Chapter 53: A Man's Heart

By the end of the night, I was no longer so irritable, but I had no intention of forgiving King Ryan, and the breath in my heart had not yet subsided. I kept the matter of that letter from me, and of course I did not reply, as if the letter had never appeared, the emperor had not written it, and I had not read it.

Before dinner, King Ryan returned.

When he entered the door, his expression was very calm, it seemed that Mo Nian's matter had been dealt with, even if Mo Nian didn't die to him, nothing happened to him.

I glanced at him, pretended not to see it, ignored him, and told Cai'er to prepare dinner. My body has not fully recovered, and I am in a bad mood, so Wang Xi brought another subordinate to carry a small table to my bed, and Cai'er led someone to put the food directly in front of the small table.

King Ryan is not stupid, he can naturally see my temper, and after thinking about a few most likely questions, he picked the most likely reason before he spoke: "Mo Nian is the daughter of the prime minister, a childhood sweetheart who grew up with me since childhood." Two years ago, she was almost married, and she was full of joy to marry me. But the royal brother suddenly gave marriage, and her dream was shattered, and she was very sad. I have already decided to go to Ning'an County, and I have no chance to comfort her, so I can only write to her and tell her not to think about me anymore, and find a suitable person to marry. I couldn't protect myself at that time, and I really couldn't take care of her. But I didn't expect her to marry me, and she didn't get married in the past two years, and when I came back these two days, she began to pester me, wanting to get back together with me. ”

I listened quietly, no joy on my face.

King Ryan is most afraid of me like this, he would rather me lose my temper than touch my head, and the calmer I am, the less he knows what I am thinking.

"Ying'er, you know, you are already my princess, and I can't give you up. And I have so many women in my house that I don't want to add another one. Besides, Mo Nian's identity, how could she be willing to be a concubine? So, it's impossible for me to be with her, so why should you bother with her? King Ryan said cautiously.

I looked at him and asked seriously, "What about you?" What do you think? Were you ready to marry her two years ago? If it weren't for the emperor's marriage, would you have already married? What now? Have you completely let her go? ”

"Of course it's been put down! Since you can't marry her, don't delay her! But I didn't expect her to be so persistent! Ryan Wang said eagerly.

I put down the dishes and chopsticks with a snap, and I suddenly became angry, which was still very calm.

King Ryan didn't know why, and asked cautiously, "What's wrong?" Don't you want me to let her go? ”

"No, it's naturally best if you don't have her in your heart. I just feel chilled, it's only been two years, and you can completely let go of the childhood sweetheart you grew up with and fall in love with me. Or maybe you don't love me that much, you just think I'm your princess, so you just accept the reality. Unexpectedly, men are really cool, even you. ”

"Ying'er 、、、"

"But even so, you will still worry about her, there is no way to cut her in two, so when you see her crying and running out, you will still be worried, and you can't help but chase her out. Maybe you haven't completely let go of her in Ning'an County in the past two years, but you have accepted the fact of losing her, but you still hope that she will be happy in your heart. And in the past two years, you haven't completely fallen in love with me, you just treat me as an ornament named a princess, marry me back and raise it in the mansion, and just entertain me with delicious food and drink. If I hadn't gone to the battlefield and made you discover greater value, wouldn't you have been so good to me? I won't hesitate today, but will I chase Mo Nian desperately? ”

I sneered and said, "People have feelings, let alone a woman who has been together for so many years?" If you really do it, it will make me feel even more terrible. So I don't really blame you, I just don't want to see my man having an affair with another woman. Actually, you behaved very well today, at least before I went out, you had already rejected her explicitly. ”

"Ying'er, then you 、、、"

"And what about me? What does it feel like? Do you really trust me that much? Since two years ago, have you decided that I am the woman you want to be with for the rest of your life? ”

After a long time, this is the most crucial question I want to ask tonight. It was from this sentence that I really started what I wanted to do.

King Ryan had countless thoughts in his heart, and there were countless words that he wanted to say to me, but in the end, he went through them again and again in his mind before he finally said, "I trust you since two months ago. You've just woken up and you're acting completely different. I couldn't see what you really were like, and I thought you were just like your father. The first time we met, you were taking a shower, and after you saw me, you didn't yell like an ordinary woman, and after you calmed down, you didn't treat me as the main thing as you used to treat me, so you didn't exclude my existence at all. At that time, you were completely reckless, and even wanted to divorce me as soon as you opened your mouth. From that point on, I felt that you had changed and might make a good wife, so I started to pay attention to you, to observe you, and finally, you know, I couldn't live without you. ”

"Then is it Lu Fengnian or Cai'er that you sent to observe me? Did you arrange my parents too? Did you know that since you have begun to doubt me, my parents may have also changed, and it is possible to do things for others? I asked.

Because I always put myself out of the equation and look at things as a bystander, I always get to the point and ask the most critical questions. In fact, I am indeed a bystander, no matter how the people around me change, I am already different from the bottom, if someone threatens me, then I can fully guarantee to give up everything I have and fly away.

Parents and relatives or something, I don't have too deep feelings, and it's really not clever to threaten me with this.

King Ryan's eyes became deep, as if some secret in his heart had been discovered, and he asked, "You know everything?" ”

"What should I know? Or is there something I don't know? Oh, sure enough, you still have something to hide from me. If I hadn't discovered the problem myself, were you going to hide it from me for the rest of my life? I said with a sneer.

King Ryan looked at me solemnly, weighed it for a long time, and finally said, "You're right, we do have something to hide from you." But we don't tell you, it's all for your own good, we just want you to live a safe and happy life. ”

"It's not up to you to decide whether you're happy or not, it's up to me."