But that day, Su Shu didn't kill me in the end.

She smiled heartily, but her eyes were full of sadness.

Wet with blood, my fingers pressed tightly against the heart on my chest: "Meng Zexuanjun, are you here in pain?" ”

Meng Zexuanjun, are you here painful?

Master Sushu, I really want to take out this heart and show you, it is now as if it has been pierced by a sharp arrow, and the blood and water can't stop.

The word pain is sometimes too shallow, too light, and sometimes it can't explain a person's feelings clearly and clearly.

I tried to hug her, but she still dodged away. She might be disgusted now, even if she asked me to touch it.

"Mengyu is your and my child...... As you said, his actual age should be more than 10,000 years old, and he should be as old as Meng He. I looked at her, using a trick to dry her clothes, soaked in the sea of desirelessness, "Blame me. It was I who injured the child, so it took him more than 10,000 years to barely strengthen into a doll. But he ...... He is truly your flesh and blood, your own child. The reason why I named him Meng Yu is because he follows you, in the form of a silver fish. At the beginning, Jin Juan didn't listen to your words and buried him on the bank of the Milky Way, but gave it to me, if you don't believe it, you can ask her. ”

She flickered. After stumbling a few steps, he barely managed to hold on to a circle chair and not fall.

I tried to help her, but she fanned her away.

She wouldn't want me to touch her again.

Coincidentally, the door of the Star Picking Pavilion opened at this time, and standing outside the door was Jin Xuan holding a basin of clear water.

The moment I saw the plain book, the copper basin fell, and the clear water and the silk cloth used to scrub it in the water were all spilled.

It's no wonder that this Star Picking Pavilion is as clean as it was 10,000 years ago, and the female officials who were originally guarding here have never left.

She looked at Su Shu, her eyes were full of tears, she didn't bother to wipe her tears, hurriedly stepped forward to hold Su Shu's hand, and confirmed over and over again: "Su Shu Divine Venerable...... Is that you? Is that you? You're back, aren't you, you're still alive, aren't you? ”

Su Shu nodded and smiled quietly: "It's me." You're still here, it's good ......."

"Look, what kind of tears do I shed for such a happy thing," hurriedly raised his sleeve and wiped the corners of his eyes, "Blame me for not being out of this galaxy for more than 10,000 years, and I don't know what scene is outside...... I didn't even know that Master Sushu was back...... Your Excellency, how did you avoid the Great Mars, you crashed into the Great Mars in the first place...... Meng Zexuanjun is extremely poor and has no desire, and only finds a corner of your burned clothes"

Su Shu paused, and said tiredly: "It's the broken fan in my hand, it passes through my mind and protects me in front of me." ”

Jin Juan nodded, suddenly remembered something, looked up and asked me, "Lord Xuanjun, how is the child?" You are a strong immortal, you should have saved the child, right? ”

I said, "Yes, he's alive." ”

This sentence caused Su Shu's hand to cover her face again, and tears seeped out with blood, and she finally believed it.

Jin Wan didn't know why, and looked at her blankly and then at me.

It's been a long time.

I listened to the plain book, "Give me back my child." You go, don't appear in front of this deity again. ”

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I heard that after being cut off the scales, Su Shu still did not forget about Nie Su.

I heard that in the next 10,000 years, when her affection for Nie Su in her heart was mixed and mixed, she would jump into the Nine Heavens Desireless Sea and let the sea water consume this emotion.

From the shore of the Milky Way, at the end of the Sea of Desirelessness, when swimming against the sea, Benjun felt for a moment that this sea fruit was really a good thing, dissolving affection and sucking the heart, and this thousands of regrets and endless sorrows, if they could be taken away by this sea water, it would be good.

But I don't think it's good. I'm afraid that I won't even have these emotions anymore in the end, and I'm afraid that I won't even forget the plain book. This remorse and grief, although it hangs in my heart like a blade, cutting my blood little by little makes me hurt clearly, but it is also this clear pain that makes me remember deeply-

I like a girl, she is plain and jade-crowned, handsome and dignified, her name is Sushu.

In the churning water, an ethereal scene was suddenly reflected, where the sea was also tumbling, and the white water droplets rose faintly, and one of the whitebait was stirred by the sea, and looked very weak. The whitebait was not far from me, but when I swam past, it was somewhere else not far from me.

I began to understand that this was an illusion.

This whitebait, without scales or fins, the tail of the fish swayed desperately, trying to swim out of this desireless sea, and the red wound on the abdomen of the fish rolled over.

This...... This is a plain book.

This should be, after I cut off the fin, I was brought out of the Xuanluo Palace by the pear flower demon girl and thrown into this plain book of the sea of desirelessness.

It struggled to swim out of the Sea of Desirelessness, but it couldn't grasp the direction and couldn't exert its strength, and its tail swung desperately to escape, but it couldn't get out.

