Obviously, Song Yu and himself are not from the same world, he lives in the same world as Liang Yunyi and Xiao Shijie. They are from the big city born with a golden key to be born in the sky, bright is the main color of their life, ordinary she naturally can't compare. Even standing in the queue of the same class, sitting in the same classroom, breathing in the fresh scent of the green plants of the same campus every day, such a seemingly unremarkable and natural combination is a moment of balance won by Su Wen, a small town girl, in the past three years of countless hard work. The hardships and difficulties are only understood by yourself.

So, why did he extend a warm hand to him many times? Why do you always show concern for yourself, intentionally or unintentionally, and even make intimate gestures towards yourself?

Oh, by the way, he is the class president, and it is the class president's duty to care for the sick classmates. What's more, he is such a kind-hearted person who always radiates light and warms others.

It is because you don't know what you know, so you will take the kindness of others to yourself as a great gift, in fact, in the eyes of others, what you think is good is just the work that others are accustomed to.

It doesn't have any other special meaning, and even if it does, it's just a fantasy of my own.

The extreme lack of interpersonal communication in the past has finally made her live like the lack and monotony she is now, so much so that she often regards what others think is "ordinary" as a special gift.

Su Wen told himself not to think too much.

Staring at the ground, Su Wen's heart passed through thousands of troops, tears blurred his eyes with tears, and he spun around frantically but stubbornly refused to fall.

Liang Yunyi, who was wearing silk pajamas on the balcony, confidently showed her mature girlish figure, skillfully pasted a moisturizing mask on her face in front of the dressing mirror, and her gestures overflowed with the unique charm of young women, which is different from the charm of adults exuding desire, it is young and full of youthful vitality, and it is the beauty of a pure girl.

Su Wen couldn't bear to look at herself anymore, her height of 1.6 meters and her thin appearance were considered to be above average in the middle school in her hometown and small county, but when she arrived in a big city, she was like a low hill among many tall and beautiful girls, and she looked like she had no characteristics.

The only thing that can be seen is that she has a small slap face, although her eyes are double eyelids, they are not big eyes in the public sense, not to mention the looming inner double, and even directly become single eyelids when she is sleep-deprived. Even in the best mental state, Su Wen's eyes seemed to be ordinary, and naturally they did not have the nature of being pitiful. even always exudes a bitter look of melancholy and wandering, which makes people naturally don't want to get close.

Although the nose and mouth are also small, the fleshy nose is not straight enough, and the small lips always look plain because they are pursed into a straight line. Such a blandness may seem like a mean face that is difficult to get close to in the eyes of others, Su Wen thought to himself.

Su Wen's originally fair skin has not become so delicate, and after a few days of military training without sun protection, it has become red and a little black. That kind of facial features are not ugly to look at alone, but when combined with Su Wen's face, the overly flat facial features make the whole face mediocre. It's better to be mediocre than ugly, Su Wen comforted himself with self-deprecation.

TV commercials always say that "there are no ugly women, only lazy women", and Su Wen believes in the correctness of this sentence. But she still doesn't know anything about dressing herself, she never buys skin care products for herself, and she never takes the time to think carefully about how to dress up. When buying clothes, in order to save time shopping to do exercises, I don't even bother to carefully choose the clothes that suit me and are young and beautiful, and often buy a simple T-shirt and jeans, so as a budding 16-year-old girl so rough to live her girlhood.

Although he didn't know anything, Su Wen didn't know anything about dressing up, but he had long been aware of it, and his best friend Xu Leqiu, who was also a junior high school student at the time, was dressed in T-shirts and jeans with Su Wen. Xu Leqiu, who grew up from a small beauty, understands the importance of beauty to girls, when Su Wen never used alabaster cream, Xu Leqiu already understood the importance of skin care, with skin care products that she has never seen, it is no wonder that Xu Leqiu's beautiful face stands out in the crowd even without makeup.

What's more, Xu Leqiu returned to the home of his biological parents who had bought a house in the provincial capital and became a big boss, he didn't need to spend any money, and his biological mother always bought all kinds of beautiful clothes for Xu Leqiu to wear in order to make up for the guilt of abandoning her daughter in the past.

When Su Wen in junior high school walked beside Xu Leqiu, it was not that she didn't envy her friend's beauty, but compared to becoming a beautiful girl, she had bigger, more important and more difficult goals to achieve.

God is always fair, and when He closes one door for you, He will surely open another window for you. Although that window needs a pair of discerning eyes to find and identify. Su Wen was born in an ordinary family without any family background as support, but she relied on her ascetic-like efforts to come out of the small county town bravely, and became the only person who was admitted to the best high school in Province G this year.

