Chapter 432: She felt like she couldn't hold on anymore
It turned out to be leukemia......
She never thought that her child would have this disease.
She looked up a lot of cases about this disease on the Internet, and many were cured, but many children also died because they couldn't wait for the right bone marrow.
That night was the saddest night of her life, holding Ding Ding and refusing to let go, she felt that when she closed her eyes and opened her eyes again, Ding Ding would disappear in front of her eyes.
The cost of treatment in the later stage of Ding Ding is huge, and they have already spent a sum of money when Tao's father had surgery before.
If Ding Ding wants to be treated, it is conservatively estimated to be hundreds of thousands, and their family's savings can barely be put together to support it, but no one knows whether everything will go smoothly or not.
She felt that she couldn't drag Rong Yan down, so she contacted her former boss and returned to the law firm, in order for Ding Ding to survive, she had to work.
"Qiaoqiao, this is Rong Yan, the neighbor I grew up with."
Qiao Nuanyang saw that it was Rong Yan just now, and when he heard the name carefully, it was a little familiar, he smiled and stretched out his hand, and Rong Yan also stretched out his hand slightly.
"Hello, I'm Qiao Nuanyang, and I've admired my name for a long time."
Taube blinked and asked jokingly, "Isn't it?" Do you two know each other? ”
"I don't know, but recently we are not investing in the hotel, the hotel is now almost completed, and then I have to be busy with the interior decoration problem, I read a lot of design companies to give the manuscript are not very satisfied, and then I read Mr. Rong's design case on the Internet, so I like it very much. My friend also recommended Mr. Rong, and I have been planning to meet Mr. Rong recently, but I didn't expect to meet him here. ”
"I see." Tao Bei smiled, "This world is really small. He turned his head and said to Rong Yan, "You have to be in charge well, Qiaoqiao is my good friend." ”
Rong Yan smiled faintly and responded: "This is natural, even if you don't say it, I will do it well, this is my job." Huh?"
Tao Bei hurriedly looked away from Rong Yan's eyes.
His eyes were like an abyss, and she was afraid that she would be sucked into them.
Rong Yan's eyes were bloodshot very heavy, Tao Bei knew that he came back after working overtime, and he would definitely not be able to stand it if he continued like this, so he pushed him, "You have been busy with work, now go back and have a good rest, I can do it at the hospital." I'll come back tomorrow when you have time to watch Ding Ding for me, okay?"
"Okay."
Rong Yan thought about it for a while, then nodded and said, "I'll go back and take a shower first." ”
He had just come back from the construction site, and the clothes on his body were also dirty, and he felt that he had a bad smell on his body, so he said to Qiao Nuanyang and asked her to help take care of her.
Tao Bei said impatiently, "Alright, you can go quickly, I know." ”
After the ward was quiet, Tao Bei also breathed a long sigh of relief, Qiao Nuanyang looked at the children on the bed next to him, and the illness was written on the bedside.
This department is not your average department......
When she first came over, she saw the heavy expressions of many parents.
She shook Tao Bei's hand and shook it hard, "Tao Bei, it's okay, it's going to get better." ”
Tao Bei has been holding on since she knew the news, and when she was working, she cried uncomfortably at the thought of the ding ding who was suffering in the hospital, and her eyes were also red, but she couldn't cry.
At this time, after hearing Qiao Nuanyang say this, she couldn't help but cover her face and squat in place and cry.
Qiao Nuanyang also squatted down slowly, reached out and wrapped her hand around Tao Bei's body, Tao Bei's body was shaking violently, but she didn't dare to cry, her hand was clenched into a fist and stuffed into her mouth, biting. Qiao Nuanyang patted her back with one hand, in fact, Tao Bei was luckier than her.
At that time, there was no one around her, and Rui Rui lived in an old grandmother's house after giving birth.
It was because the grandmother fainted that she took her to the hospital, and the grandmother picked her up.
The old grandmother, son, and daughter all had their own homes, so she left her behind, and she made a living by picking up garbage, living in a shabby place.
But the grandmother is very nice.
Every time I sell garbage, I will buy something for myself, and I will also stew soup for myself, and the old man will be reluctant to eat it himself, so he will give himself good things. Even a piece of brown sugar will be kept for yourself.
At that time, it was winter, and if it weren't for that old grandmother, I probably wouldn't have been able to hold on.
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Tao Bei also worked very hard.
She could only sit alone in the middle of the night to vent.
"Qiaoqiao, I'm really scared, I searched the Internet after I got the checkup, and I saw the photos of those children when they were undergoing chemotherapy, and the way those children cried uncomfortably, they were rescued by injections and medicines, and the holes in their bodies were pierced, I felt that I was extremely guilty, and I thought I could help Dingding bear ......"
Tao Bei grabbed her arm and grabbed it very tightly, "Qiao Nuanyang, did you say that I was wrong, I shouldn't have given birth to a child." If I hadn't given birth to Dingding, she wouldn't have to suffer all this. ”
"Don't say that, don't think so, Taube. Ding Ding has been born, there are some things we can't control, and since they are here, we have to be responsible for her. If this is the path that Ding Ding is destined to take, we also have to accompany Ding Ding, and we can't give up. ”
She also forgot how she had managed to persevere.
In short, she has to work hard to survive.
Let the child live too.
It's just that I survived with a breath of hard work.
