Chapter 202: The Truth
Does he love me?
I felt a feeling of nausea in my heart, and I almost wanted to vomit.
"Stay away from me."
I reached out to stop him from coming, and even the smell of his breath made me feel sick and frightened.
This man is so terrifying, what else is there in this world that he doesn't dare to do?
"Luo Yan, this is already the case, you have to learn to accept it."
His voice was still ringing in my ears, still as gentle as jade, and even as elegant as when I first met him.
But now, I can't hear half of his repentance.
"So, how are you going to explain it to Cai Li? Do you think you can escape the law? ”
I looked up and clutched my chest and looked at him with disgusting feelings.
This man makes me feel horrified.
If he burned all three members of Caili's family to death, then his real purpose was definitely more than just taking a person's lungs.
No matter how eloquently he says it now, I understand that his purpose is definitely not pure.
"Why don't you believe it? I'll do anything for you. ”
He took a step forward, looking affectionate.
But the more he did this, the more disgusting it made me feel.
"No, I can't afford your love."
It was so suffocating that I subconsciously reached out and asked him not to come.
Standing with him, I couldn't even breathe.
"You'll get used to it." Chen An smiled: "In the future, there will be time for you to accompany me, so you have to get used to it." ”
He laughed a little weirdly when he said the word "must".
It's like a person who suddenly gets something that he has been happy for a long time, and he can't react at once, he can't cry, and he can't laugh when he wants to laugh.
But he's not, he's unwilling.
"I can't get used to it," I said, and I took out my phone: "Maybe, you can talk to Jingcha and see if they can get used to you." ”
With that, I prepared to make a phone call.
But Chen An didn't look scared at all, just looked at me lightly, very sure: "Luo Yan, you won't make this call, believe me, don't embarrass yourself." ”
"Don't be embarrassed, if I don't send you to prison, how can I explain to Cai Li."
I gritted my teeth and started dialing.
The thought of Cai Li's little face makes me feel hopeless.
How ridiculous she would have felt if she heard the news, that a man had killed her entire family for a lung.
Leaving her alone, such a ridiculous ending, but I brought her.
My tears flowed uncontrollably.
"Don't cry yet, when I finish speaking, you don't have to cry slowly."
Chen An actually laughed, and he said: "Do you think that if you tell everything about the investigation, will they make this matter public?" ”
Thinking of Lu Junxun's identity, I was a little embarrassed, and my fingers paused, but I quickly reacted, "Don't scare me, I'm not a teenage child, I can let you intimidate at will, and I have the right to protect the privacy of citizens after investigation." ”
"And what if it's me? Aren't you afraid I'll tell everyone about all this? When the time comes, what will happen to Lu Junxun? Do you think Cai Fence will forgive you? ”
I......
No, I can even imagine the look in my eyes that hate me.
When I think about this, my heart feels as if I have been stabbed.
Chen An is worthy of teaching psychology, and he has grasped a person's psychology too well, and he even went the opposite way and nailed me to death.
"So, you can't be so impulsive." Chen An said as he approached me and slowly withdrew the mobile phone in my hand.
He even opened my backpack and stuffed my phone into it little by little.
"Ah Yan," he looked at my shoulder, and even carefully supported my shoulder: "Don't worry, with me, I will never treat you badly, I will only be better than Lu Junxun to you, and I will never be worse than him." ”
"No!"
I couldn't take his proximity, and even felt sick just by hearing his voice.
Subconsciously taking a few steps back, I looked at him in horror.
This murderer.
He did so many cruel things to kidnap me, what if he did something more excessive or even cruel for other purposes in the future?
"Don't be afraid of me, Ah Yan, you should never be afraid of me."
Chen An had a hurt expression in his eyes, and in my eyes, it was all hypocrisy.
He said, 'I love you so much, can't you feel the slightest bit?' ’
"No, you only love yourself, if you love me, you should know ......"
Wait a minute.
I suddenly realized that something was wrong.
"No," I looked up at him suddenly: "You're not for me, Chen An, you have other purposes, you didn't save Lu Junxun for me at all, don't put gold on your face, use love to perfunctory me, what is your purpose." ”
I reacted suddenly and looked at him warily.
