Chapter Eighty-Nine: I'll Carry Your Weakness
As soon as Su Jingxing saw Meng Zhuyao crying, he panicked instantly, and hurriedly wiped Meng Zhuyao's tears.
He had seen all kinds of Meng Zhuyao, but it was the first time he cried so fragile in front of him, he had really never seen it.
"Yaoyao, what's wrong, you tell me, I'll help you solve it." Su Jingxing hugged Meng Zhuyao into his arms and asked anxiously.
Meng Zhuyao didn't speak, just leaned on Su Jingxing's chest and cried, and after a while, he felt that the place on his chest was wet. What she said on the phone just now was unclear, so he rushed over immediately at such a late hour.
After crying for a while, Meng Zhuyao raised her head from Su Jingxing's arms and asked in a choked voice, "Xiaojing, am I particularly useless?" ”
"It's not." Su Jingxing stared at Meng Zhuyao's eyes and said sincerely, "You are the best in my heart. ”
"But I can't even protect the people I love the most." Meng Zhuyao said and was about to cry again: "You don't know that when I look at my grandmother lying on the bed, my heart is really uncomfortable." ”
Su Jingxing understood that he could now understand why Meng Zhuyao was crying.
He had experienced the feeling of seeing the person he loved the most lying in a hospital bed, and he still remembered that before his grandmother left him, when he went to the hospital, his grandmother was so weak holding his hand on the hospital bed.
I still remember my grandmother's kind voice and said to him: Xiaojing, you have to grow up quickly and take good care of yourself.
He thought, now Meng Zhuyao's mood is the same!
"Don't cry, you're already fine." Su Jingxing patted Meng Zhuyao on the back and comforted: "Don't question your ability. ”
Meng Zhuyao raised her head: "Really?" ”
"Hmm." Su Jingxing nodded: "What are you going to do when you come out, so late?" ”
"I'm going to buy some groceries for my grandmother." Meng Zhuyao then remembered what she was doing: "Grandma didn't bring anything with her when she was hospitalized, and the doctor said that she still needs to be hospitalized for a few days for observation." ”
"It's so late, it's not safe for you to go out alone." Su Jingxing frowned: "What do you need, I'll buy it for you?" ”
Meng Zhuyao nodded: "That's okay, just some daily necessities, I checked it just now, there is a 24-hour convenience store 500 meters across the road, you can help me buy some." ”
"Okay." Su Jingxing said: "What floor is the ward on?" ”
"201, 11th floor." Meng Zhuyao realized that she was still in Su Jingxing's arms, and pushed him away in embarrassment: "That, I'll go up first......"
"Did you eat at night? Do you want me to buy you something to eat? ”
Meng Zhuyao shook her head, she didn't have much appetite now: "I don't want to eat." ”
"Okay, then I'll be back soon, you go up first."
When Meng Zhuyao returned to the ward, her grandmother had already woken up and was struggling to go to the toilet, just when she came back.
"Grandma, what do you want?" Meng Zhuyao hurriedly ran to the window and helped her grandmother, for fear that her grandmother would accidentally fall off the bed.
"Yaoyao, I want to go to the toilet...... grandma said a little embarrassed, but she had been infusing all night, and if she couldn't help it, she wouldn't move by herself.
Meng Zhuyao took a look, it was about 10 meters from the hospital bed to the toilet, but her grandmother's foot was in a plaster cast and she couldn't move, "You wait for me, I'll ask the nurse to borrow a wheelchair." ”
"Okay, Yaoyao, slow down."
Meng Zhuyao ran to the nurse's station, and there was only one nurse on duty at the nurse's station, but there was no way to borrow the wheelchair, because the other departments were off work, and she had to run back to the ward.
"Grandma, I'll take you with you." Meng Zhuyao said: "The hospital's wheelchair can't be borrowed now. ”
"Are you okay?" Grandma looked at Meng Zhuyao worriedly.
Although she is old, old and thin, she should not be able to hold Meng Zhuyao no matter how thin she is, so she struggles and is unwilling to let Meng Zhuyao hold or carry her.
"Grandma, you believe me, I can do it, I can carry water in the countryside, have you forgotten?" Meng Zhuyao said with a hippie smile.
"Nope." Grandma said stubbornly, why didn't she want to cooperate with Meng Zhuyao: "I've already fallen, what if I fall you again?" It's not a while before dawn, I'll wait for the nurse to go to work, you borrowed a wheelchair, let's go again! ”
"......"
As he was talking, Su Jingxing knocked on the door and came in after buying things, and Meng Zhuyao saw him come in, as if he had seen a savior.
"Xiaojing, you can be counted as back, grandma wants to go to the bathroom, but she won't let me carry her." Meng Zhuyao hurriedly dragged Su Jingxing and said, "You can help me carry my grandmother to the bathroom." ”
Grandma looked at Su Jingxing beside Meng Zhuyao suspiciously: "Yaoyao, who is this?" ”
"That ......" Meng Zhuyao didn't know how to introduce Su Jingxing's identity to her grandmother for a while, could it be her ex-boyfriend?
I saw Su Jingxing smiling, walked to her grandmother's side, and greeted her politely: "Grandma, I'm Yaoyao's good friend, are you going to the bathroom, can I hug you over?" ”
Grandma looked at Su Jingxing suspiciously, then at Meng Zhuyao, and finally nodded.
