Chapter 39: I'll tell you what the beauty of life is
Chojka's cheeks were slightly red, and an indescribable nervousness instantly hit her heart.
But Bailiye's hand moved, from her cheek to her neck, until she muttered:
"Don't." She said, "I'm dirty, don't." β
With just this sentence, the hot tears slipped down at once. Drop after drop, gradually forming a string, and the cheeks were wet in an instant.
"Don't cry." His kiss fell, accompanied by a low, highly masculine magnetic voice, and he said to her: "Kaka, close your eyes, and I will tell you what is the beauty of life." β
These words are like poison ~ products, and those who hear them really close their eyes obediently. Even though the eyelashes were still shaking hard, Jodzka knew that she was being bewitched by the man in front of her, and that the defensive fortress she had built with great difficulty was also retreating layer by layer under him.
So he relaxed, so he accepted his gentle caresses, so he endured the trembling from time to time, and even put a shallow smile on his lips.
The man seemed to be very satisfied, and the kiss fell all the way, warm and warm, with the usual unhurried breathing of Baili Night, which made her extremely itchy.
But I'm too embarrassed to move, so I can only close my eyes and tell myself over and over again to relax, and relax a little more......
Jodika thought that this would be the night when she and Baili Ye really became husband and wife, and she was ready to accept him. Even the nausea that swelled up like a reflex in the bottom of my heart tried not to show it on my face!
But in the end, I still can't control the trembling of my body, and I still can't control the nightmarish images that keep popping up in my mind. Unable to overcome herself, Jojica began to sobble when her intimate area was covered tightly by a large hand.
The man's movements stopped, looked at the woman under him with pity, and with a kiss, he tasted the string of tears she fell.
"I'm in a hurry." Baili Ye whispered, and then pulled the sheet and wrapped the woman under him tightly. "Your health is too bad, take care of it, let's come to a long time!"
After speaking, he got up and was about to leave. As soon as he turned around, his hand was grabbed by someone.
He turned around, but saw Chojica looking at him with tears on his face, but he couldn't say a word.
He shook his head and sighed bitterly, and said:
"You're a man! When I wanted you on the wedding night, you hid. Now I'm leaving, and you're holding me back. What's the use of that? β
As soon as these words came out, Jojica subconsciously let go of his hand, but he didn't expect that as soon as his hand was released, he caught it again.
"Don't worry, I'll give you everything you want. Even if it's only for three years, I'll do my best to heal you. Kaka, it's not that I don't want you, I just feel sorry for you, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it. β
His words were irrefutable, and the woman on the bed was almost choked with tears in her eyes. When he was finally able to speak, he said:
"Can you stay with me? Baili Night, please stay with me. I was really scared, for many, many years. Even when I was full of joy and wanted to marry myself, I was afraid. β
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This night, Baili stayed in Chojka's room and stayed in Jodika's bed.
On this night, the couple hugged each other for the first time and slept together, but they were frank and open, and they did not cross the border.
The next morning, it was she who opened her eyes first, and it was Bailiye's thick chest that came directly into her eyes.
In an instant, an indescribable emotion suddenly hit his heart, and tears flowed out uncontrollably, wetting his chest.
"What's wrong?" The man woke up slowly, but saw that the woman in his arms was crying pear blossoms and rain, and he couldn't help but feel distressed. "Why are you crying?" He laughed, "Aren't you used to sleeping next to me?" You took the initiative to keep me last night. β
Chojka was so embarrassed by what he said, and when he was embarrassed, he forgot to cry again.
In fact, she would love to say how good it would be if it wasn't just three years. In fact, she regretted it a little, how good it would have been if she had asked to be his wife for the rest of her life.
However, after all, the greed is too much. What right does she have to harm his life?
"Get up!" Chojica spoke lightly, and then sat up. But as soon as he moved, he immediately thought that he was not wearing any clothes, so he quickly retracted into the quilt - "You get up first." β
"Haha!" Baili Night was in a very good mood this morning, and while laughing loudly, he didn't forget to hug the woman next to him and kiss him deeply under his forehead. Then he sat up, and when he turned his head to look at her again, he paused. After a while, he finally spoke again, but he asked her, "Kaka, do you believe me?" β
She nodded blankly, but didn't know what he wanted her to believe.
Baili Ye didn't say much, just reached out and patted her on the head, as if giving a silent comfort, and then walked away.
From that day on, he actually came to sleep with Jojica every night. After a long time, the two have cultivated a rare tacit understanding. She knew Bailiye's bedtime habits, so she would light a faint sandalwood in the house every night. He also knew that she didn't sleep well, and would personally deliver a glass of warm milk every day.
In the eyes of the people of Pati Manor, this is a normal couple. But no one knows that the two are really respectful of each other, and they really just sleep with each other.