This man is so terrible that he can fool me so far.
Seeing that I probably couldn't go down, he began to doubt, he laughed, and then said: "Luo Yan, Luo Yan, they all say that you are smart, I really saw it today, and it is really extraordinary." ”
I don't know if he's praising me or hurting me, I'm so angry that I blush.
In such an occasion, any compliment is an insult to me.
"Tell me, what is your real purpose?"
Chen An took another cigarette from his pocket, this time, he did not rush to answer, but looked at me deeply, lit the cigarette, and inhaled it little by little, as if looking back on his life, slowly finished the cigarette, and then exhaled a puff of white air fiercely, and turned his head to look at me.
In his eyes, I saw disappointment, anger, and even cruelty and reconciliation that I had never seen before.
All these emotions came to me from his eyes.
But I can't decipher what it was that made him have so many complicated emotions.
These emotions should not appear in a teacher's body.
The temple of the Holy Earth should not be insulted by such a person.
But he sneered, and even looked at me mockingly: "For what? If it weren't for him Lu Junxun, I would have been the principal by now, why did he take the lead in front of me, and even took everything from me with a knife. ”
"Everything to you?"
I looked at him incredulously: "Before the principal is decided, everyone has a chance, you are not the only one, he is not, why do you say that he took everything from you?" ”
"It's up to him to use the power of money to achieve all this."
Chen An was indignant, and I saw his fist raise and swing it towards me, but it was lowered little by little.
Taking two steps back, I leaned against a large tree.
There is no turning back.
Such a man, I even respect him as a teacher.
Wang Qian is right, sometimes, I am really blind.
"Although he has money, he earns it by his own ability, Chen An, he is not as unbearable as you think, and even if there is no him, the position of principal will not be yours."
Although I am not a director, I also know that in addition to being a good teacher, the head of a school also needs to have experience in management and business.
Chen An learned to be rich in five cars, but he was not a good businessman.
Even, he is not a good administrator, as can be seen from this aspect of his management of students.
"Why? We are all equal opportunities, and he can do whatever he wants. ”
Chen An felt unfair, and he scolded: "It's not because he has a good relationship with those directors, and those people don't see him as the heir of the Lu family?" ”
I smiled coldly: "It turns out that you see the problem so superficially. ”
If the heir of the Lu family is only a false appearance, then what else is Lu Junxun doing?
He is long gone.
Or, in the first place, he couldn't get on stage.
"If you don't tell me this, you have already been brainwashed by him, and of course you won't listen to me."
Chen An gave me a fierce look, and I stopped talking.
"I thought I didn't have a chance, but I didn't expect that you appeared, do you think I will let you go easily?"
He smiled as he spoke, smugly as he approached me.
It's like I'm a candy for him, he finally got his hands on it, and he was proud and public.
I turned away from his touch.
He asked, "Then why did you save him, and if you wanted him to die, wouldn't it be all gone?" ”
"Do you think I'm going to be that cheap for him?" Chen An smiled proudly, his eyes were full of cruelty, and he said: "I want to watch him suffer for the rest of his life, and I want to take everything from him, including his lover." ”
"You can't take it."
I caressed my heart: "My heart, you will never be able to control it." ”
"No, just your people."
After he finished speaking, he laughed wildly, as if he had seen Lu Junxun's painful appearance because of the loss of me.
"Crazy, what a madman."
I turned around and walked back, not wanting to stay here any longer with him.
But he wouldn't let me go.
"Luo Yan, you remember, what you promised me, otherwise how I gave you that lung, I will take him out again."
"You dare."
I turned my head and stared at him viciously, "You don't want to touch another hair of his hair." ”
"No, Luo Yan, you're not a ruthless person, don't look at me like this." He seemed a little sad, but more excited, he smiled: "You care about too many people, are you willing to know these things?" Or are you willing to let Lu Junxun live, but he is spurned by thousands of people? ”
He's right, I'm reluctant.
I won't.
I can't let go of the fence, and I can't let go of Lu Junxun.
Therefore, Chen An can use me unscrupulously, and he can even use me as a weapon against Lu Junxun.
And I can't help it.
A wave of desperation came at me.