No, no, no...... I could never jump over the hurdle in my heart and accept the ideas of his time.

I shook my head, shaking my head vigorously.

Seeing that I suddenly shook my head, Cang Li asked in surprise, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

Hearing Cang Li's voice, I stopped thinking in my heart, handed him the bowl, and said to him: "Cang Li, you tell your father, I always insist on what I insist." ”

"Huh?" Cang Li didn't understand what I meant by this, and asked me, "Mom, what do you mean by this?" ”

"You don't have to understand, you just need to relay my words to your father, and he will understand." I stretched out my hand and pushed Cang Li out, asking him to quickly tell Guan Shi what I said.

Cang Li didn't ask any more, took the bowl, turned around and floated out of the bedroom.

In less than a while, it felt like it hadn't been a minute, and Guan Shi came, and there was no Cangli by his side.

Although I didn't see Cang Li, I think he should have come too, but he just returned to the soul clothes, and I can't see it.

"Mo Ran, did you misunderstand something?" Guan Yan quickly walked up to me and sat down, looked at me and said, "Don't think about it, I didn't mean that." ”

"Whether or not I misunderstood, but I felt I needed to make it clear to you. No matter what happens, even if you kill me and kill my whole family, I will not change my mind and accept three wives and four concubines. ”

"Mo Ran, don't get excited!" Guan Shi held my hand.

I looked down at him pressing my hand, slowly raised my head, and asked with a smile, "Am I excited?" ”

I feel like I'm calm now, not excited at all, and I don't know why he said tell me not to get excited.

Guan Shi didn't answer my question, just pressed my hand and said, "Don't worry, I will never let you change your mind." And I'm not as mixed up as you think, what do you want three wives and four concubines. ”

"In that case, then you can let me go. I don't want to wait, I feel like I can't wait. ”

"Why can't you wait? Just two days. Guan Yan grabbed my hand, put it in the other hand, patted my hand, and softly reassured me: "Mo Ran, don't think so much. Wait patiently for two more days, and I will give you a satisfactory answer in two days. ”

"Why wait two days? Not today? "I know I can't do it today, but I still want to ask.

Guan Shi was silent.

Seeing that he didn't speak, I knew what he meant, withdrew my hand, looked at the front and said, "Actually, you can't give the satisfactory answer I want." So, just let me go now, I really don't want to stay here for a moment. ”

I have to watch him with Yun Cai every day, and I have to watch him with Yun Cai as if nothing happened, I am almost uncomfortable to death.

"And what is the satisfactory answer you want?"

"I ......" I almost said what I wanted a satisfactory answer, but I thought about it, felt that I couldn't say, and swallowed it back.

I shook my head, covered my face and said, "I don't want to say it, I just want to leave anyway, do you promise or not?" ”

When it came to whether you would say yes or not, I let go of the hand covering my face, turned my head to look at Guan Shi, and found that he was also looking at me.

At the moment when I looked at each other, I had momentary stage fright and wanted to look away.

But just when I wanted to look away, but before I could look away, he looked away.

However, he only looked away for a moment, then turned his gaze back, looked at me, with a faint sadness between his eyebrows, and coaxed me like a child: "Mo Ran, wait patiently for two more days, okay?" ”

"Why? Why wait two more days? "Actually, what I want to ask most is not this, but why do I compromise every time?

Can't he compromise me once?

What if you don't wait for these two days?

What will happen!

"Mo Ran......" Guan Yan suddenly reached out to hug me, I was like an electric shock, trembled violently, and shouted in repulsion: "Don't touch me!" ”

As I barked, I quickly stood up and took two steps back.

"Mo Ran?" Guan Yan's hand froze, and his face was full of injuries.

This is the first time I have seen Guan Yan injured, or was injured by me, I felt very uncomfortable, looked away, pointed to the door and said, "Okay, I promise you, wait two more days." You go, I want to sleep. ”

"Mo Ran ......" Guan Yan stood up and reached out to touch me.

I sensitively twisted my shoulders and took a step back: "You go." ”

"Okay, I'll go. Don't think about it, get some rest. ”

"Let's go!" I didn't look at him, I just pointed to the door and told him to go quickly.

Guan Shi went as I wished, but I couldn't think about it and rest as he wanted.

I can't sleep at all, and if I can't sleep, I inevitably think about it.

When I think about it too much, I can't sleep even more.

I didn't sleep all night last night, and I slept for a little while in the morning, and I wanted to sleep—if not for myself, for the sake of the child in my belly—but I just couldn't sleep, I couldn't sleep no matter how I slept.

It felt like there was a fire burning in my heart, and it was annoying and dry.

I want to use the way of gnawing sugar cane to relieve this irritability in my heart.

However, it is useless to gnaw on sugar cane.

Not only was it useless, but the more I gnawed, the more annoying I became, and I threw away the sugar cane.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" While I was throwing the sugar cane, Cang Li came out and asked me what was wrong.

Before I could finish asking, I waved my hand to him: "Leave me alone, I want to be alone." ”

"......" Cang Li looked at me worriedly for a while before disappearing.

But when he left, I suddenly remembered something and called him out again: "Cang Li, come out, I ask you something." ”

"Mom, what do you want to ask?" Almost as soon as I finished speaking, Cang Li came out.

"Did you hear everything I said to your father?" Seeing Cang Li nodding, I continued to ask, "Then do you know, why did your father ask me to wait for two days?" ”

"Mom, I'm sorry!" Cang Li lowered his head guiltily.

When I heard Cang Li say I'm sorry, I knew he knew the reason.

