Chapter 232: Bear Your Own Faults
Luo Rou patted her back lightly and persuaded her softly, "Qingsang, is it worth it to make Ji Hesheng miserable and uncomfortable at the same time?" ”
Ji Qingsang shook his head and closed his eyes, "Other than that, I don't know what else I can do." ”
She couldn't forgive Ji Hesheng and herself anyway, so she tortured each other to repay the debt she owed.
Luo Rou knew that it was useless to talk too much, and she never refused to redeem herself.
Because Ji Qingsang came over, Luo Rou gave Lin Yang and Xiao Ran a vacation, and then accompanied Ji Qingsang to dinner.
"Sister Luo Rou, I will move to Gu Sheng'an's villa tomorrow, if you have something, you can go there to find me." Ji Qingsang's hand turned the cup and said casually.
Luo Rou frowned and blurted out, "Qingsang, you and Gu Shengan are really ......"
"Don't worry, he's just trying to help me."
"You guys have no reason, why should he help you?" Luo Rou felt strange that she was not very familiar with Gu Shengan, but the reports in the past few days had made her understand a little bit.
Luo Rou stretched out her hand to hold Ji Qingsang's hand, and then said earnestly, "Sangsang, even if Gu Shengan has a good heart, he will definitely not abandon Jiang Lan for you, I'm afraid he has other plans." ”
"Maybe it's to atone for your sins!"
Gu Shengan said that he was willing to repay Ke Rong's debts, and Ji Qingsang thought of this method, but it seemed that the people around her reminded her that Gu Shengan had bad intentions for her.
To say that he likes her, it seems that he hasn't been together for a while, to say that he doesn't like her, why does he help her everywhere, and is even willing to sacrifice his relationship with Jiang Lan.
Seeing that Ji Qingsang was deep in thought, Luo Rou didn't want her to be bothered by Gu Sheng'an's affairs, so she quickly changed the topic.
"By the way, Qingsang, Zhiyan sent me some photos of the school children, and they are all doing well." After returning from the mountains, Luo Rou has kept in touch with Wen Zhiyan, and often sends something over.
"Well, Sister Luo Rou misses it very much?" Ji Qingsang asked, and the troubled thoughts just now were also diluted a lot.
"Yes, Qingsang, after all, I've lived there for two years, I want to go back and see when I find a time, you can accompany me!"
Luo Rou proposed to let Ji Qingsang accompany her, but she just wanted to take her to relax, and Ji Qingsang understood her thoughts.
"Sister Luo Rou, I'm going to film recently, I'll accompany you after a while, okay?" She promised Director He Zhanbo to film well, so there was still a week left for her to learn to swim.
The part of the deep sea lurking in the script of "Double Color" is very important, and she doesn't want to use a stand-in.
"Okay." Luo Rou nodded.
Ji Qingsang needs to film, and she probably doesn't have so much time to think about those unhappy things, so she can rest assured.
After saying goodbye to Luo Rou and returning home, Ah Da told her that Feng Yan had been waiting here for a long time.
As soon as she entered the door, she saw Feng Yan sitting on the sofa, and the same Gao Kun standing behind her. This man seems to like Feng Yan and can always see him by her side.
Since Feng Zhengyou's accident, Feng Yan has kept a lot of low profile, rarely appeared in public, and never troubled her.
"Is there something wrong with coming to me?" Ji Qingsang was the first to speak, and his expression was cold and indifferent from beginning to end.
Feng Yan looked at her sideways, and the emotions in her eyes were a little probing.
"I really didn't expect you to choose Ah Sheng in the end." Although she has a lot of low-key, she has also paid attention to the recent rumors, "Ah Sheng really loves you." ”
Gently hooking his lips, Ji Qingsang's beautiful eyes also gave birth to some smiles, "Are you here to fight for Ji Hesheng?" I'm afraid Ji Hesheng won't appreciate it, and you are not qualified. ”
"You ......" Feng Yan was choked by her, and her face was a little pale.
"Miss." Gao Kun shouted in a low voice, and Feng Yan regained some calm.
"Of course I didn't come to you for Ah Sheng." She raised her head slightly, her expression tensed, "Our family will move out of Mucheng soon." ”
Ji Qingsang lowered her eyes, wondering what Feng Yan was telling her for this, could it be difficult to make a special trip to say goodbye?
Gao Kun handed the document bag in his hand to Ji Qingsang under Feng Yan's eyes, Ji Qingsang was puzzled, but still took it.
Seeing that she was opening the file bag, Feng Yan said expressionlessly, "The information in this is enough to prove that the events of the year have nothing to do with Luo Rou, but there is still one of the most important inspection reports in Ji Ying." ”
Ji Qingsang took it out and browsed carefully, the more she looked at it, the cooler her heart became.
Ji Hesheng said that Yi Wei was pregnant with Liang Chennan's child five years ago, but was pushed by Luo Rou and caused a miscarriage, and then Yi Wei lost too much blood and did not even save the uterus.
Liang Chennan married Yi Wei because of guilt, and Luo Rou has been getting farther and farther away from Liang Chennan since then.
But this information shows that Yi Wei's child had no heartbeat long before that, and she knew that she couldn't keep the child, so she deliberately planted the blame for Luo Rou, and colluded with the doctor to deceive Liang Chennan's uterus to be removed.
