88. I have mental illness
There was silence all of a sudden, Heilan bit her lip and lowered her head, Zou Moyan was about to say something, Han Ying came over and grabbed me, "Hailan has no ill will towards you, she thinks you are the daughter of a young lady, she has suffered a loss in this, and she has some opinions about all the princesses of big families, don't take it to heart." β
It's been a long, long time since I've heard such a sincere apology, while Mo Chengze coughed, Heilan honestly ran behind him, "Mo Yan, continue." β
"Hmm." Zou Moyan continued to draw cards without even looking at me, but the other two people had a hint of playfulness on their faces, especially Fu Xuan, who asked Zou Moyan after playing a card, "This is the love at first sight you met?" Is it your unforgettable little first love? β
I was drinking water and almost choked when I heard that.
Zou Moyan fell in love with me at first sight? It's true that I was his first love, but when did it fall in love with me at first sight?
Isn't the story between us that I chased him all over the school when I was a freshman, and then one day he saw me, was moved by me, and then got together?
Are there any other versions?
"It turns out that the military academy is not because of this, and such a high IQ is nothing more than that." Xu Moxuan sighed, "Mo Yan, why haven't you done it until now, it's been four years." β
Fu Xuan choked him: "You're done?" It didn't take you eight years to live the happy life you have now! β
"At least the person is mine!" Xu Moxuan retorted, the story between him and Han Ying can also be called an abusive love song, "But it's better than you, Fu Xuan, I said that you are still a virgin?" You'll be thirty-two soon. β
"You're a virgin, your whole family is a virgin! Don't talk about me, what do we have to say when we meet every day, say Zou Moyan and He Jiaran, a high-IQ pervert and an out-and-out female madman, how do I think this story is very exciting. β
Zou Moyan was completely stunned and didn't dare to say anything, Heilan saw that the atmosphere was better, walked up to me, and whispered, "I'm sorry." β
I don't think there's any need to worry about Heilan, what she heard is indeed the truth, I answered calmly. "It's okay."
Being able to generously admit that he is his ex-girlfriend in front of his ex-boyfriend's friends can only happen to me!
"I'll go back first." Zou Moyan stood up and said to the three people at the table, "It's an appointment another day." β
Everyone said they had no opinion, Zou Moyan came over and hugged my waist strongly, and walked out of the room quickly.
I was a little unsteady walking on the carpet because I was wearing high heels, Zou Moyan walked very quickly, and hugged my waist again, and the posture of the two of us was very weird, "Can you slow down, I can't catch up with you." β
"I can't." Zou Moyan stopped abruptly, then grabbed my wrist, "You don't have the right to protest. β
"Then tell me how you fell in love with me at first sight!" I stopped and pouted and looked at him, and when I saw a trace of blush flashing on Zou Moyan's face that I hadn't seen for a long time, I knew that this was true, "Or rather, why is it because of me, I didn't go to military school?" β
"Fu Xuan's words, you can listen to one-fifth."
"Tell me, how did you fall in love with me at first sight?"
Zou Moyan's thin lips pursed tightly and he didn't say a word.
"Zou Moyan."
"Let's go, I'll have something to do when I get home."
Zou Moyan saw that I didn't move, bent down and carried me up, I was still standing, and in an instant the whole person lay on his shoulder, I writhed desperately: "Zou Moyan, you let go of me." β
"There's a rooftop here, let's go up there and do it?"
Zou Moyan's tone was cold, and when I said the word 'do', I gave up resistance.
I'm afraid of the rooftop, I'm afraid of red wine, I'm afraid of white pills....
On the car back, Zou Moyan didn't speak, the car drove fast, and I looked at the fork in my house that was about to arrive, "Let me down, I'll go back by myself." β
"You're going back dressed like this?" Zou Moyan looked at the dress on my body, and a slight smile passed through the corner of his mouth, "It's better to take care of your body, after all, I don't have any desire for sick people." β
I gathered my clothes: "You're mentally ill. β
Zou Moyan suddenly braked suddenly, and the car plunged into the grass pile on the side of the road, Zou Moyan stuck his whole body, and pinched my neck with his fingers, "I'm mentally ill, He Jiaran, do you want to know how I lived in those two years, and why I became like this?" β
I shook my head first, then nodded, and my voice trembled: "You say." β
"As you said, in two years, I became a psychopath." Zou Moyan's misty light slowly fell on my lips, and his fingers had already begun to trace the shape of my lips, "Can you imagine?" The man you once loved was moody, vicious and desperate to revitalize the family business, just to stand in front of you one day. β
Zou Moyan was completely like a wolf foraging in the dark, his eyes were scarlet, and he looked at me fiercely, as if he was going to wrap me in his belly every minute, "He Jiaran, have you seen it?" I, Zou Moyan, am also a character who can call the wind and rain now, I can help you with all your difficulties with a flick of my fingers, and even if I say a word, you can do without everything now. β
Zou Moyan seems to be a different person, usually he has never yelled at me so loudly, I looked at him quietly, my body instinctively shrunk into a ball, Zou Moyan's eyes became more and more red when he saw my defensive action, he flattened the back of the seat, and my whole person was pressed under her in the air.