After thinking about it, she asked Tao Bei, "...... that person just now"
If Rong Yan hadn't been interested in Tao Bei, he wouldn't have come over to help Tao Bei.
"......" she wiped the tears from her eyes, sat on the bed with her, and shook her head, "The relationship between me and him is not what you think, but, Rong Yan is very good to us, but, Qiaoqiao, I don't want to delay Rong Yan, the child is my responsibility and should not be Rong Yan's responsibility, he is still young......"
She can't drag Rong Yan, who has nothing to do with this matter, into the water, she can only carry this matter by herself.
"So what are you going to do? This disease ...... "This disease is even more torturous than I was at the beginning, and the long-term war of resistance maybe, in the end, it is still a bamboo basket for water."
Especially when Taube was still two children.
Her eyes moved slightly, Tao Bei knew what Qiao Nuanyang was thinking, and immediately shook her head like a rattle, she didn't let herself think about it anymore, and besides, the previous relationship between Qi Yuchen and Leng Wan was ......
"I'm Ding Ding's mother, I definitely can't give up Ding Ding, I will persevere, now I also start to work, I work so hard, Ding Ding will definitely get better!" She cheered herself up, she couldn't collapse, and she had to persevere in the difficulties, "My mother will come over in a few days, and we will do a check-up first, so many relatives, Ding Ding will not be so unlucky, right?" ”
She didn't believe it.
Qiao Nuanyang's hand held Tao Bei's hand and shook it vigorously.
"It'll be fine, Tao Bei, the child will be fine, didn't Rui Rui survive the same danger at the beginning? Right. ”
"Yes, I'm going to get through it." Tao Bei also burst into a big smile at Qiao Nuanyang, Qiao Nuanyang accompanied Tao Bei to take care of Ding Ding, took care of it for a while, and felt bored again.
Gu Peilin asked someone to bring her some food, but she couldn't eat it alone, so she set up a small table in the ward and ate some with Tao Bei.
When Rong Yan came, Qiao Nuanyang left the ward, Rong Yan was very careful, and when she came, she specially brought Tao Bei some toiletries, clothes and shoes and cosmetics for her work.
He took them all with him.
Everyone in the ward slept quietly, otherwise they were all busy with their own work.
She took a pair of slippers out of the bag and put them on, and after wearing high heels for a day, she hadn't walked so much in high heels for a long time, and her feet were already swollen.
In the dim light, Rong Yan still heard her slight inhalation sound, went to the bathroom to get a basin of hot water, and pulled Tao Bei to sit on the sofa.
"What do you do?"
Rong Yan lowered her head and half-squatted in front of her, holding her white feet in one hand and placing them in the warm water.
The warm water wrapped her feet like silk in an instant, and she felt much more comfortable all over her body, while Rong Yan's hands were polished on her feet lightly and heavily, and finally wrapped her feet in a towel and put them on her legs.
She wanted to refuse, but Rong Yan lowered her voice: "They are all resting, don't talk." ”
With his head down, he helped Tao Bei rub her feet, and when he came back after pouring water, he said, "You haven't worn high heels for a long time, you will definitely be uncomfortable, and it will be more comfortable to soak your feet." ”
Seeing her rapidly losing weight, Rong Yan's Adam's apple rolled and held her hand.
Tao Bei's whole body trembled violently, and his face quickly turned pale.
"Rong Yan, you don't have to be so good to me, there are some things that we should make clear today, and we can't delay any longer!" She lowered her voice and looked up at Rong Yan, "I know that you are good to me, it stands to reason that I should accept your good to me with peace of mind, this is right, but I can't be so at ease." I don't like you......"
In the dark night, Rong Yan's body froze slightly.
Tao Bei's heart was also like pressing a mountain, but after saying it, he felt much more relaxed.
"So I can't drag you down, I know that I can't give you a future, but I still have to drag you, I can't give you any hope...... Rong Yan, this is not fair to you at all. I can't do it at all! ”
"Tauber." Rong Yan's hand has always rested on her knees, Tao Bei has not intervened when she spoke, she has been evading, in fact, she can't escape anymore, "Now is not the time to talk about this, let's wait until everything is done." ”
"You ......"
"Ding Ding is also what I watched grow up, you love her, and I love her too. I don't want anything to happen to Ding Ding like you, the most important thing for us now is to cure Ding Ding, eh? ”
"......" was like an initiation, but she still shook her head, "We ......"
"Let me be with you, at least for now, Tauber. Now you are afraid, afraid that it will delay me, but I am not afraid. It doesn't matter if you love me or not. Who said that love can be together, you just need to learn to rely on me and be able to be by my side. Rong Yan said that he got up and made her bed and asked her to go to sleep first.
She has to go to work tomorrow, but Rong Yan can take a day off, although she has invited a nurse aunt to accompany Ding Ding, but Rong Yan can now appear in time to help herself, and she also feels that she will be somewhat relieved.
Taube lay on a small bed, which was small and hard, and could not be turned over at will.
She couldn't sleep at all in the middle of the night, staring at the other small bed next to her with wide eyes, Rong Yan's tall body couldn't be put down at all, and her feet were still exposed. Put her hands on her chest, and as soon as Ding Ding moved, Rong Yan immediately sat up to look at Ding Ding, patting Ding Ding's chest and coaxing her.