There is a word in the book, called "like a fish in water", which uses fish to get water to describe the most suitable environment for oneself. But now, seeing that Su Shu was once harmed like this by me, I suddenly feel that this word is a great mockery for me.

When I returned to Xuanluo Palace, it was already dawn.

Lao Jun was waiting at the gate of the palace, and when he saw me, he asked how things were, and Su Shu could forgive me.

I looked at the transparent morning light, and suddenly felt some starlight in my head, and even my head was a little dizzy, and I held on to the gate of Xuanluo Palace and slowed down, but in the end, I didn't say the last sentence that Su Shu told me-

Give me back my child. You go, don't appear in front of this deity again.

Lao Jun also guessed seven or eight points, and sighed: "Sure enough, it is still no match for this fate that will hurt each other." You cherish yourself first, I'll go and take a look at Su Shu......" Suddenly, she said guiltily, "Speaking of which, she may have a grudge against me and don't want to see me." Last night, when you were in the mirror made of jade, she saw this scene one by one, and when she heard Lirong's words, she knew that it was me who gave you attention, so that all the worlds and all the wilderness would hide it from her. ”

In the end, he still carried the dust away, leaving only one sentence for me: "The old man blames himself deeply in his heart, to you, to Sushu, and to Lirong." I hope you remember that you and I have been friends for hundreds of thousands of years, and friends who have forgotten for more than 10,000 years, don't blame me. ”

He and I are his old friends for more than 100,000 years, and they are friends for more than 10,000 years.

Lao Jun can now see more clearly than anyone else, and I have a relationship with Nie Su.

I blame others.

I don't blame anyone else.

Whether as an old friend or as a friend of the year, he has already given me and Sushu enough help.

In this divine realm, because of the existence of some sincere affection, it does not seem so barren.

It's just that Sushu is all the colors in this fairy world in my eyes, she no longer sees me, I feel that this cloud, this streamer, this red flower and green willow, this green mountains and green waters, the vast rivers and mountains have lost their color.

Xuanluo Palace.

Xiao Yu'er finally came to her senses, hugged my arm, frowned, and asked me: "Father, there is a cut on your body, ah, bleeding, does Father hurt?" ”

I rubbed the soft hair on the top of his head, wanted to laugh but couldn't, and comforted him softly: "Don't worry." Father...... Very strong. ”

He buried his head in my shoulder socket, stretched out his arm around my neck, and his voice was a little bitter and confused: "Father, I seem to have slept for a while, and when I woke up, I found that you and my mother were gone." Xiao Yu'er was startled, and Brother Meng He said that you will come back, so I was relieved. But what about A-Niang, why didn't she come back with you? Where did A-Niang go...... Does she not want me anymore, is she going back to the mortal world again...... She has only been with me for a few months, and Xiao Yu'er doesn't want her to go. ”

I patted him lightly on the back, "A-Niang is waiting for you in a beautiful place." She's going to take you to live with her, where the stars are shining and within reach. She won't want you...... She hurts you to the bone, she hurts you more than herself, how could she not want you. ”

The little guy fell off of me, hugged my legs, and his eyes lit up: "Father, are you serious?" Does A-Niang want to take us over to live with us? ”

He misunderstood what I meant.

He thought it was me and him and Meng He, going to live with Sushu.

I couldn't bear to tell him, and I didn't want to say that my son was stupid. His innocent temperament is very rare, and he won't make himself sad if he is stupid in some things.

Meng He should have seen that something was wrong, and asked me softly, "Uncle...... Me, should I go with Xiaoyu'er? ”

Xiao Yu'er grabbed his fingers and said crisply: "Of course Brother Xiaohe is going, let's go together as a family!" He tugged at my hand again, "Father, are we going on vacation?" You've said before that you'll take me on vacation if I'm obedient, right? ”

I said yes.

"You don't have to go to Taixue Palace to go to school on vacation, right? The vacation place has the sea where you can swim every day, right? ”

I hooked my fingers and gently tapped his head: "Your aunt is in the Nine-Heaven Galaxy, and it is very close to the Thirteen-Heaven Taixue Palace, so you will be able to go to school on time in the future and will not be late." ”

His little face was confused, and his eyes were wide open.

Xueba Meng He clenched his fist with one hand, palmed the other, and smashed it twice, ignoring Benjun's sad expression for the time being, and praised from the bottom of his heart: "This is really good!" ”

Xiao Yu'er flinched a little, grabbed the corner of my clothes, and said, "Let's not go on vacation, okay, call A-Niang back, let's go to school from Xuanluo Palace, it's okay to walk a little longer on the road......"

Your aunt won't be coming back.

I hurt your aunt too much, and I can't even make up for it.

You aunt, I can't wait for me to die.

She said she would never see me again.