Chapter 64: You can't hide your likes
In an instant, there was a strange smell in the air, and it was surprisingly quiet, and the pins could be heard.
Shen Junze's cold face was stiff, and his dark eyes were deep.
"You want to leave, get out of this place." Not an interrogative sentence, but a declarative sentence, an affirmative sentence.
I didn't nod or shake my head, my eyes looked straight at Shen Junze.
Yes, I really want to leave, I can't wait, but is there a way for me to go?
Escaping to a place where even Shen Junze can't find it, I'm happy, will I get my wish?
No.
Not so.
Shen Junze always owes me an answer, he has never been willing to give me hope.
He always warned me not to run, never to run, and even if I did, I couldn't escape the palm of his hand.
So domineering, decisive, and very ruthless.
"Kelan, you're dreaming!"
His tone suddenly became heavier, as if he was deliberately saying this, and his eyes became more and more gloomy and expressionless.
I seemed to be smiling, the corners of my mouth hooked up a faint bitterness, and of course, I said seriously, "Yes, so I can only dream." β
That's the answer he wants to hear, isn't it?
As soon as the words came out, Shen Junze's face became even more gloomy, and his expression was cold, as if broken ice had seeped into it.
His face was expressionless, the dishes and chopsticks hadn't moved yet, and his phoenix eyes were indifferent, "If I don't agree, you can't leave." β
He's restraining me, he's shackling me.
I lowered my head, blinked my apricot eyes unconsciously, desperately endured the grievances, and endured the grievances that welled up in my chest.
Shen Junze glanced at me, casually, and said as if he didn't care, "Besides, your Boss Ma will agree?" β
I looked at him, my eyes red and moist.
I, I have to look at the faces of two people at the same time, and move my whole body, why did this kind of thing happen to me?
It's so unfair to me.
I opened my mouth, took a deep breath, bit my lip, and with a bit of anger, "Eat." β
At this moment, the dining room was extremely quiet, and outside the villa, crickets were chirping, so as not to disturb people.
Me and Shen Junze...... Both of them ate very slowly, deliberately, and seemed to have a tacit understanding with each other.
Meal.
When I went upstairs, Shen Junze said a word behind me-
"For you, the company still has ...... He, really important? β
I clearly heard that Shen Junze paused when talking about the other party, as if he was a little uncertain, and he was a little afraid to ask.
I don't know why he had the same mentality, but of course it was just a delusion.
I didn't answer, and went straight upstairs.
I don't think I need to answer this question, after all, I don't answer it, it's all the same.
Shen Junze will always misunderstand what I mean, so it's better to keep silent, and he will think wildly.
Next.
Han Xinyao said that she wanted to come to play with me, so she really came to Shen's house.
This is still the reason why Shen Junze asked me to arrive an hour earlier, however, I was just like usual, I did what I wanted, and I couldn't listen to a word of others.
When I arrived at Shen's house, Shen Junze was not there, only Han Xinyao was watching variety show on the sofa.
"But sister, you're finally here, I've been waiting for you for a long time."
I was slightly surprised, this Miss Han is too self-cooked, I don't like this feeling very much, no one is born to be self-cooked, I thought to myself.
I was about to speak, Han Xinyao propped her head, and her delicate cheeks revealed a trace of confusion.
"But sister, what are you doing here, why did you come here at night? If you like it here, I'll ask Uncle Housekeeper to transfer you to another class, okay? β
When the words fell, my footsteps suddenly paused, narrowed my apricot eyes slightly, looked at Han Xinyao, and my heart began to complicate.
What am I doing here?
If I like it here, she asked Steward Shen to transfer me to another class?
God knows every minute and every second I'm here, suffocating and trying to get out of here. If you want to run away, you don't want to come in this life.
But Han Xinyao ...... If you don't seem to be at ease, it reminds me of all the pain here.
I don't want to do anything here!
I'm one! Dot! All! No! Think! Come! This! Village!
She was still talking, still tracing the picture, "When the time comes, the two of us will have more time to play." β
More time to play?
I walked towards her with a heavy leaded step, one step at a time, slowly, but also naturally.
"Miss Han, Mr. Shen has stipulated that I will come over at night."
I noticed the change in the expression on her face, Han Xinyao seemed to have something to say, but because I said such a painless sentence, she was slightly stunned and didn't react.
The implication is that I have already said that Steward Shen does not necessarily have this right.
Han Xinyao's cheeks were slightly red, and she replied to me thoughtfully, "That's the case, Brother Junze asked you to come over at night, it must have his intentions." β
I nodded and didn't sit down.
This Miss Han, ...... treat me as a subordinate here? I don't know how she saw that I was a servant of the Shen family.
"Miss Han, do you have anything to tell me?"
