"Luo Yan, what's wrong? Is it another seizure? ”

I just felt a splitting headache, like a satellite that had deviated from its own orbit, crashing around in the vast universe. And Qin Yu's call pulled me back from the deviated track in time.

"What's wrong? Is it another seizure? Isn't it uncomfortable? ”

Calming down, I struggled to sit up from the hospital bed and gulped down the water handed over by Qin Yu. I gasped for air and said, "No, it's not a drug addiction...... I just felt that the tone of my voice just now was a little familiar, and I kept trying to remember who it was. After that, my head started to ache sharply, as if it was about to crack. As soon as I finished speaking, a strange look instantly flashed on Qin Yu's face.

At this time, I suddenly remembered what Ye Xinai said.

Am I really amnesia?

I looked at Qin Yu and continued to ask him, "Am I amnesia?" ”

"Why do you say that?" Qin Yu behaved very naturally, without the slightest trace of performance.

"Because I always feel that there should be another very important person in my memory...... This man should be important to me, but I just can't remember who he really is. ”

Qin Yu's face flashed with a moment of panic.

He stood up, sat down on the edge of my bed, next to me, and then stretched out his arm and took me in his arms.

"Say, don't think about it anymore. It's true that you've forgotten something, but if you really can't remember it, and if you still have a headache if you think about it too hard, let's stop thinking about it, let's talk about it later, the most important thing now is to take care of your illness and your health, right? ”

I nodded smugly.

"Yes, good."

Qin Yu's voice was not low, but very bright. His chest is also a little thin......

Why do I always feel that there must be such a figure in my life, he is tall, strong, with a deep and magnetic voice, and a faint smell of tobacco on his body.

Thinking of this, my head suddenly started to hurt again.

I could only shake my head, just like Qin Yu said, and didn't think about it anymore.

In the days to come, I will definitely remember it!

The sudden sound of the doorknob turning shattered the brief silence in the room.

A little nurse walked in, holding a jar of medicine in her hand.

At this time, Qin Yu was still sitting on the bed and hugging me, and after seeing someone coming, he hurriedly stood up, his face was very embarrassed.

When the little nurse saw us, she also seemed a little flustered, hurriedly lowered her head, put the medicine in her hand on the table next to the bed, turned around and trotted away.

It can be seen that Qin Yu is obviously pretending to be calm.

He took the opportunity to pick up the bottle of medicine and said to me with a natural expression: "This is a blocking medicine, you must take it on time at this time every day in the future." It may be very painful, but if you want to survive, you must, you have to persevere. ”

"Okay." I didn't say anything more, just reached out and took the pill. Picked up the water glass next to him, tilted his head and drank it.

Side effect? What can I do, it hurts, it's better than losing my life!

After drinking the medicine, I didn't feel anything unusual for the time being. I looked straight ahead and asked, "Are you?" What's hiding from me? ”

After Qin Yu heard this, his whole body shook with it, and there was a little panic in his tone: "No, no." What am I hiding from you? Now that it's late at night, you can rest well, and while the side effects are not strong now, hurry up and sleep for a while! I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep for a while! I'll be outside on guard, and if there's anything to do, just ring the bell at your bedside." If there is anything uncomfortable, be sure to ring the bell in time! Okay, you rest, I'm leaving. ”

Qin Yu's speed of speech was very fast, and he just finished saying these few words in a hurry, and strode out of my ward.

It's fast, it's like it's like escaping.

I also lay down and closed my eyes.

I said that I came back to life.

As long as you can't kill me, I'll get stronger!

When I woke up again, I was woken up by a strong feeling of nausea in my abdomen.

It's not dawn yet, it's just a little blue.

If Qin Yu is right, no wonder he wants to tell me to go to bed early, I can sleep a little longer. It turns out that the side effects of this blocking drug are so strong!

I haven't eaten anything for a day, and after I arrived at the hospital, I was just constantly taking glucose drips because of my condition. I just felt like my stomach was tumbling, but there was nothing to vomit in my stomach, just the sour water that kept pouring upwards, which made me miserable for a while.

I curled up on the bed, trying to ease the pain a little, but to no avail.

