Chapter 94: That way, there won't be that pain
The security guard at the door saw her coming and thought she had mistaken someone. She crossed her arms and went in dejectedly, and when she opened the door, she stood in the doorway covered in wetness, her black hair hanging down to the side of her face, and there was no blood on her face.
There was a very strong smell of cigarettes in the living room, and the inside was dim, and you could only see the inside by the sky outside.
Qiao Nuanyang walked in barefoot and smelled a stronger smell of cigarettes.
She turned her head and saw a black shadow sitting on the sofa, Qin Shijin was sitting on the sofa with his legs apart in a black pullover, the cigarette burning on his fingertips and the scarlet flame.
Qin Shijin took a sharp puff on the cigarette butt, and then pressed the cigarette butt out in the ashtray vigorously, Qiao Nuanyang walked back from the wind and rain in embarrassment.
She stood there straight, but didn't say a word.
Qin Shijin looked at her like that, his eyes flashed fiercely, and he stood in front of her around the sofa, looking at her eyes that were not shining.
The lips were chapped, and the woman who hadn't returned all night stood in front of her without saying a word.
He had been worried all night, he couldn't find her at all, and he had forgotten how he had come over all that time.
His eyes were sharp, and his voice was full of anger, "With him all night?" Guess what you guys said? Together? Holding hands and reminiscing about the past together? Heartbroken, so now make yourself like this? ”
Yesterday the driver called him.
The clothes on Qin Shijin's body had already changed, and he sat here all night, waiting for himself.
She probably guessed that Qin Shijin had been worried about herself all night.
Qin Shijin had anger in his eyes, thinking of what Gu Peilin said, Qiao Nuanyang's fingers pinched the palm of her hand hard, she pursed her pale lips and her throat seemed to be on fire, and she looked at him with tears in her eyes.
"No......" she felt so tired, "Qin Shijin, don't talk to me now, okay, I'm so tired, really tired...... It's so hard...... I've never felt like I've ever felt so tired...... I wish I was dead...... That way, you won't have to be so painful......"
The uncomfortable strength in her body had passed, and there was only a void left.
Can't face Qin Shijin.
If Qin Shijin knew about that matter, how would he think of himself?
"......" Qin Shijin seemed to have a ball of cotton stuffed in her chest, she said that sentence like a crumbling soulless, and when he wanted to say something to Qiao Nuanyang again, the woman in front of him closed her eyes but turned backwards in front of him.
It's hot, like fire.
Qin Shijin asked Sister-in-law Cheng to call the doctor over, changed Qiao Nuanyang's clothes and dried her hair, because of the high heat, the skin on her face was hot, her nose was slightly red, she was very uneasy and grabbed the quilt in front of her, talking in pain.
"Don't ...... Don't leave me behind...... Don't ......"
She was talking nonsense all the time, repeating this sentence in her mouth, and hot tears were rolling out of her eyes all the time.
The doctor pushed her with a needle, Qin Shijin fed her medicine, and Cheng's sister-in-law helped take care of her, but Qin Shijin refused, and took a towel to wipe her body, took care of her, and asked Cheng's sister-in-law to take care of Ruirui.
Qiao Nuanyang was in a deep sleep all the time, and the fever subsided after four hours, and the person slowly recovered.
Qin Shijin sat on the edge of the bed, holding a water cup in his hand, "Do you want to drink water?" ”
She nodded.
Then Qin Shijin went downstairs and brought her a bowl of porridge, which was already warm and not hot, and after feeding Qiao Nuanyang and giving her medicine, Qin Shijin came out of the bedroom.
Her head was still dizzy, and she went to the bathroom to take a shower, and the smell of sweat on her body disappeared.
Qin Shijin returned to his room, smoked a few cigarettes, and didn't sleep all night and his body was not well, so his whole head was dizzy.
When Qiao Nuanyang came out, Sister-in-law Cheng was watering the pot of planted flowers, "Little Qiao, are you awake?" ”
After being together for a long time, Sister-in-law Cheng is very familiar with Qiao Nuanyang, Xiao Qiao.
"My husband was frightened when he received the call last night, and went out to look for you for the night, and came back to take care of you for another night. I haven't seen my husband take care of people like this. ”
Sister-in-law Cheng babbled a lot, Qiao Nuanyang's mental condition has not been good, she guessed that she should have dreamed and said a lot of nonsense, so she went to the study to find someone.
No one.
Qiao Nuanyang stomped his steps and slowly moved to the bedroom, and when he pushed open the door, he saw a man standing with his back to him, and there was a strong smell of cigarettes in the room, I don't know how many cigarettes he smoked.
Thinking of Qin Shijin's fierce gaze that questioned him at that time, Qiao Nuanyang thought of that matter......
In the sunlight, he stood in the light source so perfectly, but he was a mess.
Qiao Nuanyang stood beside him when he walked over and grabbed the cigarette in his hand, "Don't smoke, it's not good for your health." ”
I've never seen him smoke so hard before.
"......" Qin Shijin looked at her pale lips, his eyes were very cold, and he sneered, "You care about me?" ”
He knows how to stab himself when he speaks.
She would have retreated if she had been in the past, but then she wanted to take a step forward, to hold on to him.
She couldn't grab it, so she reached out and grabbed the burning cigarette butt directly, without frowning, Qin Shijin grabbed her hand, and saw a black ball in her palm, and the dark storm in her eyes was even worse.
"Are you crazy?"
