Chapter 129: It's All Because of You
"I won't help you think about some of the tricks in the future." Hua Chu'er smiled generously, "In short, the truth is that I deliberately made things difficult. Because of your poisonous incense, you protect me everywhere and punish Chang in various ways. And Chang's one who can endure it has never been explained later. ”
Where can she bear not to explain, it is that her heart is gradually gray, and she feels that it is useless to justify.
Zhang Changxiu closed his eyes and covered up the guilt and desolation in his heart.
"That time, I deliberately jumped into the lake for you to bump into it, mistakenly thinking that Chang pushed me into the lake." Hua Chu'er continued, "You are indeed ruthless, and you will scold her with a cane. She was forced to touch the pillar at that time, and she must have been desperate. I would have been glad that she was finally settled. didn't think about it, but she didn't die. ”
The moment when Chang Le hit the pillar suddenly replayed in Zhang Changxiu's mind, Zhang Changxiu's hands couldn't help but clench suddenly, and his heart was as uncomfortable as being clutched.
"Not only did he not die, but he became smarter. Knowing that I was premeditated in delivering the medicine, he actually struck first and deceived me. It seems that you still have to suffer losses in order to grow wise. ”
Hua Chu'er looked like, "I helped you improve your wife's IQ, you have to thank me well", but her tone was full of humiliation.
"Keep explaining!"
Zhang Changxiu couldn't hear her ridicule of Chang Le at this time, and interrupted in a deep voice.
"However, it doesn't necessarily mean that smart." Hua Chu'er added another sentence reluctantly, and seeing Zhang Changxiu's unhappy face, she smiled lightly and continued.
Speaking of these things, for Hua Chu'er, it is to show off the results.
"The white jade ring that time. It was Chang's eyes that opened his eyes when he saw the money and wanted to get some benefits from me, so I also gave it to her. Hua Chu'er seemed to recall something bad, and her face was slightly annoyed, "At that banquet, I gave myself laxatives in advance, and I was going to frame her." I didn't expect her to prepare Xiangke's food in advance, which made me feel painful. ”
Zhang Changxiu's eyes flashed, and he raised his eyes to look at her, revealing a little surprise.
After a moment, his eyes sank again, and he didn't know his emotions.
It turned out that Chang Lezhen changed a lot after touching the pillar, and he even learned to scheming. Is it reborn after death, or is it because-
Someone else?
"Originally, if she didn't do this, I wouldn't have said anything about the white jade ring." Hua Chu'er didn't notice Zhang Changxiu's mood change, so she just said to herself, "Since she hurt me, I naturally want to fight back." She lied that she had stolen the white jade ring. ”
Zhang Changxiu's mind echoed the words that Chang Le often questioned him.
He never believed her.
"As a result, that Shili came out to confess." Hua Shi sighed and frowned, "What's even more unexpected is that she actually found me and my subordinates in the Thorn Mansion. He even picked up my stone pendant. She held the stone pendant in her hand and deceived me again. Hum! ”
Zhang Changxiu heard what King Huai said about this matter.
However, after listening to it, he went to test the Hua family, but because of the Gu poison, he still didn't think about her in detail.
"Speaking of which, this Chang is not simple. I was so able to bear it before, I thought it was a soft persimmon that was angry, but now it seems that it is because I have affection for you. ”
Hua Chu'er analyzed herself.
"It's just that you almost lost your life when you caused her to touch the pillar, and your love for you is gone, so you began to take revenge with scheming. It always makes me feel that everything is under control, but there will always be accidents. ”
Zhang Changxiu twisted his eyebrows and clenched his hands into fists. His chest heaved and his breath was a little unsteady.
Hua Chu'er was right. Perhaps, Chang Le became like this because of him.
He couldn't protect her, so she had to find her own way. Even if he becomes a scheming person, he forced it out.
It's ruthless, who can blame it?
It's not him who is to blame.
"What, my heart hurts? Regretted it? Guilty? Hua Chu'er leaned forward and smiled weirdly, "That's no way, now that the wood is in the boat, you are destined to part ways." ”
"If you are just potential to be around me, in order to obtain information, you just have to be a concubine. Why bother everywhere? ”
Zhang Changxiu finally couldn't help but ask.
When Hua Chu'er heard this, she was stunned for a moment, then slowly sat up straight and looked at him quietly.
"That's what you're saying. Who let me fall in love with you? ”
Zhang Changxiu was not very moved by the confession of this sentence, and he didn't want to hear it much.
"I'm in love with you, and your whole person can only be mine. Chang, she has to disappear. Hua Chu'er said viciously, and suddenly turned infinitely desolate, "You know, when I knew that I was pregnant with a child, that kind of excitement and despair? ”
Zhang Changxiu glanced away, ignoring the struggle on her expression.
Hua Chu'er was deeply stabbed by his movements, restrained the emotions that were about to explode, and tried to suppress them, turning them into small streams of spring streams, and venting them little by little.
"I've been tested by people since I was a child. Later, when I learned Gu art, I also used my body as a breeding ground for my mother Gu. My body is not a normal person's body for a long time. So, when I know that I am pregnant with a child, I don't have time to be excited to have children for you, but I have to accept the fact that my child is destined to be stillborn! ”
Hua Chu'er still couldn't hold back, and the more she talked, the more excited she became.
