182. I am the end of the earth for you

I nodded without hesitation, at this time I didn't have any reason to refuse this man who loved me deeply, my hand was tightly held in his hand, and I replied firmly: "Hmm." ”

The past has turned around a thousand times, and the beauty of the future is clearly visible.

Zou Moyan hugged me a little tighter, and said softly, "Let's take a break and go somewhere later." ”

Zou Moyan went to the study, I flew for so long and tossed on the plane in the morning for so long, my body was already sticky, I went to the bathroom to wash, everything in the bathroom was the same way, the shower gel I liked, the skin care products I used, and the delicate soap box, all of which I had selected before, thinking that Zou Moyan said that there was something to go out for a while, I simply rushed.

After washing, I found that no clothes came in, wrapped in a bath towel and went out of the bathroom, I walked so lightly that when I stood at the door of the study, Zou Moyan, who was talking on the phone with his back to me, did not notice my existence at all.

"I have a bottom line in everything I do, what happened before is enough for him to die a hundred times, I won't forgive him, you also have a snack, your father is waiting for you at home, what are you doing running around that don't love you? Don't plead, my original intention will not change, for him, death is a kind of forgiveness. ”

Probably talking about the excitement, Zou Moyan hung up the phone and held the phone tightly, and then sighed longly, I had already guessed in my heart who the so-called 'he' was, thought for a while and asked, "He, is it Lu Chengying?" ”

Zou Moyan looked back and saw me, as if he didn't intend to hide it, "Hmm." ”

"Didn't you say he's fine?"

"I took good care of him, but he didn't know how to lift." Zou Moyan touched his eyebrows, "Jiajia, none of this is your business, and I don't want us to be unhappy because of Lu Chengying." ”

The man who gently proposed a minute ago is now extremely like a child.

I was a little worried about Lu Chengying's comfort, although he deceived me, but thinking of all the things in the past two years, my heart began to hang a little, and after thinking about it again, I said; "Mo Yan, I don't want to quarrel because of Lu Chengying's matter, but can you not come out with the inferiority complex in your heart every time you mention him? I love you, you are unmatched, Lu Chengying is just my friend, you also mentioned his situation to me before, you can let go at that time, why are you so sensitive now? ”

"I can mention it, but it sounds uncomfortable to bring it out of your mouth."

Zou Moyan's tone was very low, with a hint of sadness, "Jiajia, what Lu Chengying did is really not worth a tear from you, maybe you should also understand, from my standpoint, he also loves you, and more than everything." ”

Of course I know this, and as I was talking, my phone rang, and everyone around me knew that I was coming to the United States, and they didn't know who would call me.

The phone was an unfamiliar number, and when I answered it, a deep voice came from inside, it was Lu Chengying.

"Jiajia, are you in San Diego?"

I glanced at Zou Moyan and replied, "Hmm." Is there something wrong? ”

"When will I look for you, will I look for you when I have to do something?" Lu Chengying's voice was very depressed, "I miss you." ”

I clenched the phone for a few moments, and turned my eyes to Zou Moyan, who was looking at me, his face was not good-looking, as if he was waiting for my answer, and I really don't know how to answer now.

"I know that Zou Moyan is by your side, he should protect you twenty-four hours a day, are you afraid that I will appear at any time and take you away?" Although Lu Chengying spoke in a questioning tone, but what he said was the truth, I didn't respond, Lu Chengying said, "Zou Moyan is too careful, Jiajia, have time to have a meal together, after all, we have a lot to say." ”

I don't think there is anything to say between me and Lu Chengying, looking at Zou Moyan in front of me, in order to reassure him, I said: "Lu Chengying, I think, there is no need for us to meet in the future, I thank you for taking care of me for so long, but there are some things that I really can't accept, so everything in the past should be treated as if nothing happened." You have a good life, you have to be well. ”

Lu Chengying on the other side of the phone was silent, and Zou Moyan beside me did snatch my phone and said, "Are you playing the game of hunter hunting?" I'll be with you. ”

Then the phone was hung up directly by Zou Moyan, he handed me the phone, reached out and patted my head, without any expression: "Let's go, let's go out." ”

I looked at the end of the call on my phone, and I felt a little lost, but in order to take into account Zou Moyan's feelings, I had to do this, although I am Mrs. Zou, but I am also He Jiaran, I think the only thing I can pray for now is that Lu Chengying can understand me, and then live well.