Qiao Nuanyang reached out and hugged his thin and powerful waist, his hot forehead was against his chest, Qin Shijin looked down and only saw the top of her hairy head, and felt a warm touch coming from his shirt.
He raised his hand and still landed on her back, "......"
"Qin Shijin, can you hug me, can you hug me...... I'm so uncomfortable......"
Her hands gripped his clothes, clutching at them, not daring to let go.
She thought she could control her heart, but then she realized that this person had unconsciously infiltrated all the cells in her body like poison.
If only then all of them found out about her misery......
Qi Yuchen herself looked down on herself because of the fact that she had a child.
If so, the child's father is unknown......
At that time, how will those people perceive themselves?
The fear in my heart is rising little by little, and it is said in a book that some things should not be obtained by oneself, and they will always be lost. Some things, how you get them, you lose them.
“…… What happened to you? ”
Just now, he still had a fire in his heart, but at this time, when he heard Qiao Nuanyang's cat-like voice, it seemed as if he had been infinitely wronged.
"......" She grabbed his clothes, and suddenly raised her hand to hook his neck, closed her eyes to find his lips, and kissed him.
Qin Shijin smelled the familiar scent of gardenias, and Qiao Nuanyang kissed him on tiptoe regardless of it, as if he was looking for something.
He seemed to feel the fear in her heart for a moment.
Stretched out his hand to hug her soft waist, and then put it on his lap, holding her slightly hot face, regardless of whether it would be cold and contagious, trying his best to soothe the grief in her heart. It was a long time before he let go of her and patted her on the back.
"Rest well, I'm not leaving, I'll accompany you."
He also felt sleepy.
Lying on the bed around her waist.
Qiao Nuanyang's head shrank hard to his chest, and his fingers kept pinching his clothes.
Qin Shijin, you will accompany me, right? You won't leave me, even if you know my unbearableness, even if you know those ...... Nor will it.
She had thought about dying countless times, her life had long been a pool of stagnant water, and it was he who appeared, watered the seed that was already dying, and brought him back to life and took root.
So, he couldn't help but keep the seed alive.
***
Gu Peilin almost smashed the things in the apartment, sat in the apartment drunk and dreamed to death, and only knew how to drink.
Didn't go to the company.
The assistant couldn't find anyone.
Wei Rong was also anxious, asked people to look for it everywhere, called Xing Weidong and asked him to think about where he could go, Xing Weidong finally sent a message to Qiao Nuanyang, Qiao Nuanyang said the address, and Xing Weidong came over.
When he licked the tip of his tongue and went in, he smelled a strong smell of alcohol, and there was no way to see the whole apartment, and Xing Weidong couldn't find a place to put his feet.
He saw blood stains on the walls.
Looking at Gu Peilin again, he leaned on the edge of the sofa decadently, bent his legs, and his injured hand was no longer bleeding, but there were black blood stains on the palm.
Gu Peilin's front was full of wine bottles, white wine, and red wine......
I don't know how much I drank.
There were broken bottles of wine everywhere.
It's just one night, Gu Peilin's whole person is haggard and vicissitudes, his chin is full of stubble, his eye sockets are deep, and his eye sockets are red and bloodshot. He went to find the medicine kit and snatched the bottle from his hand.
"Alright, how much the are you going to drink?"
Then sit down and wash the wound and wrap it in gauze.
Seeing Gu Peilin's death-defying appearance, Xing Weidong's Adam's apple was tumbling, he was distressed, and he felt that he deserved it, and sighed that he went to get him a cup of hot water and put it in front of him.
Gu Peilin shook his head, reached out to take the beer in front of him again, and pulled it away.
Xing Weidong snatched the beer bottle in his hand and pressed his hand, "You're fucking enough!" Gu Peilin, do you want to drink yourself to death? ”
"Haha......"
Gu Peilin leaned on the carpet, he had been maintaining this posture for I don't know how long, he looked up at the direction in front of him, and smiled, "Xing Weidong, I'm uncomfortable here." ”
He pounded his chest hard, and repeatedly said to Xing Weidong, "I thought that Qiao Nuanyang was forced to follow other men at that time, but the reality told me that this is not the case!" At that time, it was only possible that my mom took my phone and caused these things, and used these things to separate us! ”
“……”
That day, he only heard Gu Peilin say that Rui Rui was not his child, and at that time he was thinking in his heart who that child would be.
It's not Qin Shijin's, it's not Gu Peilin's.
The woman I like is pregnant with a child who is not so sad about a man!
Gu Peilin was uncomfortable, and Xing Weidong's brows were also furrowed all of a sudden, but something had happened, Rui Rui was so cute...... The child is innocent.
Wei Rong's move was too ruthless, she completely wanted to cut off their back road, she is a woman, don't you understand how important a woman's innocence is?
"Now Qiao Nuanyang also knows about this?"
Gu Peilin nodded, "Got it...... I can't make her hate me like that all the time, so ......"
However, Qiao Nuanyang, who was as smart as Qiao Nuanyang, naturally thought of who did it.
If it were someone else, Gu Peilin would definitely do something to vent, but, partially, that person was his mother......
"......".
Xing Weidong's face also showed fierceness, the tip of his tongue swept over his upper jaw, and he tilted his head and closed his eyes deeply, he shouldn't have helped Gu Peilin chase the girl in the first place, at that time he gave Gu Peilin an idea, but he didn't know that Gu Peilin used his own way to chase Qiao Nuanyang!