"Why, why should I suffer such a sin? I have also been living worse than death since I was a child, and I can only rely on myself. Hua Chu'er stared at Zhang Changxiu with red eyes, and when she saw that he still didn't want to look at herself, she was even more excited, "I'm struggling in the room, but you and Chang's old relationship is rekindled, so how can it?" How could I allow it! ”
Hearing this, Zhang Changxiu basically understood everything.
Take a deep breath, look down at the ground, and try to suppress the overturning of the river and the sea in your body and heart.
"Why are you doing this to me? I'm trying so hard to please you. When the map was in hand, they ordered me to kill you three or four times. I don't have any. ”
Hua Chu'er grabbed her neckline with her shapeless fingers, and two lines of tears flowed out of her somewhat gray eyes.
"They no longer give the antidote to suppress your Gu poison, and I will use my own blood to suppress it for you. I can give my life for you. Why, as soon as you have the chance, you have to go back to that woman? ”
"Didn't you give me my Gu poison?" Zhang Changxiu ruthlessly ignored her anger, "Isn't the antidote there for you?" ”
"I ordered your Gu poison, and I raised the Gu you used. However, they are afraid that I will not be obedient, so they will take your mother Gu away. And so it is. ”
Hua Chu'er grinned, forced to complete despair by Zhang Changxiu's attitude, and only explained sadly.
"Your Gu poison will start to get out of control on the 25th of February every month. They don't give me the antidote anymore, and I can't control the Gu poison in your body. ”
A long silence followed.
Zhang Chang repaired and easily suppressed thousands of emotions. But it seems, there is something else in the body that is agitated.
"You're just recruiting what you've done to me. What about your plans? ”
Hua Chu'er stared at him in a trance, just smiling gloomily.
"Our plan? Don't you already know our plans? Everything was searched. ”
"As for the theft, you are doing cover, but you are actually going to the jade plate of King Huai?"
Hua Chu'er's mood gradually stabilized again, and only a cold face remained: "Yes." That thief is my man. ”
"You arranged it?"
"Yes, I didn't expect to be caught by you."
Zhang Changxiu twisted his eyebrows: "The killing of the beggar boy was also arranged by you?" ”
Hua Chu'er smiled: "Yes, in order to insert the little hawthorn and small pebbles into the yamen." By the way, cause unrest in the city. It's a pity that the wild child I worked so hard to raise was also killed by you. ”
In the end, Hua Chu'er smiled a little weirdly, with a strong hatred.
She didn't play Gu with that wild man, but she played with it from childhood to adulthood.
"You're for the armory?"
Zhang Changxiu couldn't help but fight for those beggar boys, and urgently asked the truth behind him.
He has already lost his petty feelings, and he can no longer compensate the thirteen counties.
Hua Chu'er smiled silently.
"Haven't you seen it all? If you want to say it, why not say it all? Zhang Changxiu asked, "Don't suffer from skin and flesh again." ”
"Suffer from flesh and skin again?"
Hua Chu'er stared into his eyes, laughing bleakly, laughing ridiculously, laughing crazy.
"This piece of flesh and skin has long been mine, so what are you afraid of suffering? Now I'm the heinous man waiting to be beheaded with you, am I? ”
"You made it yourself, no one else's fault."
"It's a good one, no one else. That being said, I might as well tell you one more thing. Hua Chu'er gritted her teeth, and her voice was even more ugly and harsh because of the roar, "You killed those beggar boys!" ”
Zhang Changxiu looked at her in surprise.
"Although I asked the wild men to kill those beggars, the root cause is because of you."
finally heard Hua Chu'er explain a case, but Zhang Changxiu was annoyed by her shirking responsibility.
"What does this have to do with this official?"
"My children can't come into this world. Why should those beggars do? Obviously, when they came into this world, they were also abandoned waste. ”
Hua Chu'er was a little mentally abnormal, and her eyes were red.
"I let people kill them, but also to relieve them, or to cheapen them. If you hadn't made me pregnant, how would I have been? ”
"That's why you killed them?"
Zhang Changxiu thought of the tragic situation of the children, and was finally angered by her repeated unrepentant words. Erection and pointed at her angrily.
"It's hard enough for them to become beggars, and it's not easy for them to survive. Since you can't have children, you don't think about the young and the young, but vent the pain of losing children on those children. Why are your ideas so distorted? ”
Hua Chu'er didn't care about his reprimand, she just felt no pain or itching.
"You've been asking, what's wrong with you. You can't compare to Ah Chang, can't you see it when it's so obvious? ”
Zhang Changxiu was too excited, his body shook twice, and he barely stood firm.
The name "Chang Le" is like a sharp blade, piercing into Hua Chuer's heart.
"Also suffering from humiliation, in addition to self-preservation, Ah Chang always thinks about how to treat everything with kindness. And you? There is only resentment in the belly, and the means of dealing with it are always harmful to others and not to oneself! ”
"Yes. She's a white rabbit, and I'm a hungry wolf! ”
Hua Chu'er wanted to stand up and confront him, but her legs were unconscious, so she could only stare at him with her neck tilted.
"Zhang Changxiu, not being affectionate is the essence of your person. How much do you think you love Chang? If you really love you deeply, even if I lay down ten love Gus, I can't do anything to you! ”