After Su Jingxing carried his grandmother into the bathroom, Meng Zhuyao hurriedly went in to help her grandmother go to the toilet, and then waited for her grandmother to be convenient before opening the bathroom door and asking him to carry her grandmother back to the bed.
Meng Zhuyao looked at Su Jingxing's figure holding her grandmother, paused slightly, and her nose was sore again, but she still held back the urge to fall from tears.
"Yaoyao, what are you doing in a daze." Su Jingxing turned his head and looked at Meng Zhuyao's stunned expression as he stood still: "I bought a little red bean porridge, you took it out and fed it to grandma, grandma must not have eaten it at night." ”
"Okay." Meng Zhuyao lowered her head, hurriedly found the tableware from the bag that Su Jingxing brought back, and went to the bathroom to wash it.
When she was washing, Meng Zhuyao lowered her head and all the tears in her eyes poured out, she didn't know what kind of mood she was feeling at this moment, but she understood that when she was most vulnerable and needed help, Su Jingxing came.
"What's wrong?" Su Jingxing pushed open the door of the bathroom, and there was a hint of worry in his tone.
Meng Zhuyao hurriedly wiped her face with her sleeve and raised her head: "No, it's just that my eyes are a little sleepy." ”
"You come and feed your grandmother, and when you're done, go back to sleep for a while." Su Jingxing said: "I'll be fine tomorrow, I'll accompany my grandmother later!" ”
"No, I'll just put the sofa in the room together and sleep for a while."
"Okay." Su Jingxing said: "I'll see if I can buy a wheelchair, you can feed your grandmother." ”
Meng Zhuyao nodded, introduced the porridge that Su Jingxing bought into the tableware, and then sat in front of the window and fed her grandmother: "Grandma, be careful, it's a little hot." ”
"Okay." Grandma saw Su Jingxing leaving, so she asked, "This Su ...... What kind of young man is Sue, what does it have to do with you? ”
Meng Zhuyao's hand feeding the porridge shook for a moment, and then said, "It's just a friend." ”
Grandma was clearly not convinced.
"What about you and the adopted son of the Meng family, Meng Yuzhou?" Grandma asked, "I saw your news on TV at the village chief's house, saying that you are getting married." ”
"Grandma, don't listen to the TV nonsense." Meng Zhuyao didn't know how to explain this matter to her grandmother, but if her grandmother knew that she was betting on marriage, she would definitely be angry.
Grandma stretched out her hand to hold Meng Zhuyao's hand holding the spoon: "Yaoyao, your mother left early, you were brought up by me since you were a child, and my only wish now is to hope that you will find a home quickly." ”
"Grandma, I'm still young and not in a hurry." Meng Zhuyao's face flushed, every time she went home or called, her grandmother had to urge her to get married.
Unexpectedly, now they are all living in the hospital, and my grandmother has not forgotten about it.
"When you wanted to go back to the Meng family, I wouldn't stop you, after all, you have to recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors." Grandma sighed: "But if it is the adopted son of the Meng family, neither I nor your grandfather will agree, that person is not right." ”
"I know." Meng Zhuyao nodded: "If I have a partner, I will definitely tell you as soon as possible." By the way, how did you fall well tonight? ”
Hearing this, my grandmother's eyes flashed: "I'm old, don't be like this, my bones won't be broken." That guy was good just now, and he was after you! ”
"Grandma." Meng Zhuyao couldn't cry or laugh: "Why did you start again, I don't have this kind of relationship with others!" ”
"He's not interesting to you, why did you come to the hospital at night to take my old woman to the toilet!" Grandma is old, but her eyes are bright, "You don't want to fool me." ”
Meng Zhuyao felt that there was no way to talk about it this day.
"Okay, grandma won't rush you anymore." Grandma sighed, "Are you still home tonight?" ”
"No, I'm here with you." Meng Zhuyao said: "I will ask the nurse for a blanket in a while, and then put the sofa together, and I will accompany you at night." ”
Grandma yawned: "Okay, don't worry about me, it just hurt a little just now, but now it's much better." I won't eat it, you can eat it yourself. ”
"I'm not hungry." Meng Zhuyao put down the dishes and chopsticks and took a towel to wipe her grandmother's mouth.
Grandma lay down on the bed, and after a while, she fell asleep. After seeing her grandmother asleep, Meng Zhuyao lightly closed the door, wanting to see where Su Jingxing went.
As soon as he went out, he happened to see Su Jingxing coming back with a new wheelchair.
There were only dim lights in the entire corridor, and Meng Zhuyao's thin voice, which looked particularly distressing.
Su Jing walked over and touched Meng Zhuyao's head: "Why did you come out, is grandma asleep?"
"Hmm." Meng Zhuyao nodded, and pulled Su Jingxing to sit on the chair outside: "Xiaojing, do you think it's worth it for me to insist so much?" ”
She even doubts now that she has any point in doing these things.
Even if the shares of Mengshi are recaptured, what will be changed?
The miss of mother and father, the lack of family in childhood, none of them can be returned. Time has taken all of this away, and none of it has been left behind.
Su Jingxing looked at Meng Zhuyao's thin shoulders and pretending to be strong, and his heart ached: "Yaoyao, as long as you want, it's all worth it." ”
It's just that he hopes that in the future, all her vulnerabilities can only be exposed in front of him, and he will use his strongest arm to help her resist all the wind and rain outside.