This society has undergone earth-shaking changes, every day, every second, every moment, is like a seed breaking through the soil, and no one would have thought that in the wet soil, a thousand different kinds of plants would grow.

Few people will remember what they have done before, what they used to be like, the moth eggs that have not yet accumulated, the eggs that have not yet broken out of their shells, the pines and cypresses that have gone through the cold winter, and almost no one pays attention to their changes.

Just as in "My Regiment Leader, My Regiment", Long Wenwen said to Meng Fan: "The grass is green, the water is clear, those who are children must be filial, the woman you want to marry and go home to live should not be a prostitute, and those who die fighting for the country should be admired in the ancestral hall, I, who am the chief, should not be so unreasonable and unreasonable when I talk to you seriously, people are like people, you are a reader, you can use the books you read, not to learn to be a soldier here, my allegiance always gives me a thought, People are very kind. ”

In the end, Long Wenwen said with tears in his eyes: "A powerful person is changed by a weak person, not by a person who is more powerful than him and bullies the weak." ”

This sentence has a great impact on me, mixed in urban life, as long as you observe carefully, it is not difficult to find these interests, just as a noble lady can change Du Chenyu, Feng Buzhi can change Zhou Ziran, I can change myself, market life, fireworks in the world, whether you succeed or not, or wander the streets, and finally precipitate in the bottom of your heart, it will not turn into a sigh and disappear.

On the way back, a classic old song looped in the car with a single song.

Looking back, the clouds cut off the way back, and then looking back, the thorns are dense, there will be no more difficult old dreams tonight, the dreams that you once had with you, who will you tell in the future. Looking back, the back has gone away, looking back again, tears are hazy, leaving your blessings, the cold night warms me, no matter how much pain and confusion I have to face tomorrow.

I have asked repeatedly in the dark and dark, only to know that plain and calm is the truth, and then look back, suddenly like a dream, and then look back, my heart is still the same, only the endless long road with me.

What a realistic lyrics, in the repeated questioning, I know the truth of the plain, how many lost confusion and incomprehension, are bound by the world, prosperity and the market are always two opposites, and like the contradiction of first sight, helpless life involves innocent people, in the city, in the countryside, in the temple, a touch of kind faces, and a face of jealousy and hatred, all like a needle stabbing into my heart.

People say that the best way to relieve anxiety is to step on the backpack, run into the distance, and find the true self in the journey, some people say that this is a kind of escape from life, but I say, whatever, I don't live under the eyes of others, there is wine today and drunk tomorrow, let him drink cold water tomorrow.

In the evening, I drove into the downstairs of Brother Scumbag's apartment, after parking the car, I looked up, and saw that Brother Slag's window was brightly lit, exuding a warm smell, I pursed my lips and smiled, thinking to myself, I haven't seen Brother Slag for more than half a year, I can only see him in video conferences, and I must accompany him to have a drink today.

Locking the car, I climbed upstairs with my luggage, knocked on the door, and waited for a while, and the sound of the scumbag's broken thoughts came from the inside.

"It's coming, who's coming, it's so late, don't knock, don't knock."

The door opened, and he saw that the scumbag brother was holding a spatula in his hand, with an apron tied in his front, his face was slightly old, but his shrewd atmosphere was still there, his sideburns were a little gray, and a few wrinkles were engraved in the corners of his eyes, and his eyes were shining, giving people a sense of familiarity that was both old-fashioned and cordial.

"Why are you back, come in."

The scumbag was surprised, he turned sideways and let me in.

I changed into slippers, threw my duffel bag on the sofa and said, "Brother Scumbag hasn't eaten yet, it just so happens that I'm dying of hunger, and I've been driving for a whole day." ”

"Go wash your hands, why don't you say it in advance when you come back, I'm so prepared."

Brother Scumbag complained softly, but it could be seen that he was very happy.

I leaned back on the couch, smiled and said, "Whatever you prepare, you can fill your stomach." ”

Brother Scumbag walked to the kitchen, turned off the stove, and said with a smile: "Don't you say that I really forgot, the leader of the travel agency a few days ago gave me two catfish, this fish is tender and delicious, the taste is moderate, and it will be more delicious when stewed with eggplant." ”

After saying that, he opened the refrigerator, rummaged through it, and pulled out two catfish covered with frost.

"Tonight, that's the snack for the two of us."

He was busy in the kitchen, and from time to time he turned back to chat with me, but he never asked me about Wang Ling, believing that he already knew the purpose of my return this time.

A stewed eggplant with catfish, a salt-baked peanut, and a cold salad with long beans, although it is not hearty, but this is cooked by Brother Slag himself, and I haven't eaten Brother Slag's craftsmanship for half a year.

Working in the field, hungry and full, although I can't die of hunger, but I eat fast food takeout for a long time, and I use instant noodles to cope with overtime, which is really difficult for me to swallow, but I have to eat.

This reminds me of the city in "Little Forest", moving from the city to a small mountain village in her hometown, living a self-sufficient life in nature, charging her life, some people questioned her, she couldn't get along outside, so she returned to her hometown to farm, but it was not, the city said, I came back hungry, she already had a good cooking skills, and the food she ate outside really made her unable to live, so she returned to the farm, self-sufficient, and studied food.