Strangely, Chodika's light sleep was cured in this way. I no longer have strange dreams at night, and I no longer think of those unbearable or sad images when I close my eyes. For ten days in a row, it seemed to be the sweetest sleep she had ever slept since the night she was bullied by Qi Hua many years ago.
She knew that it was because of Baili Ye, because this man was strong enough that a hundred, a thousand, and ten thousand Qi Hua had to be ashamed when they stood in front of him. So she knew that it was an absolutely safe embrace, with Baili Night by her side, and she didn't need to worry about anything!
But she is not worried, there are still people who will be worried, but the things they are worried about are different.
Half a month later, when Qiao Jika was holding a bowl of qi and blood medicine that he had to drink every day, he suddenly didn't want to drink it anymore. But it's a bit of a pity to throw it away.
There happened to be a pregnant puppy in the yard, and she didn't think much of it, so she put the medicine bowl on the ground, and then beckoned the puppy to come overβ
"Give it to you! This is to replenish qi and blood, you should be fine if you drink some! Come on, come on! β
She was really in a good mood and started playing with the puppy.
The puppy happily came over and tasted two sips of the thick Chinese medicine soup, and then looked at the owner who had drunk such a bitter thing for him, with a sad face.
When he turned around and was about to run away, his whole body suddenly trembled, and then there was a wail, and a large amount of blood flowed out of the poodle's lower body.
A little girl ran over when she heard the sound, and when she saw the dog, she was immediately frightened and said "ah", and then subconsciously aimed at the bowl of soup and medicine.
Jojica was stunned, and he didn't think much, and suddenly thought of a very fatal problem: there was something wrong with that bowl of decoction!
As soon as he thought of this, his eyes naturally fell, and then he glared at the girl, and asked:
"What's going on? What do you give me to drink every day? β
By the time he said this, the puppy had passed out in a pool of blood. She couldn't figure out whether the dog had fainted or just died, but looking at the blood, she instantly thought of the cold bed in the hospital many years ago.
She was the same, and she also collapsed helplessly in a pool of blood, and large strands of blood flowed out of her body, and in a matter of moments, the whole white bed was stained with blood.
Involuntarily, she trembled. couldn't wait for the girl's explanation, so she shouted again-
"Tell me what's going on! Say-"
The girl was almost on her knees, so frightened that she couldn't cry and scream, but she could barely hear her clearly, what she said wasβ
"It was Steward Xu's order, young lady, it's really none of my business! Contraceptive medicine was added to the soup, and Steward Xu said that you and the young master have sex every day, you must take this medicine! We don't understand why, isn't it a blessing to have more children and grandchildren? β
Jodika's brain was "buzzing", she was the kind of person with mild victim paranoia, and her nerves were so fragile that she was about to burst at the touch of her trembling life for so many years.
When Xiao Miao's accident happened, her first thought was that someone was going to harm her, and someone added drugs to the medicine that could kill her.
But as soon as this girl said this now, she immediately understood what was going on.
You can't conceive a child from the Baili family! You can't conceive a child from the Baili family! It was the most important part of the original contract, and she shouldn't forget it.
The woman froze in place, and the girl kept crying until more people rushed over when they heard the sound, including Xu De.
That person is not a housekeeper, even in the face of this scene, his face still does not change. He just bowed slightly to Jodika, and then ordered everyone to retreat. When only he and Jojka were left on the scene, he lowered his voice and reminded:
"It's not that I'm ruthless, it's just because it's a good agreement between us. You sleep with the young master day and night, we must think of the measures that should be done! β
She shook slightly, then fell back into the chair behind her. Only then did I know that no matter how good she was to her, no matter how respectful a young lady was on weekdays, they were still on her guard! For these people, she is still an outsider after all.
"I see." The woman whispered, "Don't worry, although we slept together at night, we didn't do anything deviant." I remember who I am, and I know what I should and shouldn't do. Don't bother with the housekeeper. β
At this point, Xu De couldn't force it anymore, so he had to nod and leave her sight.
But Jojka didn't dare to eat half a mouthful of Baili's food, obviously a little thirsty, but he didn't dare to serve the tea on the table.
When she looked up again, she saw countless people in the manor shuttling back and forth, although they were far away from her, they still shook as if they were shaking in front of her eyes, which made her feel upset.
In fact, I should have known that here, she is the only one who is independent. To these people, she is strange and a unique existence. But for herself, what is familiar with these people?
Suddenly, I felt very depressed, and tried to take a few breaths, but I still couldn't get rid of the boredom that was surging in my heart. She felt that she should go out for a walk. Her world shouldn't belong only to this manor, and since Baili Ye didn't restrict her movements, she shouldn't be a prison!