She thought for a few seconds and spoke, her voice tactful, "Of course." β
I looked at her and waited for her to continue.
Han Xinyao's beautiful eyes rolled and smiled, "Chat with me." β
Chat......
I replied, "Hey, Mr. Shen hasn't come back yet?" β
She is Shen Junze's fiancΓ©e, whether she comes or not, Han Xinyao should know.
That's what I thought in my heart.
Han Xinyao shook her head, looking distressed and a little sad, "Brother Junze's company has something to do, and I can't leave temporarily, otherwise I would have asked him to accompany me a long time ago." β
I symbolically replied, "You guys have a good relationship." β
No compliments, no disobedience, normal mentality.
Hell knows what was going on in my mind at the moment, at a time like this......
At this moment, a voice interrupted my thoughtsβ
"But Miss is usually very careful about me and Xinyao."
Me, "......" when did he come back?
Han Xinyao ran over, a small Yiren, with a sweet and beautiful voice, "Brother Junze, you are finally back, I came to play with you, I have to make an appointment, I don't know if I am here to accompany you." β
Shen Junze hooked his thin lips, and his cold eyes glanced at me intentionally or unintentionally, in an evil and playful tone, "In my place, everyone is Xin Yao's foil." β
I listened, for some reason, my heart was not good, and my chest ached a little.
Everyone can't compare to Han Xinyao, they are just used to set off her beauty.
Shen Junze didn't say anything beautiful, but what he said undoubtedly stimulated me.
I didn't feel anything, but I was uncomfortable, and the discomfort that ran from the soles of my feet spread to the bottom of my heart.
In an instant, Han Xinyao's palm-sized face was flushed, and her red lips were bright, "Don't say that, I'm not that good-looking......"
Without waiting for the other party to finish speaking, Shen Junze interrupted, "Xinyao, you have always been beautiful. β
You've always been beautiful......
I stood where I was, listening to their sweet words, and even standing here, my body was stiff.
The moment I looked up, Han Xinyao's bright eyes glanced at me, there were stars hidden in the bottom of my eyes, shining and lovely, I bit my lip to calm my emotions.
Her expression is really nothing to me, but why am I just stimulated, and there is an astringent pain in the eye circles.
After that, the two of them said something else, and I couldn't listen to it anyway, but every word made my eyes red......
"Brother Junze, thank you for taking care of me for a long time, if it weren't for you, I might still be lying ...... now"
"Xinyao people are so good, Lord Yan is reluctant to let you suffer the slightest grievance."
"You are so good to me, really good and good, I am so touched, I have decided, I will come to your side often in the future to see you."
"Always welcome."
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Actually, I thought that Shen Junze and I would not be so strange, but it was only now that I realized that this was all my wishful thinking, self-inflicted affection, and thinking too much.
Even, I thought that he might have me in his heart, but if he didn't say it, his feelings for me would not be as perfunctory as before......
However, as soon as Han Xinyao came, she completely subverted my self-inflicted sentimental opinion of him during this time!
You can't hide it.
Look, I can see from Shen Junze's eyes that he is different from Miss Han, his expression is gentle, not cold.
After all, I am no different in his heart, insignificant, extremely small.
I couldn't stand what they said, and they kept irritating me in my ears, so I simply made an excuse and went upstairs.
Anyway, Miss Han wouldn't think that I had a delicate and special relationship with him, and she still regarded me as a subordinate here, so it was even more impossible to see that I and Shen Junze were extraordinary.
I thought about it carefully, the reason why she misunderstood me was that I was making the mattress when she came up yesterday, and she mistook me.
I didn't think much about it, my brain hurt a little, and I fell asleep while lying in bed.
In the middle of the night, I woke up from a nightmare.
This dream made me sweat coldly, and my hands and feet were cold.
I patted my chest, trying to calm myself down, calm my heart, and at this moment-
"Woke up in the middle of the night? But Miss, this is going to scare me to death? β
My heart slammed and I was not good, and when I raised my eyes, I saw Shen Junze sitting on the sofa not far away, with a notebook on his legs.
"You ......"
How could Shen Junze be here!
Shen Junze glanced at me out of the corner of his eye, and in an understated tone, he didn't seem to pay much attention to it, and only said, "Get up and drink water yourself." β
I wondered, wondered why he was here......
I was half startled and half awake, and for a moment I was short of breath and suffocated, and I held on, swallowed my headache, lifted the covers, and walked towards him.
I poured myself a glass of water and probed the temperature, it was lukewarm, it was a little hot, I moistened my throat, this temperature was just right.
"Is it better?"
Shen Junze stared at the notebook, staring intently, and his eyelids did not lift.
I realized that at this time, he was still in the office.
"Well, it's much better."