After two glasses of white wine, I was a little sleepy, but my thoughts were still very clear, I rubbed my dry eyes, and saw that Brother Scum's cheeks were a little red, and his old face was also full of haggardness, he still didn't ask me the reason for my rash return, but I said inarticulately: "Brother Scum, I, I'm here, I came back this time, and I divorced Wang Ling." ”

"Is it really unbearable?"

Brother Scumbag muttered that he seemed to have a glimmer of hope for our marriage.

I smiled bitterly and said: "If there is still a little possibility, I will not drill the horns, she used to be willful and suspicious, bitter and mean, I can bear these, but she has touched my bottom line, living without dignity, it is better to break it off as soon as possible, and avoid the pain after thinking about it." ”

Brother Scumbag took a sip of wine and said lightly: "You two are divorced, what about the children?" ”

I picked up the wine bottle, filled the wine glass for Brother Scum, lit a cigarette and said, "The child is not mine, you can do whatever you love, it has nothing to do with me." ”

I leaned back in my chair and smoked a cigarette.

"What do you mean by that?"

Brother Scumbag frowned, and his expression began to become solemn.

I said disappreciatively: "The child was born to her and Li Hao, and I also helped him raise him stupidly for a few months, do you say this mother-in-law is not hateful?" ”

Brother scumbag sighed and said: "There are some things that you can't control, she doesn't openly pick out and marry you, it's really very bad, if you want me to say, it's good to get together and disperse, at least you don't lose anything, if you want to open it, it's not a big deal." ”

"I've thought about it for a long time, she is unkind, what will I do, Zhou Ziran called me a few days ago, it's really a coincidence that the book is not written, their company organized team building, went to Chaka Salt Lake to play, just met Wang Ling and Li Hao, and took a few photos, you love me, very affectionate, this woman, put it in ancient times should be punished."

I gritted my teeth.

Brother Scumbag glanced up at the clock on the wall, and muttered: "It's hard to draw dragons and tigers, you don't know people but you don't know your heart, Wang Ling is different from Xue Xinyan, she just suddenly broke into your life, and after breaking up the relationship between you and Xinyan, she patted her ass and left." ”

He lit a cigarette and continued: "But Xinyan is different, that girl is your hair small, and her feelings for you have never been weak, the fault is that you can't withstand the temptation and have a relationship with Wang Ling, this alone, people can grab your little tail, can't wash the relationship, and are deeply involved, she threatens you with pregnancy, and you don't know why, the child was not born, you can't do a paternity test, you can only marry a child, after you give birth, don't do an appraisal, people will tell you the truth." ”

I just wanted to say something, but Brother Scumbag waved his hand and said quite annoyingly: "It's okay to leave, first put your mind on work, if you are disturbed by a woman and waste your career, it is the most incompetent performance." ”

I picked up the wine glass, raised my head and drank it all, and then sighed twice and said: "Qin Xiaolan has prepared the prosecution materials, this time we must suppress the momentum of the noble lady, the company has been repeatedly frustrated, and it is difficult, and it has nothing to do with the old witch." ”

I took a bite of food and continued: "What makes me sadest the most is that since she asked Sun Kai to wade into troubled waters, if she wants to sue, Sun Kai will be difficult to protect himself, and there are many interests involved. ”

Brother scum, no words, just silently smoking, a few muffled thunders sounded outside the window, the evening breeze was blowing, mixed with a few pieces of stump and leaves, slapping on the screen window, making a rattling sound, within a moment, the fine rain silk was like a sieve, pouring on the road, the city became hazy, above the high-rise buildings, drifting with a dense mist, as if the gods had crossed the catastrophe, giving people an infinite reverie.

Brother Scumbag laughed twice, and said lightly: "The reason why Gu Han was not fired was because he wanted to use her and dig out the mastermind behind the scenes, and now the matter is obvious, no matter who is caught first, it will be good for our later development." ”

"Brother scumbag, Boss Feng intends to cooperate with us, what do you think about this matter?"

"Franchise or share?"

I muttered, "I don't know the specifics." ”

Brother Za pondered for a moment and said: "Our company's operating income is now in a low period, if you want to get out of the predicament as soon as possible, you might as well talk to Boss Feng, this is a good thing." ”

"Okay, got it."

I chatted with the scumbag for a long time, and then fell asleep.

After breakfast the next day, I came to the company with Brother Scum, and after half a year, the company has changed a lot, and many employees have been replaced, all of whom are unfamiliar faces, but these people are trustworthy to Brother Slag, I prepared a meeting material, Brother Slag called the staff to the conference room, briefly explained the later work arrangements and strategic deployment, and said some inspiring words to achieve the effect of appeasement.

After taking care of the company's affairs, I drove to the villa, this spacious road, in the past, I would have regarded it as a symbol of happiness and hope, but since Wang Ling's showdown, this road has long been full of gloom and remorse.

The car drove into the courtyard of the villa, and I looked around, and saw that the corner of the courtyard wall was already overgrown with artemisia grass, and the roses had turned into dead branches and leaves, weakly attached to the wall skin, like a patch of age spots, revealing a lot of helplessness and dissatisfaction.

I walked to the well, where the iron tripod was covered with yellow-brown rust, the hemp rope had weathered, and weeds were growing freely, forming a green pattern around the well.

My heart was like a knife, I was very melancholy, I didn't expect that within half a year, this place would be so dilapidated and depressed.

I sighed, and as soon as I turned around, the door opened, and I saw Li Hao and Wang Ling, holding Qiqi and Miao Miao respectively, walking out of the house.