Zhou Luo told me before that the person who caused Zou Moyan to be imprisoned in a mental hospital for two years was Lu Chengying, I still don't believe it, after so many things happened, although I don't believe it, but I also feel that Lu Chengying is not innocent at all, maybe all of this is a mistake caused by paranoia, but I also believe that he has his own difficulties.

I patted my head, Lu Chengying's matter, let's turn the page!

Zou Moyan changed his clothes first, he was still dressed as usual, I wore a light blue dress, changed into flat shoes, and then followed him out holding hands.

Zou Moyan doesn't talk much, and I don't know how, I feel a little awkward in my heart, not really because of Lu Chengying, but Zou Moyan's attitude towards Lu Chengying makes me feel a little depressed.

He used to be very open-minded, he had that casual attitude towards everything, he knew that I loved him and would not restrain me, although sometimes he was a little overbearing, but more often he would respect me, and now, Zou Moyan began to care more, more afraid of losing, and he sometimes inadvertently revealed the kind of inferiority complex and moodiness.

I looked at Zou Moyan's side face, although I had a messy idea in my heart, but we finally came to this point, I don't allow anything to affect the relationship between us, Zou Moyan I love him no matter what, just like he loves me.

Zou Moyan drove through the boulevard of the University of San Diego, there are many good memories on this road, I followed Zou Moyan for the first time, we held hands, we dated, we chased each other, we kissed.......

As if everything was yesterday, I could still think of how handsome and chic Zou Moyan was in a white shirt at that time, and how silly I was when I was wearing a ponytail.

In fact, now that I think about it, it seems quite logical that we were together at the beginning, I was cautious at the beginning, and I felt that Zou Moyan was a special personality, particularly intriguing, and a person who was not easy to ponder, and later I found out that this man was too simple, and his feelings for me were also very simple, he was willing to spoil me, let me be willful, and was willing to give everything unconditionally for me.

Of course, the latter two points are a truth that I only understand now.

The car drove to the auditorium near the school, I clearly remember that I was in this auditorium when Aunt Cai and my brother had an accident, at that time I was wearing the so-called 'bridesmaid' dress prepared for me by Sun Yao, think about how stupid it was at that time, a phone call can make me give up everything, my self-righteousness made me lose everything I should have.

I looked at the white bricks and tiles, and sighed in my heart, the past is unbearable.

Zou Moyan pulled me to the door of the church and said lightly, "You released my pigeon three years ago, and it's here." ”

I took his hand and tightened it a little, "I'm sorry." ”

Zou Moyan smiled faintly, he pushed open the door, I saw that the church was full of champagne-colored roses, and the melodious sound of the piano slowly flowed out, I looked at Zou Moyan, he took my hand, and walked to the center of the church step by step.

There were a few blank pieces of paper on the table in the center of the church, and I looked at the marriage declaration in English and then at Zou Moyan, who was holding a pen and signing his name, and then looked at me.

I grabbed Zou Moyan's arm, with tears in my eyes, this is the beginning of all mistakes, and now Zou Moyan uses everything here to end all those things before.

Zou Moyan has prepared a dream-like paradise for me here, and also prepared a marriage certificate that can connect us closely.

I took the pen and signed my name without hesitation, at this time the music became cheerful, a man came out from the side and took the marriage certificate we signed, Zou Moyan held my face, the tip of his nose rubbed the tip of my nose, "The lawyer takes justice, you can't run away now." ”

"You are my haven of happiness, where can I go?" I took the initiative to kiss Zou Moyan's thin lips and said softly, "Even if I run to the ends of the earth, you will find me, won't you?" ”

Zou Moyan also smiled, "I am the end of the earth for you." ”

We kissed together, like the most ordinary and happy couple when we got married, Zou Moyan didn't say that he loved me in my ear, and I also said countless times that I loved him.

"Champagne!" The little fox didn't know where to come from, and separated me from Zou Moyan, who was kissing, her bright eyes looked at me, and said with a smile, "He Jiaran, congratulations, you are married!" ”

I blushed and looked at Zou Moyan on the side, and then at the little fox, "Thank you." ”

"Oh, you have to really thank Fu Xuan, everything here was prepared by him, how about it, do you like it?"

I nodded, "I like it." ”

The little fox looked at Fu Xuan on the side, blinked his eyes, and said proudly: "Oh, uncle, not bad!" ”