49. His gentleness
I stared at his back, my mind was dazed for a while, Zou Moyan knew that I was standing here, and looked at me coldly when he turned around, "So many people beat you, and you don't know how to hide?" ”
I didn't speak, he walked up to me, put his hand lightly on the wound on my face, and said carefully, "Can't you take it?" ”
My tears rolled down on the spot, Zou Moyan wiped my tears with a cotton swab, and said after a long time: "When Lu Chengying took you away, I just arrived. ”
He rarely explained anything, and I looked at him, biting my lip and lowering my head.
Zou Moyan hugged me gently, "In the past, when I didn't have the ability, I didn't know how to deal with this kind of thing, but now it's different, if they hurt you, it is equivalent to moving me." ”
I was shocked, "What do you mean?" ”
Zou Moyan kissed my neck gently, I felt like an electric shock, and he said slowly, "What do you say? ”
My nerves were highly concentrated all of a sudden, and my brain cells were thinking about what Zou Moyan said, he did make me a little overwhelmed when he said this, and the picture changed too quickly, I was in such a panic before, but Zou Moyan's few vague words made my heart throb again.
But Zou Moyan smiled, "Don't be nervous, I just love you very much." ”
The more he laughed, the more scared I became, how could I not be nervous at this time, my head 'boomed', as if everything had collapsed, and I realized that my so-called sanity, so-called strength, and so-called self-righteousness all fell to the ground with a bang.
Zou Moyan kissed my ear carefully, I couldn't see his expression, but his tone was still very gentle, "Jia Ran, is it so difficult to give me a chance to take care of you?" ”
"Zou Moyan, we really can't go back, I received a sum of money from your father, I ......"
"Shh Zou Moyan put his index finger to my mouth, "I know, you took my father's money and left me, and I won't pursue your affair with Lu Chengying." ”
"You don't know what has happened to me in the past two years, I am no longer He Jiaran as before, I...."
"Shh Zou Moyan still acted the same, "I don't see you being hurt in any way, it was before, and it is now." ”
How is this possible from a new start?
I feel more and more that this is a dream, but the pain in my body reminds me all the time, this is very real, Zou Moyan next to me is very real, and I am also very real.
My whole body suddenly vacated, I nervously grabbed Zou Moyan's sleeve, but he smiled, "Don't be afraid, with me, let's go home." ”
"Zou Moyan ....."
"Shhh, He Jiaran, follow your heart, don't put your thorny appearance at me, I still love you, I love you very much."
Zou Moyan's application shattered the last bit of insistence in my heart.
I couldn't say anything about my refusal, I was very scared, I was afraid that all this was a fantasy in the crystal ball, I was afraid that all this was a bubble, and I was even more afraid that everything about Zou Moyan was just a flash in the pan.
Zou Moyan pulled me out of the door of the ward, until I got to his car, I was still in a dream.
He drove with one hand, and with the other he held my hand tightly, and his thumb gently caressed the back of my hand.
His large, warm, dry hand took my hand like he had held hands countless times in school before.
Memories are such a scary thing.
He drove the car to a high-end apartment, and when he got out of the car, he still held me and didn't let go of my hand until he reached the door of the house and pressed the password.
This is where he lives, exactly the same place as the apartment we stayed in before.