"Zou Moyan, don't...."I looked at him in horror, all the bad memories before poured into my mind, I thought of every time Zou Moyan made me hurt, I thought of the time when Zhang Dong was rude to me, I thought of a lot of things, my body trembled, the disparity in strength made me know that I had no possibility of resisting at all, and Zou Moyan's hand had torn off the shoulder straps of my skirt, and one hand was pinching my full breasts.
"Don't put on a look like I'm bullying you, aren't you also very enjoyable? Isn't it enjoyable when you beg me to hurry? Zou Moyan's hands rubbed more and more vigorously, and his eyes had changed from scarlet to fierce just now, "I can do it whenever I want to be on you, I don't want to be on you, and I don't care if you beg me." β
After Zou Moyan finished speaking, he got up and threw the tissue on one side on my body, "Wipe your cheap tears, or do you want to use these liquids to moisten your lower body?" β
My heart hurts, it hurts.
Zou Moyan has never said such rough words, even if he is at the peak of his relationship, he will try to avoid it, but now he is a completely different person, full of the kind of ruthlessness that I can't tell, I trembled and wiped my tears with a tissue, and tidied up my clothes, Zou Moyan kicked the accelerator and drove out, directly to the downstairs of my house.
I got out of the car the first time he opened the safety lock, Zou Moyan followed behind me, I don't know when I lit a cigarette, I didn't have time to put on a down jacket and stumbled towards the unit door, Zou Moyan said behind me, "He Jiaran, this is a start." β
I stopped, tears completely flooding my eyes, but reason told me I couldn't turn back.
I straightened my back and entered the unit door, letting my tears freeze.
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After lunch, I wandered around the boutique near my unit with Lu Xiaoxiao, and saw Li Nan, who I hadn't seen for a while, and was picking up things in a men's clothing store.
Lu Xiaoxiao pulled me and was about to leave, but unfortunately I was seen by Li Nan, I think she should be a regular customer, when she called me, the clerk next to her also said politely, "Two young ladies please, our current new models are directly from Europe, and most of the departments are handmade." β
"Jia Ran, what a coincidence, are you shopping? Lu Xiaoxiao hasn't seen her for a long time. β
Lu Xiaoxiao was heartless, and replied with a smile, "It's been a long time since we've met, what are you choosing?" β
Just asked casually, Li Nan was a little shy, "Choose a few ties for Mo Yan, Jia Ran, you haven't been in touch with us recently, how are you, are you okay?" β
"Not bad." I looked at the tie in his hand and smiled, "A good wife and mother." β
"Where are you?" Li Nan put down the tie in his hand and looked at the shopping guide with a smile: "This, this, and the two over there, wrap them up for me." β
What Li Nan didn't know was that Zou Moyan only wore one brand of clothes, and he never used anything he could buy on the street.
Li Nan's trick pretended to be smart.
"Let's go first."
I turned around to leave, but Li Nan stood in front of me quickly, "Jia Ran, I haven't seen each other for so long, let's have a drink together, right?" Mo Yan will also come in a while, or together? β
"I don't want to drink with you, and I don't want to see Zou Moyan, if you show affection in front of me, then please be smart, Zou Moyan's clothes have always been customized by one brand, and all accessories tie shoes are also directly supplied by another brand, he never looks at these brands, this habit has not changed from when we were together to the other day we met, you are a smart woman, don't let me see your little tricks, because all your actions make me think you are very naΓ―ve, Childishly think of me as your imaginary enemy. β
"Isn't it?" Li Nan put away the smile on his face, "He Jiaran, you love Zou Moyan, and Zou Moyan also loves you, all of us can see this, but you can never be together, do you know why?" Because ....."
"Li Nan!" Zou Moyan's voice came from the door, and he stopped what Li Nan was about to say.
I didn't expect Li Nan to say that Zou Moyan would come to be true, I thought she was just casually talking about stimulating me.
What does Li Nan want to say? Was there anything else I didn't know back then?
Back then, what else happened?
"Mo Yan, you're here." Li Nan smiled lightly, smiling like a flower.
Zou Moyan snorted, took the things in the shopping guide's hand, and didn't even look at me. "Let's go."
There was a pain in my arm for a while, and Lu Xiaoxiao gestured twice in front of my eyes: "Look at what, everyone is going out!" β