Xu Leqiu's academic performance is far inferior to Su Wen, but she has an appearance and family that is superior to her, and it is true that the biological parents who helped her enter Bode Middle School also gave Xu Leqiu an indelible hurt and pain in her life.

No one is truly lucky, in fact, no one is easy. Because they are close friends with each other, there will inevitably be comparisons. And because they cherish each other's friendship, they are always the one who understands each other's feelings best.

After graduating from junior high school, when she received the admission notice from Bode Middle School in the summer, Su Wen danced happily and decided to go shopping seriously like an exam. It was a reward for the stupid she gave herself.

Of course, a white dress still can't erase Su Wen's attribute of not knowing anything about dressing up. When I came to the big city, I saw all the classmates who were born and raised in the big city like Miss Childe. Standing in front of those young and beautiful girls, the huge gap is even more small than the gap between him and his best friend Xu Leqiu in junior high school. 16-year-old girls in the city already know how to dress up, wearing fresh light makeup, and girls wearing beautiful princess dresses abound.

Su Wen told himself not to compare with it, but even if he didn't compare, the huge difference suddenly appeared in front of him, and the bloody wound opened up in his heart.

The word inferiority best explains the strange, tangled and painful mood of adolescent girls.

There is also a figure that is unremarkable, the thin Su Wen stands in front of a normal high school girl, and she is a stunted junior high school girl, as if her breasts have been pushed by a bulldozer, and she can't compare with a girl with bewitching curves.

Therefore, every time Su Wen thought of being carried on his back by Song Yu that day, he couldn't help but shiver and subconsciously wrapped his arms around the young man's neck, trying to absorb the warm body temperature from the hot body, as if he wanted to merge with the source of the heat, and his body was intimately attached to the angular back of the young man, Su Wen was so ashamed that he wanted to erase the memory in the other party's mind.

With a mediocre appearance, she has always only played a small role such as green leaves next to a girl with outstanding appearance.

Su Wen stared at himself in the mirror, feeling sad again.

Su Wen, you are so pathetic.

Sad to be sad, Su Wen sighed after his ordinariness, and suddenly thought of the final exam after the military training, and suddenly threw himself into the battle of learning.

Because she doesn't want to be really pathetic, the only thing she can do is study hard. Learning has become her only weapon to protect herself from harm against the strange big city.

The week's military training came to an end in the daily hard training of the students, but at the end of the military training, the instructors with black faces on weekdays became more and more anxious like ants on a hot pot.

"Look at you, you are still the top three students in the second top class, and you can't even walk neatly in military training! A class is like a mess of sand, is your brain used for studying? Didn't you have any brains for military training?! Am I usually too relaxed with you? None of them have the strength, right?! ”

"There's going to be a debriefing performance tomorrow, you all cheer me up! Today we will focus on practicing walking in unison! ”

The instructor roared and scolded the second class mercilessly, and the students in the second class all raised their voices and looked at each other.

"Turn right! Quickly move closer to the middle! The instructor whistled, and his voice revealed majesty: "Five people in each group below will practice arm-holding exercises, and come in groups!" I'm going to see which of you walks in unison, and the incongruity affects the whole! ”

After turning right, Su Wen, who was originally in the second row and fifth from the left, immediately became the second from the left, facing the instructor, practicing in groups of five, all the irregular movements and shortcomings were naturally exposed in front of the instructor and classmates one by one, Su Wen couldn't help beating the drum in his heart. What made Su Wen even more awkward was that on his right hand were three male classmates who he didn't know at all. Doesn't it mean that you have to hold the arm of a strange boy in a group and practice walking in unison?

Su Wen, who was blank in adolescence, was so conservative that she was still in a situation where she would blush when she accidentally touched a boy, and she suddenly remembered that it should be the psychology of boys and girls who were young and ignorant of the opposite sex when they first developed, but she was 16 years old, and she was still psychologically like a little girl who was ignorant back then.

Su Wen glanced at the instructor with great embarrassment, and happened to look at the casual face of the girl on the left, and the indifferent face of the boy on the right hand could not see what was going on in their hearts.

Only a childish girl like Su Wen would feel embarrassed by this kind of contact.

Su Wen watched the four groups of students in front of him walk towards them one after another with their arms in unison under the instructor's whistle, and stood straight on the opposite side, their movements were completely complete, Su Wen really couldn't see anything untidy as the instructor said.

When it was Su Wen's turn to be in the fifth group in front of him, the girls who connected the three boys looked ashamed, twisted and pinched, and refused to hold arms with the boys next to her.

Su Wen remembered the girl who was so embarrassed and speechless on the podium that she had a nice name but always lowered her eyes, Liu Chuan.

Like myself, from a small county, timid, cowardly, and cringe, a girl.