Later, her dream came true and she became Mrs. Leung.
The hand holding the information trembled a little, and Ji Qingsang felt that he couldn't accept it for a while.
Sister Luo Rou is so kind, how can Yi Wei calculate her like this?
"If you want to help Luo Rou, ask Ji Ying for that inspection report, but I'm not sure she'll give it to you. After all, she hates you, even more than I do. ”
Ji Qingsang clenched the information, and a trace of resentment burned in his eyes.
She has long known that Yi Wei's affairs are not simple, but recently she forgot to investigate her because of some of her own things, and now she knows that Yi Wei is not simple, she is simply terrible.
She couldn't imagine what she was doing, the three of them once drank and ate crayfish together, and promised to treat each other like sisters. But if this is her sisterhood, I'm afraid she can't accept it.
Just as she knew that Luo Rou was lame in order to save Liang Chennan, but she not only took the credit but also drove Luo Rou out of Mucheng, her heart had already turned black.
"Thank you." It took a long time for Ji Qingsang to open his lips and spit out three words.
Feng Yan looked at her a little strangely, and then replied in hindsight, "I'm not here to help you, I just want to repay your favor." ”
Ji Qingsang saved Feng Zhengyou and saved her father from prison, so she wanted to return it to Ji Qingsang before leaving.
She dislikes Ji Qingsang very much, and she has always disliked it from the beginning to the present. But Dad was right, in the past, she was persistent and refused to let go, which killed others.
At that time, she had nightmares every night, dreaming of herself and Lin Jing who was hit by herself, but she still insisted on going her own way, and even thought about hurting Ji Qingsang.
Only now did she realize how hateful what she had done in the past.
Ji Qingsang didn't speak, but his expression was still cold.
"The things have been delivered, so I'm going to leave too." Feng Yan got up from the sofa as she spoke, and walked towards the door, followed by Gao Kun.
Of course, Ji Qingsang won't keep it, and it's not a matter of a day or two that they don't like each other.
It's just that Feng Yan, who walked to the door, suddenly stopped, she didn't look back, and her voice was very soft, "Ji Qingsang, what happened five years ago, I'm sorry." ”
Feng Yan apologized for the first time, sincerely.
Ji Qingsang tilted his head and replied leisurely, "But Feng Yan, I will never forgive you in my life." ”
Feng Yan didn't reply, and left Xunwan Villa directly.
Ji Qingsang was silent, sitting on the sofa and supporting her forehead with her hands.
Good people get bad, and bad people get good.
Maybe God will give them a chance to start over, but in Ji Qingsang's heart, some people deserve to be forgiven, and some people can never be whitewashed.
Even if Feng Yan realized her mistake, she couldn't forgive her for what she did.
Some injuries are irreparable, and it is not enough to repent with your own life.
"Ah Da ......"
"Miss, is there anything wrong?" Ah Da asked respectfully, looking at Ji Qingsang's eyes with some worry.
It seems that after seeing Feng Yan just now, the young lady's expression is not quite right.
"Call Liang Chennan and tell him that tomorrow's meeting is canceled."
Ji Qingsang originally made an appointment with Liang Chennan to meet tomorrow, and wanted to give Liang Chennan the ring that Luo Rou asked her to return on her behalf, but after knowing the truth of what happened back then, she decided to change her attention.
Everyone has to bear the mistakes they have made, Liang Chennan, Yi Wei, Feng Yan, Ji Hesheng, and her, they can't all run.
After coming out of Xunwan Villa, Gao Kun looked at Feng Yan's feeling of suddenly unloading her burden, and her heart was also a little happier, "Miss, you seem to be very relaxed." ”
"yes." Feng Yan put her hands behind her back, and her face kept facing the direction of the sun.
She officially apologized to Ji Qingsang today, even though she wouldn't forgive herself, but she finally did what her father said.
Give up dignity and self, and truly be a person who dares to take responsibility.
"Miss, in fact, you were also a victim of what happened back then." Gao Kun has been by her side for many years, and he is used to seeing her arrogant and domineering appearance, and he is a little unaccustomed to suddenly seeing the unruly eldest lady.
Feng Yan looked back at Gao Kun and kept smiling, "Gao Kun, I know you want to say that Ji Hesheng approached me purposefully first, but he later confessed to me and told me the truth of the matter, which I couldn't think of myself." ”
"Miss......"
"Also, I still hate Ji Qingsang because she robbed the man I liked. But I have to admit that she is kinder than many people and braver than many people. ”
Ji Qingsang said that he wanted to take revenge on her, but he did not harm her and her family's lives from beginning to end, on the contrary, what she did, every step was in the most vicious direction.
In fact, she didn't let go of Ji Qingsang's actions, so she didn't let go of herself. Maybe in the future she will pay some price for the mistakes she once made, but from this moment on, she is willing to spend her life in prayer.
Everyone has suffering, but we must not inflict our own suffering on others.
"Gao Kun, what are your plans for the future?"
"Follow the eldest lady......"
"But our family has no power and no power to move out of Mucheng, and maybe we will never come back."
"Wherever the eldest lady goes, Gao Kun will go."