, stared at my eyes, I bit my lip shyly, thinking of the past in my mind, and my body gradually reacted under his play.

But my whole body was still immersed in the fear just now, and although it was wet, I was still very uncomfortable when he came in.

Zou Moyan picked me up and put me on the table, as if I had been to his company, and broke in directly from behind.

I don't know when he was keen on this posture, because of the injury on my body, I writhed twice with a hard and uncomfortable body, Zou Moyan was more interested, his strength gradually increased, and finally he lost control.

I just felt like it was dark in front of me, and then I didn't know anything.

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When I woke up, it was still dark outside the window, Zou Moyan next to me was breathing evenly, I was hugged tightly by him, and there was no uncomfortable feeling under my body, but when I wanted to turn over, Zou Moyan tightened me tightly, and whispered, "Don't move, I know you hurt." ”

I don't know if he was asleep or not, so I got out of his arms, and I got to the ground barefoot, and as soon as the soles of my feet touched the ground, my legs fell weakly.

'Let's go. ’

The light turned on, and Zou Moyan saw me fall to the ground and asked, "What are you going to do?" ”

I got up, leaned on the side of the bed, and angrily responded to him, "Go to the bathroom." ”

"I'm holding you?"

I instinctively reacted, "No, I'll just go myself." ”

Zou Moyan still got out of bed and picked me up and put me on the toilet for the bathroom, and nodded my nose and said, "I'm too hard, but your physical strength is much worse than before." ”

I lowered my head, lowered my face to my chest, and blushed and begged him, "Get out of here." ”

Zou Moyan smiled and walked out of the bathroom, I slowly came out after solving my physiological needs, Zou Moyan was waiting for me at the door of the bathroom.

"Why don't you go to sleep?"

"I'm afraid you're afraid." Zou Moyan picked me up and walked a few steps to put me on the bed, leaned over and turned off the light, "Jiajia, I don't want you to leave my sight, not for a minute or a second." ”

I put my arm around him, too, "I just went to the study and heard you on the phone." ”

Zou Moyan hugged me in his arms and tightened it a little: "Well, tell Zhou Luo about some business matters." ”

"Oh." My other hand drew circles on his heart, "I suddenly feel that you are different from before, I can't guess what you're thinking now, Mo Yan, I think I'm a little afraid of you." ”

"Just a little?" Zou Moyan's deep voice rose in my ears, a little indistinct, "Don't be afraid, I'm not a monster." ”

I don't know why Zou Moyan said this, but in the days that followed, he clearly explained the meaning of this sentence with his own actions, and my life began to enter a strange circle.