Suddenly, a strong feeling of nausea came over me. I rolled over all at once, trying to throw up on the floor and avoid the snow-white sheets in the hospital. But I didn't expect my strength to be so strong, and for a while, my whole body had fallen to the ground!

The sudden impact seemed to compress the wound before, and I endured it with all my might, without making a sound. But the muffled sound I made when I fell to the ground had already alarmed Qin Yu, who had been guarding the door.

Qin Yu ignored the fact that it was already late at night, and rushed in directly!

"Luo Yan, how are you? Isn't it uncomfortable again? ”

"It's not that, but, it's disgusting, and my stomach has been turning over and over."

Qin Yu gently stroked my back and handed me the water placed next to the bed: "Drink some water, take it slowly." This should be the side effect of blocking the want, which is already the least side effect, but ......"

"It's fine."

I drank that glass of water.

"As long as you can live, these things are trivial. I can bear it, as long as I am allowed to live. ”

"Hmm...... I'll carry you up! ”

Before I could react, Qin Yu had already picked me up by the waist and put me on the bed, he had a faint smell of disinfectant water exclusive to the hospital, and it smelled familiar.

He said, he's my boyfriend?

I don't know whether to trust him or not. Every time he talked about this topic, he was always secretive, and it felt like he was hiding something from me.

But when I was in his arms, I could really feel a sense of peace of mind.

But there is one thing, when I am held, I always unconsciously think of another figure, a strange smell of tobacco. Every time I think of that person, I feel a special feeling.

And what it feels like, I can't say.

I lay on the bed and closed my eyes. But the people around him have been slow to move.

But I could clearly feel that Qin Yu did not leave, but was still sitting beside me. Sensing that he hadn't moved for a long time, I opened my eyes and turned my head to look at Qin Yu: "What's wrong?" Don't you go to a break? ”

And Qin Yu seemed to be entangled for a long time before he opened his mouth: "Luo Yan, I want to discuss something with you." ”

"Say." Looking at Qin Yu's hesitant appearance, I couldn't help but feel a little anxious.

"That's right, we are now in the hospital where I work, but in this regard, the domestic technology is not so perfect after all. So I thought I'd take you abroad, go to my former classmates, and connect you with the best doctors in the world to minimize your pain. Speaking of this, Qin Yu suddenly paused, "Seeing you in pain like this, my heart is really uncomfortable...... I want to make your pain a little less, even a little bit. Even if I help you recruit all the doctors in the world, as long as you can reduce the pain, I am willing. Qin Yu in front of him picked up the hand I was injecting, put it next to his cheek, and murmured softly: "How beautiful your hand was originally, but now it is riddled with needles......

I looked at the man in front of me, he looked heartbroken, very sincere, without the slightest hint of pretense.

At this point, I couldn't help but wonder if I was wrong about his suspicions......

"How?" It seemed that seeing that I hadn't answered for a long time, there was a hint of temptation in Qin Yu's tone.

"So, will you go and come back?"

"Hmm...... If you want to stay abroad, let's go and charter a manor and plant some flowers for you. You don't have to think about work or work every day, and looking at the beautiful countryside, your body should be able to heal faster. At that time, the two of us lived the so-called happy life in fairy tales. The faint moonlight made me see Qin Yu's face, with a smile on his face, as if he was looking forward to the scene he said.

"If you want to come back....... I won't be a doctor in the future, I will open a small clinic by myself, so that I can spend more time with you, let's go from the north to the south together, travel and relax, and if you are in a good mood, your body will naturally get better quickly. ”

Looking at Qin Yu in front of me, I was suddenly in a trance.

Has anyone ever told me about this kind of promise before?

And I vaguely remember that he had done it.

But I can't remember what was promised, who made it.

I have to admit that Qin Yu's words, even if it weren't me, any girl in this world should not be able to resist the temptation of such a beautiful and warm life.

But I don't know why, in my heart, it's like a hidden voice, telling me over and over again, don't, don't go......

Qin Yu stood up and helped me cover the quilt: "In the past two days, you will take medicine and rest well, and if you hold on a little longer, we will go to the United States together." ”

Suddenly I didn't know how to answer, and after a long time, I finally choked a word out of my throat.

"Okay."