38. Those unseen calculations

Zou Moyan responded to her by slamming the door vigorously, the back of my hand was grabbed by him very hard, and several times I tried to break free, but he grabbed it tightly.

"He Jiaran, is it so difficult to stay with me for a while?"

"It's hard for me."

I didn't shy away from it, I didn't have any right to speak all afternoon, I saw Li Nan and Pan Yiming acting, and later, I was shocked by the content of the play, causing me to feel that I was a heinous sinner, making me feel like an executioner with a murder weapon.

But what about my sword? I'm the one who's been stabbed a few times!

Until now, I am afraid of Zou Moyan, and the calm and indifferent man in my memories is like a lion with a bloody mouth open at this moment, and he wants to swallow me in every minute.

He has an unpredictable expression, unpredictable behavior, and more importantly, he is not the person I knew before.

And I had nothing but that pretended strong appearance.

"Okay." Zou Moyan let go of me, turned and leaned against the windowsill.

"Zou Moyan, you have to eat and sleep well, although I don't know what's wrong with you, but seeing you like this, I feel very uncomfortable, don't be like a child who can't eat sugar, I don't have sugar, so naturally I won't come to feed you."

"You have Pan Yiming, Li Nan, or when He Changan and Zhou Luo will come back to be by your side, if you just help me and want me to live a better life, I thank you, your e-commerce company's deposit did allow me to complete this year's task ahead of schedule, but if you have other intentions, I think it's better to forget it, because I have nothing left."

Zou Moyan didn't speak, still a posture, I continued, "Two years have changed not only our relationship, but also our lives, I used to be selfish and wanted to be with you, but now I don't want to, because every time I meet you, I feel scared as if I have lost my soul, everything you have now makes me feel inexplicably afraid." ”

"Actually, you're doing well, so why are you thinking about me?" As I spoke, my eyes began to pantothenic acid, "And it's a matter between us, it has nothing to do with anyone, if you help me, I will thank you, if you move the people around me, I think, I will fight back." ”

Zou Moyan reacted a little at this time, he turned to look at me, his eyes were obscure, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, "How can you fight back?" ”

"The fish is dead and the net is broken."

"What about the fish? What about the net? Zou Moyan gradually approached me and squinted at me: "I haven't seen you for two years, you are really different." ”

I didn't step back, I straightened my back and looked at him: "We all know who is the fish and who is the net. ”

After saying that, I turned my head and walked out of the ward, I don't know if Zou Moyan will understand what I mean, but I understand a truth, maybe when I face Zou Moyan, I should recognize my position, instead of being foolishly attracted to him.

In fact, everyone else can understand the truth, I did not understand it until a long time, the reason is that I still love him, I always have a trace of expectation for him in my heart, and I feel that this relationship has an unfinished ending, but according to the message Zou Moyan gave me, I think I think I think too much.

I think in the end, I'll die, I'll break the net.