But he had already told me that he was sorry, so I didn't want to ask again, and I didn't want to embarrass him, so I said, "It's okay." I've promised your dad to wait two more days, just two more days. ”

"Hmm." Cang Li raised his head, looked at me and said, "Mom, you wait for two more days." Two days later, Daddy ......"

How?

Cang Li said and spoke, and suddenly there was no sound, and after a short silence, he changed his words: "Mom, don't worry. In two days, you'll know what's going on. ”

"I don't want to rush either, I just ......" It's just that I'm afraid I won't be able to wait that long.

Cang Li asked me what it was, I didn't want to tell him, annoying him to worry, shook my head and said, "It's nothing, I'll just wait." ”

"Mmmm, Mom, I'll wait with you." Cang Li floated over and wanted to hug me.

I didn't know what to think, and blocked him with one hand: "Cang Li, I want to be quiet." ”

Cang Li first looked at me with a hurt face, and then looked at me with a worried face, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

"I don't know what's wrong with me, it's just that I'm very irritable, I don't want to talk to people, I want to be quiet."

"Mom, I'm going to call Daddy to ......"

"Don't!" Fortunately, I reacted quickly this time and covered Cang Li's mouth before he was about to call Guan Shi, otherwise he would have called Guan Shi again.

I grabbed his arm with one hand and covered his mouth with the other and said, "Cang Li, I'll be honest with you, the last person I want to see now is your father." ”

"You tell me to be quiet, just be quiet."

Cang Li nodded, and I let go of the mouth covering him and said to him, "You go back to the soul clothes, I'm fine." ”

"Good. Mom, I'm gone, what's the matter you call me. ”

"Hmm."

After Cang Li left, I sat alone on the edge of the bed for a while, picked up the sugarcane and nibbled twice, and felt irritable, so I got up and walked.

When I get up and walk, the irritability in my heart is a little less, but it is only a little less, and it will not increase with the increase of walking.

You can't walk, so walk and nibble on sugar cane.

So, there was a scene where I was munching on sugar cane while spinning around the room, like a fool.

Do you think this will dissolve the irritability in my heart?

As it turned out, I thought too much.

The irritability in my heart did not decrease at all, but it did not increase either, and I kept nibbling on the sugar cane.

Thinking about turning too much, I will be tired, and when I am tired, I will sleep.

But once again, I thought too much.

I had eaten all the sacks of sugar cane I had bought, and I had walked around the room one or two hundred times, and I had made several trips to the toilet, but I was not tired at all.

I had no choice but to continue gnawing on the sugar cane and keep turning.

Cang Li couldn't stand it anymore, and came out and said, "Mom, I probably know why you're irritable." Don't be irritable, with me watching, Daddy didn't sleep in the same bed with her, and he didn't have any intimate actions with her. ”

I only took Cang Li as a comfort to me, didn't take it seriously, and smiled: "Cang Li, don't tell me this." ”

"Mom, don't you believe what I say? What I say is true. ”

"I believe it." Whether Guan Shi slept in the same bed with her, whether he had intimate behavior with her, these don't matter at this moment.

What is more important at the moment is how to make me less irritable.

"Mom, are you feeling better now?" Cang Li looked at me expectantly and asked.

I didn't want to disappoint him, "It's better, but I still want to be alone." ”

"I know, I'm going back. Mom, don't turn around, you'll be tired of transferring like this, take a break. ”

"Okay, don't turn around." Anyway, turning around, the irritability does not decrease, and it does not turn.

When I walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, Cang Li's figure disappeared.

Sitting on the bed, my body stopped moving, and my head became active, thinking about this and that.

Thinking about everything, thinking wildly.

Thinking about it, I suddenly thought of the memories with Guan Shi in the tomb,

When I thought of Guan Shi, because I said: Let me be a vegetarian for 365 days a year, he was indifferent to me and didn't talk to me.

There were only two people in the tomb, and he didn't talk to me, and I felt that life was very sad, and I could describe it as a year.

But looking back now, I feel that those days were very happy.

Because although Guan Shi didn't talk to me at that time, there was only me and him there, and there was no third person, unlike now......

Now that there is a third person, forget it, I'm still so irritable, I feel that it's not like years, it's like years.

Guan Shi and Cang Li both said that it would take only two days, and I comforted myself that it would take two days, but ......

But I've stayed up for so long, and I haven't survived an afternoon, and I'm really afraid that I won't be able to survive until two days later.

It's easy to stay up until the evening, Guan Shi calls me to eat, I am very irritable, where I am in the mood to eat, I say that I am not hungry.

Guan served me a meal and brought it to my room.

Originally, I was in an irritable mood and had no appetite, but when I saw the food brought by Guan Yan, I miraculously suddenly had an appetite.

After I had an appetite, my irritable mood was miraculously improved.

After eating and drinking, I felt a little sleepy, so I lay down in bed and fell asleep within two seconds.

I was sleeping soundly, and suddenly I felt a burst of thirst, and I woke up.

When I woke up, I saw a room of moonlight, so I turned my head to look outside, but I didn't see the moon, so I turned on the light and walked to the balcony, only to see a moon hanging in the sky.

Very bright.

It's been a long time since I've seen such a bright moon, so I watched from the balcony for a while before going out to pour water.

I just put the cup under the water dispenser, ready to receive water, when I heard footsteps behind me, I thought it was Guan Shi, but I turned my head and found that it was Yuncai.

When classmate Yun Cai saw that I had discovered her, she quickly walked up to me, covered her mouth with her hand and whispered to me, "Mo Ran, will you leave quickly?" ”

"Let's go? Why? I looked at her suspiciously, wondering why she let me go.

Yun Cai didn't answer my question, but only urged me: "Don't ask so much, let's go, it's too late if you don't leave." ”

As he spoke, Mr. Yun pulled me to the door.

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